Chapter 367: Fanwai: the past life comes to the present life (5)

In the blink of an eye on New Year's Eve, Mother Zhang wrapped dumplings, and the family sat together to eat. Ji He also ate several.
After eating the dumplings, when it came time to get a red envelope, Ji He was a little elf ghost. He had long liked a remote-controlled airplane in the mall, and was thinking of taking a red envelope to buy it.
"Grandpa and grandpa are happy to be rich." He sat on the ground, arched his hands and smiled, betrayed and adorable.
Ji Ji's child looked at his brother. She was drinking milk and looked up at her father. Her eyes circulated on several adults.
"This is Grandpa's." Zhang Zhang put a smile on his hand, "I hope we are safe and healthy every year."
"Thank Grandpa." Ji He smiled broadly, holding a red envelope.
"@ # ￥% ..." Ji Ji crawled forward two steps, learning his brother's appearance, and stretched his fluffy little hand towards Father Zhang.
She didn't know how to arch her hands, holding both hands together and swinging up and down.
Zhang also had a red envelope in his hand, and suddenly looked at Ji Yan's appearance, and laughed heartily.
This child is smart, the living treasure of the whole family.
"This is for you." Father Zhang put it in her palm, Ji Yun looked at the red envelope and looked down.
"Well, grandma still has it here. How did she just do it?" Zhang Mu held a red envelope to coax her.
The child Ji Ji looked at his grandmother, sucking his pacifier, and stretched out his hand to throw the red envelope aside.
Not fun at all.
Everyone: "..."
"Baby." Zhang Ruowan reluctantly crouched down and hugged her, picked up the red envelope and put it in her pocket.
Children Ji He and Ji Yi had four small red envelopes, while Ji Yang and Zhang Ruowan got two, Zhang Zhang and Zhang Mu each gave them one.
Zhang Ruowan returned to the room, coaxed her daughter to sleep, carefully placed her in the crib, and just stood up, Ji Yang stood behind her. She was startled, "What are you doing?"
Ji Yang extended her hand from the back, also holding a red envelope in her hand, her fingers between them, and handed it to her.
"What more red envelope do I need?" Zhang Ruowan said it, but he took it.
"In my heart, you are just like He He and He You, of course you need it." Ji Yangmei's eyes were full of affection. Looking at her, her eyes were soft and watery.
Zhang Ruowan didn't return.
When he was sweet, he said that she was his heart and soul, and he would protect her from the wind and rain all his life. Maybe in the end all the rain was brought by him.
Not credible.
"What's wrong? I've been sullen recently." Ji Yang followed her, "What about Chinese New Year? Are you unhappy?"
Zhang Ruowan lowered his child's clothes, pursed his lips and smiled, "No, I'm happy."
Even with strong clothes, the words are still bland.
Ji Yang raised her eyebrows, stood her and stretched her hands, then looped around her waist, hugged her to the bed, and pressed her slightly, "Is it? I feel wrong?"
"You think more." Zhang Ruowan looped around his neck and smiled softly.
Ji Yang continued to stare at her, facing her cool eyes, as if she wanted to see the thoughts in her heart from these eyes.
Zhang Ruowan was very guilty, but he still looked at him, and continued to laugh with the corner of his mouth, "Why do you think so?"
What did he find?
But she did n’t reveal anything, and she was very skilled in everything. Although she could n’t remember some things, she also asked the old man of Zhang Family to make no mistake.
"I don't know, I just think you may like others, but you don't like me so much." Ji Yang suddenly said so, and his tone was a little hurt.
"No ... nothing." Zhang Ruowan felt denied.
"I know, because you take care of the children, you put a lot of energy into taking care of them." He sighed again, "It's still hard for you."
"... I'm sorry, because I'm still young, I can't rest assured, maybe I don't pay much attention to this aspect, and I apologize." Zhang Ruowan quickly admitted his mistake.
That is to say, in fact, she also knows that in terms of taking care of her children, Ji Yang has not spared a lot of effort, and has done a lot of things, large and small. She also takes care of her in her spare time and often wakes up to do it For breakfast, make her favorite meals.
"It's good to know that I'm wrong." Ji Yang snorted softly and pinched her little nose. "Ignore me with a child. What do you think of me? That's not OK."
"Well." Zhang Ruowan focused his head. "I'll review it."
"What's the use of reviewing in your mouth?" Ji Yang bowed her head and kissed her, Zhang Ruowan grabbed his hand and whispered, "I ... I'm in the physiological period."
Ji Yang's hands froze, as if she took a breath, gritted her teeth, hugged her and turned over, and then she said, "This time is a child. When did the two of us go out and have a duo? The world, just the two of us, even if we go for a long time. "
"In the middle of the year, please be busy." Zhang Ruowan said hesitantly, his tone was more gentle.
