: 1696.. Simple happiness

Diary four
Since the tragic confession of my childhood, I have not enjoyed the joy of being in such a lively event. (((卡蒂诺小说网 EbookFREE.me)))wwwnbsp..com I am wearing a dark dress, with big black-rimmed glasses, hiding behind the thick bangs and secretly peeping at the joy of others. Today, I am finally able to raise my own confident smile, join in this joy, enjoy my happiness.
Holding the paper bag tightly, I walked into the tea restaurant belonging to our class. Although it is still very early, the tea restaurant is already full of students who come to play. The classmates assigned to our class in our class wore beautiful uniforms that only appeared in the comics, welcoming all the guests with the most gentle and beautiful smile.
Even Minghui, who hates the most hateful suits, has been rigidly set up with a very serious waiter costume. The moment I entered the tea restaurant, I saw him wearing a bow tie with a painful face. However, Minghui had not been able to untie the bow tie and was slap in the hands of the activist who was on the side. He had to stretch his neck with a smile and once again picked up the plate.
Haha, this Minghui, seeing that he always likes to wear loose sportswear. Today, wearing a serious uniform and wearing a bow tie, it’s really enough for him, but he is able to catch him as a waiter’s activity committee. Not ordinary, it can force him to do this.
I snickered and walked into the lounge of the tea restaurant. The race for the beautiful campus is about to begin, I should be ready...
I opened the paper bag, took out the clothes I prepared from the inside, and looked at the familiar color of the hand. I gently leaned my face away with some nostalgia.
What I took out was not the little dress that Fan Yuze gave me, but the black underwear that accompanied me throughout my adolescence, and the big black-rimmed glasses.
Thank you, accompanying me through such a difficult road, and now I invite you to take me to the first step of a new life.
When I was about to lock the door and change clothes, Nalu suddenly came in. She stared at my hand in a weird look, and yelled at me incredulously.. "Li Nana... Don't tell me you are going to wear this black crow-like dress."
I ignored her, turned my head, carefully took the contact lenses in my eyelids, and then took them with black-rimmed glasses.
Seeing that I wear black-rimmed glasses, Nalu and the girls who followed her came to laugh.
"Hey Li Nana, you really want to wear your black crow-like clothes and laugh at me. This is a beautiful campus, not a campus crow."
Nalu couldn’t afford to smile, and she kept the tears on the table.
"I don't know what the boys who chose your platform will react to when they see your styling. I am so good." Another girl slaps the cabinet on the side, and her face is somewhat distorted.
I ignored their ridicule. When they did not exist, they walked to the door of the locker room. They closed the door and changed the black clothes according to their own plans.
Seeing that I really changed this body black, Nalu and her companions laughed again. Their arrogant laughter almost opened the roof.
I didn't bother to care about them, took the phone out of this noisy place.
In the back corner of the tea restaurant, I sent a text message to Minghui, so that he must come to see my game. After sending this text message, I showed a smile on the screen of the mobile phone still shining, and silently prayed in my heart. Minghui, you must watch my game... must come
With the opening of the game, I stood on the stage with all the girls who participated. Looking at the girls who are dressed around the flowers, my black body is so prominent. Everyone in the audience laughed at my fat black dress and face glasses. In fact, just in the background, other contestants have already mocked my dress.
However, in the face of such ridicule, I have no timidity and fear in the past, because I saw Minghui in the audience, and he gave me no strong sense of security.
Even wearing ugly clothes, my face's confident smile has never changed. I am waiting, waiting for the coming of that moment.
Regardless of how ridiculous the audience is, the game is proceeding in an orderly manner. Perhaps the host is more eager to have such a lively scene. He did not stop everyone from ridiculing, but instead made a small ridicule for my dress.
The first part of the game is "self-introduction of beautiful girls". Everyone will sort out the order by lottery, and then introduce themselves in sequence.
I took a round blue sky ball from the lovely pink sealed box and looked at the number. I couldn't help but smile.
