Chapter 51: Sudden confession

It was a half-hour drive home from the hotel. The dizziness was aggravated by the car. When I got home, some drunk Yu Shulin was pale and his limbs were soft. He fell on the sofa in the living room, tore off the bow tie, unbuttoned his shirt, grabbed the trash can, and couldn't vomit.
This was too tormenting. He didn't expect that his alcohol consumption would be so bad, but he just took a few sips when the new couple toasted, without a glass.
Liang Zhou saw him uncomfortable, frowning, and a little anxious.
"Hurry up, drink some hangover soup. How much did Master Shulin drink? You don't look at it." Aunt Liu put the hangover soup on the coffee table, worried.
Yu Shulin waved his hand, brought the sober soup, drank it, and softened it down on the sofa again, explaining: "I don't care about my brother, I drink too much, so I take a drink."
"I was negligent, and I should have replaced you with juice." Liang Zhou was very quick to take the mistake. After sending Aunt Liu to the kitchen, he neatly held up Yu Shulin and walked upstairs.
The sudden weightlessness made Yu Shulin feel a little more energetic. He opened his eyes wide, and was very uncomfortable with the strange posture of the princess. He was carrying Liang Zhou's clothes and babbling: "Brother, what do you do , I can go by myself and let me down. "
"Don't move." Liang Zhou embraced him tightly, faced up, and sent him back to the room. Regardless of his opposition, he hardened him to put on his pajamas, stuffed them into the quilt, and said, "Sleep."
It was only five o'clock in the afternoon ... Yu Shulin was helpless, and had to make an excuse: "I haven't taken a shower yet, I have a smell of wine ..."
"Sleep first, and then wash when you are not dizzy." Liang Zhou sat down beside the bed and touched his hair. "I watch you sleep, or do you want to eat something and sleep?"
In this state, he must eat and vomit ... It seems that he has no choice but to adjust. He closes his eyes and vaguely said, "You don't need to keep it, I'll sleep by myself."
Liang Zhou touched his hair and did not answer.
At eight o’clock in the evening, Liang Zhou, who was sitting on the bedside looking at the files, heard a snoring sound, frowned, put the files down, and leaned over to the sleeping person in the bed, touching his hair: "Sparse forest, what happened to you?"
Yu Shulin's eyes were tightly closed, sweat was all over his forehead, his lips opened and closed, and he didn't know what to say.
"Sparse forest?" Liang Zhou stopped him, and touched his forehead with his hands.
It's really hot.
He wiped the sweat from Yu Shulin's forehead, gently calmed the person who was sleeping very restlessly. After the person was a little calmer, he went downstairs to find out the antipyretics and thermometer, and he quickly returned to Yu Shulin. In the room, I took warm water, wiped away his sweat, and changed his pajamas and quilt sheets.
His action of changing clothes was much gentler than Yu Shulin's. When everything was done, Yu Shulin was still asleep.
Aunt Liu was panicked, hurriedly found the antipyretic medicine and thermometer, and took the replaced futon sheets to the laundry room, just put the things in the washing machine, and remembered that now is the time to do laundry, busy Run upstairs again.
"Why is it hot? Master Shulin is usually in good health, and he has never had a cold." She muttered, more nervous than when Liang Zhou had a fever the last time: "Will it be caused by drinking? Alcohol allergy, let's go to the hospital. "
Liang Zhou pulled out the thermometer and looked at it, whispering: "It's 38 degrees and seven degrees, it's ordinary fever. Don't think about it, Aunt Liu, I'll feed Shu Lin with antipyretics, and I'll just sweat."
"Isn't it really an alcohol allergy? Master Shulin is in good health, why is she suddenly feverish?" Aunt Liu was still worried.
"He fell asleep in the lounge in the afternoon, and he was wearing little clothes without covering, and was cold." Liang Zhou dropped his head to dispel the fever medicine, and some blame in his heart was that he was negligent.
