Chapter 1065: My obsession, forever

Day after day, I never tire of taking care of me, never pretending to be manpower.
At that time, it was probably her happiest time.
There was no resistance, no indifferent eyes, no words that kept hurting others.
This is precious enough for her.
She never expected that he would be nice to her because she saved him, yes, she is so humble, humble every day.
When I picked him back...yes, forgive her for using the word ‘picking’, because he was really embarrassed at that time, as if he was abandoned.
Fortunately, she met the old monk by chance and had a superb medical skill, so she just saved him and took him from King Yama and returned it to her.
Therefore, Concubine Hua's gratitude to the old monk is very deep. During that year, she and he stayed in such a small temple.
That year, her mood was complicated. On the one hand, she hoped that he would wake up, and on the other hand, she hoped that she would always be like this, so she could always have someone who would not hurt her.
But more, I still hope he wakes up.
So a strong person, if he has to lie in bed for the rest of his life, how can he not accept such a self.
Not knowing if her expectations were too high, he finally woke up and survived as he wished.
But on the day he woke up, she was scared, and she was afraid that facing those opened eyes was disappointment, disgust, resistance, and indifference.
She will definitely not be able to accept it.
So she escaped. At the moment he woke up, she did not personally witness, but hid behind the door, let the old monk explain, and begged the old monk to hide her identity.
She is selfish and very selfish.
If she really hoped that he would not know her, then the best way is to erase her existence, but she was not reconciled, not reconciled to her hard work for a year without any traces, so she just asked the old monk to hide Instead of eliminating one's own existence.
She turned herself into a mysterious person who had saved him, and asked him to always remember her kindness, and told him to always care about her.
So she also stuffed one of her hairpins into his hands and looked at him behind her back.
What she was happiest was that when he asked the old monk about his existence, at that time, he must also think of her in his eyes, even if he didn't know who she was.
Poor and humble thoughts.
Just like her who is pitiful and humble.
How cowardly, how vulnerable.
After he woke up, he spent another year in the temple to recuperate his body, from lying in bed to walking slowly behind, the pain she saw was in her eyes and hurt in her heart.
Regardless of his physical pain, he wanted to recover quickly. When he fell again and again, how much she wished to rush out, helped him up, and told him that she would take care of him in the future, so he didn't need to want so eagerly. restore.
But Concubine Hua knew that she couldn't. Once she went out, she might have to face reality.
For countless nights, she could only take advantage of him to fall asleep, holding the ointment, and carefully applying medicine to his wound, tearing her eyes distressedly.
Even if he is no longer the emperor, no longer the high emperor, she still has not changed.
She thought that she was only in love with Baili Wenxiu as an emperor, but now she knew clearly that she was only in love with Baili Wenxiu, even if the person she loved didn’t love her, it didn’t matter. .
Once, she lost everything in the palace, she had made troubles, struggled, and had no face. In his eyes, she was probably the woman with a vicious mind.
She will always remember that at that time, she gave up everything just to stay by his side, even if she knew that he was in love with another woman in her heart, she was reluctant to do so, and she even helped him make plans to that woman back for him.
She had forgotten how strong she was at that time, or perhaps she hadn’t realized that one day she would fall into this love so deeply, this kind of feeling is like a person falling into the water, the more struggling , The deeper the plunge.
She thought about coming back, but couldn't. Everything she did in the future was terribly paranoid.
She didn't even keep that child, she wanted to keep it, and ended up in the cold palace. She thought she was dead, but in the end, she survived, like a puppet.
Later, after the war, she walked out of the cold palace and met the old monk. Did the old monk take her back to the temple? The war outside seemed to have nothing to do with her, and when she learned that he had gone to the allies, she I don't know where I got the courage to go alone.
It just so happened that at that time, he picked him up, who was about to die, and she was thankful for her foresight more than once.
The old monk is the one who has witnessed this period of fate. Seeing her so painful look, he couldn't bear it, and said: "Since your obsession is so deep, you might as well give it a go. Maybe things are turning around."
She froze for a moment.
The old monk said again: "The result will not be worse than it is now, will it?"
Perhaps the old monk's last words stimulated her, the next moment, she turned around and started running, trying to catch up with him.
But in the darkness, his figure has long since disappeared.
She cried instantly, crying very sadly, crying like a child, hugging her knees and squatting on the ground.
The old monk who caught up saw this scene and suddenly regretted it.
"He's gone, he's really gone, he won't come back, he's gone..."
She kept repeating this sentence.
The cry was loud.
The old monk just wanted to speak for comfort, but Yu Guang saw a white figure standing out from under the branches and leaves.
The old monk showed a relieved smile, said nothing, and then walked out slowly.
"Why not say it."
The short four words made her body tremble with the familiarity, and her crying stopped abruptly.
She slowly raised her head, her pale face was covered with tears, and when she saw the white figure, she thought she had hallucinations.
He... didn't go.
"you you……"
Too many words came up, but I couldn't say a word.
Baili Wenxiu slowly stepped forward and stretched out his hand, with distinct finger joints.
"Get up."
His tone was still gentle.
It's just that she couldn't control her emotions any more. She stood up abruptly and rushed over, no matter whether he was disgusted or not, she hugged him directly.
"You didn't go, you didn't go!"
Baili Wenxiu was not used to being held in this way, but he accepted it and didn't push away.
After she recovered her calm, she realized how inappropriate such a move was. She immediately let go of her hand, stepped back, and even wanted to turn around and escape.