Chapter 254: Goodbye

He looked at her silently.
She said again, "I really don't love it anymore!"
A smile overflowed from Zuo Xiao's lips, and he shook his head, "Bei Bei, I won't give up!"
Subei took a deep breath, "I have never wanted to say how painful you have caused me. But there is something you should have heard of."
She said word by word, "There is no destiny!"
Zuo Xiao said, "As long as you want, we can stay together forever. Beibei, I don't believe in fate."
Subei looked at him, "But I believe it!"
He put his hand on the lower abdomen, "I have a son, he will be born in more than three months. From then on, I will live for him. I want to give him a complete family, you know a child without a father Will be bullied."
"So you want to marry Hua Jinan?" Zuo Xiao asked.
Subei nodded, his expression indifferent, "Yes."
"So, you just want to marry your child to give him a father?"
Zuo Xiao's voice was already full of certainty.
"These are not important. The important thing is that I have already decided. The decision I made will not change. Zuo Xiao, you should understand me."
Subei looked at him.
"I can do it. I can be his father, I will treat him as a few."
Zuo Xiao said seriously.
Subei is a bit distressed, why he just doesn't understand!
She rubbed her eyebrows behind her, "Zuo Xiao, how can you understand that I can't be with you, the child in my stomach, or even Hua Jinan."
Zuo Xiao's eyes were sunken, "If I came back a few months earlier, if you didn't meet Hua Jinan, how would you treat me like this?"
Subei let out a long sigh of relief, and a bitter, bitter smile appeared on his lips.
She no longer hides the pain and sorrow in her eyes, and the voice she exits is so sad that it makes people feel heartache.
"Well, maybe I shouldn't hold on to it from the beginning, pretending that everything is over."
Subei whispered, his hands intertwined and lost his blood, his body trembled slightly.
She raised her painful eyes to Zuo Xiao’s eyes,
I thought about death when I was in jail, but the prison guards were so close that I couldn’t even die. For three years, I said it’s not long, but For me, it feels longer than my whole life. Minutes and minutes are painful."
She looked at him, "I told you, everything is over. Then how can it pass? This is the pain and humiliation of my life, this black and terrifying memory is destined to accompany me throughout my life, and I will never forget it. No more, although I really want to forget."
She took a deep breath, and trembling hands tucked the scattered hair behind her ears, "Every time I see you, I can't restrain my heartache. The past is vivid, and the pain overwhelms me. "
There was a little more pleading in her eyes, "Zuo Xiao, you also want me to live, okay? You don't want me to be born in pain, do you? But, just sit in front of you like this, even My breathing hurts!"
The man's tight face suddenly loosened, and he smiled, making his heart more painful.
He said softly, "Okay, I understand!"
He got up and looked at her, "You have to take care from now on!"
Then he turned and left, without hesitation or looking back.
In the painful sight of northern Jiangsu, the man's hard back gradually disappeared from her sight.
Still as tall as before, but extremely lonely!
His vision gradually blurred, and his eyes were tingling.
Tears, finally broke the embankment!