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Now, Tan Qi's eyes facing passersby were much calmer today.
What's wrong, is there any problem with his sister-in-law taking him?
Damn, his adaptability is really strong.
After arriving outside the Ninth Hospital, today's Tan Qi was familiar with the door, took the initiative to sign the visitor registration with the guard, and threw two packs of snacks into the guard room.
"Brother, your tie is so handsome today." Tan Qi's mouth was sweet.
The guard grabbed his tie: "Where is it."
"Then my sister and I went in." Tan Qi waved.
Doorman: "Go, go."
Tan Qi took the little eDonkey in Xing Jiaxin's hand: "Sister, are you still going to the cafeteria for breakfast today?"
"Yeah." Xing Jiaxin looked up at him, "I haven't clarified the question just mentioned."
"Hey, the day will be long and the day will be long." Tan Qi touched his stomach, "I just ate a bunch of snacks, which would be terribly crooked. Or like this, you can eat breakfast alone, and I will help you stop the car and go around. Dispel food at once."
"That question..."
"Hey! Is the question okay at noon?"
"Yes." Xing Jiaxin gave in, took the bag and turned around and left.
Look, this kind of time is really no nostalgia.
Tan Qi sighed and pushed the little eDonkey to continue walking towards the carport. They came early, so few students will come to the institute. According to Tan Qi's observation last night, Huang Mao must not get up early today.
So slowly, you can swing for as long as you can.
I saw the scenery on both sides of the road, and ran over the ants on the ground. Tan Qi touched the carport and didn't see Harley.
Parked the little eDonkey in the corner, Tan Qi sat in the back seat and continued to wait.
It's the kind of fun, especially life-saving.
Last night, he gained a lot of wisdom from eating, and bought a few more items.
Xiaoxiaole was squeezed halfway across the phone screen, which was enough for him to play for a long time.
Finally, before his life ran out, he heard Halley's roar.
Huang Mao's usual style, without a helmet, is as cold as a fool, and he feels too cool.
The car stopped at the most eye-catching position, Huang Mao locked the car, drew his hair in the mirror for a while, threw the key and went out.
Did not see Tan Qi in the corner at all, Tan Qi withdrew from Xiao Xiaole and blew a whistle.
Huang Mao looked over.
"Big brother, that's not right, big sister." Tan Qi smiled and said, "I always have a question for you."
Huang Mao squinted at him: "I am not interested in answering you."
Tan Qi stood up and walked towards her: "That won't work. Interests can be cultivated."
He blocked Huang Mao's way: "You come to the Ninth Academy for an internship. If you drive this kind of car, no one has any opinions?"
"Probably only your kind of red eye has an opinion." Huang Mao said.
"Oh~~~" Tan Qi dragged on a long note, "Professor Zhang, he has only one shortcoming, he is too family member. I love my students, I can't be spoiled..."
"It's your shit." Huang Mao sneered, "Do you want me to ask the security guard to send you out, an undocumented person?"
"I'm abiding by the rules. I signed the visitor registration." Tan Qi took out his mobile phone and flipped through it. "Yes, answer your question just now. It's my shit. I'll tell you, I am a person, Especially justice, do you know what justice is?"
Huang Mao stared at him.
"It seems that you still don't understand." Tan Qi looked for the photo, zoomed in and turned the screen quickly to Huang Mao's face. "You said, Professor Zhang wants to know her favorite student and scolds her like this on the Internet behind her back. How sad."
Huang Mao's shocked expression was obvious.
Tan Qi was very happy and turned over another one: "Also, as an old student of Orange University from undergraduate to postgraduate, publicly publishing diss school remarks, it is still a rumor. If the school leader knows, will he be angry?"
Tan Qi pursed his mouth, thinking that his current expression must be like a little bitch. He dialed and pulled the phone: "There are many more, do you want to see it?"
Huang Mao's hand waved over.
Hey, I'm afraid you won't do it. Tan Qi was ready long ago. He pinched Huang Mao's wrist with his backhand and folded it back.
Yang Yun originally just wanted to call off the phone. She didn't expect that the boy with a little white face in front of her would react so quickly. The pain in his wrist quickly hit. She tried hard to endure it, but the angle of the corner continued to increase. It was so painful that he groaned.
"What do you want?" She stared at the little white face.
