Chapter 485: listen

After resting in the room for a while, the more I thought about it, the more I felt that I should talk to Liu Ruyan, because I think his condition has always been wrong.
So at night, I went to Liu Ruyan's room and knocked on the door.
"Liu Ruyan, I am Li You, is it convenient to talk to me?"
I asked tentatively at the door. I asked a few other ghosts just now, and Liu Ruyan never came out after taking the child in today.
Then after a while, the door was opened. Liu Ruyan nodded when he saw me, then stepped back to signal that I could enter the room.
So I walked in and found Liu Ruyan's two children sleeping on the bed, so we sat aside.
"Actually, neither of us has anything specific. I just think your state today is not right. After thinking about it, I still have to come over and see you."
I said this to Liu Ruyan. This is indeed what I thought in my heart. Even though Liu Ruyan killed both Wei Mei and Li Chi today, I can see that he seemed unhappy.
Liu Ruyan nodded after hearing what I said, and then said: "Yes, I don't know why. It stands to reason that I killed both Wei Mei and Li Chi today. My revenge has already been taken. But I don’t know why I still feel a little stunned in my heart."
Liu Ruyan's words are the same as I guessed, and I also feel that his condition is not as good as it seems.
But at this moment I didn't know what to say, I found that I didn't know how to deal with Liu Ruyan.
But at this moment Liu Ruyan stood up suddenly, and then sighed and said: "I always thought that Li Chi always loved me. I thought that she sacrificed me while she was alive was just a momentary fascination. It's only the Tao, but today I talked to him alone, but I discovered that she actually loved Wei Mei.
Only then did I realize that I had always faintly felt that Li Chi loved me deeply in my heart, and even thought I could forgive him. But what Li Chi said today was poured on my head like the same basin of cold water.
This made me know that it has always been my wishful thinking. We did have a very good experience when we were still alive, but it was just a memory. After he met Wei Mei, he no longer loved me. .
Perhaps it is because of this that I feel that what I see is completely different from what I am in contact with now, so my heart is still depressed. "
Liu Ruyan told me without reservation, I knew what she was thinking in her heart at this moment.
It turns out that I always thought Liu Ruyan was just for revenge. I always thought she had hatred for Li Chizhi, but I never thought that he still loved Li Chi in his heart.
This also makes me have to sigh that the "love" thing is really unpredictable, whether you are a human or a ghost, you can be troubled by it.
Just like Liu Ruyan, he was troubled by this incident while he was alive. He didn't expect it to become a ghost, and finally he was still troubled by this matter after revenge today.
After listening to Liu Ruyan's words, I suddenly felt a little weak, because I didn't know how to help him, I could only act as a listener, listening to Liu Ruyan's narration of his affairs with Li Chi.
I can feel that Liu Ruyan's memories with Li Chi back then are indeed very beautiful, but as long as one person changes first, the rest after the heart will completely change.
When you inadvertently finished all this, he sighed again, then smiled and said to me: "Thank you Li You, thank you for listening to what I said back then. In fact, I also know It's useless for others to enlighten me on this matter, so you don't actually have to blame yourself. It's good for you to listen to me here.
I have said all these things now, and I feel much better than before. But I should not be able to let go of this matter for a while, so I need time.
Well, you don't need to be here anymore, leave quickly, go back and have a good rest. "
When I heard Liu Ruyan gave me a eviction order, I knew that there shouldn't be much point in staying here, so I just nodded and got up and prepared to leave.
When I walked to the door, I felt that I should still say something, so I turned to Liu Ruyan and said, "Liu Ruyan...you...you...take a good rest. Anytime, anywhere. Find me, don't hold your thoughts in your heart. If I can help you, I will definitely help you."
These are the only things I can say, because besides that, I don't know how to help Liu Ruyan.
Liu Ruyan smiled after hearing this, and then said to me: "Don't worry, although I need time to digest these things, I will never treat myself to anything, so you don't have to worry. Go back and rest. , You have already endured too much in the past two days."
After hearing Liu Ruyan say this, I was a little relieved, then nodded, and returned to my room.
But what I didn't expect was that I was wandering about this thing in my heart, even if I was lying on the bed but couldn't sleep, the words Liu Ruyan had been replaying in my mind.
This makes me even more worried about Liu Ruyan. I don't know how to help him. I am afraid that Liu Ruyan will do something to hurt himself because of this matter.
This is the most worrying part of my heart.
So I just lay on the bed all night with my eyes open and didn't fall asleep at all.
First, I finally knew that there was no way for me to think so. I had to find someone to think about how to solve this matter with me.
However, the best person for this person is Zhao Mingliang.
So in the early morning of the next morning, I left the hotel and went directly to Zhao Mingliang’s home.
Because I went too early, even Zhao Mingliang did not get up. I knocked at the door for a long time before he came over and opened the door.
"Li You, you are back! Why did you come to see me early in the morning? Is there something wrong?"
Zhao Mingliang was very excited after seeing me, but when he saw that I came to him so early, he felt that something was wrong, thinking that something serious had happened, so his expression suddenly became severe.
"Don't worry, there is nothing serious. I came to you to discuss something with you. I thought about it all night but couldn't."
I quickly explained.