Chapter 448: Born to be human! (four thousand)

Thick blood vessels spread throughout the operating room, like the roots of an old tree, wrapping everyone.
The organs on the wall contracted and beat, and the ceiling was inlaid with faces, which looked like a large puzzle of human bodies.
Chen Ge has thought about countless scenes of meeting Dr. Gao, but he never thought it would be in such a situation.
The blood dripped on the white coat, leaving no trace. Dr. Gao is the most special existence in the world. He stood among the flesh and corpses, but he was wearing a white coat symbolizing salvation and hope.
Looking calm, Dr. Gao looked at Chen Ge and said the first sentence: "You came later than I expected."
"Do you guess I will come?"
"I know you will come over. On the 24th floor of the Fanghuayuan Community, I felt this when I saw your first glance. You gave me a strong sense of crisis."
"So you will always talk to me at that time, to prevent me from conflicting with other members of the Guai Tan Association?" Chen Ge recalled the situation at that time, No. 10 had been helping him, and finally left a word under the table to tell him Linjiang Schistosomiasis station.
Dr. Gao nodded: "You are all my patients. Isn't it normal for doctors to think about patients?"
"Patient?" Chen Ge shook his head: "You are not qualified to say that, in my opinion, you are the one with the most serious illness, the world behind the door will not lie, this piece is completely distorted, made of flesh and blood The nightmare is the true portrayal of your heart. "
"The heart is filled with blood and flesh residues, this is not called sickness. Everyone has a deformed heart, if this is sick, then we are all sick, and you are no exception." Dr. Gao smiled, he seemed very He likes to chat with Chen Ge. The young man in front of him is different from ordinary people in terms of thinking and understanding of things. Dr. Gao found the feeling of "similar" from Chen Ge: "I am a psychologist and I have seen countless deformities and distortions. The reason why they become like this is that they do n’t blame themselves a lot of times. "
The voice stopped, and the smile on Dr. Gao's face slowly faded: "Have you seen the pictures on the wall when you came?"
Chen Ge nodded: "Those victims are the guilty conspiracy in the past five years."
"Victim?" Dr. Gao looked up at the faces on the ceiling: "It seems to me that they are the perpetrators, they wantonly act, do not consider the consequences, and live around us in human skin, endlessly. Unfortunately, each of them has a reason, and all I did was to make them die a little more valuable. "
"But is it fair to them?" Chen Ge stood in the perspective of the third party, he did not deliberately favoritism: "I saw a half-dead man in the laboratory, according to your doctor here, in order to proceed The experiment will keep him in this state for a long time, he will save him while adding new wounds to him. He endures this endless torture just because he bullied his classmates in primary school and pierced his thighs with a pen tip, you think Is such punishment fair? "
"You will question fairness, just because you are not thinking from the perspective of the patient, you cannot see the trauma in the patient's heart, you can not understand the despair in their heart, can not understand the kind of breathless, can't wait to tear their own pain." Dr. Gao's speech speed became faster, and he seemed to think of himself: "That kind of pain lasts for a long time, soaking into every nerve pain, it torments you all the time, it follows you, like countless tiny bugs squeezing Full of your body, you know they are in your body, occupying every inch of your body, but you just can't release them. "
"No matter what you do, they follow you, multiply in your body, devouring every nerve of you, you can hear your memory torn apart a little bit, until the end is full of brains The disgusting bugs can be seen by closing their eyes and thinking of them as long as they are alive. "
"Can you understand this feeling? This is a person whose heart has been hurt, and suffers 24 hours a day. Do you still think there is a problem with my approach?"
Dr. Gao looked at Chen Ge ’s eyes:
Even with such pain, they still work hard, but what they bite harder is not relief, but greater pain.

"People can be called people because they have a sense of self. When a person can use" I "to affirm himself, he becomes a person. And my patients, they are slowly losing themselves because That pain slowly swallowed the 'me'. "
This is the first time Dr. Gao said this in front of Chen Ge. His words not only involve psychology, but also seem to be related to sociology and philosophy: "Man is a high-level life composed of many kinds of contradictions. Therefore, the harm and pain they suffered cannot be measured by the word fair. "
After listening to Dr. Gao's words, Chen Ge clenched his skull-crushing hammer. It may be that the gap in educational level was too large. He didn't understand what Dr. Gao said.
With help looking, Chen Ge looked back at the doctor Wei next to him. The other party seemed to hear these things for the first time. He coughed slightly and said to Chen Ge, "Don't care too much about what the mental patient said. Do n’t think about the world view they tell you, or you will be crazy sooner or later. "
"Don't use madness as an excuse. When you see all the incomprehensible things, you will always use the three words" abnormal ", but have you ever thought about who regulates normal and abnormal?" Dr. Gao Standing above the blood pool, he is the center of the whole room: "What are you looking for when your eyes stare at a human figure? The reason why a person is a man is not because of his voice, movement, appearance, but because of the soul, everything It's all around it. "
Although Chen Ge does not understand what Dr. Gao said, he always feels that the other party is very reasonable. This is an extremely dangerous signal.
When a person accepts a lunatic worldview, he is not far away from madness.
