She stretched out her hand and gently touched Xia Jiang Xi's face, "Don't be like this, I'm fine, you see I am still alive and spirited."
Jiang Xi stretched out his hand and gave Fan Sitong a hug, "I love you and worry about you. From now on, don't be confused."
"I'm telling the truth now. Looking at my state now, is it better to leave here?"
Fan Sitong patted Jiang Xi on the shoulder, and then discussed with Jiang Xi in a serious manner. He really wanted to hear Jiang Xi's suggestions.
Jiang Xi asked: "What about you? The main thing is whether you think about it. It is to stay or go, and the most important thing is to see your own heart."
Fan Sitong thought for a while and shook his head: "I feel like I'm stuck in a quagmire now, I can't pull it out by myself, I just want to escape."
"It's not that serious, it's just that you think things are serious. You see, life is still so good, nothing has changed." Jiang Xi said.
Fan Sitong shook his head: "The sunshine in your eyes is as old as the old one, but in my eyes, it has already changed."
"Does Fu Youcheng know you want to leave?" Jiang Xi asked.
Fan Sitong shook his head: "I don't know if he knows or not, just do it, he actually doesn't care much about me. I just said that he is not as good as what you said, but not as bad as I said. He is for the person in charge, so I was allowed to live in his house. But it was my own decision to move out. I used to not believe that a man would put a woman in his heart how important it is. No matter how good the relationship is, after breaking up, we will talk about the next one. The position left in my heart in the front will gradually fade. But Fu Youcheng is obviously not that kind of person. He is real and can't let go of his predecessor. If I can't let go, then forget it. It is meaningless to force it. I don't want to. Chen Feiyan, I know I don’t like it, but I can still get along. I can wrong myself, but I can’t wrong myself for long.
Jiang Xi interrupted her immediately: "What do you mean by this? Why did Feiyan wronged herself?"
"I didn't say her, I meant myself." Fan Sitong explained.
Jiang Xi shook his head: "No, you didn't say that just now. You just said that you are not Feiyan. You know you don't like it, but you can still get along. Who did you listen to?"
"Herself."
Fan Sitong wanted to turn this topic off, but Jiang Xi was too sensitive and caught it instantly.
After thinking about it carefully, it seems that there is nothing to say, so I just said it.
"Feiyan said she didn't like it, or Boss Liang didn't like it. What happened during this period, why didn't you tell me one by one?"
Jiang Xi is in a hurry, what's wrong with this? How long did she not withdraw from the arena? So it feels like you have missed the whole world?
Fan Sitong looked at Jiang Xi: "Your relationship is so good, and she didn't talk about it with you. I would like to mention this more now. Is it not so good?"
"Let's talk about it first." Jiang Xi said.
Fan Sitong took the umbrella: "Bask in the sun."
Jiang Xi's mouth twitched: "You did a good job of sunscreening today?"
"That's not true."
"Then you don't understand the power of Qiuhuo, maybe once we go back, we will be completely black." Jiang Xi smiled.
Fan Sitong opened the umbrella again: "I think it’s so stupid for us to sit on a bustling street like this. It’s better to bask in the sun, at least people who come and go won’t look at us with mentally retarded eyes. I would say in my heart, look, two mentally retarded, so many cafes and lounges next to them don’t know how to hide, sitting on the street holding umbrellas."
Jiang Xi laughed and said, "So what? No one knows us anyway."
Fan Sitong said: "Chen Feiyan rarely mentions her own affairs, but once, we two met in a bar. Well, it was just a year ago, last year..."
"Before last year, didn't you have the operation yet? Did you go to the bar?" Jiang Xi stared.
"I didn't plan to ask, I don't care." Fan Sitong said.
Jiang Xi hesitated to speak and stopped, feeling distressed for the life he had just had: "You hurt your body too much like that. Don't be foolish just because you are still young, fool."
Fan Sitong glanced at her, put his head lightly on her shoulder, the umbrella was closed.
Resting his head on Jiang Xi’s shoulder, he took a selfie and said,
I don’t care, I’m fine now, I don’t feel anything. It’s just two weeks after I had the operation, I’ve been red, and I went to the hospital to check again. To be honest, it’s not clean. Had another curettage."
Fan Sitong said this lightly, and Jiang Xi frowned frequently.
"You...In this case, you should take a good rest and bring your body back." Jiang Xi whispered: "A woman's miscarriage is very harmful to her body, Si Tong, you have to pay more attention."
"Not so delicate, grandma."
Fan Sitong smiled and joked, Jiang Xi didn't say much, and then asked: "So what did Feiyan say?"
"Just that day, she drank too much, not too much. She was quite able to drink, but after drinking, she may be a little emotional, and she said some things if she couldn't hide it. She said that this marriage was actually very hard. There is not much courage left. Watching you happily prepare things for the baby who is about to make a sound, she also wants to experience this. However..."
