Chapter 368: : I don’t know how to live

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The surrounding air seemed to become thinner.
I will never forgive the mistakes made, Xiaoya, Xiaobing, and the unborn child, I will always remember the pain at this time, and never forgive!
Standing upright, just as Xiaoxiao was about to leave, the afterglow of the corner of his eye fell on the cabinet, where there was a piece of fabric. It's Xiaoya's clothes.
Quickly picked it up, there was a row of bright red on the rag.
"Little Bud." Nono hummed Xiao Bud's name, is this the word she left?
Looking at the words written above: ‘Xiaoxiao, brother, sorry. Please forgive me for leaving. Because... people are not afraid of death, they are afraid of not knowing how to live. I don’t know how to live anymore...’
"People are not afraid of death, they are afraid that they don't know how to live." Xiao Xiao read the words above gently, Xiaoya... I hurt you and let you go to this end.
Holding the cloth tightly in her hand, she walked out of the kitchen, and when she reached the door, she stopped and squinted, falling to the cake on the ground.
‘Xiaoxiao, it’s my birthday in a few days, and I want to eat cake. I think you guys will eat the cake with me...’
The last conversation with Xiaoya sounded in my mind.
Crouching down to pick up the cake, she walked up to the living room, opened the cake box, and the cake inside had become broken by the impact.
Picking up the fork, Xiaoxiao ate it alone. After eating, I vomited, and then continued to sit and eat... vomiting again, or continue to eat. Until the cake is finished.
As time passed by, Xiaoxiao dared not go to Xuanyuanlie and did not dare to see what is happening now. It’s just a person living in his own home. After taking a bath, I changed my clothes and continued to sit on the sofa, beside there was blood from the bud. A glance, only sadness in her eyes.
She can never forget the scene of Xuanyuan's tears.
How much should he hate her. She buried his sister's life...
Oh, not to mention how much he hated, she hated herself too.
I don't know how long it has passed. She saw it getting dark and bright again...
"Dingdong... Dingdong..." The doorbell kept ringing.
Xiaoxiao didn't seem to hear it.
‘Dingdong, Dingdong. The doorbell kept ringing, and suddenly the door was kicked with a foot, it was Jiang Xiaobing. Behind her stood Lan Tingyan.
Jiang Xiaobing's body has not fully recovered yet. Her face was still very pale, and Lan Tingyan helped her.
"Xiaoxiao..." Jiang Xiaobing looked over.
Xiaoxiao raised his head: "Xiaobing..."
"Xiaoxiao, Xiaoya, we already know." Lan Tingyan walked over to help Xiaobing and said, his eyes also contained mist.
"Xiaoxiao, how are you..." Xiaobing walked to the sofa.
"Xiao Bing, you haven't recovered, don't move around and go back to rest." Xiao Xiao said nervously.
Xiaobing shook his head: "I'm fine, I have nothing at all."
"Xiao Bing, go back quickly, go back quickly. I can do it myself." She said disappointedly that she could no longer involve her friends.
"Xiao Xiao, tomorrow is Xiaoya's funeral." Lan Tingyan said lightly. His eyes were full of sorrow, too, the girl who had grown up since she was a child, had really left.
The funeral... When she heard the word, her whole body shivered and her hands clenched: "Uh..." Nodded.
There was silence in the room.
"How is he?" Xiao Xiao raised her eyes and asked softly.
"Are you arrogant?"
Xiaoxiao said nothing.
Lan Tingyan's sad eyes filled with melancholy: "Let him..." Hesitant to say here, he has never seen such a painful sorrow. He couldn't imagine Lie's mood. Although Lie always said nothing, he actually cared about the little girl more than anyone else.
Lan Tingyan did not go on, Xiaoxiao also understood. There was no need to ask at all, and she was also clear in her heart. At that time, the way he wept... made her fresh in memory.
After Jiang Xiaobing and Lan Tingyan stayed here for a while, Xiaoxiao said a lot to them before letting them go back. She is a person who can bring disaster, and no longer wants to bring any disaster to her friends.
I always wanted to protect my friends, but they hurt them.
The next day, there was light rain. This is the funeral of Xuanyuan Xiaoya, is God crying for her? From Lan Tingyan to the address of Xiaoya Cemetery.
She quietly came to Xiaoya's funeral, only to hide and watch secretly, and they said goodbye to Xiaoya. She didn't see Xuanyuanlie in the group of black oppressors. Perhaps she is now escaping to see Xuanyuanlie.
It wasn't until the evening that the funeral was over. The people attending the funeral placed the flowers in their hands in front of the tombstone before Yiyi dispersed.
When all the people were gone, Xiaoxiao walked towards the tombstone.
The sky was still raining, and she didn't hold an umbrella. In a black dress, with a white flower on her chest, she also held a bouquet of daisies in her hand.
The rain hit the face and hurt in my heart.
Place the flowers in front of the tombstone. Looking at the words on the tombstone, it was Xiaoya's name. The man who was still laughing in front of her a few days ago is now lying in this cold place.
People are not afraid of death, they are afraid of not knowing how to live, and she cannot forget the words written by Xiaoya in blood.
Crouching in front of the tombstone, she hugged her body with her hands, her body twitched, and her face was covered with water droplets. I didn't know whether it was rain or tears...
Suddenly, the rain stopped...
No, it wasn't that the rain stopped, but a black umbrella blocked her head.
Xiaoxiao looked up. It was red hair: "Dino..." shouted hoarsely.
Dino looked at Xiaoxiao and helped her up. Everything had been heard from Xiaobing. In the past few days he left, so many things happened to her and Xiaobing.
The two were under an umbrella.
"Xiaoxiao, let's go."
Mu Xiaoxiao looked at Dino, not knowing why, it seemed to be stabbed in his heart. His appearance was so warm, but... close his eyes.
Xiaoxiao pushed Dino away: "Don't be near me anymore."
"Xiaoxiao!"
"If you are with me, you will also be implicated. As long as it is my friend, Jiu Lanyin will not let go... Dino, please, don't come near me anymore."
"Xiaoxiao, I can't stay close to you." Because I couldn't bear to lose you, Dino took a deep breath: "Please let me stay with you."
Xiaoxiao's pupils enlarged: "No! No! I can't hurt you anymore." Say, she ran wildly.
Dino dropped the umbrella, chased it directly, grabbed her wrist, and pulled her back: "Xiao Xiao, you listen to me, even if it is dead, I am not afraid, as long as I am with you, because I’m not a friend!"
She said nothing. Just stared at Dino.
He continued: "A friend is a person who lives and dies together for the rest of his life. He is the most painful and the most helpless. At any time, please ask me to accompany you. And, it is not your fault , The wrong is the person who hurt you. It is Jiu Lanyin."