"What do I want, don't you have an ac count in your heart?" Xiao Bailian would not be a hippie smile, and his slender eyes were squinted with wolf light. "You also post chase records. Are you a fool to chase her? Do you think Why has your post not been deleted, because there is more evidence to sue you for slandering others and harming their reputation."
Yang Yun started struggling hard, Tan Qi liked the look of the bad guy panicking, instead of squeezing his hands tighter.
He hoped that this idiot would use a little more force and he would be able to dislocate easily.
But because of the pain, Yang Yun relieved his strength and only stared at him.
"Let's talk about it, or smuggling?" Tan Qi hasn't threatened people for a long time. He feels like a big boss and can't wait to light a cigarette. "If you think these things are too few, we can discuss how your car got here. ..."
"Fuck..." Yang Yun cursed.
Tan Qi raised his hand and slapped her arm: "Clean your mouth."
If it weren't for the girl, Tan Qi would slap his face.
Yang Yun stopped talking, Tan Qi heard footsteps not far behind him, and someone came over.
With a quick fight, Tan Qi's finger was quickly poked into Yang Yun's eyes: "Delete the post, no longer entangle Xing Jiaxin. Seeing how far she has rolled me, these things will not appear in your school. In the mailbox of leaders and mentors."
"Ah..." Tan Qi paused, remembering the scene Xing Jiaxin told him about Tan You hitting Huang Mao that day, "Is this a bit familiar to me?"
"Hey," he sighed, "we like to play this kind of tricks of the elementary school students telling the teacher, she beats people, I don't fight, I can abide by the law."
As he said, his hands strained.
With a burst of heartache, Yang Yun called out.
When the two students came to them, Tan Qi let go: "Hey, I told you to wear some protective gear when you ride a bike in winter. Look, your joints are frozen."
Tan Qi rubbed his hands: "Tsk, why are you so oily."
The two students glanced at Yang Yun.
Tan Qi turned around and walked away leisurely.
When he reached a place out of sight of Yang Yun, Tan Qi jumped happily and sent a message to Tan You:
-nailed it.
-Go ahead, how to reward me.
Tan You came back quickly:
-After the inspection results.
Tan Qi sent a happy voice in the past: "Don't want to drag and shame, or I will go to the beautiful sister for reward."
Tan You answered him with a word: Get out.
Tan Qi was happy and jumped again.
He jumped to the cafeteria, did not find Xing Jiaxin, so he simply went out and ran to the Internet cafe.
He turned on the ringtone and vibrated the phone, and put it on the table. When Xing Jiaxin called him, he would surely receive it.
So I didn't care about the time at all. This time I played the game without psychological pressure. I raised my head and assured my roommates that I had a good time.
Tan Qi finally recovered and looked at his phone when they were all disconnected and started to eat.
At this look, I was taken aback, it was almost two o'clock.
He turned to the call log and opened WeChat again to make sure that Xing Jiaxin had not contacted him, and the hair on his back stood up suddenly.
Xing Jiaxin was so anxious to listen to his love class, it was impossible to let him out for lunch.
Tan Qi hurriedly dialed the phone, praying in his heart that if it is a meeting, the meeting is busy until now, and there is no time to eat and no time to contact him...
After repeating this silently several times, the ring back tone of the phone rang to the end, and no one answered the phone.
Tan Qi's cold hair turned into cold sweat, and he raised his hand to grab the coat on the side. The computer was not turned off, and he ran out of the Internet cafe like flying away.
The Internet cafe is very close to the Ninth Hospital, and the guard has already remembered him, so there is no need to bother to sign another visitor.
Tan Qi ran to the downstairs of Xing Jiaxin's laboratory in one breath. The surrounding area was very quiet and no one could see it.
Tan Qi called again, but no one answered.
He sent another WeChat message:
-Sister, why don't you answer my call?
-Sister, reply when you see the news.
-Sister, where are you, I am very worried.
No one responded to him, and Tan Qi couldn't wait any longer and rushed to the laboratory building.
As a result, he was stopped by the doorman.
"What are you doing?" The guard carried his baton.
"I'm looking for someone." Tan Qi hurriedly said, "My sister, called Xing Jiaxin, I am looking for her in a hurry."
"You call your sister and ask her to pick you up." The doorman said.
"I called, she won't answer it." Tan Qi was so anxious that he took the phone to the guard, "Uncle, look, this is her phone number, you have it, you can match it, this is hers WeChat, I still chatted with her last night, you see. I am really her brother. I was anxious because I couldn't contact her."
