Chapter 301: : Decide

In less than half an hour, the takeaway ordered has been delivered.
Zhao Xueling took things in at the door, and Chen Feiyan raised her eyes and ordered: "Xueling, can you tidy up the table?"
"Okay, of course no problem, just leave these little things to me."
Zhao Xueling happily cleaned up the table, then uncovered everything, and cheered cheers: "God, it smells so sweet, it smells so sweet! Feiyan is coming soon and you can eat it."
Chen Feiyan looked at this time, it was just after five o'clock, it was too early.
Had it not been for Zhao Xueling's sudden call to say that she was going to live with her for a few days, she would still be staying in the company at the moment.
Chen Feiyan got up, put the bookmark on the reading page, put it back on the shelf, then walked over, pulled a chair and sat down.
"There are only two chairs in the house, so your bag must be placed on the sofa, otherwise you won't have a seat." Chen Feiyan reminded.
"Good, good, no problem."
Zhao Xueling opened all the lunch boxes and arranged them, set the chopsticks for Chen Feiyan, and asked, "Can you take beer?"
"Okay."
The two girls sat face to face and started eating, Zhao Xueling repeatedly praised that such a day is simply a dream.
"Why don't you live with Fan Sitong? I thought you would live with her when the school was not allowed to live." Chen Feiyan said.
I did not expect that Zhao Xueling would come here. How much would Zhao Xueling say about her prejudice?
Chen Feiyan didn't feel embarrassed, she felt embarrassed for her.
Zhao Xueling took a sip of beer, paused, and then shook her head slightly: "Oh, I just thought she and the co-renter were renting in the same house. I didn’t expect it to be a shared house, you know? That house is just that big. It is about two meters wide and three meters long. In the middle is the door to enter. There is a single bed against the wall on the left and a single bed on the right, for two people. Very small, super super small. That The bed is a single bed, similar to a bed in a school dormitory, but our dormitory has a lot of space, isn't it? Her room is too small."
Chen Feiyan raised her eyebrows. "Fan Sitong has just graduated and her job has not stabilized yet. It is already very good to find a place to live. With such conditions, she welcomes you warmly. She and you are indeed very close. it is good."
Zhao Xueling nodded and then sighed: "Of course I know. Of course I have a good relationship with her. I also know that I have a good relationship with her. But, she is in such a situation, so should I trouble her?"
Chen Feiyan smiled, "That's true, it's a pity that she works too far from the TV station, otherwise she can live with me."
"If you invite her sincerely, she would be very willing. However, it is too far. I have been sitting here for almost two hours. The bus has to change."
Zhao Xueling pouted, "But I believe she will get better and better. Whether it is you or Fan Sitong, you are working hard to adapt to life here. I am like the last person in this team, and it is getting harder and harder to be with you. The road is over. In the future, maybe one or two years later, our gap will be even greater."
Chen Feiyan suddenly raised her eyes: "In fact, as long as you want to, you will never get lost with the army from now on. You have just graduated and you have a diploma from Yundu University. The moment you leave the school, you will be with everyone. Graduates have equal opportunities. As long as you are willing to endure hardships and are not afraid to run into walls, you will gradually integrate into the city in one or two years. Rather than envy everyone who can stay so hard, it is better to act on your own."
"But I am not very professional, I have no specialty, and I am not particularly beautiful. I don't know what I should do. How can I live by staying? Starving to death?"
She is temporarily relying on Chen Feiyan to support her. Is it possible that she has been relying on people to support her all the time?
Chen Feiyan smiled and said: "If you don't try it, how do you know what you will do? Most of them are job opportunities. Do what you like to try bravely. The brave are fearless. The one in the dormitory, Lu Qiutong, she doesn't Didn’t do your own major? I went to be a model for online shooting, are you worse than her? As long as you are interested, try it. Anyway, if you have a way out, go home if you fail. Don’t give up if you haven’t tried it. Now. What if you do?"
Chen Feiyan's words are too tempting.
Zhao Xueling came here with Chen Feiyan, in such a free and individual room, hearing such words again, it was not a small inspiration to her.
She knew that if she stayed in Fan Sitong’s small rental house today, she would definitely not want to stay.
But now, she was awakened by Chen Feiyan.
"Yeah, if I can't do it, I can't stay any longer, I'll go home! Anyway, my family doesn't have to worry about giving me food. I will call my parents, Feiyan, then you have to promise me, then Take me in for a period of time, um, one month, not more than one month, okay?"
Zhao Xueling suddenly begged Chen Feiyan, Bai Lai's thigh, don't hold Bai Bai!
Chen Feiyan smiled and nodded.
Zhao Xueling didn't finish eating the meat, so she called the family and told her decision.
