Chapter 385: The soft rice man who feels at ease (5)

Because of the rain, the mall is extremely lively.
That roast (meat rou) buffet is already full of people and needs to be arranged. However, there are only three tables in front, and there is no such thing as waiting.
The two took the number and sat outside and waited.
People come and go, the voices are loud, and from time to time there is the sound of machines calling numbers. Sun Ya put the bag on her lap, lowered her head and started looking at the phone.
In fact, it's nothing good, but it's just to pass the time. It will be more embarrassing than sitting (gan gan) staring with Ji Huai (强qiang).
They didn’t know when they started, they had no desire to share, and even had little communication. At first, she tried to find a topic, but gradually realized that Ji Huai didn’t care about her affairs, and sometimes it was perfunctory, so she didn’t say more. .
When the desire to share is gone, the intersection will become less and less. Without resonance, the feelings will be weakened, a little bit worn out, no longer looking forward to it, and gradually the beginning of the end.
She must admit that he doesn't love her so much anymore. I can feel his impatience and indifferent, this is something she has always reminded herself.
Separation is an inevitable result, a matter of time.
Sun Ya's fingers slid boredly on the phone, and suddenly half of an orange appeared in front of him, still exuding the fragrance of oranges. She looked up at Ji Huai, who was also looking at her, "Try it, I heard it's sweet."
She hesitated for a while, and just about to reach out to take it, she hesitated for a moment when she found that she hadn't washed her hands.
He stretched out a wet tissue, wipe) (wipe)."
"Thank you." She wiped her hand with a wet tissue, and then took it, "Where did you get it?"
"It was at noon today. Didn't I say to keep it for you?" He broke a petal for himself, stuffed it in his mouth, and then kept nodding, "Yes, it's quite sweet. You can eat more."
When the words fell, she put the remaining half in her hand and took out a tissue to (wipe) her hand.
Sun Ya looked at the orange in her hand, and the sweetness of the orange came from her mouth. It was really sweet, without a hint of sourness, and had a great taste. She was interrupted by the broadcast just as she wanted to say something.
"A51."
"Customer a51 is invited to have a meal, and customer a51 is invited to have a meal..."
Ji Huai looked at the number, got up first (she shen) and walked forward. Looking back, she saw that Sun Ya was about to empty her hand bag, and then walked back to help her carry the bag, put her hand on her shoulder, and led her into it. .
Sun Ya snuggled in his arms, speeding up to eat the orange, and he was used to naturally reaching out and handing a petal of orange to his mouth. Ji Huai did not open his mouth.
"Don't eat it?" she asked, raising her head.
"Don't you want to leave the delicious food for you?" He said casually, and his hand on her shoulder turned around and led her to walk inward.
"Eat." Sun Ya stretched her hand forward again and reached his lips.
It was just a joke she told him, it was an accident that he could remember.
Ji Huai didn't hesitate this time, opened his mouth and gritted his teeth, went to the table, let go of his hand, and sat opposite her.
Sun Ya also sat down, looking at his drooping eyebrows, she was a little surprised.
In fact, she was not so rational (sexual xing), and she also had the feeling of a woman (sexual xing) and indecision. When Ji Huai showed her a good behavior, she was shaken.
The two are too familiar and loved. If it is a breakup, even if she has made up her mind, she will be peeling off. Just thinking about it will make her heart boring, and she feels really bad. But love is not the norm in life, she has to save herself, and there is still a long way to go.
"What to eat? I'll get it." Ji Huai stood up (shen), ready to get something.
"Anything will do, just get something that can be eaten quickly. I'm hungry." She stuffed the last orange in her mouth, and continued his words.
Ji Huai: "Yeah."
Sun Ya was very hungry just now, and after eating oranges, she felt less hungry and didn't want to look for food. She doesn't have high requirements for food, so Ji Huai takes what she eats.
Suddenly, a bowl of fried rice appeared in front of him, and his voice came, "First eat a bowl of fried rice to cushion your stomach, oh, get you a spoon." After speaking, he walked forward without turning his head back.
After taking the spoon, he came back, handed it to her and left, and continued to get things.
Sour (milk nai), (meat rou) food, fruits, vegetables...
One thing was put up by him, and Sun Ya was still eating the fried rice he brought up, her eyes thoughtful.
He gave her oranges and served her meal again, as if he was trying to please her, but the other party didn't show anything next. How should he eat, how should he eat, what should he do.
Thinking about it, he would take care of her in this way before. It should be a habit.
Habits are terrible, just a few small movements, she can think of all kinds of them before.
"Why are you in a daze?" Ji Huai asked while eating, and put a plate of mutton (rou rou) rolls into the pot.
Sun Ya took a bite of fried rice: "I think it's delicious without the school cafeteria."
When he was in school before, he often served her a meal. The best thing about two people was that they could eat a few different kinds of meals.
They were so sticky at that time, they seemed to have endless words every day, and they were tired and crooked for three years together. She thinks they will get married in the future, and he will be him in this life.
Ji Huai nodded, "Indeed, the school cafeteria is cheap and delicious."
"Yes." Sun Ya also acquiesced.
"No pressure, every day I eat, sleep and fall in love, and my days are comfortable." Ji Huai said, stopped eating, put his hand on the table, looked at her, sighed and said, "Everyone has its own way."
Sun Ya asked, "What's so good now?"
Their feelings are very little left, what supported her was the time before, and now they can't support it anymore. The social survival pressure is so great, how can it be better? She felt terrible.
"Isn't it great to be able to hold you to sleep every night?" He said, lowering his head, the corners of his mouth curled up, his sword eyebrows slightly bent, his tone relaxed with a smile.