Aunt Liu was sent away, and he tossed and fed Yu Shulin with antipyretic medicine for a long time. After everything was packed up, he thought about it, lay in bed, and took Yu Shulin and his quilt into his arms. Here, patted his back to appease.
The man in his arms flushed, his tight brows gradually relaxed as he patted him. He focused and watched, anxious and satisfied.
In the middle of the night, Khan finally came out. He helped Yu Shulin change his pajamas, and he was too lazy to change the bed sheets and quilts, and went directly to his own room. After sweating, Yu Shulin slept a little more peacefully. He breathed a sigh of relief, washed quickly, changed his pajamas, and hugged the boy to sleep.
In the early morning, Yu Shulin sweated again. When the temperature was measured again, the heat had returned to normal. He was finally at ease, not afraid of trouble, and helped Yu Shulin wipe himself again, put on clean sheets and quilts, and hugged people for a long time.
I have never tried to worry about a person like this, but it is also good, this person has been by my side.
In the early morning, Liang Zhou woke up very early, seeing that Yu Shulin was breathing smoothly, his face was normal, his heart was slightly loose, and he couldn't help lowering his head to a kiss on his lips. The sweetheart is pregnant, and it is the most exciting morning. The kiss can't stop for a while. The arm gradually tightens, licks gently, the tip of the tongue penetrates, entangles, and rubs his soft hair with his hands. Warm contentment.
Her body was imprisoned, her lips were sealed, her nose was a little unventilated due to heat, and Yu Shulin was awoken like this. When I woke up, I still didn't understand what was happening. My head was dizzy, and I was struggling with conditioned reflexes.
Liang Zhou also found out that he was wrong, and he hurriedly pulled away from his body for two seconds. Various thoughts flew in his head, but his hands gently helped him to follow the air, and he spoke softly, his voice was low and husky. Wake up? Is there any discomfort? "
Oxygen entered the lungs, and Yu Shulin finally came alive, and finally reacted to what had just happened, and said dumbly, "Brother, why are you kissing me ..." After speaking, I could not help coughing because my throat was too painful.
Liang Zhou patted his back, took the insulation pot from the bedside table, and brought it to his mouth: "Drinking it is for throat soothing and keeps warm."
Yu Shulin drank in his hands, completely sober, and looked at Liang Zhou. The doubts in his eyes almost overflowed: "Brother, do you recognize the wrong person again? It is not a good habit to mess up with your relatives."
Actually want to be like this again ... Liang Zhou looked away, looked at his messy hair, reached out and touched it, remembering the countless implicit confession that had failed during this time, and suddenly didn't want to hide it anymore. He lowered the thermos, lowered his head, and stretched his arms to pull the sleepy person into his arms. He could not refuse to kiss again.
This kiss is no longer implicit, the penetration of the tip of the tongue is very urgent, and the entanglement is also very strong and enthusiastic, which cannot be rejected.
Yu Shulin felt that his eyes were dark, his body was tight, his lips were hot ... then his brain became a paste. After half a minute, he couldn't breathe again, his lips were finally released and his back was patted comfortably.
"There is no wrong person." Liang Zhou stared straight at him, and never covered his feelings again: "I have always been you, Shu Lin, I like you." Finally I couldn't help it. From discovering my feelings to Now, for more than a year ... for so long, I just ripped up all the cover because of an early morning impulse ... he just wanted to have this person.
"I know, I also like brother ..." Yu Shulin has been stupid, and after speaking half of it, he later found out that he liked it, and his brain became more chaotic. His eyes widened and he covered his mouth. "I like what you said ... you, why did you just kiss me ..."
