: 391 Envy? Bad past?

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The sun sets and the sky is full of sunset.
Through the light of the sparse pull, Noah, who took a box, pulled the grass away and crossed the trees. After passing through the trails, the scene in front of him began to become clear.
Not long after, an open space with a clear stream appeared in front of Noah.
On the edge of the river, a girl with a long, bright red hair is staying there.
"Drink - drink - drink -!"
In a loud and squeaky voice, as always, Ai Lusha, wearing an ice-cold armor, holds a knight sword in one hand, like a female Valkyrie descending from the sky, while flexibly running back and forth on the river bank, waving her hand at a high speed. Knight sword, bring a piece of sword light.

呛呛呛!

The crisp swordsman slammed in the air like a sharp, empty sound.
Looking at the ghostly figure of Ai Lusha and the swords that flashed in succession, Noah seemed to see the gentleness of the swordsman who was training the sword on the river bank when he was a child. smile.
In a twinkling of an eye, so many years have passed, whether it is Noah or Ai Lusha, they have all grown up.
Unlike the original use of swordsmanship, which was only oyster-stricken, and the awkward way of growing up, Ai Lusha is different. Now, Ai Lusha’s sword skills have already reached the point of being superb, far from being comparable.
Moreover, Ai Lusha is no longer the one who does not even get permission to work, and can only stay in the guild. For the time being, I have to hone my magical novice wizard, but a real strong.
I was awarded the title of s-class sorcerer in the "fairytail", and also won the title of "Queen of the Fairy". It is called the "fairytail" of the most powerful female wizard. It is also the real strongest of one of the strongest candidates.
Think about it this way. Noah felt that the things of childhood were just like the ones still vivid, and they flashed through their minds, so that Noah was immersed in the memories of childhood.
Unfortunately, this memory has not been able to last for a long time.
"Noah?" With a loud voice, the sword light flashing on the bank of the river disappeared.
Noah returned to God. Looking to the front, I saw that the two knight swords in the hands of Ai Lusha were turned into a ray of light and disappeared into the hands of Ai Lusha. Ilusha himself turned his attention to Noah, and said some surprises.
"It’s really rare. You will come here."
"What's so rare?" Noah shook his head with a funny smile and went up to the river bank to look at the flowing water in the clear river.
"Is this secret base seem to belong to me at the beginning? If it is not because you want to learn sword skills with you, but you don't know if this place is not? How do you say it is your own?"
"Speaking, it seems that there is such a thing." Ai Lusha could not help but sneer, came to Noah's side, stood side by side with Noah, looking forward.
"It’s always been here to practice. I have forgotten this place or you brought me."
"I didn't think you would still come here all the time. If it wasn't for Mira and Lisana to tell me, I still kept in the dark." Noah spread his hands.
"If you tell Naz and Gray about what you practice here almost every day. They will understand why you are so strong?"
"Don't say that, the two of them are also working very hard." Ai Lusha turned her head and said to Noah as she did not know.
"So, it seems that you have not been here for a long time?"
"Yeah." When it comes to this, Noah himself is a little embarrassed.
"After all, it is just a simple exercise. My strength has been difficult to improve. Now. If I still want to become stronger, it will not work if I want to exercise. It is more necessary to practice in actual combat or death. Or take a different approach, the chances of coming here are naturally less, and even harder to have."
"It's also true." To be said by Noah, Ai Lusha also recalled Noah's excellent close combat ability and unfathomable strength. Some of them could not help but sigh.
"You are indeed above me. When did I get to the point where you can't rely on simple exercise to strengthen, can you prove that I have caught up with you more or less?"
"Don't say anything to compliment, you are already strong." Noah licked his mouth and actually sat down on the spot and put the box he had been holding on the ground.
"I have brought you a gift of comfort."
With that said, Noah opened the box and exposed the things lying in the box to the air.
It is a strawberry cake.
When Elssa’s eyes lit up, she sat down immediately and snatched the cake resting on the ground without hesitation. She picked up the fork placed in the box and took a bite, followed by some aftertaste. Speaking to Noah with a little cheerful tone.

It’s still delicious as always.


Is it just as delicious as ever?
Looking at Ai Lusha, who was only like a girl who was in the face of her favorite food, Noah couldn’t help but smile.
"I thought that compared with the past, the method of making cakes in the cake shop in Magnolia now has been improved a lot, and the taste will be improved a lot."
"Well?" Hearing this sentence, Ai Lusha is one of them.
"Don't you have tasted it?"
"I prefer the taste to be lighter than sweet things." Noah responded casually.
"And, just said it, this is a condolence for you."
"Is it?" Ai Lusha took another bite of cake and held the box with the cake. The tone became awkward.
"Like the cake you brought like this, I can't help but think of the scene where you gave me the cake for the first time when you were young."
At that time, Ai Lusha still had some problems with her eyes. She was covered with a medical eye mask. She was silent and only stayed in the corner of the guild. A person sat quietly and did not have any intersection with anyone. Little child.
"At that time, I didn't have to go to the "fairytail" for a long time. You were the first companion in the guild that had an intersection with me. Just like now, you sent me a cake." Ai Lusha turned her eyes and looked at Noah again.
"Actually, I always wanted to ask you, at that time, why did you want to send me a cake?"
It is said that Noah is silent.
why?
Why would you want to send a cake to Ai Lusha and have an intersection with Ai Lusha?
At that time, Noah did not forget.
"When I first saw you, I knew that you were a very storyteller." Under the watchful eyes of Ai Lusha, Noah said such a sentence indifferently.
"Ai Lusha, in fact, in your heart, there is always a part that no one can touch?"
Upon hearing this sentence, the expression on the face of Ai Lusha instantly solidified, and the look in her eyes suddenly collapsed.
"A small child can actually hold back in a place that is not so lively, or it is really afraid of life, or there must be a reason to have to do so." Noah seems to be unaware of the changes of Ai Lusha. Said from the self.
"But what you don't think is like someone who is afraid of being born, so I think you must have a past that cannot be said, and it is definitely not a good past."
"Is it?" The expressions on Elsa's face disappeared, and the look of Noah became cloudy and uncertain.
"So, at that time, you did it because you had sympathy for me?"
"Compassion?" Noah smiled and shook his head.
"If it is sympathy, it would be fine. Unfortunately, at that time, my only feeling was envy."
"Envy?" Even if it was Ai Lusha, I heard it and I was on the spot.
envy?
Envy yourself lonely?
Envying yourself has a bad past?
Can this also be envied?
If you change someone else to say this, Ai Lusa will think that the other party is laughing at himself, but Noah is not that kind of person.
So what does this sentence mean?
"Even if you have a bad past, a painful past, or even a desperate past, it is all your past." Noah looked like what I saw in my heart, and my complexion became complicated. .

Do you have a past that can prove your existence, is it not worthy of envy?

When Elsa was there, she seemed to think of something, and she fell into silence and could not speak. (To be continued)