"Dr. Gao, no matter how reasonable you say it, but there is one thing you can't deny. They died because of you, your hands are stained with blood, and it's beyond the law." , He opened the comic book and released all the haunted house employees: "You are one of the rare people I admire. Because of this, I can't let you go any further. Dr. Gao, you are sick, and since you opened this door, After that, you are no longer yourself. Even if your wife is reborn, she will feel strange when she opens her eyes and sees what you are now. This is not the one she wants to meet. "
Dr. Gao stood still, his expression calm, but the blood vessels under his feet began to violently rise and fall, the organs on the wall were also beating wildly, and the faces on the ceiling above his head showed a panic expression.
The world behind the door is constructed based on Dr. Gao ’s heart. Everything here seems to be linked to him. When his mood changes, the whole world will change for him.
"You are not her, how can you know her thoughts?" Dr. Gao is indifferent, but the world behind the door that has undergone great changes has already explained many problems. This top psychiatrist in Jiujiang cannot maintain him. My own peace.
"Actually, you know it yourself." Chen Ge took a small step to the side, letting the door behind him: "The whole world is stinky and dirty blood, only the door facing the blood pool is normal. If my expectations are good, should your wife be in the blood pool? You want her to see her former home as soon as she wakes up, instead of seeing everything twisted and deformed around here. "
"Dr. Gao, don't run away. People can only push open the door when they are most desperate, and the side of the door is not redemption, but a more desperate world."
"You are trying to redeem yourself with ten times or even hundred times of despair, which is simply impossible."
Chen Ge wanted to continue to say something, but was interrupted by Dr. Gao's opening: "You don't have to talk anymore, I already understand what you mean."
He recovered his initial expression, with a trace of indifference in his eyes: "I tell you all this, I think you may understand my feelings."
Dr. Gao gazed at Chen Ge and revealed the last secret: "From the first time I saw you, I began to use all relationships to investigate you. I found that you are really like me, in various senses It ’s all like this, you think I ’m crazy with the body in the underground corpse for five years alone, but do you know that you are also a lunatic in my eyes? "
Chen Ge really didn't think he would be so high in Dr. Gao's heart. He always felt that he was very ordinary and there was nothing special about him.
"The deeper you investigate, the more I will discover the problems that exist in you, and you may not even realize it yourself, but I can tell you clearly that the deepest craziness in your heart is hotter than mine. The flame that the regiment never extinguishes can burn everything to ashes. "
"Is this what I said?" Chen Ge is not clear what Dr. Gao said these are for, and the other party seems to have no reason to deceive him.
"It doesn't matter if you don't believe it. The method of verification is simple. You have a 'door' in the bathroom of the haunted house. Push him away and you will see the true self." Dr. Gao's eyes remained cold, but his face was still Smile: "That night, I entered that door, and I saw your world, so I know very well that if we compare the two together, you are the real lunatic."
"That door has something to do with me?" Chen Ge didn't know if Dr. Gao guided him in the wrong direction, or really wanted to reveal some information to him: "As you said, I also pushed a door open 'door'?"
Only in the deepest despair can one have the opportunity to open the "door". Chen Ge does not feel that there is anything desperate about his first half. In his view, the "door" should be pushed by someone else. "
"I can be sure that the door was pushed by you because I saw yourself in that door." Dr. Gao's smile concealed a trace of insignificant fear, his lips slightly natural.
"I'm pushing the door?" Chen Ge sank with one heart: "What else do you know?"
"I still know a lot. As long as you promise to help me do three things, I will not only tell you everything I know, but will also enter the 'door' with you to help you find what you need most?" The blood vessels were surging overhead, and the floor was covered with spreading blood. The blood pool behind Dr. Gao also began to bubble up. Obviously, his mood also changed at this time, and he seemed to be looking forward to Chen Ge ’s answer .
"This is a claim of mutual benefit, I believe you will not refuse it?"
Chen Ge is indeed very curious about the world behind his door. When he thinks about it, he glances at the blood pool that is still changing.
"When I came in, the color of the blood pool was not as bright as before." Chen Ge looked at the other places again. The organs on the surrounding walls withered like flowers and became dull, and there were things pouring into the blood pool. Among them, it seems to be preparing to infuse all the "nutrition" in the whole world into the blood pool: "Is Dr. Gao intentionally delaying time?"
Turning his mind, Chen Ge thought of a more secure way. As long as he controlled Dr. Gao or his favorite wife, he would take the initiative completely.
"What are the three things? You tell me first, and then I consider whether to agree." Chen Ge took a few steps forward when he said this, as if to show his sincerity.
"When you are walking, your steps are one-fifth smaller than usual ~ EbookFREE.me ~ means that you want to accomplish something you are not sure about. Your hand holding the hammer is harder than before, although you As easy as possible, but before realizing the problem, about 0.3 seconds, your finger joints subconsciously clenched the hammer handle. "Dr. Gao removed the black wooden box from his pocket:" It seems that you have realized that I am procrastinating, but that's fine. I didn't do this because I didn't have the certainty of winning. I just wanted to give you a chance and a choice. "
The wooden box was opened, and the thick smell dispelled the original smell in the house. The surrounding blood vessels began to break up. Numerous bloodshots poured out of it and gathered into the wooden box.
About a second or two later, a blood-red scarred palm extended from the wooden box.
With hatred and anger, a scarred monster crawled out of one half of its body.
Crimson eyes stared at Chen Ge, a half-face that seemed to have been burned by the fire, and an ugly smile cracked.
Without any instructions from Dr. Gao, it rushed to Chen Ge insane.
"Xiong Qing?" Chen Ge clenched the cranial hammer in both hands, and did not take a half step back: "Just right, after eating you, I can get another red dress!"