Chapter 1364: Further ineligible

This confession left Jian Xiao at a loss.
After turning another page, I saw Ou Yang wrote another sentence: Don’t rush to give the answer. Whether you give it or not, you and I are all family members. I will be your lover and give you a home, but don’t worry. , You can take your time.
Ouyang still understands Jian Xiao Shan. This understanding is from spirit to habit. This sentence gave Xiao Shan a way out and made her less nervous.
Looking around, so familiar decoration, watching Ouyang's days, the years of the past flooded into my eyes, tears rubbing his eyes.
In the company, outside, Jian Xiaoshan never cry.
But this time, when Seventh Sister suddenly broke in, Xiao Shan broke down in front of everyone. She was afraid, afraid from the bottom of her heart, and everyone knew her misery.
This is the dignity of Xiao Shan, she was abandoned, abandoned, no more. To this day, she has always had a deep inferiority complex. She is a person who even her mother does not want. Because of this low self-esteem, she rebelled against her destiny. From a young age, whether she was studying or working, she worked harder than others.
Others can fight for Dad, Dad, and Husband. She has only her life to fight, she can only rely on her own hands to make herself strong, strong enough to stand in a lonely world, no one knows that she is abandoned.
Except for Gao Leng and Fatty in the Star Group, nobody knows Mr. Jian's life experience. Especially that incident, the thing that made Xiao Shan difficult to tell, is Xiao Shan's biggest secret.
When the fat man rushed in, Jian Xiaodan was in a mess. She only felt that the goose bumps all over her body were coming out, and she was afraid that Seventh Sister would talk about it in front of everyone.
Say, where did he touch you? How to touch it. In the county police station that didn’t know how to ask children about the case, although the police tried their best to ask small and simple questions, this sentence was like a knife stabbing the heart and turning a few times. The same, deeply carved into her life.
A transcript must be made, and the poor Xiao Shan must also retell the situation at the time, as if experiencing it again.
She went to the police station, and I heard someone said that a bad uncle touched her.
Simple, are you touched by a bad uncle? So many police come here.
Afterwards, the turmoil did not go away like Xiao Shan thought. The police came to the orphanage to investigate. I don't know who the talker missed. This scandal spread throughout the small county with the wind.
Oops, a little girl in the welfare home was threatened by a volunteer!
Oh my mother, this man is so bad, which little girl is it? How old is it? Where did you touch it!
Oops, oops.
This voice made poor Xiao Shan more and more silent, and felt more and more humble, until she was adopted by Seventh Sister.
Although Seven Sister said that Lulu is inferior to Lulu, so what? No one said about her there. She has a family there.
Thinking of this, Jian Xiao simply cried bitterly, and his tears hit Ouyang's diary. If the past hurts to the bone, how can it disappear like smoke?
An hour later, it was late at night, Xiao Shan came out of the room with red and swollen eyes, and secretly left Ouyang's home.
After half an hour, Jian Xiaodan returned to his apartment, opened the door of the apartment, turned his head and looked at Gao Leng and Xiao Leng's rooms, right across the door.
How much Xiao Shan admires Xiao Leng, not only for her high coldness, she admires Xiao Leng’s innocent eyes like a child, the kindness that radiates from her heart, and she admires Xiao Leng’s dance practice since childhood The feminine temperament trained on the piano.
Unlike her, she has vigilance in her eyes and vicissitudes in her heart. Even the decisive temperament of the vice president on her body is to cover up her huge inferiority.
"Be a useful person, and you won't be abandoned." A small single whispered in the corridor, and choked: "I am a sinner, I killed my dad, I am a sinner."
The phone rang, and Ouyang's anxious voice came over: "Why did you go back?"
"I am used to sleeping at my own house, and I have arrived home safely." Xiao Shan's voice was calm: "Thank you, then I will sleep."
There was no mention of confession, nor did Ouyang mention it, she needed time at this moment.
She lowered her head and walked gently into the room. As soon as she closed the door, she saw Gao Leng opening the door.
"You..." Jian Xiaodan quickly turned his back to Gao Leng and planned to close the door immediately, so as not to be seen crying.
"You're back, I'm going to pick you up in the West Fourth Ring Manor area." Gao Leng pushed Xiaodan's door open without saying a word, and saw that although the tears on her face were wiped off, her eyes could not be covered with redness and swelling. .
"How did you know that I was in the West Fourth Ring Manor area?" Xiao Dan was a little surprised.
"A big star like Ouyang, I want to check his house, where is it not easy to take you there?" Gao Leng closed Xiaodan's door, looked at her deeply, and Jian Xiaodan quickly turned his back to him. , Hands twisted together nervously.
"What the is the other party?" Gao Lenghan walked around in front of Xiao Shan again.
"This is my personal business, don't ask." Jian Xiaodan was so nervous that he was sweating all over.
"You should know that I want to investigate. Using the forces of the Eastern Gang, I can find everything." Gao Leng was obviously completely angry. His voice suppressed something. Seeing that Xiao Shan's face was a little red and swollen, he was obviously beaten. The swelling has not disappeared, and the anger is even worse.
