Chapter 17:

"The liar!" Gongbu interrupted Cobb's words: "It may have been an impulse joke at first, but it can be said clearly after calming down, why do you have to maintain this joke for so many years, why you can tolerate peace Zhili is in the name of association. Is n’t it strange that you are afraid to be alone as a friend if you are afraid of loneliness? This so-called fake relationship, you have n’t found so many strange places? Lies, they are built with lies, and they are piled up with them. "The more he said, the more excited he became, his face flushed. Language is a sharp weapon. It hurts Cobb. He sat on the edge of the bed and didn't answer. It turned out that even the public servants could see it, and the agreement was full of holes.
"Since you don't like branching, can my branch be with me for a day in a few days, just one day. Speaking out, maybe you will laugh. Every year, birthdays are surrounded by false friends. In high school, and a senior Socializing, when those people know it, they spread the hard words and say how disgusting I am. But I think the adult knows that I like him. He hasn't seen me with strange eyes, as usual. , There is no alienation, no approach. This birthday has only one wish, to stay with him, even if he does not like me. "
"Okay, it doesn't matter, you can stay together, you can live happily in the world of two people." Cobb stared at Gong Ao, Gong Ao. Cobb went on to say, "Do you think I would say this? I told you from the first day I knew that I am not a kind person, who does n’t have a sad past and feels sorry for love with your own pity Is it great? No, it doesn't work. "
"Do you think you have this position to say me?"
Cobb frowned, and was wrong. At first, I didn't want love, I just wanted to talk to someone, I just wanted someone to be with me. It's not that you should ask for anything with your own pity. Afterwards, you never showed your feelings again. You never asked for support, and you can leave clearly.
"Of course, I don't really need to ask you, I just need to ask the manager." Gongyi walked towards the door of the bedroom, opened the door and turned back: "Are you afraid, Cobb? There is another reason why the manager did not quit. You are most afraid of the reason. He just continued the agreement because of his sympathy. Maybe, have you thought about it? Maybe it is not because he is unwilling to leave, but just waiting for you to raise it first, so as not to hurt you. "Menhe Going up, Cobb fell to the bed and laughed, holding his belly and laughing. When did you like support? Last year, the year before, or earlier? Cobb's laughter stopped gradually, and he whispered to others that if he didn't even realize it, would he have to take care of himself? I really hope that everything is false. I really hope that he didn't ask him not to leave at first. Now, at least, he can rightfully say that the manager is willing, not because of whom. It is impossible to refute the words of the public servant. As Zhili said, it is me who understands nothing.
Cobb fell asleep, dreaming of the past. On the day of high school graduation, Bai Yun stopped in the blue sky, and the crowd of students laughing and jostling dotted the campus, some happy and some upset. Cobb stood bored and stood at the school gate waiting for his father to pick him up. The branching line is beautiful and clear with the same moving scenery.
"What's the matter with your clothes?" Cobb asked the manager who was walking with his mobile phone.
"The girls who were embraced brought down the buttons when they came down."
"Welcome is really different. My second button is still standing there. It really doesn't make sense. It's all men, and the treatment is too bad."
Zhili took off his clothes and threw it on Cobb's head: "There is no way to give you the buttons. Take the clothes directly." Cobb grabbed his clothes and said fiercely: "You have such a bad joke, you It's time to change my personality. "
"In exchange." Zhili stretched down Cobb's second button and looked at the Fuzhi who was about to leave. Cobb gritted his teeth: "Lizhi, I only wore this clothes twice !! I want to forgive you for losing some money. "Zhili played with buttons with slender fingers and turned his head to the side:" Yes, I'm going to Shengjie to go to school, are you coming? "
"You told me to go, I'll go."
"I told you to go, you will go." This will always follow his own words, and if he refutes it a little bit, it is better to talk back! Really unwilling.
I watched Zhili's back farther and farther away from him, and Cobb woke up from a dream. It's ridiculous that I can still dream about this time. He looked down at his palms, twisted lines. It was said that he would let go of it, but what he couldn't loose was to hold his hand tightly, this hand, this obedient hand.