The guard finally believed him, and paused: "Dr. Xiaoxing went to dinner and has not returned."
"It's half past two, she's not someone who will be late for work."
"Maybe something is delayed, you go to the cafeteria to have a look."
"Okay." Tan Qi grabbed the doorman's hand, "Uncle, please help pay attention. If you see her back, let her call me back. My name is Tan Qi."
"Good, good." The guard responded.
Tan Qi ran to the cafeteria, his feet were fast and his eyes were not idle. Looking around, he was afraid of missing it.
It took no more than a few minutes to rush all the way to the cafeteria. He went around and looked at it. There were few people in the cafeteria, and there was no Xing Jiaxin.
So anxious that he wanted to shout at the elder brothers, sisters, uncles and aunts at each stall: Have you seen a pretty girl?
Ahhhhh! ! !
Tan Qi rushed out of the cafeteria and continued searching. He was unfamiliar with other places in the research institute, so he could only find the places he had visited.
The first one to run was the carport, but when I got there, the little eDonkey was gone, and Harley’s his mother was gone.
Tan Qi ran out of sweat, and instantly became cold and touched his skin, making him tremble.
He tremblingly took out his cell phone, and finally called Tan You, his voice was shaking: "Sister, sister...you give Xing Jiaxin a call, she won't answer my call..."
Thinking of what happened here this morning, Tan Qi squatted down and cried out in a hurry: "I just threatened Yang Yun. Fortunately, Jiaxin's car is gone, and Yang Yun's car is gone. I'm afraid..."
Fearing that he didn't say anything, Tan You hung up the phone.
Suddenly, Tan Qi didn't know what to do. He circled the place three times and then ran towards the gate of the Ninth Courtyard.
The author has something to say: Don't be afraid.
☆Chapter 44
Tan You was driving when he received Tan Qi's call. He heard that Xing Jia's heart was missing, and he stepped down on the accelerator, and the body paused vigorously.
Thanks to not being on the high speed.
The co-pilot's colleague, Master Zhao, was taking a nap, and was awakened all of a sudden. He slapped the window and asked, "What's the matter? I hit something?
"No." Tan You was more panicked than hitting something, and his voice trembled uncontrollably when he spoke, "Old Zhao, something happened to our house."
Master Zhao was still shocked: "What's the matter, as long as people are okay, don't be afraid, hey, don't worry..."
It's a mess of consolation, probably my mind is still confused.
Tan You stabilized and calmed himself down, but his heartbeat was still accelerating: "Lao Zhao, I have to hurry home. I'll find someone for you to pick up the car. You drive this section by yourself..."
Old Zhao straightened up, looked back and forth, and waved to her: "I don't need you to look for it, won't I contact the team myself? Go and you, I will give you a fake request by the way."
"Thank you, thank you." Tan You squeezed his hand, and then started rushing to take his own things.
"Who hasn't encountered something urgent yet." Lao Zhao panicked when she saw her, "Don't worry, some things get more and more urgent and chaotic, pay attention to safety on the road."
"Eh, okay." Tan You glanced out the window and saw that there was no car, so he opened the door and jumped down.
"Eh!" Lao Zhao shouted in the car, "Don't worry!"
How could he not be in a hurry, Tan You ran across the road, put on his jacket while running, and then dialed Xing Jiaxin.
No one answered, with a sound like a sharp string pulling on his breath, Tan You looked around, trying to stop a car.
No car, no one answered the phone.
Tan You didn't know what to think, and ran along the direction of the roadside. She is now in the city. The three-hour drive can be a little shorter.
The phone rang and hung up, but no one answered. Tan You continued to dial, and during the third call, she looked back and saw a taxi.
Quickly stopped and waved vigorously.
The taxi stopped next to her, and the driver lowered the window and asked her, "Where are you going?"
"Orange City." Tan You said.
"Too far……"
"You set the price, I'm in a hurry, and more money will do." Tan You interrupted him.
"No, I'm afraid I won't be able to make the shift..."
"I can drive!" Tan You shouted, and took out her card holder from her pocket. She has almost all types of driver's licenses. She quickly turned over and the driver's eyes widened.
But he hesitated even more.
Tan You understood what he was thinking, and grabbed the window and said, "I'm okay. I'm really in a hurry to go back. I won't ask you to run the red light. We will go at the speed limit. Brother, please."
The driver was stunned.