Liang Zhou hooked his lips, and suddenly felt that Yu Shulin was extremely cute at the moment. He pulled down his hand, bowed his head and kissed him again, and looked at his eyes seriously, "Yes, it's this kind of love, sparse Lin, I like you, and no one brother kisses a good morning kiss, so this is not a good morning kiss. "
Yu Shulin's mouth turned into an "o" shape, referring to Liang Zhou and himself, stuttering, "How, how can we, we are brothers ... I, I haven't brushed my teeth yet ... no No, it has nothing to do with whether I brush or brush my teeth ... It's not right, anyway, anyway, how could you like me, brother ... I ... "His mind became more confused, and he suddenly shouted," Brother, I still Immature, so Zhang Ge said that you are obscene underage because of this ?! "
"..."
Liang Zhou was dark, holding his face with both hands, getting closer, breathing each other, and earnestly saying, "I can wait for you to grow up. We are indeed brothers, but there is no blood relationship. Sparse forest, I am serious, I like you."
No, no blood relationship? what's the situation!
Liang Zhou has always been handsome, looking at it from such a close distance seems to have become more handsome. Yu Shulin looked at him like this, and suddenly felt that the oxygen was not enough ... just to sleep, how did the world change!
Yu Shulin took sick leave, Liang Zhou was off duty, and the two stayed at home for a day. Yu Shulin wanted to escape, Liang Zhou followed him for a day, and did not give him an excuse to distort the morning's confession into his brother's "close relationship".
At breakfast, Yu Shulin was tangled, trying to forget everything that happened in the morning as an illusion.
"Shu Lin, I did confess to you." Liang Zhou pushed the milk in front of him, very calm.
"But brother ..."
"I am indeed your brother." He interrupted him, put a bun on his plate, looked at his eyes, and said seriously: "But we have no blood relationship, I will wait for you to calm down before I talk to you explain in detail."
Yu Shulin froze and buried his buns.
At ten in the morning, Yu Shulin was knocking on the computer, Liang Zhou came in with Tang, carried him on his shoulders, surrounded him from behind, and watched the computer screen with him: "No need to search, I like you not Illness is not an illusion. I just like a person normally. Shu Lin, you are fine, I am not sick, and I like you for a long time. Well, it probably started after 11 years ago. "
Yu Shulin stiffened, shutting down the webpage with a shake of his hands, frowning and thinking about the eleventh year before, then he was frightened: "From that hot spring, just ..."
"That's right." Liang Zhou kissed his cheek side by side, and said warmly, "After that I was confused for a while, and until you and Xiao He entered the police station because of the fight, I calmed down again. I'm sorry for you. "
Yu Shulin also thought of the two months of grievances, and felt a little complicated for a while, and finally had a vague concept of Liang Zhou's love of himself, stupidly: "It's so early, why are you ... "
"Because I'm afraid, because I'm afraid." He whispered, "You are too young and my brother, I dare not tell you this, I am afraid you will hate me and hate me. It was not until last fall that I made up my mind To confess your feelings to you, but you have never known anything, no matter what I do to you, you think it is the intimacy between brothers. "
"Difficult, isn't it?"
"Of course not." Liang Zhou's eyes showed some helplessness, rubbing his hair: "No brothers are so old and walking hand in hand, good night kisses will not kiss lips, and they will not get tired all day long when free, ordinary Although the brothers will hug and share when they are happy, they will not be as close and frequent as we are. Sparse forests, do n’t you understand? These are only made by couples. "
Yu Shulin's three views were swept by a sudden wind, shaking and about to collapse.
Yu Shulin didn't come down during lunch. Liang Zhou stopped Aunt Liu, who was going upstairs, and shouted. He brought the meals upstairs, and returned after entering the room.
At supper time, Yu Shulin still did not come down, Liang Zhou frowned, and called Ling Chun. After talking for a while, he sighed, adjusted his expression, and sent the dinner over.
Before going to bed, he opened the door of Yu Shulin's room and said to the sleeping boy, "Shu Lin, you can't accept my feelings for a while, I understand, but I hope you don't hide from me, I don't Force you, if you can't accept it, I ... "
He paused, his voice low: "If you can't accept it, I can continue to be your brother and grow up with you."