17. Just waiting for you
Cobb dragged on what he should say and what he should clarify for a long time. Not only did he not heal but was deteriorating. Now that the fear was revealed, he felt that it was time to find a manager to spread the words and use pitiful ways to maintain the agreement. I did n’t want it. I was n’t the fragile child in the middle school. I did n’t pray for him to stay. I used to correct the previous mistakes now, even afterwards…. Cobb with a hard mouth did not have the courage to continue thinking.
Cobb finally found the branch manager in the classroom. Just when he wanted to go forward, he found that the empty classroom was not only the branch manager, but also the public servant standing in front of him. He couldn't see the branch's face, and he hid without knowing it. .
"Lord Zhili, in a few days, my birthday, can you please stay with me for a day, as long as one day."
"Why?"
"I like you, support. Isn't this reason enough? Is it right to want to spend time with someone you like on your birthday? I know I'm abrupt, and I don't ask you to like me. Actually, I'm afraid of birthday. I think of my friend ’s betrayal. In the end, my friends are gone, because the scandalous boyfriend has left, but I know that you are not this kind of person, and I do n’t hate me because I like men. My requirements are small, Just want you to stay with me for a day. "
"That's not the reason." The supporter supported his head with his hands.
The grandfather was silent for a long time, and even Cobb didn't know if he should wait here. The grandfather was a little excited: "What about Cobb? Why did Cobb let you stay with him? Why can he, I ca n’t, just because I ’m not a parent and divorced, is n’t it enough to sympathize with you? I ’m not sure what ’s going on between you, but is it okay? Too long wo n’t make you confused Is it just the habit of being together? Isn't there any scruples about wanting to be separated? What's the relationship like a vicious circle of tumors? "The manager was silent, and was silent when it shouldn't be silenced at all, which made Cobb's body was overwhelmed, his stomach rolled like a fire, his pain slowly eroded his body, and he fled away, which was not what he wanted to hear. What's the matter with silence, thinking about the words of the public servant? Therefore, he acknowledged that his feelings are sympathy, and it is a habit to stay with him. He does not want to be separated but hesitates. This relationship is a malignant tumor. Take care of this bastard, admitting so much at one go, how do you relieve yourself. Can't you negate the public debt slightly? Even if it is deceiving.
Cobb accidentally hit someone because he ran too fast on campus.
"Sorry." Cobb hurriedly apologized, trying to run away without even raising his head, and was stopped by the voice: "Cobb?"
Cobb looked back and saw Wang Xing, a former senior high school senior. He never expected to come to this school. If not for this face, Cobb would have forgotten that there was such a person.
"I thought I confessed the wrong person. It's you. It's been a long time since you came to this school? You live in the E building? What's your bedroom number? I've only been here for a while, so you haven't been here for months. I ’m not familiar yet, I ’ll take you to visit.
In the face of over-enthusiastic Wang Xing, Cobb just wanted to leave quickly, he just told Wang Xing his bedroom number and made excuses to leave, but ran and ran, Cobb slowed down and ran like this, where did he want to go? Where can I go? Cobb wandering outside for a long time returned to the bedroom, but unexpectedly waited for Wang Xing. Why did Cobb not know why Wang Xing was so enthusiastic? For so many years, it would be impossible if Cobb did not like one or two people. Wang Xing was one of them. He confessed to him in high school. Of course, he was rejected by Cobb. At that time, Cobb did not understand that he would reject others. The reason is that he now understands it thoroughly. If one party likes to break up immediately, he just wants to maintain that joke-like agreement, in the name of dislike those people, but actually wants to stay with the support, no matter what form.
"People in the bedroom said you're not here. I'll wait here to see if I can wait for you."
"I didn't expect you to come."
"I said I would come, would you like to go out?" Cobb wanted to refuse, but what can he do in the bedroom, he needs to find something to calm his mind.
"Okay." When Cobb and Wang Xing walked side by side, they happened to be hit by the newly returned manager. The manager did not look at Wang Xing, but frowned coldly at Cob. Cobb avoided his eyes, walked past Zhili, and Zhili grabbed his wrist: "You must not follow him."
"Interchange terms?" Cobb asked suddenly, if he was not allowed to follow others, what exchange terms would he use to make himself stay. What else does he want to hear?
