Chapter 5748: Xiao Fanwai: Yu Jinbei's Monologue

When I saw Qu Taner appearing in the warship out of thin air.
Yu Jinbei knew in her heart that the trend had gone.
He hugged her and didn't want to let go.
However, after all, I let go.
At this time, he was alone in the battleship, and was extremely quiet.
Because the little guy really left.
She chose to follow her father and mother, leaving without looking back.
Even a second before she left, he hoped that she would stay for him, even if hesitated, but ... no.
Yu Jin's thin lips pulled out a self-deprecating arc.
It's not others he's going to laugh at.
He asked himself not to be a good person, no, he never wanted to be a good person.
Being good is too tired ...
However, when I do n’t know when, the loneliness that I was used to is suddenly a bit unbearable.
He even started to innocently hope that there would be a person in the world who can always stay with him, live with himself, watch sunrise and sunset, watch Yunjuanyunshu together; walk together through the thousands of mountains and overcome difficulties. Like the couple in Qu Mo, no one will abandon others.
Maybe he would have this naive idea, and start talking about that couple.
Because I do n’t know when he started, he envied the feelings between them ... The same strong man is also standing in the same place. He is walking alone in the long and lonely years, and how lucky are they?
With envy, I want to own.
However, few people in the world can affect his emotions.
It happened to be the birth of the little guy that unexpectedly affected his emotions.
He also clearly remembered that the first time she picked up her, a small ball was held in her arms, soft and waxy ... that was a strange experience he had never experienced before.
How to describe it?
It was the brutality deep in his soul, which was suppressed by the moment.
Make his heart exceptionally peaceful.
Maybe it was him for too long.
The appearance of the little guy added a touch of color to his pale life. He was curious about this color, and kept getting closer in curiosity, and gradually reluctant to let go ... including, he would rather risk her life and take her away. He does not deny that he is selfish.
But what about selfishness?
Even if he does it again, he will choose to take her away.
however--
The stolen things, after all, are stolen and will not belong to him.
Between loved ones and him.
She simply chose her loved ones ... abandoned him.
At this time, the battleship imprisoned a powerful force.
Yu Jinbei knew that the reason why Merian City was waiting outside was because he was waiting for his wife and daughter to leave safely, and then he would take his own hands and knife his enemies.
Yes, enemy!
Even if he was killed ten thousand times, I am afraid that Merian City would not feel enough to vent his hatred.
Because through the screen, he still clearly saw that the anger that was burning in Morin City could not be covered up.
After a long while, Yu Jinbei raised his lips.
bring it on!
Do it!
Before he regrets it.
He had given up his resistance and decided to pay them back.
Because of the accidental color in his life, he has been abandoned ... What's the point of even living long?
Thinking of this, he suddenly relaxed himself.
He slightly raised his head and closed his eyes slowly.
Quietly waiting for death to come ...
The only thing that regretted him was that he had not heard her answer in person.
I wonder if she will forget him in the future?
However, the answer was in his mind.
She must have forgotten it.
According to the temperament of the little guy, maybe it will be sad for a short time.
After that, I live happily again ...
It's good to be happy.
She is not suitable to live a miserable day, and happily live, he will be happy for her.
Only, he still hoped selfishly that she would not forget him ... even if she died, he still hoped that she could remember herself and remember that he had existed.
Battleship explodes!
He forcibly suppressed his instinctual survival instinct. He forced him not to struggle, let alone escape! He could clearly feel that his skin was hot, as if torn by something sharp.
All kinds of physical discomfort put him in a state of dying irritability, but still motionless.
It turned out that the taste of waiting for death was like this.
Such uncomfortableness is so relieved.
Uncomfortable because-
He used to teach the little guy himself that he wanted her to become strong and fierce enough, but he did not expect that the first time he saw her, he used it on him.
He was relieved--
It was because of the debt owed that it was finally repaid.
With his life, paid off ...
(End of this chapter)