He feels right.
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She deliberately avoided him and put her whole body on the child, once to weaken her feelings for him.
Even though Ji Yang seemed harmless, the indelible "experience" told her that he was dangerous and unforgiving.
"After a few days, I will go to the winter vacation class, and my parents can take care of my daughter, which is nearby." Ji Yang is still fighting for herself, and her words are a little bit resentful. "
After hearing that, Zhang Ruowan's mind suddenly appeared a confused scene. She was nestled in Ji Yang's arms like she is now, with a sweet voice, "Husband, shall we two go out for fun? I'll decide Hotels and attractions, two days to go. "
She frowned slightly, breaking the scene in her mind, and sighing, "I don't really want to, I've been busy recently, I'm afraid my parents can't take care of it, let's take a while."
Ji Yang couldn't help it either, the two with the child could not do as they wanted before.
Zhang Ruowan's mouth did not know how long.
In a blink of an eye, school started.
Ji Yang teaches high school and is still on duty. Zhang Ruowan also teaches high school, but not in a class.
High school was already busy with the curriculum, and Zhang Ruowan was in charge again. She hadn't taught it during that "experience," but she picked up the knowledge and made the lesson easy.
The compulsory exams are often taken for doubts and difficulties, and she knows everything.
Knowledge is constantly emerging in my mind, the average mid-term exam score is also very high, and it is also ranked high in the city.
She feels more like amnesia, because there will be some clips one after another. The moment of her and Ji Yang's life, unlike the pain in "experience", most of them are very sweet.
But what happened to that "experience"? Those who can't lie to those when they are heartbroken, to be honest, she can't believe Ji Yang anymore.
Slowly, she put her energy on the children, teaching and research, and the energy of people was so little, and Ji Yang was neglected.
Of course, even if it is well hidden, there are slight changes that others will find.
Zhang Fu Zhang Mu asked her several times in private, did she quarrel with Ji Yang? Of course she denied it, and then used the pressure from the school as an excuse.
In this way, neither can say anything.
Ji He went to kindergarten, originally Ji Yang pick-up, slept in the kindergarten at noon, and later Zhang Ruowan went to pick-up by himself.
She wanted to keep herself busy, and it was better to be very busy, so busy that she didn't have to worry about something.
Because Ji Yang treats her well.
How good is it?
It ’s better than when you are in love and get married. All people ’s hearts are fleshy. She is an emotional person and her mind is easily shaken.
Once I think about it, those pains will come out again, torture her, and start to lose sleep all night long.
Sometimes it feels bizarre. Maybe she crosses someone else, but it is her.
Face experience Parents have told her everything, big and small, this is her.
Her body, her parents, her husband, her children, her work ... are telling her that all this is what she went through. There is no way she can only maintain the status quo. The distance went on blandly and dragged the two children to grow up. She also felt very good.
Don't love anymore, loving someone is too painful and easy to lose yourself.
This day.
Zhang Ruowan is going to take Xiao Ji to watch the movie. It is a children's cartoon just released. Because Ji Yang went to the meeting, the mother and son went out.
During the period, Ji Yang called and asked once, but did n’t say anything after knowing it, but Zhang Ruowan had a dim sum, and forgot to tell him, now she likes to be alone, often forgets him, and has a small opinion about maintaining Ji Yang. .
Xiao Ji watched it very vigorously. After the movie was screened, she still said that she was very excited, and she was going to the school to tell other children.
Zhang Ruowan smiled and took his hand, and after going out, squatted down and hugged him to go out, the mother and son kept talking.
As for her son, she felt that she had lost and regained it. She had tasted the pain of loss before she knew the preciousness and wished to give all the good things she had to the two children.
"It's raining, mother, it's raining heavily." Xiao Ji held Zhang Ruowan and looked at the pouring rain outside.
Zhang Ruowan frowned. This is not a square. Her car is still parked on the right side. How can this get over?
Across a large street.
"We have to wait for a while." Zhang Ruowan held his son and said to him, "We will go back when the rain stops."
Xiaoji nodded.
The two waited for a while, the rain continued to fall, and there was no tendency to decrease. Xiao Ji looked at her, "Mom, should we call dad? Dad will come to pick us up."
"Dad doesn't have a car." Zhang Ruowan shook his head and the car let her drive.
"But Dad can take a taxi. Come here." Xiao Ji pointed at the yellow taxi outside. "Take that car."
Zhang Ruowan didn't want to trouble Ji Yang, shook his head, "Let's wait again, will you wait?"
"Okay." Xiaoji nodded, looking at the rain for a second, and a voice of surprise came out, "Mom, Dad, it's Dad."