"We are a colleague. I know that it is very troublesome to be complained. Let's have less trouble and do a good thing, can we?"
The driver frowned and finally unlocked.
Tan You didn't pause for a second, opened the door in an instant and sat directly in the co-pilot.
She turned to look at the driver, with the phone still in her ear: "Are you driving or me?"
"In your state, you are sweating in this weather," the driver kicked out the accelerator, "I'll open it."
Although Tan You said that she does not require speed, her state is really not like those who do not require speed.
The driver didn't dare to relax, so he drove as fast as he could, and ended the order earlier, and the accident could be cleared away sooner.
Tan You has been on the phone, sending voices, videos, and messages on WeChat. No one answered and no one answered.
In the middle of the journey, she suddenly didn't dare to call again. She was afraid that when Xingjia was anxious to use her mobile phone, she hit the line and made her useless.
Tan You pinched her hand to calm herself down. In fact, she shouldn't be so panicked. For so many years, she hadn't experienced any big winds and waves. She was chased by someone with a knife, and she was not so panicked.
Tan You buried his head in his hands, but that was Xing Jiaxin.
When Xing Jiaxin was bullied, what if she wasn't by her side?
But, for so many years, so many years, from high school, until the winter day of reunion, she was not by her side, did not contact her, and could not ask whether you are doing well.
Tan You suddenly hated himself a little.
Tan Qi called and was more panicked than her: "Sister, I asked the guard of the Ninth Hospital. He said that he saw Xing Jiaxin riding out by himself, and there was no one behind him. I am going to Moon Lake Villa now. , See if she goes home..."
"Okay," Tan Qi is much closer than her. Tan You is not jealous of him now, and only hopes that he can find Xing Jiaxin soon, "If you are not at home, go find..."
He just didn't say it.
"I know, look for Yang Yun." Tan Qi answered.
"Good." Tan You hung up the phone.
What follows is a long wait. It is reasonable to say that from the Ninth Courtyard to the Moon Lake Villa, it will take more than 20 minutes to get there quickly, but these 20 minutes are really like a year.
Tan You controlled the time and called Xing Jiaxin every three minutes, hoping that she could pick it up.
After another, it all fell through.
Until Tan You received another call from Tan Qi.
"Sister..." Tan Qi's voice trembled, but his tone was loosened a lot, "She is at home, she is at home."
"A person?" Tan You pinched a heart.
"One person," Tan Qi coughed sharply, "I asked the security guard, and the security guard adjusted the surveillance, alone."
"Okay, okay." Tan You's heart beats so hard that her chest hurts. "Emotion, is it stable?"
"It looks normal in the surveillance, but she won't open the door." Tan Qi said, "I called out the security guard together. She won't open the door."
Tan You's palms were sweating badly, so she changed her phone and rubbed her palms on her clothes.
Tan Qi paused, and finally said: "The security guard said that special circumstances can be quickly approved and then forced into the room."
Tan You subconsciously said: "No."
After speaking, I was stunned.
"Don't you go in?" Tan Qi asked again weakly.
Tan You thought for a while, but gave the same answer: "No, don't go in."
Tan Qi didn't say anything, Tan You took a deep breath and said, "You just wait outside. I'll talk about it when I get there."
"How long are you still?"
Tan You glanced at the driver: "One hour."
The phone was hung up, and the driver immediately said: "It won't be an hour, at least one and a half."
"You try to drive." Tan You said, but for the rest of the time, she kept moving in the direction of the driver, staring at the driver panicking.
So I didn't dare to relax at all, and really drove into Orange City within an hour.
The brake stopped, and the driver said, "Okay, get out of the car."
"No, send the Buddha to the west, Moon Lake Villa."
"I am not familiar with the road in Orange City, this will be the peak period."
"Get out of the car and I'll drive." Tan You said.
The driver looked at her, Tan You felt his eyes were dry and uncomfortable, and his throat became very tight: "Please."
The driver got out of the car with a sigh and walked to the door of the co-pilot. Tan You got out of the car and changed positions. He chose the least prone to blockage plan, and galloped along.
Tan You knows which places in Orange City are strictly monitored and which places are simply furnishings.
When it came time to drive by herself, Tan You thanked the driver for not letting her drive.
She couldn't help her speed up a little bit, and her reason and emotions fell into one string, and she would disconnect at any time.
She didn't know what happened to Xing Jiaxin, she didn't know what her current state was like, she used her own feelings to prevent Tan Qi and Security from forcing intrusion, if Xing Jiaxin did something stupid, Tan You could not atone for his sins.
