Chapter 3: Blind

For the two-hour journey, the destination was not his hometown, anyway, he had no home to return, and it didn't matter where.
No one popped out of a crack in the stone. No one has a father or mother, but having a father and mother does not mean having a home. From a young age, he was a grass on the wall, the conscience of heaven and earth, never he wanted to fall on both sides, but the hurricane on both sides wanted to uproot him to another house.
Every time someone asks where he is, he pretends to say vicissitudes: "What family is home, I am the home of the world."
He replied this way. Most of the time when he was talking nonsense, he passed by, and over time he was used to such jokes.
Xu Baichuan confessed that his skin was not inherently thick, but that cocoons grew after being beaten again and again. There is no place for me to feel bad when I feel bad, but I have to hold on.
This was not the case before.
The first time I was asked this question was in the box where he first participated in Tang Jin's birthday party. He pretended to say that he was pakchoi and went to the bathroom on the pretext of finding a vent. Count yourself in your heart while listening to the music: Xing Xing Xing, you are bitter, you are the world ’s first bitter, your father does n’t hurt your mother and does n’t like to give you a gold medal, right? Right! Who's not sad yet? Does anyone have an obligation to listen to you? What's the matter, you have become the protagonist of misery? Simply the world can turn around you!
His shoulders trembled with the music, and suddenly someone approached, and Tang Jin snorted anxiously and leaned next to him: "What is there to cry?"
Well, he still remembers the tone and timbre of that "squeak" in his heart. He leaned his head on Tang's shoulder to avoid that he didn't find himself crying, and thought in his heart that he actually had me in his heart. It was also from that day on that he began to try to squeeze away Song Yiyu's self-humiliating journey.
Now think about it, any normal person knows the situation in his home, more or less will give birth to some compassion, it is ridiculous that he mistakes this kind of compassion as love, and has been doing the jumping beam clown for so many years.
Blindness is not scary, blindness is terrible, blindness is the most terrible!
Alright, Xu Baichuan laughed at me, and starting today, I'm going to recover.
The end of the journey was a southern city. He used to travel here with Tang Jin on several occasions, trying to persuade Tang Jin to take a stroll, but here he always took Tang Jin's will first, and Tang Jin frowned. Before he had an attack, he shut up properly.
Since you want to go, you have to go thoroughly and stay in the original city, just like a child who has had trouble with your parents, using your own departure as a compromise in exchange for compromise.
This point does not apply to him at all. First, when Tang Jin left, not only would he not find him, he would beat the gongs and drums and set off firecrackers, and then warmly welcomed Song Yuyu. The second is that he hopes that the decision he made for the first time in his life will not be like a humble appetite.
He turned on the computer and clicked on a document. This novel, which has been serialized for seven years with him and Tang Jin as the main character, is based on the sweet cohabitation life he expects, and he decided to end it today.
He solemnly concluded the perfect ending:
"He wants to share with you more about life, but unfortunately, he is dead."
Then he immediately closed the computer, and he didn't want to look at how shameless he had been all these years, otherwise he might vomit.
Xu Baichuan leaned on the back of his chair, and deducted his phone card. The communication that existed for Tang's approach was no longer necessary when he decided to leave. The fingernail-sized plastic-embedded metal card fell on the small table in front of him, but he seemed to be relieved of the heavy load, relieved, and turned to look at the cloud sifting through the window.
The front seat is a student traveling with his mother. It looks like he is seventeen or eighteen years old. He is still young. Xu Baichuan listened to his lively words and felt that time passed very quickly. I have delayed Tang Jin and Song Yanyu for many years. what!
Good people can't do it. If Tang Jin didn't give him some sunshine during his most painful time, he wouldn't be as brilliant as he is now.
Tang Jin and Song Yuyu were on the door to each other. Seven years ago, they broke through the last layer of window paper, but Tang Jin's parents discovered it in advance. In order to open his way to Bai Yueguang, Tang Jin went directly out of the house to do a full set of dramas, Xu Baichuan volunteered to act as a lover scolded in front of his parents.
Coming out was smooth, Tang Jin was beaten to death for a while, but as long as he didn't die, there was no problem.
Tang Jin's parents couldn't bear his son, and they sought breakthroughs in other directions, and the idea hit Xu Baichuan. In their eyes, Xu Baichuan's family is incomparable to them. Instead of angering Tang Jin and letting him go out and fuck, it's better to tie him firmly to a wooden stake. When they don't need it, they can always The stake was uprooted.
Xu Baichuan certainly enjoyed it.
Tang Jin innocently thought that they were tacit partners. I didn't expect the little partner to fight against the water. Now I think Xu Baichuan really didn't know how he said such shameful words at the time-Tang Jin wanted to take a shot At that time, he threatened Tang Jin. If he did not maintain a love relationship with him, he would give out Bai Yueguang, who knew nothing, and let this little white flower accept the storm.
Then, he and Tang Jin fought for the first time.
Regardless of the difference, both defeats hurt.
Tang Jin was lying on the ground and asked him fiercely: "How the do you like me?"
Xu Baichuan panted, "I can like you in other ways."
Tang Jin asked without hope: "Where?"
Xu Baichuan Tian replied shamelessly: "The position on the bed."
At that moment, the expression on Tang Jin's face could be described in one word: colorful.
Not long after Tang came out of the closet, Song Yuyu was sent abroad by his parents until they separated, and that layer of window paper was still strong. Tang was distressed near him, and he was sick to be a couple with Xu Baichuan in front of his parents. Fights are rare, because Tang Jin himself can't take any advantage.
They installed it for seven years. On several occasions, Xu Baichuan felt that Tang Jin seemed to care about him a little bit. However, the evil was overwhelming, and the return of the little angel Song Yanyu made him realize the reality.
Alright, my vicious stepmother is out of business. Please ask Snow White and Prince Charming, Cinderella and Prince, and all lovers and lovers who have been broken up by the bad guys to become dependents.
The phone card was folded in half under Xu Baichuan's concubine, and a large piece of heart was empty. He pressed it with his hand on the chest, and his heart was still beating.
Not dead, not a big deal.