Chapter 698: Love to Despair (4)

The lives of so many brothers, each one, are more important than his life.
In the past ten years ...
He didn't sleep well for almost an entire night.
He tortured him for ten years with guilt and remorse for those lives, and hatred and resentment towards her.
If he could really choose, he would even be willing to take her life ten years ago.
Those who are alive are far less happy than those who are dead ...
This topic made Bai Suye speechless and even breathless.
She is undercover, and she bears the heavy responsibility of destroying them. Selling her feelings, whether it be love or friendship, to obtain important information for the organization to prevent more vicious wars and assassinations, this is the task she must complete.
just……
She and Ye Yan, after all, have different positions.
Ye Yan grew up from no age, no real family, and the harsh and cruel living environment led to his world, no faith, only his own rules. Nation, government, and people do not exist in his world. In his world, it is the interests, the brothers who were born and died, and the spirit of alliance ...
For these, he could not even kill him.
And her appearance hurt his interests, hurt his brother, and lost his righteousness ...
Actually, she should have died a million times ...
"Yeah, sorry ..." Bai Suye lay on his chest, and said softly.
Ye Ling didn't talk anymore, and her thin lips were tight. A "sorry", pale and weak before betrayal and life.
He couldn't forgive her, because he couldn't even forgive himself.
At the beginning, if she was not seduced by her, and if she was not stupid enough to entrust her bomb to those who were born to die, everything might not happen ...
…………
Because of this topic ten years ago, the atmosphere became heavy and depressed for a while, making people breathless.
Because it is too heavy, no one has continued this topic. It was an injury that could not heal for ten years, and every time it was mentioned, blood was exposed.
I don't know how long it took to finally reach a wide place.
Halfway through, Bai Suye asked Ye Ye to let himself down. He was afraid that if he hugged for too long, he would collapse on a wound that was not fully healed. However, Ye Di refused to let go of her, and her request was ignored by him.
If he hadn't mentioned it ten years ago, reminded her how much hatred and how far apart they are, she would probably find it difficult to refrain from fantasizing, holding him like this ... The end of life ...
"Snow can already be seen here. Let's go sit in that pavilion." She patted Ye Xiu's shoulder.
Ye Ye said "um" and hugged her into the pavilion. In this place, the snow is already a little thick. On a quiet night, stepping on one foot by one foot, you can hear the sound.
Ye Di sits down in the pavilion, Bai Suye subconsciously walks away from his leg, but his waist is tight and his hands are caught.
She froze.
Did not move again.
Sitting on his lap.
She didn't dare to look at Ye Ye's expression, and she didn't even know why Ye Ye brought her here.
He wrapped her blanket around her bare legs.
Her hands were always around his neck.
"Night ..."
"Ok?"
"You ... why decided to bring me here temporarily?"
Ye Di didn't make a sound for a long time, but turned his face, looked through the open space, and cast into the far east. Through the dim moonlight, Bai Suye could clearly see the tiredness on his face.
The tiredness is born from the bottom of my heart ...
Like the string at the bottom of my heart, it has been stretched for a long time, and is always on the verge of breaking.
I thought he wouldn't speak again, but the next moment, he opened his mouth heavily: "I just suddenly felt tired and wanted to see the sunrise."
Bai Suye stunned in his heart.
She knew that he was tired and that after ten years of torture, his pain would only be thousands of times heavier than her. However, after ten years of absence, it was the first time he had heard him show his vulnerability to her ...
Before, every time, they were wary, crazy, and even hysterical.
Never like he did tonight, he told her so calmly that he was tired ...
The calmness made her panic, only to feel the sadness beyond words.
She obviously held the night owl, but she felt that this person was actually far away from her, step by step, farther and farther ...
What she wanted most was such a result, but deep down she was afraid of it.
Suddenly unable to restrain, she wrapped her hands around his waist and hugged him tightly. Ye Ye turned to look at her. Two people face each other, her eyes were bleak and fragile under the moonlight, with tears flashing.
His eyes were dark and his emotions were surging.
Long fingers suddenly pinched her chin. Thumb on the cold little face, rubbing lightly. Strength is even gentle.
Bai Suye had a sour nose, sobbed, and suddenly raised his face and kissed his lips.
Then everything seemed to get out of hand.
Knowing she was a poppy, a poison planted in his body, but still couldn't resist, and couldn't refuse. Bai Suye even surrendered all reason.
Each other's lips are tangled together. Like the end of the world and the end of life, they are lingering, as if they were willing to burn such inscriptions into each other's soul.
The desire of Ye Di, in front of her, could never be restrained. Throw away the obstructing blanket wrapped around her, and her hands have penetrated her skirt.
In such a night, no one has come and gone.
Only them ...
They seem to be drowning, and they are holding each other crazy as a life-saving grass ...
Ye Ling's fingers squeezed into her body.
There wasn't much foreplay, but her body was more sensitive than ever and willing to accept him. Or in other words, is looking forward to accepting him.
She kissed his lips, his chin, his neck ...
His fingers were arrogant in her body, and she uncomfortably scratched him with her fingers, and her voice was so sweet that her bones were almost crisp.
"Night, I really seduce you now ... Do you dare ask me here?"
At this moment, she put down her pride, put down her stubbornness, and even she was thrown out of her mind by her reason ...
Everything, she just obeyed her heart.
This is a rare wanton.
Not even for wantonness.
She lifted her fingers off the shirt button of Ye Ling, and ran her hand through his collar. Ye Di snorted, "I didn't want you here ... but you can drive me crazy ..."
"Then what do you want?" Bai Suye panted, his eyes hazy, and looked at him blurry. At that moment, the softness made Ye Di just feel the blood flowing backwards, and rushed straight down.