"She wants to have a baby, but the boss is not willing?" Jiang Xi asked.
"The boss is not at home, who will she be born with?" Fan Sitong asked.
"Isn't this insemination a matter of once or twice?" Jiang Xi asked back: "They don't have a child of their own. Currently there is only one Liang Junjie. The children are already old and they can give birth to a baby of both of them." Jiang Xi recognized Chen Feiyan's thoughts.
Once a woman gets married and forms a family with a beloved man, she cannot refuse to have children for her husband. This is a woman's nature.
Even if the husband doesn't want it, the woman wants to have one.
Fan Sitong thought for a while, then shook his head: "Then I really don't know, she didn't say much. So it's not clear whether your boss, Liang, is unwilling to have children now or they can't have children now. In short, Chen Feiyan is right. The current marriage is not as good as before..."
"what?"
"Maybe happiness is not as much as before, because the husband is always away from home. Your boss's going out is not the same as the ordinary office worker's business trip. Your boss's going out will last for at least three to five months, and as long as one and a half years. Who Can you survive? Chen Feiyan's marriage, isn't that about spending a lot of youth and squandering in an empty boudoir?"
Fan Sitong said this bluntly, a bit unpleasant.
But what she pointed out was a fact.
"She knew this before she married the boss. Now that she has chosen, I think she should be prepared for it."
Jiang Xi sighed, indeed, she had never asked whether Chen Feiyan's life was hard or not.
Because she knows that Chen Feiyan puts Boss Liang very seriously, and that she is more important than herself, Chen Feiyan is willing to do everything for Boss Liang, is willing to pay her life, and what is it to be alone?
Jiang Xi said after a pause, "Fortunately, there is a child with her. Xiaojie is very sensible and a very likable child."
Fan Sitong suddenly tilted his head to look at Jiang Xi. Jiang Xi was inexplicably seen by her, and asked, "What?"
Fan Sitong shook his head in confusion: "It's nothing, I just don't understand, is my loneliness and Feiyan's loneliness different?"
Jiang Xi didn't understand: "What do you mean? I'm alone, wouldn't it be enough to have someone with me?"
"It means, but..." Fan Sitong hesitated to say: "Xixi, if Mr. Sheng is on a business trip for a few months and you are with your family by your side, would you miss your husband?"
"Yes," Jiang Xi said, pausing, and then thinking about this question carefully. The answer is yes: "You must think about it, why don't you think about it."
"That's the problem, so what if there is a kid by your side? It's not a husband, that's a different kind of loneliness."
Fan Sitong held his face: "The loneliness of not having a man by your side is different from not having friends. Sometimes the loneliness in your heart can not be comforted even if you have friends by your side. Some loneliness can only be given by men."
Jiang Xi slowly turned his head: "Are you... driving?"
"What I'm talking about is the fact. Maybe men and women should be one body. If they are not accompanied by the opposite for a long time, they will be mentally abnormal. Therefore, no matter how busy they are, they must fall in love." Fan Sitong firmly said: "I think it makes sense."
"Well, it seems to be different. I know what you want to express. No one told you to explain it, but I can understand." Jiang Xi said.
Fan Sitong sighed softly: "So, look at the people around you, are you the happiest?"
"You will be happy too, how old you are, you are young in your twenties," Jiang Xi said seriously.
"Then you think I am going home or staying in Yundu now?" Fan Sitong returned to business and asked seriously.
No one can give her reference, just want to listen to Jiang Xi.
After Jiang Xi heard this, he finally considered it seriously.
"Is there really no Yun Du you nostalgic for?" Jiang Xi asked seriously.
Fan Sitong shook his head: "I don't know, maybe it is, but I can't see it now. My heart has never been so peaceful. I still miss the hard work when I just graduated and plunged into the workplace and worked hard. How cool."
"It's okay now," Jiang Xi said.
"Yeah, it's okay now, but I can't do nothing more." Fan Sitong said.
She knew that Jiang Xi would not understand what she said, so she simply said: "Frankly speaking, I can't devote myself to work now because there are too many people and things around me that affect me. How many young girls who have just come in are crawling now Go up to me and point to me with a higher salary than me. It doesn't matter for one example, but for one or two of them, will you be balanced in your heart?"
Jiang Xi shook his head, "Of course it will not be balanced."
Not to mention Fan Sitong's situation, when Jiang Xi hadn't asked for a long vacation to have a baby last year, Jiang Xi thought that the vice minister was in her pocket.
however……
There is definitely a loss, not against the deputy minister himself, just his own loss.
This is different for Fan Sitong, it is obvious that Fan Sitong has suffered unequal treatment.
Fan Sitong looked at Jiang Xi, "I can't correct my mentality now. You said I am like this, how can I correct my mentality?"
