: 1694.. sorry for you

Diary three
Still a cat, it squats firmly on the back of a tortoise, like a big lord, squatting around the east. (((卡蒂诺小说网EbookFREE.me)))
Although I didn't want to laugh at all, I looked at Fan Yuze's gaze in my body, and I evoked my lips.
"Oh, it’s true that there is nothing wrong with it. The cute cat can really beat the soft underbelly of the girl..." After seeing me laughing, Fan Yuze happily transferred a few videos and handed it to me cheerfully. "Come here. ...I have a lot of embarrassment, you look slowly, be happy."
After picking up the mobile phone that still has his body temperature, I silently looked at the screen one after another cute cat, can not waste Fan Yuze's heart.
However, I am a bit confused. What happened to Fan Yuze today? Although his actions are still so polite, I feel different from the usual.
Looking at the way he tried to make me happy, watching him look cheerful because of the shallow corner of my mouth, I suddenly felt that he was removing the mask of the prince a little bit in front of me, really Enter the role of boyfriend, instead of following the "boyfriend rules" action as usual.
Fan Yuze's gentleness has increased the graciousness and has a human touch, not the one with a gorgeous mask.
Watching him happily picking desserts for me, and from time to time saying a few lame jokes, my face's smile slowly increased. This date slowly changed from his one-man show to the interaction between us. I didn't resist, even if I knew that I was not the kind of affectionate feeling for him, I couldn't help but immerse myself in Fan Yuze's gentleness.
Sorry, Fan Yuze, your gentleness is like the mildest medicine, so I can't resist it. I can only instinctively heal in your gentleness, sorry...
After eating the "happy" chocolate banana boat, Fan Yuze took me around the commercial street. I watched him change slowly, slowly become real, and slowly integrated into the role of boyfriend.
When the street lights lit up, we took our hands and walked home. Maybe it was because someone was accompanying me, and soon the big tree in front of my house appeared in front of my eyes.
"Get home..." Fan Yuze stopped and pulled my arm gently. I turned and we were face to face.
"Well, I am home..." I suddenly didn't dare to look at his eyes, only staring at the figure that completely covered me under my feet.
Fan Yuze suddenly let go of my hand. When I heard the sound, I looked up at him a little better. I saw that he had pulled out a large paper pocket from the bag and handed it to me.
what is this? I gently took the paper bag and looked at him with a confused look.
Fan Yuze suddenly raised a shy smile that I had never seen on his face. He said to me with a nervous voice that I have never had before. "This is a gift for you. You look like it or not."

gift? I opened the paper bag and a beautiful pink color caught my eye. I am excited to take out the things inside. At that moment, I was shocked. It was the pink little dress. When was the cute little dress Fan Yuze I saw in the commercial street? I looked up at him with amazement.
Fan Yuze smiled, the shame of his face became more obvious. He said softly. "In fact, I always feel sorry for you. As a boyfriend, I don't know what you like. So I saw you stay in front of this dress for a long time. Guess you might like it, so I bought it." I am giving you... I hope you like it."
"I, I really like Xie, thank you..." Fan Yuze's words made me very excited, but with a hint of shame in excitement. Fan Yuze, you are so good to me, but I am using your gentle healing. I really should say that I am sorry.
"Oh, I like it." Fan Yuze reached out and touched my head. His gentle voice was a little bit excited. "Go home early, tired today, take a rest..."
"Well... thank you for giving me this happy date." I hugged the paper bag tightly, and I sincerely thank him.
"Do you want to talk about it between us? Go back soon, I am here to watch you enter the door..." Fan Yuze held my shoulder, turned me in the direction, and then pushed me gently.
"You go back early and pay attention to safety..." I followed his strength and walked a few steps forward, and then turned around and said goodbye to him.
"See you tomorrow"
"Well, see you tomorrow," Fan Yuze waved to me, so I stood under the streetlight and watched me leave with a smile.
I quickly ran into the house, quickly turned on the lights, and rushed to the window and waved at him.
After seeing me safely at home, Fan Yuze waved to me and turned away with her bag. He left, but I did not leave by the window. Looking at Fan Yuze being pulled long under the streetlight, my eyes suddenly blurred a little...