It's a simple one, a simple one that has survived the storm together.
"You...you asked someone to check it?!" Jian Xiaodan turned her head and looked at Gao Leng. She stretched out her hand to grab Gao Leng's arm, and the cold sweat burst out all over her body, tears spreading towards her. Falling, fear, shame, and desperate emotions all used up.
Nothing, it's the past when a person I like finds myself unspeakable, more terrifying. Especially Jian Xiaodan, she has relied on her own efforts to stand in the society. Those things have been torturing her like a heart disease. The ability to rely on makes people not think that she is abandoned. This is her only wish.
To be a useful person will not be abandoned or pitiful.
What's more fearful is that Gao Leng knew that she had passed by, and that would be fatal to Jian Xiao Shan. She knew that her adoptive father died in a car accident in order to find the ring, and then let Gao Leng know everything...
Xiao Shan looked frightened and looked at Gao Leng.
If at the time she begged the fat man, the look in her eyes made the fat man exit the door at a loss, then her cold eyes at this time were not just begging, full of despair.
Jian Xiao singledly grabbed her hair, then covered her ears and screamed, losing control.
"Don't... you don't answer me... don't..." she answered in fear of high cold, as long as it was "Yes, I'm looking for someone to investigate", no matter where the investigation is reached, even if the investigation is stopped now, some will always be found. What? Just go to the orphanage, if you ask about the threatened thing.
Jian Xiao singledly collapsed, and she backed away frantically, grabbing her hair and screaming in despair.
"Xiao Shan!" Gao Leng rushed over and grabbed her shoulder, Xiao Shan's reaction broke Gao Leng's heart.
"I did not investigate. If you said that I would not be allowed to investigate, I did not. I came here to ask your opinion. If you don't ask me to investigate, I will never do it." After the high cold voice sounded, it was simple The scream was gone in an instant.
She opened her eyes, and tears fell down, as if she had caught wood when she was drowning, and found a source of water in the desert when she was about to die of thirst.
Surviving from desperation is exactly this feeling.
"Really...really?" Looking at Gao Leng's trembling Xiao Shan, who was trembling with tears, Gao Leng saw Xiao Shan's weakness that he had never seen before.
"Really." Gao Leng replied affirmatively.
He was grateful that he had always respected Jian Xiao Shan. Although he was so curious about her past and the relationship between her and Ouyang, he had never used mind-reading skills to peek through.
Not once.
Jian Xiaodan's body weakened when she heard this, Gao Leng helped her sit on the bed, and at this moment she seemed to have armor again.
"Sorry, just... I was too gaffe." Xiao Shan's voice returned to her former calm, and she scratched her hair trying to make it smoother.
"When do I need to take action, tell me." Gao Leng stretched out his hand and patted her back gently, but Xiao Shan moved aside.
She lowered her head and looked at her fingers.
She does this when she is nervous.
Gao Leng put his hand down quickly, only to feel that although Xiao Shan was sitting next to him, there seemed to be a gap and he couldn't make it through.
"Well, I will say if there is a need, I have to rest." Xiao Shan said softly, she confessed again without looking at Gao Leng: "You don't want to check."
"I won't check."
"Ok."
Gao Leng, who returned to his room, was tangled, tangled and uncomfortable. Xiao Shan's eyes made Gao Leng suddenly realize that this woman was not what he had realized before.
Not so strong.
Gao Leng knew that Xiao Shan had come out of the orphanage. When he and her passed by the orphanage, Gao Leng had seen her fragility, but after fragility, she was strong, with her back straight.
But today's Xiaodan, the completely collapsed Xiaodan made Gao Leng realize that she seemed to be holding a bomb that might explode at any time, and she didn't know when it might explode.
Flies cautiously, flies startling every step.
Gao Leng stayed up all night and turned over and over. He wanted Xiaodan very much, but he didn't know how to help her. He used to be able to hook her shoulders and walk around. Now she patted her on the back and she hid away.
There was a gap between the two, Gao Leng didn't know what the gap was, and there was no way to cross it.
He really wants to use mind reading, how convenient it is. You can know who it is when you use it, and what is the problem with Xiaodan, and you can know how to overcome this gap when you read it.
But Gao Leng didn't, and won't. After seeing Xiao Shan's collapse, Gao Leng will not. What he has is just fortunate, fortunate that he has not used mind reading before.
...
Early in the morning, Jian Xiaodan went to work as usual. She was sitting in the co-pilot of the cold car. Except for her eyes a little swollen, as if nothing happened yesterday, she answered the phone with a decent smile.
After a busy morning, while Gao Leng was drinking tea in the office to take a break, someone knocked on the door.
"Please come in."
It was Jian Xiaodan who came in. She glanced at Gao Leng and closed the office door.
"What's the matter?" Gao Leng stood up immediately, his simple expression a bit wrong.
"I..." Jian Xiaodan lowered his head and looked at his hand, with a nervous expression on his face: "I...something..."
In her arms, holding Ouyang's diary.