Chapter 117: Recovered memory

In Gu Yu's words, Gu Yan only found Yun Zheng when he was 17 years old and forced by Lu Ran to leave Xingcheng.
At that time, Yun Zheng was almost desperate and almost starved to death at the station. At that time, Gu Yan was the one who gave him food and took his hotel teacher.
Gu Yan's original plan was to let the hotel teacher come forward to subsidize Yun Zheng and let him finish his studies. Then he waited for himself to sort out the things of the Yun family and came to help Yun Zheng recognize his ancestors.
And at that time, Gu Yan's body was weak, but he didn't go in and out like a back to make a wheelchair, and even often lingered on a sickbed. So at that time Gu Yan felt that with Yun Zheng's talents, as long as he was willing, he would spend most of his time studying for two years. He was pushing from the back. The Yun family's industry must be stable enough.
However, Yun Zheng was completely beyond Gu Yan's expectations. Instead of picking up the books, he left the master's house the next day and found a small restaurant to become an apprentice. As for the subsequent development, it is increasingly out of Gu Yan's control.
Yun Zheng's character is too stubborn. He will not refuse the goodwill of others, but after accepting it, he must find an opportunity to repay it. Therefore, if Gu Yan deepens, Yun Zheng's burden will become heavier.
In addition, under the control of Wang Yangming, Yun Rong was deeply entrenched in his control of the Yun family. And at that time, Gu Qian's position in the system was also awkward, it was difficult to really help Gu Yan. As for Gu Yu, he was controlled by his family, like a puppet. As for Gu Tang, it's just a doctor with a good reputation. He can still reach out abroad, but it's useless in China.
So after Grandpa Gu died of an accident, Gu's family almost disappeared. Gu Yan was ordered in a critical situation and fought alone. In the end, basically exhausted the effort, and fought to fight. But in just a few years, things were done, and the bones were completely ruined.
But where did Yunzheng poke his heart from time to time.
At that time, Yun Zheng was very good to Lu Ran, so good that he was almost in a state of obedience. If you don't want to spend a penny, you have to keep Lu Ran as precious as a little boy from a famous family. On the other hand, looking at Gu Yan, I watched the landing and drove Yun Zheng to the pit of death. Several hints, and even the specific evidence was finally sent to Chen Jun, and placed in front of Yun Zheng, Yun Zheng could not care. Regardless, the is willing to go alone.
Coupled with the Wang family's pressing everywhere, Gu Yan was worried about internal and external problems, and almost couldn't survive it several times. If it's not hard work, let alone Yunzheng, I'm afraid that even Gu's family can't keep it down.
This was almost the darkest years Gu Yan had ever had, but he couldn't bear it until the days had passed.
The last time Lu Ran framed Yun Zheng was when Gu Yan and Wang Jiayun Rong were most anxious. Gu Yan couldn't bear it and was admitted to the hospital in critical condition, but the forgotten pavement was enough to jump Yun Rong's dog into the wall, united the Gu family in Xingcheng, and Lu Ran, and planned to kill Yun Zheng together. Thoroughly let the Yun family be united in the pulse, so that Gu Yan has no excuse to participate in the Yun family again.
After all, Gu Yan has always been Yunzheng's marriage contractor to replace Yunzheng's cooking.
"Why didn't he come to see me?" Yun Zheng heard this, and the whole person was already confused. He couldn't understand why Gu Yan wanted to do this.
And since he is the orthodox Yun family, why didn't Gu Yan get him back at first? But to hide it? Isn't this the case?
But Gu Yu rarely showed a bit of sarcasm: "The Yun Family is a family of craftsmen. The Yun Family Orthodoxy in the past, either a master of metaphysics or a sacred hand in the wood carving circle, is a skill passed down from the natural blood. But you, But nothing will happen. What's more, the Yun family has no one since the unification of the pulse. What did Xiao Yan use to prove your identity? Even if she went back by chance, she might be treated as a living target. As for why not come See you, isn't that what you said? "
"You said it was because you were engaged to Xiaoyan that the Yun family would have an accident, and you would become an orphan to be sent to the fence, so Xiaoyan didn't dare to see you in these years, and was afraid that you would remember him in the past, because you will hate him and Lianyun The family ’s industry will not want it. "
"I ..." How could it be? Yun Zheng wanted to refute, but the system forcibly interrupted him, and said that what Gu Yu said was true.