Naturally, her family hopes that her daughter will go home after graduation. After all, she has everything in her family, so she can just walk around, enter an institution, enter a state-owned enterprise, and do a relaxed and stable job.
You are a girl who is working hard in the cloud, is she short of money at home? Who needs you to work hard? There is no shortage of dowry for your future marriage at home, nor does it require you to earn money to support your family. What are you working hard for? It's better to go home and do a stable job, get married and marry a local, don't toss.
If you toss, can you still toss a flower?
Zhao Xueling listened to her parents' persuasion, and her heart began to waver again.
Chen Feiyan raised her eyes and looked at the girl standing in front of the window. Zhao Xueling's face was full of sadness. She poked her hand at the French window, which was a subconscious action that she could not be sure of.
After Zhao Xueling's mother finished speaking, his father continued to persuade the child to go home quickly. Her classmates need to work hard because they don't have a family background and they need to work hard, but their Zhao family does not need their daughter to work outside.
Zhao Xueling turned her head and met Chen Feiyan's smiling eyes.
Zhao Xueling suddenly felt confident in her heart and said firmly, "Dad, don't talk about it anymore. Anyway, I have already decided. Let me try it. I should learn to be independent? If I really can't bear the pain, I I will definitely come back and beg you to take me in. Dad, my daughter grows up and needs independence. Would you please support me to face life alone? I need room to grow."
When Father Zhao heard it, tears filled his eyes.
"If you think about it, just leave it to you. If you can't make it, go home. There is no home anywhere, huh?"
"Yeah." When Zhao Xueling answered, his eyes rolled down.
She hung up the phone, facing the floor-to-ceiling windows overlooking the bustling city at her feet.
I have made up my mind and must work hard to take root here. If others can do it, so can she.
She wiped away the tears, then took a deep breath, exhaled a long time, then smiled and walked back.
"Where's my crayfish? Didn't you finish it?"
Chen Feiyan looked at Zhao Xueling with a little surprise, "It seems that you have really made a decision?"
I didn't expect that a few words from myself could change Zhao Xueling's mind.
It's a little honor, but more worrying. Didn't she cause trouble to herself for no reason?
Zhao Xueling goes home. It must be the best choice. The best days and a stable future are waiting for her. Why do we have to do much to persuade others to stay in the cloud and work hard? She is a rich girl and she doesn't need to sharpen herself.
Chen Feiyan left people behind, could she stand by and watch Zhao Xueling's affairs in the future?
Knock on my forehead subconsciously, really looking for something for myself.
"Feiyan, I don't expect to reach your level soon, but I will live very hard, like everyone else." Zhao Xueling said firmly.
Chen Feiyan looked at Zhao Xueling, of course it was good to have independent ideas.
can……
"Why do you want to stay? Actually, we have no retreat and have to live and work hard. But you are different. You don't have to fight on your own. Your family has already paved the way for you. You just need to follow them. Just pave the way for you. In the end, everyone’s goal is to live a good life and give yourself a better life. You don’t have to work hard like us to get it easily."
Chen Feiyan said slowly, she had already accepted this reality.
In this world, there are poor students from poor families, as well as rich children born with golden keys.
You can only work hard if you accept this unfairness, otherwise it will be fruitless to give up and blame yourself.
Zhao Xueling listened to Chen Feiyan's words and said relaxedly: "You are right, don't you all envy this kind of life that was arranged in the morning?"
"How nice is it that someone arranges for you?" Chen Feiyan sighed softly.
How many people have been arranged to embark on a path of comfort in this life, without a chance.
Zhao Xueling shook her head: "No, if I didn't come out to face life independently after graduation, I would always feel that something was missing. Without going out by myself, life would not be complete at all."
Chen Feiyan looked at Zhao Xueling enviously. She still felt that Zhao Xueling didn’t need to be like this. The growth environment between people is different. There is no need to look at what others do. You have to do what you have to do with family support. it is good?
Wherever I work, it is all for the sake of having a good life. I don’t want to return to someone who has a warm family. Unlike her, I want to have such a home waiting for her.
"You have money in your family..."
"Feiyan, don’t think our family is rich. In fact, our family only benefited from my parents’ entering the city very early and buying a house in the city. My dad made some money from doing business when he was young. But in fact, , Our family is only a middle-class family, and it’s incomparable to talk about a business with your dad that is millions. Our family, I heard my mother say before, it’s only three hundred and four hundred thousand a year. It’s because my parents add up. This money is indeed a lot in our small county, but in Yundu, what is this? You just said that the company will give you 500,000 yuan as a reward when you come back. , This 500,000 yuan is the total income of our parents for more than a year. That money should include living expenses for me and my brother, tuition, and living expenses at home, as well as money for the elders. All expenses are covered from this total income."