Chapter 5: Untie the knot

Near Chen Hao's rented area, there are many small restaurants for delivery, including home-made small stir-fried vegetables, fried rice fried noodles, and spicy hot noodles. The main business is the best sales.
One hundred and two hundred yuan was in his pocket. Before that, Chen Hao planned to spend every day, at least in the first fifteen days of each month, to ensure that he could survive after paying the rent and leaving a little transportation expenses. He doesn't need it now, and even tomorrow's rent, he doesn't plan to pay it.
老板 "Boss, a plate of squid fried noodles, a plate of spicy shredded pork, and a bottle of beer."
"okay."
I will look at Chen Hao more, but I wo n’t say much. The owner of a small restaurant can see all kinds of people every day. There is a lot of North Dwelling in this generation. It suddenly changes the state of daily life like this. People, success is only a minority, most of them are ready to go home.
Chen Hao has eaten spicy and fried rice several times in this store. It would have to be that he received money for the group show. Otherwise, he would usually make it in the public kitchen of the rental house with the minimum cost. A nutritious meal.
Chen Hao drank three bottles of beer. A plate of spicy pork was eaten. The fried noodles were cleaned in a few mouthfuls, and the oil soup was not wasted. The last few mouthfuls of noodles were dipped in soup and sent to the mouth. When he was drinking three bottles of beer, I made a decision, a decision that can be said to be considered after considering various factors, and it can also be simply understood as the decision of Laozi to miss homesickness.
He is going home.
Yesterday's call, he did n’t even think about going back. It does n’t mean that he feels good. With such a pair of parents, Chen Hao always feels that he has been a blessing for his life, because he did n’t do well as a son. They caused so much trouble that they came back for a few years without success and did not look back.
Now, I'm not afraid, because he is determined that he won't succeed in a long time.
He has lived here enough, and there is nothing to nostalgic. Perhaps Liu Dong was a good buddy whom he knew before yesterday. Now, this city, no, is the corner of the city here, he will no longer be nostalgic. .
Chen Hao has never been a messy person. He told himself in his heart that he wanted to do it right away. His rent was tomorrow. He never wanted to see the landlord's full face the next morning.
I saved 300 yuan at a nearby ATM, and when he saved the money, he grinned bitterly. He had just taken out the salary of 1,200 yuan, but did not expect to deposit it back so soon. Back in the rental house, you can hear the faint ghosts and wailing inside without having to be close to the door of the ‘Live Room’. Maybe everyone else feels the same way on weekdays.
There is a network, so I do n’t need to use 3G network anymore. Chen Hao bought a train sleeper ticket from the capital Yanjing to his northeast hometown Meicheng, and passed the age of so-called surprise. He called his family: " Mom, I will be home at noon the day after tomorrow. "
"Okay, okay, mom asked your elder brother to pick you up, okay, okay ..."
Facing the excited state of his mother's phone, Chen Hao wanted to shout Mom, I missed you, he resisted, not the grandfathers felt sour, he just felt that men should not say, but did, when he made up his mind At the moment of going home, what perfect anchor system and what success clothing Jin returned to his hometown, all felt nonsense. At that time he wanted to slap himself, Chen Hao, you also think that you are a man? Even if Qianfu pointed out, should n’t you go back and carry all this, not because I ’m unsuccessful going out and not going back, let myself hide out, not filial piety, and let my parents make money at home. People with disabilities came to make up for the big holes that they had made.
Even if I was alone, what happened?
Even if it doesn't work for several years, what happened?
What's wrong with the perfect anchor system?
I am so big, I have the strength to work at home to plant the land. At least a year of harvest, I also have a smile to face my parents.
That night, Chen Hao was insomnia. Until the sky was bright, he went to dreamland with a smile on his lips. He figured it out. After he decided to go home, he would never realize that he already wanted to go home. It is just the courage that he always thought he never lacked.
Puppet system did not bring him a change in the material survival form, but first opened his heart knot that was locked for four years.
At 9:30, the alarm clock on the phone rang, and Chen Hao opened his eyes fiercely. The next thing he wanted to do was to close his eyes and continue to sleep. When the eyelids were down for three seconds, he sat up and shook his head. Rub your cheeks with both hands.
From 10 am to 8 pm, you have the qualification to climb wheat for ten hours a day. It is your business whether you climb or not. Even if you do not come for a month, no one will control you, but making money is your own business. Yesterday It feels like Chen Hao wants to own it.
Turn on your computer, log in to Lele, enter this sub-channel called 'Golden Songs', and see that your account status has changed to a member blue vest. Xu's position, seventeen, is very late Mai Xu, but it is just right for Chen Hao, enough time to wash and eat.
After washing, I bought four buns and a cup of soy milk, and when I came back, I saw the landlord, but did n’t wait for the other side to speak. Chen Hao laughed: "Uncle Ma, I'm going back when the Dongdong leaves. You owe your rent and you can arrange for someone to move in tomorrow. "
"Well, let me see. I do n’t owe it. It ’s okay to go back. It ’s boring in this place." In a word, there is no joy or sorrow. He is not short of people here, and there are always some people who leave every month. The frequency of people coming and going is much greater than those living in the struggling areas of Yanjing.
A sub-channel with only 2,000 people and less than 3,000 people is on the verge of being banned and regrouping the anchor to open a new channel. The original anchor in the channel has fewer people who climb the wheat. Before, Chen Hao sang up to five songs a day.
There are fewer people, fewer anchors, fewer viewers, and fewer people climbing the wheat. According to the normal calculation of the previous seventeen, the 180 seconds is three minutes, and he has to wait at least an hour. After eating for half an hour, there were people who were constantly dark in front of them, and people were not there. When he did not have a voice, Mai Xu was managed to hold Mai Xu.
What does Yan Yan sing?
I do n’t need much time for Chen Hao. While greeting the people in the channel to the microphone, he turned on the player and found a very hot old song "In the Spring."
At this time, the number of people in the room had fallen to 1,500. There was a pool of standing water on the public screen of gifts, and two or three kittens on the public screen of chat, among which the anchor was chatting.
"For you in spring."
Newcomer anchor, Haozi? Who? Do you know each other?
Newcomer, mix it slowly, hey, did you go to do your hair yesterday? what colour?
From the moment the microphone turned on and the lights on Lele turned on, Chen Hao felt that he could conquer everyone with singing. In this spring, he liked the lyrics so much, especially the pair of working brothers who barely smoked on their upper bodies. The version that sang in the rental house while drinking beer, he liked it so much. Except for that version, neither the original singer nor the famous singers after the working brothers had the rich flavor, deeply rooted and touching.

