Vol 2 Chapter 1423: Ordinary people and abnormal humans

Ms. Ravenclaw is also present when the things that happened in the forests of Albania have just happened?
She must be there, but why didn't she stop Barrow and watched Helena being killed?
Also, Ai Wen felt that feeling in the crown, and how did it get into the state of no emotion?
Is it really because there is no emotion, so she will calmly accept the death of her daughter...
Ms. Ravenclaw seems reluctant to say more, figure out how and how to defeat the evil spirits and what Evan is going to do this time, but he is emotionally unacceptable, even if he already knows that Ms. Ravenclaw is not " Feelings, knowing that all her thoughts are absolutely rational, but Ai Wen feels very uncomfortable and unacceptable, just as he insisted on risking his life to save Malfoy, using friendship to redeem Ron, to the little dwarf · Peter has a chance to repent and so on.
Ai Wen feels that he is just the opposite of Ms. Ravenclaw who has
absolute wisdom
. He is too sentimental!
Especially at those critical moments, his IQ is quickly off the assembly line.
Instead, he is more dominated by some of the messy thoughts and feelings in his heart, and even willing to take great risks to do something to verify an idea in his mind or to practice one that he has always believed in. belief.
From a rational point of view, these thoughts and actions are completely naive, but Ai Wen is unable to open.
He has therefore done a lot of "stupid things", and may therefore never become a powerful wizard like Ms. Ravenclaw and Professor Dumbledore, but Aiwen thinks this is his true self, not what others think he should. Look like...
He never thought that he was different from other people. He was an ordinary person full of contradictions and willing to believe in good things, but Ai Wen never felt that there was anything wrong with himself. Anyway, this is him.
Whether it is good or bad, what Irwin needs to do is to accept himself, not to dislike and change oneself.
Therefore, he is now very stubborn in trying to figure out what the real idea of ​​Ms. Ravenclaw is.
Even these things don't make much sense.
"Professor!" Thought of this, Ai Wen looked up and looked at Ravenclaw firmly. "You just got in the forest? You see Helena being Barrow... What happened?" Why don't you stop?!"
"Why do you think I don't stop it?" Ravenclaw asked, and the voice was still calm.
"Because..." Evanton had a moment, and then he said his thoughts out of his mind. Even if he knew these words was rude, he would offend Ms. Ravenclaw. "Because you have no emotions, you can’t feel your feelings. I will only use the cold absolute wisdom to think about the gains and losses, so Helena’s death will not make you feel sad and sad, even if she is your daughter. To put it bluntly, you don’t care about her life and death, so she I want to try my best to escape from Hogwarts. I heard her talk with Barro. Hogwarts made her feel pressure and pain. She hates this place. I think, I think this is wrong."
Ms. Ravenclaw looked at Evan quietly and there seemed to be no special reaction.
"You are right, Ai Wen, I think this is not right!" For a long time, she whispered.
Ai Wen stunned and did not expect Ms. Ravenclaw to answer this way.
He thought that the other party would avoid, not talk about this unpleasant topic, or explain to him, for example, in order to achieve a certain greater benefit, there must be something to sacrifice, Professor Dumbledore would say so, but Ai I did not expect that Ms. Ravenclaw would admit it frankly.
"I am not a competent mother, not even a normal person. Helena's departure and death are related to me. I have caused this result in one hand. I am sorry for her." Ravenclaw continued, ethereal There is no wave in the voice, it seems that it is not her own thing. "I am always used to thinking about how to get the best results. I always think that how to do it will be good for Helena, but I have never Considering the pressure that has been brought to him, she has not considered her feelings, because I have no feelings, so I never thought that many things are not the best decisions and choices are the best."
"Everything in the world has something to lose. I have gained absolute wisdom. The price paid is my own feelings. From small to large, I have never felt emotions, no happiness, no pain, no idea what love is, too. Knowing what is evil, even the normal ups and downs or hot and cold itching, and so on, I feel like a bystander to watch the world, a soul stored in the body named Royna Ravenclaw, regardless of What happened in this world has nothing to do with me..."
Don't even taste and touch?
Ai Wen didn't think it would be so serious. He thought that Ms. Ravenclaw was just not emotional.
It seems that not only that, but all feelings, including the feeling in a broader sense.
"Unlike those patients who have lost their self-awareness, I don't feel the feelings, but I have gained absolute wisdom. This is really a bad combination, because without feelings, I can use my wisdom without restrictions and influence. Not only in the study and study of magic, but also in the life of the people, I can easily understand the ideas of other people, know why they make those reactions, do not deliberately train, this is an innate The talent that comes, I can easily understand people's hearts and know how to control them, even if those feelings are things I have never felt before." Ravenclaw said, "I remember very clearly, it should be when I was four years old. After a brief observation, I began to learn to imitate other people, remember how to react correctly when I encounter different things, and make myself look less special, more like an ordinary person..."
"I try to imitate other people and try to integrate into the world in my own way. Although my soul has been watching on the sidelines, I know that no matter what happens, I will not touch my heart, because I have no heart at all. Ravenclaw said, "The blood of the Ravenclaw family is the strong root of this ancient pure blood wizard family. It is both a gift and a curse. Every member who inherits this talent will He was inherited by the patriarch, and everyone in the family believes that this talent will make the Ravenclaw family more and more prosperous, but they are afraid of inheriting this talented family members in their hearts, even if they are acting on the surface. Caring and happy, but these emotions and I can all be performed. These people include my parents. They are actually afraid of me and think that I am a monster..."