Fan Yuze, you are like me, I will feel more and more sorry for you. I can see that you are more and more sincere to me, but I have used you to heal, I have not loved you from the beginning. You are completely dragged into my chaos by me... Sorry, sorry, I am really sorry.
Tears gradually blurred my vision, and I could no longer see the figure that Fan Yuze had left.
I took out my little dress and looked at the color that could evoke my thoughts, and the tears fell completely. Minghui, is this always the case between us? There is really no hope between us and no future? Some self-deprecating smiles, I can't even have a connection with him in the past, how can I have a future? Minghui...
Sucking his nose hard, turned and hanged the little dress into the closet, and finally looked at the beautiful pink, then closed the door of the closet.
Should I really let go? Who should I choose? I really should decide the next one.
From this moment on, with the decision that I silently set in my heart, I worked hard to adjust my actions and mentality. I will never refuse Fan Yuze's pick-up, and I will go hand in hand with him at school and my home every day. These behaviors made me clearly feel that the relationship between me and Fan Yuze gradually became intimate.
I will not fall for Minghui to dispel the magic, but the time spent is getting shorter and shorter. Every time I rush to the open space and hurriedly put a kiss on the back of his hand. Then, regardless of whether he did it first, I rushed back to the classroom. Minghui did not react at all to my changes. In front of me he still exists like an ice sculpture. I can't see the expression outside of the cold again in his face. I never even heard him say a word to me.
This is over, let this indifference completely end everything between us, let me completely let him down like this.
But feelings are not so simple and can be controlled by reason. This kind of repression makes the feelings of the heart stronger.
Minghui is really a cold and charming person. Although he is so cold and "poisonous tongue", there are still many girls who come to confess to him.
Every time I see a girl confessing to him, it is a time to test my reason. I always involuntarily erected my ears and listened to Minghui’s reply, and my mood became very tense. I am afraid, afraid to hear the words "OK, I agree" from his mouth.
I know that I should not be like this. Since I have decided to put him down completely, why should I be so concerned? My mentality is really sorry for Fan Yuze, who is getting better and better for me. However, my heart is always out of control. I can’t help but ignore it.
The days have passed slowly in my intellectual and emotional struggles. Every day I am immersed in Fan Yuze's gentleness, but the heart is involuntarily nervous because of Minghui's every move. I hate myself more and more. Since I made up my mind, why should I swing around? I am really greedy. I am a bad person.
Time is constantly flowing, I am struggling every day, using my strength to control my feelings, but the effect is not great.
...they are all so beautiful, how should I choose? Never thought about it, I will make a difficult choice between two outstanding boys.
In fact, if before today, I have decided to choose Fan Yuze, because the relationship with Minghui has been at the freezing point. But in the open space this afternoon, his awkward comfort made me noticeable and felt that his heart was not as cold as the appearance.
I am so annoyed that I pat my head hard, I don’t know how to choose.
I understand very well that no matter what my choice is, the choice is not a perfect ending, because no matter who I choose, I have to hurt one person.
God, please tell me, what should I do?
Facing the bright night sky outside the window, I shouted in my heart. But in response to me, only the stars have a glimpse of naughty eyes.
The next day, when I pushed open the door, in the bright sun, a figure that was as dazzling as an angel would irritate my eyes. It is Fan Yuze, this has the warmest smile. The person waiting outside is Fan Yuze. He picks up my school as usual.
"Come... today's soy milk." Seeing me approaching, Fan Yuze handed a cup of warm soy milk to my hand as usual.
The warmth of soy milk slowly ironed my palm, Fan Yuze was still so considerate. I still remember when he brought me soy milk, I asked him well, why is it still giving me warm soy milk in the summer? He said that even in the summer, people need warmth. In fact, don't want to eat cold things, especially in the morning, which will cause serious damage to the stomach.
Fan Yuze's gentle voice seemed to ring in my ear again, but I couldn't accept it as calmly as I did that day.
Fan Yuze let me see the relationship between me and Minghui. He gave me the opportunity to choose... When I was still vacillating, he still treated me as much as before. This makes me feel very sorry for him.
I slowly handed the soy milk back to him, half-squinted, rubbing my lips, and said to him with all his slyness. "Sorry, I feel that I can't accept you well to me now. I think I am sorry for you"
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