Chapter 64:

Ning Wan woke up, her mind was still not very sensitive, and she thought in a trance that she had a dream last night.
However, after picking up the mobile phone, it was only six o'clock in the morning, and there was already a text message from Fu Zheng on the phone-
"Are you awake?" This one came at half past five.
"Probably not yet awake." This article was five minutes later.
"are you available today?"
"Can you meet if you have time?"
"Forget it, when I didn't ask in the last sentence, if you are not available, I still want to meet anyway."
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Because when texting, Ning Wanshang was sleeping and did not reply. This article looks like Fu Zheng's self-talk, but at 5:30 in the morning, the man obviously said to himself quite well, pulling La Za Za sent Ning Wan a dozen messages--
"I wonder if you will wake up at eight?"
"It might wake up at seven."
"Wake up and call me."
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Ning Wan almost lost her smile. It was not until this moment that she had a sense of reality. She really got Fu Zheng. At this moment, she looked at the information, and she could even imagine that Fu Zheng was seriously holding a mobile phone and waiting for a reply. It's really cute.
Almost immediately, Ning Wan picked up her phone and called Fu Zheng--
As a result, Fu Zheng, who was texty, was a bit unnatural on the phone, like a little nervousness: "Are you awake?"
"Woke up."
"Are you free to go to the amusement park?" He paused. "It just happened to want to tell you something."
Fu Zheng was a little nervous, and Ning Wan’s heart was beating like a drum. Although the two people had already established a relationship in theory, they can recall a bit of their confession last night. Ning Wan embarrassedly wanted to find a tree hole to bury his head. What did you say last night? ! Even a serious case study gave people an analysis of the pros and cons of liking oneself, and the face of "I'm doing it for you" to persuade the other party to like him as soon as possible...
There really is no one...
I just didn't expect Fu Zheng to actually eat this set...
"It's okay." Ning Wan blushed, "Where do we meet?"
"Go downstairs in your house."
"Then how long will you arrive?"
Fu Zheng's voice seemed to calm down: "About half an hour."
Only Ning Wangang wanted to say something. The sound of the electric drill came downstairs. Recently, the shop downstairs was newly renovated. Even on the weekend, after eight o'clock, construction started and it was very noisy. Ning Wan didn't care, but almost at the same time, almost the same electric drill sound came from the earphone's earpiece-
Ning Wan pursed her lips: "Fu Zheng, where are you?"
Fu Zheng at the end of the phone began to cough to try to cover up the background sound.
"Are you downstairs in my house?"
At this time, Fu Zheng still tried to resist the corner: "No, even here I am also decorating..."
However, everything was too late. The exposed ones were already exposed. Ning Wan rushed to the balcony and looked down. At first sight, he saw a handsome man standing under the tree beside the flower bed in the community. Colored casual tops, dark blue pants, more slender legs.
It was also at this time that Fu Zheng looked up, and then his sight caught Neng Wan on the balcony by surprise.
Ning Wan really laughed: "Are you going to stand outside and wait for half an hour? It's only when you pretend to pretend that it's really the same?"
Under the embarrassment of being caught on the spot, Fu Zheng finally gave up his resistance. He was silent for a moment before he tried to correct the tone naturally and calmly: "Oh, I saw it. Today, there is no morning rush to work, no Traffic jams, so don’t need about half an hour."
Ning Wan did not pierce him, only holding a mobile phone, looking at the figure of Fu Zheng downstairs and laughing: "How long do you need?"
Fu Zheng seemed to think about it for a while, and even pretended to raise his wrist and looked at his watch, then Ning Wan heard his voice--
"Now you can."
This man is also true, he was witnessed downstairs by himself, but he still refused to admit his life and death, and forced him to change his way.
But when I think about it, Fu Zheng is thirty years old and older than himself. This face is to be given. Ning Wan can only hold back his smile: "Then you come, come directly upstairs when you arrive, anyway, you know me at home ."
"Well, I strive to get here soon."
He just hung up the phone and struggled to fight for Fu Zheng who arrived earlier. Almost a moment later, he walked upstairs. Ning Wan just brushed her teeth and washed her face, opened the door for him, and then let in the serious man. Living room: "You sit down first."
She poured Fu Zheng a glass of water and remembered looking at him like this: "Have you eaten breakfast yet?"
I started texting myself at 5:30, and I don’t know when it was downstairs. My man probably didn’t eat it. Even if he did, he should be hungry...
Fu Zheng really acquiesced.
Ning Wan tilted her head: "I will prepare breakfast for you later! Wait a moment!"