At the critical point of excessive tension, Tan You will regret why he made such a judgment, and where he is qualified to make such a judgment.
Judging that Xingjiaxin is strong, he will not give up his life even after undergoing major trauma.
Tan You searched through all the memories that could be searched for the bits and pieces of the two people getting along, the school days that were once young, to provide evidence for his judgment.
Finally, finally arrived.
Tan You drew several sheets from his wallet and threw them to the driver: "Thank you."
She didn't know how much money she had given, pushed the door and got out of the car and started running.
She jumped into the door too fast, and when the guard responded, he chased out of the guard room with a baton, but couldn't catch up.
Until Tan You stopped in front of Xing Jiaxin's house, the guard was panting and looked at the security guard aside.
Security asked Tan Qi: "This is your sister?"
"Yes." Tan Qi ran to Tan You, "still in the house, not coming out."
What the security guard wanted to ask, Tan You took out the wallet in his pocket and handed it directly to him: "All my documents are here. She is my friend. Now I am trying to enter the house. You are worried that you can stay here forever. You can also call the police."
After talking, Tan You ran to the small garden. The night before, she also stood in this place and asked Xing Jiaxin to open the door.
It's just that this time the call couldn't get through, so she had to work harder to shout.
"Xing Jiaxin! I am Tan You! I'm here—" Tan You suffocated, trying to make his voice loud enough so that Xing Jiaxin could hear it no matter which room Xing Jiaxin was in, "Xing Jiaxin! Throw it away! Would you like the key! I want to see you—"
Tan Qi and the security guard, and even the door guard who came after them, never expected that this person who came as a savior would use this method to ask the people in the room to open the door.
Tan You shouted over and over again, until his voice was hoarse, and it seemed to be useless.
"Tan You..." Tan Qi whispered, "Or..."
Before he finished speaking, the window curtains on the second floor flashed suddenly and something was thrown down.
Everyone became excited at once, but Tan You didn't pick it up this time. She grabbed the key in mid-air and hit her heart aching.
But at the same time, an indescribable warm current surged from the bottom of my heart, letting Tan You know exactly that in the world of Xing Jiaxin, she was special.
She is that special person who is willing to let her be close no matter what the situation.
Tan You strode over in several strides, and his hands kept trembling when he opened the door, but he didn't delay any time.
Tan Qi ran over and wanted to go in. After Tan You flashed in, he closed the door again with a snap.
Tan Qi was almost slapped off his nose and raised his hands in the air, a little embarrassed.
Security also leaned over, and Tan Qi turned around and said: "It's okay, it's okay, she will be fine when she goes in. Look, I said that the relationship between the two of them is very good, this is because the master let her in."
Security has been busy for the whole afternoon, and this meeting is also relaxed: "Good, good, just go in, and people are fine."
"Yes, I'll keep it for a while, brother, you worked so hard today." Tan Qi has a very good attitude.
"Hey, all of you are scared to death. It's okay, it's okay." The security guard waved his hand and left with the guard.
Tan Qi sighed for a long time, wandered around in the yard for a while, and sat down on a clean step.
Half of my heart is let go, and there is the other half. I have to wait for Tan You to come out.
After entering the first door, Tan You was no longer blocked by the second door.
When she ran up to the second floor, Xing Jiaxin was standing at the door of the bedroom waiting for her, her body straight, and the expression on her face calm.
This kind of state worries Tan You more than she is crying and pranking.
Tan You walked over quickly, stood in front of her, and observed her expression.
Xing Jiaxin raised her eyes and looked at her without resisting.
Tan You stretched out his hand to hug her, did not dare to use too much force, nor did he dare not use too much force, holding it in her arms, and giving her a solid support.
Xing Jiaxin's body was very stiff, and after a long while, she finally said, "I can't delete it."
"What?" Tan You didn't hear clearly.
"Can't delete." Xing Jiaxin repeated in her ear.
"What can't be deleted?" Tan You looked at her from a distance.
"Photo." Xing Jiaxin looked at her, her lips trembled suddenly, and her tight facial expression instantly loosened.
Frowning, the tails of her eyes downward, her eyes flushed rapidly, Xing Jiaxin murmured and repeated: "The photo can't be deleted."
"What photo?" Tan You felt tight.
Xing Jiaxin raised her finger to the room.
