Chapter 750: At least relieved

Sarah once said that she was a defective product.
Since she was born in this world, she has no emotions. It is a life-like thing, but not a lifeless thing.
Yes, in fact, it can be said that she is just a "good" that she is lucky to have self-awareness, and nothing more.
Maca didn't know how Sarah had looked at the world for so many years. But from the first strangeness to the later familiarity, it should be no different from a child growing up.
At least, this is supposed to be the spiritual level.
But to say how she sees herself, it is difficult to imagine ...
"and many more!"
When Maca took the power of the Bewitching Stone back into the gem and disconnected his magic supply to the rune map, he suddenly thought of a question and couldn't help asking.
"Speaking of it, why do you want to get emotions?" He was quite puzzled, "If you have emotions and are hidden for some reason, I can understand some, but ... "
"A reason?"
Sarah stood in the queue, thinking for a moment, but shook her head.
"I don't know. I just feel like ... I want to have emotions," she said, a little confused. "That's what I lack. Want to get what I don't have, isn't it ... normal?"
"Very normal?" Marka looked at her, repeating the word.
"Isn't it?" Sarah caressed her cheek and said quietly, "For example, when I think of Phillips, I should be sad ... but I don't even understand what sadness is. I do n’t even understand what it feels like, even after watching other people cry. "
She said, as if she had once again felt the slap that Phillips slaps on her face that year, and the delicate touch made her unforgettable all her life.
"In this case, I really want to really experience it-even if it's just a moment."
At this moment, however, Maca's finger was directed at Sarah.
"Yes, that's it!" He frowned. "Did I mention it earlier? Emotions are just appearances, and your desire for emotions isn't this kind of thinking?"
After pointing out this key, Maca recalled and continued: "You know, I once lost my emotions for a while. At that time, my thinking mode changed a lot ... Seriously, if I had never had emotions, I might not even know what to do at that time! "
Now thinking about it, that feeling is still terrible.
But Maca clearly remembered that she was unaware of the fear. There was only a sense of disobedience that drove him secretly, letting him show up through self-analysis, and that state was likely to be bad.
Therefore, after understanding the status quo, he began to imitate his past self as much as possible, and found a reason for himself to move on.
Otherwise, it would be difficult for him to imagine what he would look like now.
Having said that, he looked at Sarah again.
"And you," he analyzed, "you didn't have any past as a reference from the beginning, how did you find the motivation to move on in this world?"
"Let's not even want to get emotions."-Maca didn't say this, but what he wanted to express, had already passed to Sarah.
"Forward momentum……"
Sarah thought hard with a puzzling expression. Maca could see that she was quite difficult to understand these things that were very close to the root of the problem.
In fact, if you change to a normal person, it is difficult to find an answer to this dialectical discussion.
But for Sarah, this is the key-if she can figure it out, she may be a step closer to the "emotion" she needs.
As for Maca's position, she really wanted to help Sarah. Because nowadays, Sarah's harvest is completely tied to his research on the soul and the monument to enchantment.
It's a pity that in this step, there is very little he can help.
"Oh, Sarah," while the other side was thinking silently, Maca seemed to think of something again, "I have one more question for you ... presumably this question will be easier to answer than before."
"What?" Sara raised her eyelids slightly.
"I want to find out, how do you understand your own existence?" Maca asked, "Like I know, I am a 'human' ... this answer may not be accurate, but it is my own understanding of myself Cognition. "
"I?" Sarah thought for a while. "I thought about this question many times before. I think ... I should be an 'item' ..."
Obviously, she is still uncertain about this answer, but this is no wonder.
"Really?" Maca nodded, "then look at this--"
As he said, he took out a heavy book and left it at his feet. Then, as he waved his staff, the book swelled immediately.
It can be seen that under the control of Maca, the book quickly changes shape. Just in the blink of an eye, it turned from a book into a colorful irregular mass, and continued to refine the outline.
Before long, in the open space between the two, a young girl almost indistinguishable from Sarah appeared.
"Looking at her," Marka said, "What do you think is different between you and her other than your own self?"
In fact, this is just like ordinary people analyzing themselves in the mirror, except that the realism created by the deformation technique like Maca is incomparable in the mirror.
Earlier in the Black Magic Defense class, Snape's Boggart training course also caused Sarah to experience a similar situation. But now, with a purposeful self-examination, the effect must be much more significant.
When Sarah was attracted by the same girl as herself, Maca was carefully watching all her changes, and this might be the perfect time for him to find a breakthrough.
However, if he knew what happened to Sarah in the face of Bogut, maybe it wouldn't be so much trouble ...
"Do not……"
Just for a moment, Sarah felt like she was feeling something incomprehensible and took a subconscious step back.
"I ... I don't understand," she took a deep breath, and then took a half step back, as if trying to stay away from something that resembles her. "I feel ... very uncomfortable, I don't want to see her Can you get her away? "
"Is this really the case?"
While Maca nodded secretly, she swung her stick again to turn the "doll" similar to Sarah back into a book.
In fact, when he saw Sarah's performance, he understood that Sarah didn't seem to be really without emotion. Because when she saw an object that seemed to be the same as herself, she felt strange because of the nuance of the other person.
And that strange feeling is undoubtedly a touch of fear.
"Sarah," Macca couldn't help but smile, after thinking about it, "I have to congratulate you first. It turns out that although the experiment failed, my guess seems to be wrong ... well, or That, at least, is not complete. "
He paused, and then continued: "You may not be short of emotions, but ... your emotional changes are too weak compared to ordinary people."
"I have emotions?"
Sara blinked, then lowered her eyes to look at her hands, as if looking for a real sense. On the other side of Maca, seeing her seemed puzzled and relieved, and she felt relieved.
After reaching this conclusion, Maca herself was actually a little disappointed.
Because he originally thought that if Sarah did not have emotions, he might take this opportunity to let Sarah confirm another conjecture for him.
And that guess involved the source of the power of the Bewitching Stele.
That's right, he has decided to take Royna Ravenclaw's next test.
However, if his conjecture is confirmed, it will not be him who truly has the monument of confusion-but Sarah in front of him.
As for Maca himself, he will try to become the only person who can restrain Sarah as if he had thought of a way to control the alienated eight-eyed giant spider.
If Sarah is able to live quietly after he has obtained the emotion, then he will not interfere with anything in Sarah. Otherwise, he will bear the responsibility he should bear.
However, even Maca didn't think in advance that Sarah had normal emotions.
However, her emotions were very weak.
"... In this way, will Ravenclaw's test have to be put on hold?" Thinking for a moment, Maca, who was somewhat hesitant about this, shook her head. "That's fine ..."
"Professor McLean?"
Seeing that Maca was thinking about something, Sarah waited for a while and then suddenly called him.
"Oh," Maca then readjusted her mood ~ EbookFREE.me ~ and then said, "In short, today ’s attempt is here first ... Actually, we have achieved a lot, haven't we? "
Through a little bit of realization just now, Sarah has also felt some very subtle doubts. With Maca's reminder, she summarized those doubts and made herself aware of it-maybe it was really just the emotional traces that belonged to her only.
"Yes," Sarah yelled. "Thank you, Professor McLean."
When Maca heard the words, she did not say anything like "no thanks". Although his gain was far less than he expected, it did not mean that he had nothing at all.
but……
"A monument to confusion ... Do you really want me to come?"

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