Chapter 38: Persistent

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After the doctor finished talking about the two possibilities, "The final examination report will be out in a few days, and the report can only be determined."
Zhou Mengyan was silent for a while, and said, "Trouble the doctor and my wife to mention the first case? I don't want her to be too burdened..."
Hearing the words inside, Ruan Yan slowly lowered his eyes.
She turned around and walked to other places immediately, not wanting Zhou Mengyan to come out to see her, and also told Ye Qing not to say anything.
After a while, after Ruan Yan came back, Zhou Mengyan took her to see the doctor. Zhou Mengyan and the doctor both acted very relaxed. Hearing the doctor said that there would be no major problems, Ruan Yan tried to cooperate and laughed. He was relieved.
It is to keep men from worrying.
After stepping out of the hospital, Zhou Mengyan’s company had something to do. He had to rush back and lead her to the car. He rubbed her head and said: "Get a good rest when you go home, and close the curtains when the sun is too harsh. Lie down if you don't want to see, don't make your eyes too tired, you know?"
Ruan Yan raised the corners of his mouth and nodded obediently, "Go ahead, I'll be fine."
Zhou Mengyan didn't see her strange.
Back home, Ruan Yan walked into the bedroom, sat on the bed, looked out the window, the light and shadow in front of him were blurred, brilliant but depressing.
After a while she closed her eyes, fell on the bed, covered her eyes with the back of her hand, and bitterness spread in her heart.
She tried to imply that she would have no problem with her eyes.
But she was still panicked and scared.
She has been looking forward to seeing her eyes regained for so long, but it is very likely that everything she hoped will fail. Repeatedly, blurred again, even back to the beginning...
Ruan Yanqi heard what Zhou Mengyan said at the entrance of the consultation room today. If her eyes were really going badly, Zhou Mengyan would definitely feel worse than her.
She is like this, and she feels like a drag on Zhou Mengyan...
She didn't want him to be sad because of her.
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Throughout the day, Ruan Yan's mood was very depressed. She couldn't enter the drama, didn't want to chat with people, listened to some cheerful songs, but still couldn't get rid of the haze in her heart. She wanted to take a nap, but her heart was very heavy. Can only sleep lightly.
In the evening, as soon as Zhou Mengyan finished his official business, he left Van Muni and returned to the Yinan Mansion.
Pushing open the bedroom door, he saw the girl lying halfway on the bed, he approached, Ruan Yan was sleeping on the bed, he opened his eyes when he heard the sound, and muttered softly:
"Meng Yan..."
The man sat on the edge of the bed, looked at the girl's weary face, raised his hand and brushed away the broken hair on her face.
"It made you sleep?"
"No... I have slept for a long time this afternoon."
He looked at her a little faintly, "Why didn't you feel so in the past?"
Ruan Yan shook his head and stretched his waist deliberately, "I guess he was asleep."
"How do your eyes feel? Do you still feel pain and discomfort?"
She raised the corner of her mouth: "It's better than morning, it shouldn't matter."
Seeing her smiling, Zhou Mengyan didn't think much about it, so she said that she would take her downstairs to eat, but she really had no appetite and didn't want to get out of bed, "I'm not hungry now..."
"Not hungry?"
Ruan Yan made an excuse that he ate too late in the afternoon and asked Zhou Mengyan to go to dinner first. The man looked at her as resisting to eat, followed her out of the bedroom and immediately abducted and asked the servant, only to realize that Ruan Yan was almost too late in the afternoon. She didn't eat much. She didn't eat it when lunch came. The servant brought her some food after three o'clock, and she just moved a few chopsticks.
He frowned when he learned that the girl had lied and returned to the bedroom.
"You haven't eaten anything today, are you hungry?"
Ruan Yan heard his rhetorical question, sitting upright with a guilty conscience, Zhou Mengyan put her hand on the inside of her arm, half circle her in his arms, and his voice was low, "Why don't you want to eat."
Ruan Yan blinked and said softly for a while, "I don't have any appetite."
"Because of the eyes?"
"Um..." she said hastily, "I just slept for too long today, so I don't have much energy."
He raised his hand to clasp the back of her head, let her lean on his shoulder, and softly coaxed her: "But you can't stop eating."
When Ruan Yan heard his soft voice, his eyes were slightly sour, and his lips pressed.
After a few seconds, he asked: "Is there anything you want to eat?"
Feeling the man's worry, she thought for a while, and said casually: "I want to eat...cookies."
"Ok?"
Ruan Yan said, thinking that before her eyes were blind, if she was in a bad mood or stressed, she would make her own dessert at home. She missed the taste of her own cooking, but now she can’t make it either...
"Then Yaner taught me to do it?"