That smile is real and content.
Sun Ya was in a daze. She knew Ji Huai, but she didn't know what kind of psychology he was from. At least he was sincere at this moment and didn't realize the crisis between the two.
It was as if she was constantly breaking free, but he always felt that the two were in a very good relationship, and he didn't let her be confused and didn't know whether his judgment on this relationship was correct.
"What's so good?" she muttered.
"Isn't it?" he asked, looking up at her.
Sun Ya was afraid of spoiling the atmosphere of having a good meal at this time, so he stretched out his chopsticks to pick up the dishes, and at the same time, he said, "It's okay."
It was good at first, but it got worse and worse.
I used to wish to hang on him (body shen), that was really like him, and pounced on it with enthusiasm. When I first started living together, I was full of joy.
Later, why did it happen?
"Of course it's good." Ji Huai didn't realize anything yet, and continued to eat, chatting with her on the other.
There is nothing wrong with the content of the chat. He really didn't seem to react. Sun Ya talked to her lips several times, and finally held back (hard ying) and followed his topic.
This time, she will be cautious and cautious because it is either to stir up emotions and solve the problem, or to divide it thoroughly. So she will be cautious and cautious.
"Shrimp slippery." Ji Huai picked up a piece and put it in her bowl.
Sun Ya: "Thank you."
"There are two more, one for you, and one for me." As he said, he put another one in her bowl, and he didn't show any abnormality throughout the whole process, just getting along with before.
Only he himself knows how restrained he is now. It seems careless, but in fact he is absent-minded. He will use his peripheral vision to observe Sun Ya's emotional changes, and he dare not say anything when he sees her in a daze.
If you ask, it must be a breakup, and the result of the talk must be a breakup.
Although she can sway, she is very clear in her heart. He didn't have enough reason to persuade her that the problems thrown were like bombs. He was incapable of parrying and would only be speechless.
He also knows that it is sad to be sad. This time she is (chou chou) the muscles and bones, then she will not hesitate to turn (shen), because everyone can't afford it, there is no future, and he is not suitable.
Sun Ya's appetite was not as big as him, and she was full soon, but Ji Huai ate a little more.
When he finished eating, she stood up (shen), "Go back."
"Okay." He got up (shen) and walked out after her.
When the two arrived at the counter, Ji Huai also deliberately walked faster and took out his mobile phone to check out. As a result, something embarrassing (fa) happened. His mobile phone ran out of balance, and he was even stunned.
He didn't have more than 300 money for meals, he hadn't applied for a credit card, and he didn't have the quota for the extra money.
Sun Ya didn't say anything. He didn't know when he had already scanned the QR code to check out. He showed his mobile phone to the cashier to take a look, and if nothing happened, he walked out, "Let's go."
Ji Huai silently retracted the phone and walked to her (shen) side, extremely frustrated.
She seemed to be accustomed to paying him the bill. After all, he hadn't made any money in the past year, and it was all spent on himself. The expenses between the two were paid by her.
"Didn't you say that you have no money? You forgot?" She said this calmly.
"...Forgot." Ji Huai (gan Gan) laughed. He just remembered that not long ago, he complained to her about having no money, and he was almost unable to support himself. After paying the cost of last month, there were only a few hundred yuan left.
"It's really bad to remember (sexual xing), but it doesn't have a (guanguan) relationship. You often don't remember." She said that the words were neither salty nor light, and there was no special emotion.
Ji Huai: "..."
She was too calm, not noisy, and even started to understand him, which made him feel a burst of cold air rising from the soles of his feet.
As long as there is room for trouble, start to explain the urge to conceive and not (strong qiang), and that is the real end.
The two returned in the last bus and walked side by side into the community.
The rain stopped and the wind felt a little cool. No one spoke, and slowly walked towards home.
The night is also a bit (deep), and the surroundings are quiet.
"Ji Huai, there is your courier. This is on store. I have already signed for it for you." On the first floor of a courier supermarket, a young man stuck his head out of the window and called Ji Huai to stay.
Sun Ya also stopped.
"What is it?" Ji Huai didn't think much, and walked over.
The other party took out the courier, and the moment he saw it, his face suddenly changed, and he really wanted to slap himself twice.
Boy: "Union University shoes, which shoe did you buy?"
At first glance, they are shoes, and he bought them on a famous software. The packaging says that shoes of this brand cost thousands of dollars, usually two or three thousand.
Ji Huai didn't dare to look at Sun Ya's face (color se), taking over the shoes was like taking over a hot potato.
When entering the elevator, he only felt that the atmosphere was very solemn. He didn't know what to do. He was anxious like an ant on a hot pot, but he had to hold it back.
Sun Ya took the initiative to speak, "Is this the pair you wanted to buy last time? Do you have a code?"
"..." Ji Huai (hard ying) scalp, "Hmm."
I didn’t have money to pay for dinner, I didn’t pay the rent, and I didn’t buy daily necessities. I spent two thousand eighteen to buy a pair of shoes. He himself felt shameless now.
"It's good if you have a size. Those shoes are pretty good-looking." The elevator door opened, and Sun Ya took the lead out, without looking back at him.
Ji Huai wanted to see her angry, even if her mood fluctuates to question him.
He was not angry and understood him very well.
He was frustrated in his heart and knew that she was indeed disappointed, because his selfishness was not this time. In the university, he said that he had no money to buy her gifts, but he would recharge the game. He had no money to take her on vacation during the holidays, but he had money to go out with friends. When I was away, I didn’t have the money to see her, but I had money to buy thousands of earphones...