The girlfriend-made handmade breakfast must make Fu Zheng remember deeply, but Ning Wan didn’t expect that Fu Zheng had a bag from behind as soon as his words fell.
"I brought it and I can eat it together."
Ning Wan found out that he didn't pay attention to it just now. Fu Zheng actually came with his own "dry food". Ning Wan opened it as a very delicately packed food container. From the outside brand logo, Ning Wan has a The custom-made breakfast in the restaurant, which is very expensive. On the side of the food box is a bunch of fresh pink gun-cannon roses with dewdrops, full and strong.
Feeling Ning Wan's gaze, Fu Zheng coughed: "When I went out, I just passed the flower shop and bought it."
"What about the customized breakfast?"
"I bought it easily."
"Oh……"
Just remember that this customized breakfast needs to be booked, and it is quite expensive.
Ning Wan didn't want to push Fu Zheng to a desperate situation all at once. She smiled: "I'll change my clothes and I won't have to buy such expensive things next time."
"Not expensive..."
Ning Wan picked up the pink rose and smelled it, then heard Fu Zheng's voice behind him again--
"Don't accept others' pink roses in the future."
Before Ning Wan responded, he listened to the other party and continued: "As for Zhang Zichen, although he is unstable at a young age, he can't."
"After all, he is too young, and he still has that disease, and he has a poor ability to discern the behavior of others. If you accept his flowers, he will probably misunderstand what the relationship between you is. If you are paranoid, this child It’s not good either, which is not conducive to his condition control and future development."
"If you like pink roses, I can give you every day in the future."
"So there is no need to collect him, just tell me what you like, I can buy it."
Fu Zheng paused every time he said a word, and his tone seemed a bit jerky and dry because of his embarrassment. However, after listening to the sentence, Ning Wan finally tasted the taste in his words. Some time ago, Zhang Zichen’s condition was properly controlled and he returned. After graduating from school, in order to express gratitude for buying a bouquet of flowers, pink roses, the two parties, Zhang Zichen and themselves, didn't care too much. Fu Zheng cared about it now.
Ning Wan couldn't help but say: "So you bought this pink rose smoothly? I'll confirm it last time, do you want to change the confession? Know that frankly resisting strict, last chance to surrender."
Fu Zheng seemed to be a little bit desperate. At first, he obviously still stuck his neck and refused to admit it, but in the end, in Ning Wan's gaze, his face was slightly reddish like embarrassment, but his voice was still very calm. ―
"Oh, I remembered the mistake just now. I bought it specifically, and it's not easy."
Ning Wan sighed and smiled, and closed when he saw it, and no longer teased Fu Zheng: "Okay, let me change my clothes."
After talking, he ran back to the room, leaving Fu Zheng with the living room to give him personal space to ease the embarrassment that was just pierced on the spot.

In the end, the two had a great breakfast. Ning Wan hummed and trimmed the gun-cannon rose into the vase, and then prepared to follow Fu Zheng to the playground.
Fu Zheng didn’t want to surprise Ning Wan with his frank confession, so he didn’t open his own Pagani and decided to keep the poor people in place before exchanging secrets. So in the end, he was held by Ning Wan in the subway, but it used to be unbearable The crowded subway, with Ning Wan at the moment, even felt in a good mood.
Even the most objectionable contact of strangers caused by crowding in the past, Fu Zheng felt less unbearable. After all, because of the pushing and pushing of these limbs, Fu Zheng eventually formed a gesture of holding Ning Wan, and Ning Wan was also The people in the car pushed against Fu Zheng's arms more and more, originally because of the embarrassment of the newly determined relationship and because of this passive approach, it was not so embarrassing.
Ning Wan tried to pretend to be calm, but her slightly red cheeks and earlobes still revealed her shyness.
It's really cute.
Fu Zheng was squeezed by the people around him, but his heart was gentle like the wind and drizzle. He held Ning Wan's waist in one hand and separated a small space for her with one hand, while also holding her in his arms. Individuals are constantly colliding with each other due to the slightly shaking car and the flow of people getting on and off after arriving at the station. It may be that Ning Wan’s forehead gently touched Fu Zheng’s lips, or maybe Ning Wan’s hair gently brushed Fu Zheng’s face even occasionally looked up inadvertently from two people. Each of these touches was short, and the surroundings were filled with various voices. However, everything seemed to be slowed down. Fu Zheng only felt All the air between and Ning Wan became ambiguous, with a hint of danger, like a fine powder filled with flammables, which would burn with just a little open flame, and the crowded space even amplified this feeling- official.
