Chapter 101:

Cobb showed a bright smile, handed his hand to the manager, and nodded strongly: "Well!"
I walked a few steps, he suddenly thought of Dora, and then turned back, she was so happy that she didn't seem to plan to leave.
89. This is a hidden disease
Those happy times are the same as sad times, whether you are staying or forgetting, it is passing at the same speed. Summer vacation consumed more than half of the cause and effect town, Cobb is still satisfied with this self-degraded status quo, unwilling to think about what to do next, unwilling to think about those troubled things. He hid in a body that didn't need to think, fearing the departure of time and youth, fearing the unknown ahead of him.
拿着 He took a toothbrush and looked at his mouth filled with white foam in the mirror. Zhili's words were like a thunderstorm in the sunny morning.
"You're not ready to leave, when will it be?"
Cobb spit out the foam: "Are you driving me now ?!"
"Since you understand the literal meaning, don't repeat the question."
"How annoying I am to you." Cobb rinsed his mouth with water, and then spit it out.
"You have stayed at home for a few days this year."
"Not counted." Cobb kept trying to escape but was constantly mentioned by the manager. He refused to let himself forget the pain, and turned the ugly wound from the darkness over and over again. He stepped out of the branch and didn't want to talk to him any more. They also had problems with them just like ordinary couples. As long as this heavy topic is mentioned, the atmosphere becomes unpleasant. Cobb threw his satchel on the bed and put his clothes inside. Zhili just stood by and stared at him, with all eyes knowing, Cobb's heart had nowhere to hide. Packing his things, he carried his handbag: "Leave."
Xi Zhili grabbed Cobb's arm, and Cobb broke free: "What, let go."
"Every time you go back, you have to make such a mess?"
Last year, during the winter vacation, the two of them also had some unpleasant episodes. Cobb didn't understand. Wouldn't he want to stay with him, but he had to remind his family about his stubbornness. Is it necessary for that family to go back? .
"It will become like who you think it is, if you don't mention it, maybe ..."
也许 "Maybe what? Maybe your family will be the same? Maybe the woman named Ding Luoyuan never appeared?"
"Don't say it, I don't want to listen, you have to quarrel. You are happy. I'm not like you. Everyone has an incomparable hidden disease. My hidden disease is family. Can't you mention it, it makes me uncomfortable and you are so happy. . "
The manager snorted coldly and let go of the grasping Cobb: "So you mean, it's me who makes you uncomfortable? Cobb, you dare to open this mouth, but the wound that is constantly tearing by yourself is using me "The fact that he has always denied is so straightforward to say, Cobb was at a loss, only to feel his body cold. All things have two sides. At first, I liked the character of Zhili, happiness was given by this character, and pain was also excavated by this character.
"You bastard, you know that saying these words will make me ..." Cobb was speechless, his throat was convulsing in pain, and he squeezed his hands tightly, letting his nails sink into the palm and burn marks.
"Of course, you think I don't know what you think. You don't want to let me be a lifetime. You want me to be your painful side, looking at your pain but indifferent, pretending nothing like you." Li grabbed Cobb's chin and forced him to look at himself: "Tell me clearly, Cobb, I can't do it."
"If you give me some time" before Cobb's words are finished, the manager interrupted him: "Everyone is giving you time, how about you? Spending this time."
Cobb worked hard to get rid of the expense theory and wanted to infer the expense theory: "It's not your turn to teach me something like this, what do you know?" How long have the two men not been so quarreled, no matter how many times such quarrel , But can not get used to this suffocating stomach pain. This is the unknown that Cobb feared, because a word or one thing would trigger a war.
Zhili had an inexplicable expression, angry, disappointed, confused, and various emotions mixed in his clear eyes. He said lightly, "Can't I even touch your world?" Question, tearing Cobb into pieces, he couldn't answer for a short time, and quickly became hysterical: "What's wrong with this, I'm satisfied now, what qualifications do you have to make decisions for me."
The manager pushed Cobb against the wall, and there was a pain in the back. He tightened his eyebrows but did not dare to look at the manager's eyes. The manager gritted his teeth. Never want to hear this sentence come out of your mouth again. "
"I will ..."
The strength of his hand against his body strengthened: "Don't test my patience."
痛 "It hurts, let me go." Cobb bit his lip.