["Don't go, take care, don't go, take care, don't go, take care."] Cobb's mind remembered that he kept the support with a fragile voice, and that was the beginning of all mistakes. Cobb tried to break free of his expenses, and did not give the manager a chance to speak: "When do you still have to sympathize with me?" After speaking, Cobb followed Wang Xing without looking back. On the way, only Wang Xing was talking, Cobb didn't listen. Wang Xing suddenly said, "That's the support, I heard the schoolgirls said, I didn't expect him to really come to this school, do you know? People like support are very strange from high school. Sometimes they have a temper in the summer. It ’s terrible. It ’s horrible. I think he can do whatever he wants. I heard that he was too popular with the opposite when he was in middle school, but he was hated by many boys. The omnipotent look was almost like a monster. "
Cobb stopped and looked at Wang Xing. This person, unlike the manager, may be very gentle, he may not sympathize with himself, and most importantly, he likes himself. Wang Xing grabbed Cobb's shoulder and slowly approached Cobb. Cobb blocked the distance between the two with one hand and said gently, "If you do n’t understand the branch, do n’t you talk with your mouth open. It ’s pitiful, because he ’s better than you, so he rejects him. That ’s him. Is it wrong? Is it necessary to change yourself in order to accommodate you idiots, the support is the support, better than anyone. "Cobb raised his fist angrily and punched Wang Xing's chin, then ran to the bedroom Go, all the problems are on your own, go to the anger supporter, how to do it, supporter what to do, save the lonely selves, stay quietly beside yourself, accompany yourself with a tablet, and help yourself block the water Soaked, ran to the classroom with oneself .... The past accumulated into a happy attitude because of management.
Not only that, he also saved Su Youyan. He always felt that Su Youyan felt like he had met somewhere. The expression was almost the support of the middle school. The support also noticed. [A person will be very tired. Well, follow me. 】 The reason why Zhili said so at that time was like seeing himself. Such a good support, how can such a good support be compared by others. Cobb couldn't stay beside anyone else, from that day on, and started crying in his arms. In the eyes, in the body, in the brain, and in the heart, there are only branches.
Cobb ran back in a breath, but the door of the dorm room was not closed, he went in. Zhili seemed to know that Cobb would come back, and said shallowly: "Compared?" Cobb has not yet answered, Zhili continued to say, "Let's break up." Cobb was there, and he rushed back to the bank. The answer around Li?
"I know, just right, I would have been ..." I can no longer squeeze the words bluntly, and obviously have no strength to speak, but are still stubborn. Zhili closed the door and leaned behind the door: "Do you think I'm such a kind person?"
"You are really not a kind person. You always say something that makes people misunderstand. You know that this is your character. You are really unwilling, but you will be influenced by your words. You are really unwilling. You will like you. , It will make you break up first. "
"Did I say those words to others?"
"This, me."
"Give me a good answer." Zhili's gaze was aggressive.
"No."
"You'll know it," the supportive said ironically. "Do you think I will sympathize with you to such an extent? Can this agreement be maintained by simple sympathy? Do I need to sympathize with you? It was n’t just you who was rescued that day, but you were the one who wanted someone by your side. You realized it at the time. Think of it to me, what are you afraid of in the past few years? Are you afraid to hear the answer from me? What are you escaping? Even fleeing to other men will only make you understand more, Cobb, you can't do without me, like. "Zhili stepped forward and grabbed Cobb and dragged it into his arms:" Just Like I can't do without you. "
The word by word of Zhi Zhi made Cobb unable to think. What is this? Taken away, everything was taken away easily, Cobb repeatedly called the name of the manager. Cobb suddenly pushed the budget, shook his head: "No, what I want to hear is not these words, no." Seeing the uncontrollable Cobb, Zhili grabbed Cobb's wrist, and the magnetic sound was blooming in the air: " I like you, Cobb. "
Cobb was quiet, yes, this was the only thing I wanted to hear. Because you once said [I like people directly. 】 Everything can be solved with just one simple sentence, and all the uneasy feelings can be calmed down with just one simple sentence. The mood that likes to manage is a violent fluctuation, and never stopped, Cobb could not escape.