But this made Yun Zheng more and more confused. Until Gu Yu left, Yun Zheng couldn't recover.
For Yun Zheng, what Gu Yu said is just like dreaming, there is almost no realism. Even in the romance novels, the female blood of the heroine is probably not as complicated as his.
But it wasn't until the system recalled the memories of his childhood that Yun Zheng realized for the first time how many years he missed himself, how many sins Gu Yan suffered in secret, and how much he suffered.
Yun Zheng was a Gu Yan who met when he was five years old. At that time, because Yun Yun gave Gu Yan's orders, the master decided to get engaged to Yun Zheng and Gu Yan. Although Yunzheng was small, he knew what it meant to get married. Although he saw Gu Yan was exquisite and beautiful, but he was cold like an ice sculpture doll, he became more and more troublesome.
As for what Gu Yu said, in fact, they were all young at that time. Coupled with the Yun family's accident, Yun Zheng became an orphan and was emotionally speechless. But Gu Yan kept it in mind and remembered it for a lifetime.
The following kidnapping was also an accident. After the two were taken away by Lu Ran's father, in order to protect Yun Zheng, Gu Yan killed him and did not say Yun Zheng's identity. In the end, Gu Yan was dropped because of what Yun Zheng did. It was only because Gu Yan was about to die, and Lu Ran ’s father was bored, so he left him behind.
Behind is the car accident in Xingcheng, Yun Zheng lost his memory, but was recognized by the Gu family in Xingcheng and wanted to use Yun Zheng's identity to do something. As for Lu Ran, the reason why Yun Zheng loves him so much is because of empathy.
He saw that Gu Yan was tortured and wanted to protect himself. He was greatly stimulated, so after the car accident hit his head, he subconsciously forgot this memory. But subconsciously, I feel I am owed and want to make up for it.
As a child, Lu Ran and Gu Yan have one thing in common, that is, they both look very beautiful, so after seeing Lu Ran, Yun Zheng subconsciously put this thought he wanted to make up on Lu Ran.
So he has always believed in him. With the retrieval of this memory, the truth was completely revealed, and Yun Zheng listened to the system's nagging narrative, only to feel like a dream.
It's really ridiculous. What you want to make up for, but you have been owed, and treat each other sincerely, is the real culprit. Yun Zheng only felt that he had passed through the dog's stomach for the past twenty years.
Looking at the picture of Gu Yan left by Gu Yu, Yun Zheng looked at the strange and familiar face of Gu Yan above, with huge remorse, almost drowning him.
In the following days, it is Yunzheng who is most despondent. Perhaps it was because I was too arrogant when I was a child, so I did not look at Gu Yan carefully. Therefore, with the restoration of memory, Yun Zheng even found out that if there were no photos, he would n’t even have an impression of what Gu Yan looked like. As for what they had done together with Gu Yan at that time and what they had played with, they also could not recall anything.
But the more I can't remember it, the more uncomfortable I feel, the more depressed I feel. In the back, Yun Zheng even thought of Gu Yan's name, enough to make him grieve.
For half a month, he didn't go out. During these half months, Yun Zheng was very thin. However, in just a few days, the warm and handsome young man had become a stubborn figure, as if it were a broken paper lantern, which would break if lifted from the ground.
In the end, Gu Yu couldn't stand it anymore and dragged Yun Zheng out of the house. He said that he took Yun Zheng to visit Gu Yan.

Unlike the Chinese people who have always upheld the idea, after Gu Yan's death, his tomb was not in the country, but was buried in France separated by more than half of the earth.
In a private villa near the Cote d’ Azur, Gu Yan set himself up before he died, and planned to sleep here in the future.
Yun Zheng stood in front of the tombstone, his eyes that had been dried up, and finally a little moisture appeared, and at the same time, he finally learned Gu Yan's last words from Gu Yan's mouth.
Gu Yu said, "Xiao Yan murmured before he died, saying that he promised to do everything you did. When you are in China, he will let himself die in a foreign land separated by more than half of the earth. It will be dragging you down, so I have no words. If you have the next life, I hope you can give him a chance. Yun Zheng, Gu Yan said he likes you. "
"..." Yun Zheng's throat suddenly choked, and the long-lost tears also slid down his cheeks.