The manager released his hand, and Cobb walked towards the door with a cold expression. He didn't want to stay here. He didn't want to stay for a minute or a second. The air turned into sulfuric acid. The pain of the skin corrosion was unbearable. Li didn't stop again this time, just walked back to the desk, picked up the sketchbook, and bent his legs, if the sound was like nothing: "Want to know my hidden illness?"
Cobb stood still, didn't answer, but waited for the manager to say the next sentence.
"You can't let go of your family."
A brief word shattered Cobb's reason, and he walked away in a daunting manner.
Sitting on the returning train, Cobb's eyes always looked at the scenery that quickly receded outside the window. He had quarreled with the manager before, and after a few days, when both of them calmed down, everything became like nothing happened. So, this time will be the same. Even if I tell myself this, why is it so uncomfortable, my own words can't relieve anything, my body and heart are eager to manage like bloodthirsty, but the darkness at the bottom of my heart runs counter to one another, tearing, tearing, tearing blood Refuse to let go.
Ding Luoyuan, who was here, was panicking for more than two months, staring at Ke Qin in front of her, not knowing how to speak. Things had to start from the day she went to see Cobb. When she left, she remembered that she brought special products to Cobb in her bag. When she returned, she saw Cobb and the manager in the school building. Ding Luoyuan did n’t know how she left. She had no God, and it took her a long time to calm herself down. On the one hand, she thought about whether to tell Ke Qin. On the other hand, she was worried about Cobb ’s situation. He would be with a boy, Ding Luoyuan, who regarded him as his younger brother, and finally decided to ask Ke Qin to discuss the matter.
90.Exchange
Ke Keqin noticed that since Ding Luoyuan had returned last time, he was often reticent and restless. He didn't ask, but just waited for Ding Luoyuan to speak himself. Today Ding Luoyuan sat opposite, holding coffee in his hand without drinking, always lowering his head. After a long time, she finally spoke, and it was not difficult to hear the tension mixed in her voice: "There is something, I think you should know."
Ke Qin calmed down and closed the newspaper: "Say it."
"Before saying that you have to promise me something, don't be angry, and don't blame him too much, although this thing really shouldn't be, but I think we have a responsibility to make things like this." Let her talk so seriously and earnestly, Ke Qin could perceive the seriousness of the matter, and his subconscious hand clenched slightly. He couldn't promise anything before he heard it, so he didn't say a word. Waiting for Ding Luoyuan to continue down.
"I think, Cobb seems like ..." When he mentioned Cobb's name, Ke Qin couldn't help tightening his eyebrows. His mature face was uneasy, and he was anxious to know what Ding Luoyuan wanted to say: "What is he doing?" Now. "
Ding Luoyuan took a deep breath, determined to say in short and clear words: "Cobb seemed to be with a boy. I went to him last time and bumped into it. I never knew how to tell you." Observe Ke Qin's face with the corner of his eyes, Ke Qin froze, his expression on the face with confusion, as if he didn't understand what Ding Luoyuan was talking about, but just asked without emotion: "What does it mean to be with a boy?"
She understood that this matter must be clearly told Ke Qin: "That means Kobe may be homosexual." The last three words jumped out of his mouth hard. When Ko Qin heard it, his face became pale. , Grasping the newspaper with his fingers, and staring straight at himself with a look that Ding Luoyuan had never seen, Ding Luoyuan was inexplicably afraid.
"Maybe?" Ke Qin asked again, this time she didn't speak again and lowered her head. Ke Qin's mind was confused and he didn't know how to accept the sudden news. He didn't want to believe it, he didn't want to believe it, and was heartbroken by a feeling of self-blame. He suddenly stood up and didn't say anything. When Luo Yuan left, Ding Luo Yuan's tears kept flowing and she looked at the back of Ke Qin's departure. At that moment, she seemed to feel that Ke Qin would never come back this time. In these years, Cobb has tortured Ko Qin because of the blow and change of the incident, and this incident undoubtedly ruined him all. She won love from Wu Qian as a retribution, but could never compare a father's instinctual love to her children.
Cobb didn't go straight home. He was sitting on a park bench, and Su Youyan sat beside him and flipped through the book: "Call me out just to see how bad you are?"
"Is it bad?" Cobb grinned with a grin. "I had a fight with Zhili. Sometimes I really don't understand him. No matter how bad or selfish he is, he won't care about me, but why have to … "He did not continue.