Fu Zheng's heart is like a horse, and Ning Wan doesn't let much.
She looked up at Fu Zheng slightly, and the other party stared at her seriously. His eyes were focused and warm, and his beautiful thick lashes were like a small brush, and he went up and down in Ning Wan’s heart. It made Ning Wan feel that the hot air was almost unable to breathe. Fu Zheng's eyes seemed to have a small hook, so Ning Wan couldn't help but even turn around, the eyes seemed to be real, light Caressed her lightly.
And at this time, the subway was arriving at a station. An uncle carrying luggage left the station in a hurry. The suitcase hit Fu Zheng’s leg, so that Fu Zheng dodged, leaning slightly towards Ning Wan. The distance between the two was not far away. Now that they are closer, Ning Wan even feels that Fu Zheng can hear the tension in her breath. As a result, she was sweating slightly in embarrassment. Fu Zheng’s The person was very bad. Instead, he got closer, and then took advantage of the chaotic timing of getting on and off, and quickly pecked at Ning Wan.
Ning Wan was attacked by surprise, and after reacting, Ning Wan could only stare at Fu Zheng with a sharp voice.
The result was like this, Fu Zheng also leaned close to Ning Wan's ear: "If you stare at me again, I will kiss you again."
When this remark went on, Ning Wan quickly terrified her eyes.
Don't stare, don't dare stare anymore, is this man Fu Zheng really stupid and sweet that he knew before? How can I not feel self-denial and obedience at all, although his movements are so fast that they are not noticeable and nobody sees them at all, but this is still on the subway!
Fortunately, Fu Zheng finally stopped, he took Ning Wan's hand, and finally got off at the station.
The playground that Fu Zheng was looking for was quite easy to find. The two went along the road signs and quickly reached the gate. Waiting for the ticket to enter, Ning Wan found out that Fu Zheng chose this playground-there really are no holes in it.
There are no too young projects, but a lot of fairy tale scenes of girls’ hearts are preserved. The whole theme park looks like a couple’s direction, full of couples’ activities, and everywhere in the playground is also Qingqing, my little couple, and dog food. The atmosphere of show affection is obvious.
Ning Wan pulled Fu Zheng on a warm-up carousel, then went to the Ferris wheel, and lined up to play several popular items, but I don’t know if it was my own illusion. Although Fu Zheng smiled gently all the way, he looked It seemed a little absent-minded.
But it wasn't until the two people walked to a project of "exchanging secret tree holes" that Fu Zheng finally swept away his previous absent-mindedness. He glanced at Ning Wan and said a little unnaturally: "I want to play this."
This is probably a popular project in the playground. At this time, the project lined up with elders and elders. Ning Wan froze for a moment: "Are you sure?"
Fu Zheng nodded: "Because there are things I want to tell you."
Ning Wan looked at the game rules of this project and smiled a little: "So exchange secrets?"
Fu Zheng is really, how can he exchange secrets like a primary school student?
But although it sounds awkward and naive, Fu Zheng still defaults.
Fortunately, although the team is long, because the whole project is just two people separated, go to their respective tree caves to write down secrets, and then exchange the tree cave number, and finally go to the tree cave cabinet to collect their own secrets. The whole process is not complicated. There are a lot of people coming and going, so the queue did not wait long, and Ning Wan and Fu Zheng soon got their turn.
This project was designated by Fu Zheng, but the closer he came to the game, although Fu Zheng's expression was still calm and calm, but holding Ning Wan's slightly tightened hands revealed his emotions-he was a little nervous ?
"Two, please ask the girl to the left and the boy to the right."
Before the formal turn of the two, Ning Wan was ready to leave Fu Zheng and walked to the left, Fu Zheng held her hand again, he pursed his lips, a 30-year-old mature man, it seemed a little bit at the moment Like a disturbed child, only in the end, Fu Zheng didn't say anything else, just kissed Ning Wan's cheek, and then stared at her eyes, very solemn appearance-
"No matter what secrets I have, it's true to like you."
After he finished speaking, he let go of Ning Wan's hand and walked to the right following the guidance of the staff.
Ning Wan was stunned for a moment, and then she turned to the left, but Fu Zheng just made her a little flustered.
What did Fu Zheng hide from himself?
Ning Wan's thinking is a bit broad. In these few minutes, Fu Zheng has preset countless kinds of "secrets"...
What is his secret?
Was the prostitute caught? Entrapped in the net-loan? Still committed to the rich woman? Or...a little more exaggeration?