Zhou Mengyan said suddenly.
Ruan Yan was stunned. He said that she could tell him the steps of making cookies and he could try it.
Ruan Yan was surprised that he actually wanted to make biscuits for her, "Don't be so troublesome."
"Why is it troublesome? I'm fine tonight."
The man insisted, not like joking. He got up and planned to get paper and pen. Ruan Yan took his arm and said:
"Should I go to the kitchen with you? I will teach you directly."
He curled his lips silently, "OK."
She is willing to move, which is also a good thing.
The two went downstairs to the kitchen. Zhou Mengyan asked the servant and the chef to leave first. There were only them in the kitchen.
Ruan Yan was sitting on the high wooden chair in front of the marble cooking table, with his chin in his hand, recalling the ingredients that he had made, Zhou Mengyan prepared them one by one according to what she said.
"You first add the white sugar to the butter, then beat it until the butter is lighter..."
"Then you add the beaten egg liquid three times, and then sift 100 grams of low-gluten flour..."
Ruan Yan couldn't see and didn't know how Zhou Mengyan was doing. He could only listen to what he described as much as possible and guide him.
Because he rarely cooks, the man's actions seem a little rusty, but he is extra serious.
"I don't want to make it this time, you have to give a bad review."
"Give me a bad review?" Ruan Yan stayed for a moment. After a few seconds, "You made the last bowl of ribs noodles?!"
"Yeah." His face was slightly dark. "That was the first time. This time it will definitely not taste so bad."
It was just a mistake last time.
Ruan Yan was taken aback. He didn't expect that he would secretly cook for her, "Have you...never done it before?"
"At home, I don't need to cook by myself, and—"
He raised his eyes to look at her, and asked quietly: "The first person I like is you. Who else can you do it for before?"
Ruan Yan was shocked by his words.
In the end, she lowered her eyes and whispered: "I feel that doing this will waste a lot of your time."
After a few seconds, he said:
"It's good to waste your time."
Ruan Yan, a few months ago, would never have thought that one day he would hear such words from Zhou Mengyan.
She never expected to get anything other than benefits from this marriage, but he liked her and said that he would give her a real marriage and live together for a lifetime.
Ruan Yan once again remembered the words he heard at the entrance of the consultation room today.
Suddenly, I felt a rush of acid rushing to the tip of my nose.
"Yan'er, what's the next step."
Ruan Yan dropped his head and fell silent.
Seeing that she didn't speak, "Are you in a daze?"
"Meng Yan, I actually heard you talking with the doctor today." She said suddenly.
Zhou Mengyan paused in his hand and looked up at her.
Ruan Yan lowered his head, "You only tell me good possibilities, but I also know that this may also mean that my eyes are starting to break again."
"I know you also want my eyes to regain their eyesight. You say you like me, but if you take a 10,000 step back, my eyes have always been like this in my life. You have considered being with someone with a physical defect like me. Is it?" Ruan Yan choked slightly, "I may need to be taken care of all the time, and it will be troublesome to others..."
Once the two of them were married, Zhou Mengyan only wanted to get benefits from her, she didn't care about her eye problems, she thought she could give this kind of marriage, and she wouldn't mind.
But now, he likes her, and they are a life-long event, and Ruan Yan has to start thinking about him.
Would he mind if she really had visual impairment all her life?
He will take her out in the future and introduce her to outsiders. At that time, he had some strange eyes and comments. Would he mind...
So brilliant and outstanding Zhou Mengyan, why do you like her.
Zhou Mengyan looked at her, put down the blender for a while, bypassed the cooking table, and walked behind her.
Ruan Yan lowered his head, and a man's low voice sounded behind him:
"turn around."
He turned her back gently and faced him. She was sitting on the high chair, and he stood in front of him, watching her eyes, close to her.
Then, Ruan Yan's drooping face was lifted lightly, and he rubbed her cheek with his fingers:
"I don't like you if you have bad eyes?"
"Do you miss me that way?"
Ruan Yan's orbital pantothenic acid.
Zhou Mengyan stared into her eyes, saying each word, tenderly:
"From the moment I signed the marriage agreement with you, I have never planned to divorce. I like you because I take all the speculations about the future into consideration, and I am still obsessed with it, and everything that Yan'er is worried about Nothing."
He raised his hand and put her in his arms.
"No matter what happens--
You will always be my wife Zhou. "
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Wrote and cry QAQ Zhou always I love
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This chapter is even sweeter! I have always been reluctant to make readers worry [proud] because I hope that everyone is happy and comfortable to read the article, not bothered and not crazy. Then this is a very real problem. Yanyan is not hypocritical but kind. I love female goose too much!
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