Yu Shulin did not move, as if already asleep.
Liang Zhou stepped back, holding the doorknob, and after a long silence, he said, "Sparse forest, I picked up a new film, and I need to go out to shoot some time, you ... you are fine."
The room door closed, and the room returned to a quiet place. Yu Shulin moved, opened his eyes, and stared straight at the ceiling. For a long time, he raised his hands to cover his face and buried his head in the quilt.
How to do……
Liang Zhou went to the movie, didn't say where to go, and didn't say how long it would take. He quietly went out with the luggage and never went home again.
Yu Shulin didn't ask, and she went to school and school as usual every day, but she studied harder. She bought a bunch of exercise books and came back to it when she had free time. She lay down in front of the computer and searched for things. When I came down, I ran to the bookstore and stayed for a whole day.
Aunt Liu only thought that he was under a lot of pressure to study and cooked food for him, but the longer he left Liang Zhou, the worse Yu Shulin's appetite became.
"What's the matter, what's the matter? So is the young master, who goes on business on a business trip, why not turn off the phone, and don't call back to report peace, which is worrying in vain." Aunt Liu frowned, watching Yu Shulin's eyes hang With his dark circles urged, "Master Master Shulin, don't worry about it. Master Master is so big. It's okay to go on a business trip. Maybe it's a closed shot like last time? You don't have to work so hard, you have a good grade. Ah, ah. "
"I'm fine." Yu Shulin smiled, put the chopsticks, lifted the schoolbag on the sofa, and floated back to the room.
Aunt Liu looked at the food that didn't move much on the table, and sighed, "Where is this all right? One or two, I don't know what happened ..."
Li Tao had already discovered that Yu Shulin was wrong. He looked at his wrist watch, thought about it, and put his hand directly in front of him: "Does it look good?"
"Ah?" Yu Shulin, who was doing the exercises, looked back from the sea of ​​questions, stared at his wrist for a moment, and nodded: "Good-looking ..."
Sure enough, there is a problem.
Li Tao frowned, pressing his left hand on the book page and pulling it together with his wrist: "Did you find anything?"
The wrists side by side, a thick spot, a thin spot, a healthy wheat color, a white that is somewhat abnormal, both of them wore watches on their wrists, a black silver band with yellow, a black silver band with dark red, Twins of the same style and material.
"Well, your family also gave you a watch? Red is good for you." Yu Shulin smiled and praised.
Li Tao retracted his wrist, and said lightly, "I have worn this watch for a month. At the beginning of the school, you were joking and said that we were wearing a couple watch."
The couple's words provoked Yu Shulin's sensitive nerves. He retracted his hands and immersed himself in exercises. He said vaguely, "Yes, really, I don't remember. I haven't slept well recently, and I have a bad memory ..."
"Not bad." Li Tao shook his head and stared straight at him. "You only finished the two ancient texts by studying early. The speed is much faster than usual. If you work so hard, you must be the first in this monthly exam."
"Everyone works hard, not necessarily the first place." Yu Shulin didn't finish talking. The class leader took the ranking table and entered the classroom. After giving it to the team leader, he came over with a smile and said, "Yu Shulin, you Congratulations again. "
"……Thank you."
The two of them were sitting in front of each other, and the ranking table was quickly sent to them. Li Tao picked it up and looked at him: "First place, second place was twenty."
The second place was Li Tao. Yu Shulin held the ranking table and laughed.
"What are you afraid of?" Li Tao frowned slightly, his eyes full of doubt: "You have been wrong for a long time, probably from the time you asked for sick leave at the beginning of your school. You are always dazed, why?"
Why is this person so keen ... Yu Shulin's face disappeared, her face collapsed, and she sighed: "I'm just a little troubled ... because of something at home."
"... I won't be able to help you." Li Tao lay back on the table, eyes down. He can help with other things, but the family ... he has no experience in dealing with it at all.