No?
Ning Wan felt that she couldn't think about it anymore, and the more she thought, the more outrageous.
She bit her lip, then wrote her secret on pink paper and gave it to the staff.
Although this project has arranged a lot of staff to cooperate because of the popularity, the on-site crowd is really too large. This playground has just started operations recently. It is estimated that the entire management experience and process improvement are still lacking. Ning Wan looked at it. The staff with their own pink secret notes went to the other staff who had just joined at a glance, and finally helped her take away the pink secret notes of the girl she served.
Ning Wan doesn’t know what other people’s secrets are, but her secrets are actually quite simple, but it’s a bit embarrassing to say—
Fu Zheng is her first boyfriend.
People who have been working for a few years, sometimes without emotional experience can not be called an advantage, but it will be a little different.
The rhythm of modern society is too fast. Everyone doesn't even have the patience to slowly move closer to each other and slowly grow up. Many times boys just want to find a more mature and sensible girl who has an emotional experience as a girlfriend.
It's just that Ning Wan wrote her secrets, and then started to wander again. What about Fu Zheng? What is Fu Zheng's secret that makes him so solemn?

After being introduced into the Shudong confession room on the right, Fu Zheng wrote his concealment to Ning Wan with his lips, because he is used to using a computer and usually works at typing. In fact, he hasn’t handwritten words for many years. , But Fu Zheng still patiently and solemnly explained the reason for his "microservice private visit" word by word.
Fu Zheng's words were originally written beautifully. Now, for Ning Wan, he wrote more carefully. I only hope that Ning Wan sees such pleasing words. The deceived anger can dissipate most of it first.
The secret note provided by the confession room wrote a whole page. Fu Zheng also felt that it was not enough to express his inner emotions. He turned over and continued to write.
Although the character is created and the identity is false, the feelings for Ning Wan are true.
Just like the unsettled dissertation questions in the final exam, even if it is unclear whether the answer is what the teacher wants, but subconsciously, I want to write desperately, the more I write, the better, and the whole answer area is filled, I don't know if it's psychological comfort or it's really useful. Always thinking about the point of accidentally stepping on the correct answer in the long article written? Even if you play a sideline, can you get more points? Or, even if it completely runs counter to the correct answer, at least I hope that my attitude of answering the full answer sheet will let the teacher know that I want to answer the question seriously.
Fu Zheng thought he was such a student in a trance, because he did not review his mistakes, did not know the correct answer to the test arranged by Ning Wan, but still desperately wanted to get as many points as possible.
Under this trend of mentality, Fu Zheng finally wrote such a small exchange of secret papers as a confession to confess mistakes and look forward to correcting defects in the future.
The staff urged him several times before he finally folded his lips and put the paper in a special secret bag.
Then came the long wait and anxiety.

It's a pity that Fu Zheng died and didn't expect that the staff member who took away his note, when going out with his secret, had to wait for Fu Zheng to take a long time and needed to quickly put this note on Fu Zheng. Put it in the corresponding tree hole, walking too hurriedly, so much that he bumped into his colleagues at the corner.
"sorry Sorry!"
The colleague who was hit also had several secret bags in his hand, so the collision was all mixed up with the staff member.
The staff member who was in charge of Fu Zheng was very anxious and was a new intern. He was worried about working overtime. I only remember that his secret bag was quite thick, still blue, and there was a thickness corresponding to the color on the ground. Without thinking, he quickly bent down to pick it up, and after saying humility with his colleagues, he hurried to the Shudong cabinet.

Ning Wan waited and waited until finally, the staff member responsible for Fu Zheng sent her the secret password of the tree hole cabinet to store Fu Zheng's secret.
In order to protect privacy and give each other space, each will take the secret in the tree-hole cabinet in a separate space, and Ning Wan holds the password and takes out the letter written by Fu Zheng to himself in anxiety and nervousness.
This is a very thick letter. Seeing this thickness, I feel that Fu Zheng should have a big secret, and Ning Wan is also a little heavy in her heart. She carefully opened the bag, and what she saw in her eyes was-
What a ugly word! ! !
Ning Wan was almost tossed by the dense ugly words almost throwing the letter.
The community now also promotes paperless office, so most of the previous consultation records in the community were directly recorded in the computer, so that Ning Wan did not see Fu Zheng’s writing on weekdays, and the only thing he saw was his own signature...
It's just that the pen signature of this guy looks very thick, almost vigorous and powerful, why other words are so ugly!