Tan You let go of her and entered the room.
The light in the room was a bit dim, Xing Jiaxin didn't turn on the light, and the light from the notebook on the table was a bit dazzling.
Tan You walked over and saw a photo of her alma mater more than ten years ago. The brick-red mottled old building was surrounded by green painted walls.
The subject of the photo seems to be this building, and it seems to be students running upstairs and downstairs.
Tan You bent down and saw himself in this photo. He was chasing and hitting people with a broom. His hair was so short that he couldn't tell it was a girl, and he looked like a fool in the second half.
Tan You's eyes moved, and he saw Xing Jiaxin in the corner.
In the most inconspicuous corner of the photo, in the most inconspicuous corner downstairs, Xing Jiaxin is looking at her with a book in her hand.
That is the unique, indifferent and persistent Xing Jiaxin in Tan You's memory.
That is the one who doesn't laugh, and cherishes the words like gold, and has won the competition awards.
Tan You thinks that these memories have long been blurred due to the growth and the passing of time, but until now, she looked at this photo and looked at Xing Jiaxin in the photo, only to find that the memory was vivid and there was no detail. wrong.
Tan You straightened up, turned around and looked at Xing Jiaxin, who only followed her to the middle of the house and didn't dare to go any further, and asked, "Why delete?"
"I was discovered." Xing Jiaxin's eyes were filled with grievance and fear.
"Yang Yun?" Tan You said this disgusting name.
"Yeah." Xing Jiaxin doesn't care about Yang Yun, she cares about the photos, "She has these photos, and she said she wants to post them to the forum."
"What forum?" Tan You frowned.
"Orange Forum."
Tan You rushed to the window and shouted: "Tan Qi!"
Tan Qi almost jumped into his sight, with a flustered expression: "What's the matter?"
"You, stand." Tan You pointed at him, and then strode to Xingjia's mind, "I want to ask the ins and outs of the matter, you know one part, Tan Qi knows the other part."
Tan You stretched out his hand and placed it gently on her shoulder, bending over to look at her seriously: "Now think about it, do you want to know the other part? I asked Tan Qi to come up, or I went down and asked him."
"I don't want him to know..." Xing Jiaxin burst into tears all of a sudden, she grabbed Tan You's hand, "I don't want him to know, don't let others know."
"Okay, I don't know or not." Tan You squeezed her hand and comforted, "You can do whatever you want, it's okay."
She paused: "Then we won't tell him, I'll ask him, if you are upstairs, I will come up immediately."
Xingjia was stunned, and didn't let go: "You can be downstairs."
"Living room?"
"Yeah." Xing Jiaxin nodded, her tears were dangled by her movement.
"Okay." Tan You obeyed, raised his hand and hugged her, "good."
After letting go of Xing Jiaxin, Tan You walked to the bedroom door, and suddenly strode back to Xing Jiaxin.
She took a deep breath, and finally asked her what was most worried about before: "Did Yang Yun touch you?"
Xingjia was stunned, "Are you going to clean up for me?"
Tan You wanted to cry and laugh: "Don't want to clean up, tell me honestly, did she touch you?"
Fortunately, Jiaxin paused and said, "No."
"No?" Tan You felt relieved.
"No," Xing Jiaxin shook her head, "I won't let her touch me."
"Good." Tan You straightened up and let out a long breath. The boulder that had been in my heart for several hours crashed to the ground, throwing up heavy dust.
Fortunately, Jiaxin is fine, and people are fine.
As for the stupid threat, they are all there, and they can definitely solve it.
And Xing Jiaxin’s fear... Tan You suddenly raised his hand to encircle Xing Jiaxin’s head, and kissed her fiercely on the forehead: "Don’t be afraid, I am here."
☆Chapter 45
Tan You's footsteps went downstairs, and the opening and closing of the door was extremely clear in Xing Jia's heart.
She took a step back, thinking that the person downstairs was Tan You, and took the step back again.
She knew that there was a problem with her mental state, so she read through several thick psychology textbooks and mental disorder diagnosis manuals.
She can rationally analyze the cause of her disease, her current state, and give the medical terms that best fit her mental disorder.
But she could not heal herself.
Those inferiority and fear accumulated day after day in the process of growing up made her brain and body form a strong defense system to ensure that she has a safe place where she can shelter and will not collapse.
The most direct way is to cut off one's contact with the outside world, refuse to communicate and contact, and minimize one's attention to others.