I still remember the spring of many years ago, when I read UW www.uukanshu.com, I had n’t cut my long hair, had no credit card, no her, and no 24-hour hot water home.

"But I was so happy at the time, although I only had a broken wooden guitar, singing the unsung ballad on the street, under the bridge and in the fields."
"If one day I am old, please leave me there, at that time in the light, if one day I leave quietly, please bury me in this spring."
This song, Chen Hao opened his mouth, and all the emotions from the inside to the outside sang along with the singing. In the four years of Beibuo's career, those years of frivolity, all came to mind, no longer a computer in front , Is no longer Lele platform, he closed his eyes, his mind came to the vast land of his hometown, his parents' longing look, when he sang the chorus a second time, it was no longer It's a confusing search for life, nor is it a memory of the once rich spiritual world. He can have better confidence in the future, because I'm going home.
The entire chat public screen, the previous lazy chat conversation is gone, and those who sink in the 'underwater' have emerged. The first is the anchor camp of the anchors, followed by the screen full of thumbs and 666, just in Chen Hao. One hundred and fifty seconds after Mai Xu, a gift floated on the middle public screen, three groups of 66 lollipops from different people and one or two lollipops and slaps scattered.
"Buy me, this spring, this spring ..."
Did n’t go to Dazzle to use your own smoke to deliberately squeeze a very cool sound. A song that lets you touch the scene will let you enjoy the most real emotions to sing, not tricks, but in the end, when the sound falls At that time, Chen Hao didn't say a word, and didn't open his eyes, so he was intoxicated for ten seconds so silently, until his wheat sequence time arrived, to the next anchor.