In the past, Shao Lili thought that her usual fonts were too naive and had no lawyer style, so I bought a signature design online. After practicing hard for a while according to the design, it was indeed imposing every time I signed, but when I wrote something else, I returned to the prototype .
It's just that Shao Lili's words are childish, and they won't be...not like Fu Zheng...
It's too ugly...
Even if Ning Wan brought her boyfriend filter, she still had to sigh, it was really ugly...
It is said that the words are like their people, then according to the word Fu Zheng, he can still grow like that, but it is really a face-lift-like appearance, and it can be said to be talented...
But the word ugly to ugly, such thick and long content, can't be said to be a note, almost enough to be a letter, showing his solemn solemnity for this secret exchange.
Ning Wan opened Fu Zheng's secret with her anxiety, and ended up calming Ning Wan in the first sentence--
I have been cheating on you.
Ning Wan was a little worried, this... What did Fu Zheng deceive himself? If it is deception in principle, then even if you like him again, you can't forgive!
Fortunately, the second sentence made Ning Wan... maybe relieved?
"Actually, I am not mature at all, I usually pretend to be pretend. I am really afraid of blackness and ghosts. I am still a crying cry. As a man, with these weaknesses, it is really shameful to say it, but I still think I want to confess to you, I hope you like the real me."
"Although it is said that men should protect women, but I think this is also a stereotype, I... I sometimes eager to lean on your shoulders to be protected by you..."
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Ning Wan finished reading the long letter with a lot of words, and it was a bit complicated.
This is indeed a very powerful little secret.
Ning Wan had never thought that under Fu Zheng's mature and steady appearance, she was hiding a delicate and sensitive girl's heart? Still a crying bag?
Although I just imagined that Fu Zheng leaning on his shoulder and crying at the pear blossoms with rain, I saw the pitiful look, and it was a bit of a violation, but Ning Wan has been working in the community for a long time and is a very tolerant person. Zheng "Big-Bird according to people" leaned on himself in one meter six or five, and he comforted the other party like a man, "Don't cry!", it seems that this scene is not acceptable?
What's more, Fu Zheng is willing to embrace himself and confess to himself, this is a very courageous act!
Ning Wan felt that she had to support him anyway.
Ning Wan actually feels understandable as long as she doesn't cheat on her naked-loan-fraud-fraud problems.
What's more, Fu Zheng also carried mottled water marks on the letter, which shows that Fu Zheng was also crying terribly when writing this letter.
Just thinking about it, Ning Wan couldn't bear it anymore, asking a man with a fragile heart to pretend to be strong every day, contrary to his true character, he couldn't let himself go at all.
Therefore, when Ning Wan sees Fu Zheng again at the meeting point, his heart is full of compassion for this man.
Fu Zheng is quite cautious compared with others. It may be that he has just confessed his biggest secret in his heart, and looks quite nervous. He saw Ning Wan, which was a bit unnatural: "Did you read it?"
Ning Wan nodded: "I read it."
Fu Zheng even looked a little cautious: "Then you still want to..."
Ning Wan interrupted him. She stared at Fu Zheng and said seriously: "I will."
Even Fu Zheng was a little shocked at this moment: "Do you mind? I lied to you before."
"Do not mind." Ning Wan smiled comfortably, and she cleared her throat. "Although you did deceive people, your starting point is not subjective and malicious, and it is also like this, and I can understand it. Although there are many opportunities for confession among you, the reason for the lack of confession of psychological pressure is that, after all, this kind of thing is bluntly and confessed in a formal way, and I may not be able to accept it."
After all, as a man, it is such a crying bag. It is indeed difficult for the person to confess face to face.
After Ning Wan finished speaking, Fu Zheng's originally tense expression was relieved after he was stupefied. He seemed to have been waiting for a storm to invade, but in the end he got a gentle rain Silent, with a mixture of emotions and gratitude on the face
"Sorry, but it's my fault to cheat you anyway, but it's true to like you, no matter what kind of person I am, I want to be with you."
Fu Zheng said, gently raised Ning Wan's hand, and then dropped a light kiss.
This action made Ning Wan unexpected, so his heart beat faster. Fu Zheng is also true. Haven't you confessed that you are a girl with a weak heart? Why are you now facing the man who is still making mature and attractive men? What's more, this outfit looks quite similar, sultry invisible.
"Now that I have confessed, there will be no need to pretend to be in front of me in the future.
As a result, Ning Wan continued, but Fu Zheng was stunned: "Are you sure?"
"Okay, there is no need to cover up anymore, you are to be true and frank! Be yourself!"
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