In this way, she can always be self-centered and predict harm. It is also possible to minimize the damage to yourself when the harmful behavior occurs.
Many times, Xing Jiaxin felt that it was these inferiority and defense that formed her, so she could not change.
Change means more danger.
But she can cover it up.
She can bury her past self in the doctor's scalpel, bury her hometown where she will never go back, and even bury all memories related to it.
She was very successful. She gained a new face and a new evaluation in this small city of Orange City, but she did not get a new life.
She insists on going her own way, she is lonely, she only pints her hopes on the stars of the universe and the rotation of matter...
Until she reunited with Tan You.
In those dusty memories, a treasure was dug out, shining brightly, with fatal attraction.
She is what Xing Jiaxin yearns for, and is Xing Jiaxin's little hero. She has broken all the established vicious circles.
Once thought of this, Xing Jiaxin missed this person madly.
Her look, her taste, her breath, the constant heat from her body.
Xing Jiaxin walked to the top of the stairs and saw the person she was missing.
Tan You was standing and talking to Tan Qi, his brows kept frowning, those smiling eyes had no fishtails, and they looked admirable and sad.
Xing Jiaxin liked her angry look, but didn't like her sad look.
Is she angry or sad, why is she angry, and why is she sad...
Xing Jiaxin's heart tightened suddenly.
She ran downstairs and started looking for her bag everywhere.
Tan You and Tan Qi, who were talking, looked at her since they heard her footsteps, but Xing Jiaxin never looked at either of them. She wandered around in the living room, anxious and at a loss.
Tan You approached her and asked carefully: "Biscuit, what are you looking for?"
"Looking for a bag." Xing Jiaxin finally glanced at Tan You, her eyes aggrieved.
"Don't worry, don't worry," Tan You raised his hand and held her arm. "Which bag? What kind? Did you carry it out?"
"Brought it back." Xing Jiaxin said, "yellow, with small flowers in the corner."
As soon as the voice fell, Tan Qi on the side shouted: "That's not it!"
Xing Jiaxin immediately looked in the direction Tan Qi pointed, and the bag was thrown on the floor of the hallway, blocked by the flower stand.
Xing Jiaxin quickly ran over, squatted down, unzipped, and found out the phone.
One press to light up, a whole row of missed calls and unread messages on the screen.
"What's the matter?" Tan You walked towards her.
Xing Jiaxin took the phone, rushed towards Tan You, and gave her the phone: "I, I didn't see..."
"Huh?" Tan You glanced at the phone and didn't quite understand what she meant.
Xing Jia's heart slumped and she cried pitifully, "Sorry, I didn't see it. I didn't mean to not answer your call... I, I just threw the bag there when I came in, and I don't remember... Me too. I didn’t deliberately not throw the key to you. When I heard you calling me..."
Fortunately, Jiaxin burst into tears: "I seem to be deliberate..."
"It's okay." Tan You pulled her into his arms and threw the phone in his hand on the sofa aside, "It's okay, I didn't receive it if I didn't receive it. I don't blame you for unintentional things, and deliberately not let me. It's okay to walk in."
Tan You smiled, and kept touching Xing Jiaxin's back with her palms to calm her down: "Last time you blocked me from the door for a long time, I'm not angry with you either."
"Last time you had to leave." Xing Jiaxin remembered quite clearly.
"So I deserve it."
"It's not worth it." Xing Jiaxin's face was buried in Tan You's shoulder, "I was wrong."
Tan You paused and coaxed in another way: "Yes, you are wrong."
Fortunately, Jiaxin: "Woo..."
"You apologized, and I forgive you. But you have to accept punishment." Tan You said.
"What punishment?" Xing Jiaxin sniffed.
"Don't cry." Tan You said, "I now order you to eat something and go to sleep."
"This is not a punishment..." Xing Jiaxin raised her head to look at her, her eyes red.
"You annoyed me, now I should not punish me." Tan You wiped the tears on her face, "Besides, isn't your main purpose now to make me happy again?"
"You are happy when I eat?"
"Yes, go to bed obediently after eating. When you wake up, I will be happy."
Xingjia stared at her without moving.
Tan You doesn't know if Dr. Stupid is so coaxing, or if she doesn't know whether she has such great control over Xing Jiaxin. So this will be big eyes and small eyes, kind of bottomless.
Tan You waved Tan Qi behind his hand and pointed at the refrigerator.
in the end