"It's very rare for you to have this kind of mind, thank you." Yu Shulin smiled, looked back at the open exercise book, and sighed: "Everything will be solved sooner or later."
Li Tao turned the page over a long time, "... um."
The day of madly checking the information was just another half a month later. On Saturday, Yu Shulin stepped back to the home on the setting sun, hurriedly finished dinner, and returned to the room to lie on the desk. The computer screen was black. He didn't want to open it. Anyway, he searched and searched, and it was nothing more than what he saw and watched.
How long has my brother left, more than a month ... Actually I miss him ... but ...
The memory of the kiss that day came back to me, and the sensation of the gentle rubbing was still on my lips ... Ahhhh, can't think of it ... his tangled hair was buried in his arms.
But ... my brother was sad when he left that day ...
The clock was ticking and ticking, upset, and he got up, packed up his pajamas, and rushed into the bathroom.
The next day, he skipped a class and looked for a psychological counseling room that looked very tall. He lost money, chose the best consultant, and talked about it in a mess. Talking, he talked about the two people getting along normally. After half an hour, his voice gradually lowered and his eyes were confused.
Why is this happening? Is it as bad as family? The brother is so good, he ... he even considered accepting, but if he accepted, he would not dare to guarantee that he would have feelings beyond the affection of the brother. Isn't the brother very pitiful, and he is likely to be delayed ... If I do n’t accept it, my brother will be sad and sad, and then he will suppress his feelings and continue to take care of himself ... He does n’t want this result, his brother is his family, he does n’t want the family to be uncomfortable, but his brother wants it to be himself ... he ca n’t guarantee later ,How to do……
"Then you hate his contact?" The counselor asked softly, and his smile remained in a relaxed arc: "You get along well, why not try?"
"Try ... But if I don't like him in the future ..." Yu Shulin is most afraid of this. He doesn't like anyone, but he thinks he should like girls and stay with men. He never Thought about it. He was apprehensive, worried that he couldn't repay Liang Zhou's feelings, worried that he would finally like others, he worried about many things, he ...
"But aren't you thinking about accepting it?" The counselor's eyes softened. "If you are not together, your current worry is meaningless." After being a consultant for so many years, she first encountered To such a gentle person, all the anxiety in the child's heart came from "cannot return". He was afraid that the person he cared about would be bumpy and sad, but he forgot to care for him at the beginning. Thinking for himself, he was only worried about hurting the other person, but never thought about how much he would change his life in the future by paying everything for one person, changing his mind and even his sexuality.
She was almost jealous of that person.
"What should I do?" Yu Shulin was at a loss.
"Do what you want to do most. Decide that you won't regret it. Hold on and don't want to regret it. You are still young and have a long life. From your narrative, I can hear that person hurts you, I think, he Will accompany you to find the answer. "
Yu Shulin bowed his head and was silent.
No regrets, no regrets, what I want to do most ... what do I want to do most? Go to college.
No, it's not this ... the last thing I want to do ... all kinds of details when he got along with Liang Zhou suddenly floated in his head, he pursed his lips and closed his eyes. For a long time, he looked up, exhaled, and smiled at the consultant who had been quietly waiting for him. He said a little embarrassedly: "Thank you today, can ... my registration information can be destroyed? He is a public figure, so ... ... "
The consultant showed a gentle smile, closed the information in his hand, put it in the paper shredder, and blinked at him: "Now we are not customers and consultants, so the age you fill in this information is true ... Is it? "
Yu Shulin saw that the information was completely broken, relieved, and saw that the consultant who had been gentle and steady suddenly became lively, stunned, and smiled: "Guess."
The consultant shook his head helplessly: "Well, I'll be a real adult, but what should and should not be done, you know, eh?"
"Ah, I understand." Yu Shulin blushed. In fact, his psychological age was twenty-seven. Why did he suddenly feel so ashamed to think so?
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