The blue ball is written with two big numbers "27". On the 27th, there are not many girls who participated in the competition, which happened to be 27. Oh, it seems that everything else can change, but what I sorted and sorted is always the last fate that can't be changed.
"Our sort of the following is out. Please have our first cute crush to make a perfect self-introduction." The host enthusiastically invited the first contestant.
All the other players we waited for were stepped back and looked at the show of the first player. Looking at their nervous expression, I tilted my mouth.
Perhaps in these 27 contestants, the only person who can easily relax is me. Even Na Luo, who is so unassuming, can't help but be nervous. When I stepped back, I obviously saw her mouth tremble.
With a touch of drama, I relaxed to watch the performance of the contestants. They are really good, confident and generous.
There is a petite and lovely girl who has won the first place in the provincial piano competition when she was ten years old. Another girl who looks very delicate is actually the silver medal winner of the youth martial arts competition. Everyone is so powerful. They are, I am really nothing, but looking at the figure under the stage, my heart is full of sweetness, completely uncomfortable.
When the twenty-sixth girl walked off the stage, I finished the whole dress, put the glasses on, and waited for the call of the host.
"Thank you for our passionate display on the 26th. Below we will welcome the self-introduction of the last contestant today. Welcome to the 27th girl who dresses the most today." The host enthusiastically extended my hand to me.
I put my hand in his hand and guided him to the front of the stage under his guidance.
When I got here, I realized that the stage was so high. I have never had a stage experience, I am suddenly a little scared, some people worry about it, I will not fall.
"Our girl No. 27 is a very girl. Her unique dress always makes me look at other girls, attracting my attention." The host said lively. With his words, there was a lively laughter under the stage.
Everyone's laughter woke me up from the height of the stage. I smiled a little embarrassed and walked to the back of the microphone. My hands were fixed in the place with my hands clasped with a slightly hot microphone under the illumination of the lantern.
"Everyone may think that I am standing here wearing such a black crow's clothes. It is very strange to stand on the campus of this beautiful girl..." Although I asked all the audience, I was not afraid to be brave. Looking at the crowds under the stage.
My question asked the venue that was quiet because of my opening, and the meeting room was noisy again. The audience whispered, and some shouted to me. "Where is it strange, it is ugly."
"Yes, I know it's ugly, but..." I smiled and I continued my remarks. "This dress has accompanied me for a long time. During that time, I have a name called 'The Spirit '..."
"After the school started, I was scared by a girl like a spirit." Suddenly a scream came from the audience. Her words reminded me of the first day of school.
"Yes, that person is me..." I smiled and slowly spread my sad life in the sun. "... Every day, I am immersed in my own world, without any communication with the outside world." In fact, looking at the girls who laughed in the sunshine, my heart is full of envy and longing. But, I don't dare, I am afraid, because of a misunderstanding when I was a child, I have always lived in inferiority and frustration."
"At that time, I definitely didn't dare to stand in front of so many people like this. I dare not say a word more. I dare to hide behind my thick bangs and this big black-rimmed glasses, secretly envy those. People who can stand in the sun. So, I have the nickname that has been with me for nearly seven years - 'The Spirit of the Back'. I originally entered the Spring Tomb Heights with a desire to change, I hope that I can There is a whole new life here, but the inferiority that has been carved into the bones keeps me going the old way..."
Thinking of that sad day, I sighed softly and continued. "When I am ready to put away my heart that I am eager to change, and prepare to accept this sad fate, one person walked into me. life."
I looked at the man under the stage without any disguise. I know that my eyes are full of hot light at this time. "I can stand here and spread my darkest memories in the sun, because that Personally, he helped me out of the shadows of the past."
I fell into the good memories, and my smile was getting deeper and deeper. "He, it's a very awkward person. In fact, he never smiled with me. He and I said almost every sentence. You all have to scold. You I can't imagine that his head was filled with so many mean words. His poison tongue made me sad every time, but under each of his poisonous tongues, I felt warm and considerate."
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