Yun Zheng felt that he had never had an instant, as uncomfortable as it is now. It's hard to suffer, like the heart is torn into pieces, and the soul is so tormented by the fire on the fire.
He pressed his chest, bent subconsciously, and even breathing became difficult.
Gu Yu next to him, but did not mean to comfort him. Not because of resentment, but because of Gu Yu, far more regretful than Yun Zheng. Because Gu Yan and Yun Zheng were able to get to this stage today, it was the tragic result of his father and several uncles fighting for power. In the final analysis, the long-planned kidnapping was the real initiator.
Both Yun Zheng and Gu Yan are victims.

It was night, Yun Zheng lying on the bed in the master bedroom, looking at the album left by Gu Yan in the room. Mostly when I was little.
Looking at the delicate and beautiful eyebrows of the boy in the photo, Yun Zheng only felt that he was really blind when he was a child, and then bullied him again and again and rejected him.
"So Yunzheng, do you regret it?" The system spoke in due course.
"Is it useful? Where is the regret medicine?"
"If so?"
"What do you mean?" Hearing a glimmer of hope, Yun Zheng immediately had a spirit. At the same time, he got a solution from the mouth of the system.
Change your life against the sky.
This is the original method that Yun Zheng's father said. Every Yun family who can control metaphysics has three opportunities to change their lives. Therefore, at that time, Yun Zheng's father only allowed Yun Zheng and Gu Yan to get engaged, so that the two children should not be separated for too long, so that Yun Zheng could reverse Gu Yan's fate.
Unfortunately, people are not as good as the sky. Before Yun Zheng recovered his memory, Gu Yan could not bear the torment of his body.
After all, the kidnapping that year was too much for Gu Yan, both in the heart and the body.
And the scheme proposed by the system is also very delicate. He wants Yun Zheng to change his destiny. Simply put, it is rebirth back to the past.
"There are always gains and losses. Changing one's life is just giving you a chance, but it does not mean that you will be able to succeed. What's more, Gu Yan has passed away, and you want to change the fate of the dead. The four words are so simple. They are born out of nothing. So the only way is to change your own destiny. Rebirth back to the past.
But even this may fail. Because Gu Yan's death period has been set, the fate line will not be reversed, so no matter whether it is a kidnapping or a car accident, it will definitely happen. You will also lose memory and live in the city. Once again, you may not be better than now. "
"But do I have a chance to change it?"
"Yes. As long as you can remember everything before Gu Yan is twenty-seven, you can use the last chance to completely rewrite his life when Gu Yan is alive. But if it fails, your ending, It will only be more painful than it is now. "
"So Yun Zheng, have you thought about it?"
"Well, let's try it! After all, what could be more painful than it is now?" Yun Zheng was also worried about the system. But the guilt and liking for Gu Yan has exceeded these so-called risks. Therefore, Yun Zheng decided to make a fight no matter what.
In this way, after he changed his life, Yun Zheng was reborn. But he was not born again and returned to fifteen years old, but returned to the year when he was five years old, and the day he first met Gu Yan.
The latter things are quite logical.
The five-year-old shell contained the extremely old and mellow soul that Yun Zheng polished in the previous life. He was already guilty of Gu Yanxin, and then he was so focused on the eyes of the little dog like a baby dog, and suddenly his heart was soft. Can only wish to take down all the stars and moons in the sky and give him.
As for Gu Yan, it can only be said that it is due to fate. He will naturally feel good about Yun Zheng. This kind of goodwill has long been equivalent to instinct, and it is inscribed into the bones. Even if he comes back again, Yun Zheng has a different attitude towards Gu Yan. As long as he is still the soul, he will instinctively chase Yun Zheng.
In the back, it is engagement, abduction, this series of things. When Yun Zheng was the earliest, he was too arrogant, thinking he had enough memories of the two worlds to change the plot. But destiny forcibly returned everything to its origin.
Yun Zheng didn't count, and Gu Yan's fourth uncle could be as shameless as that. I wish I could hand Gu Yan to Lu Ran ’s father, and Gu Yan ’s uncle helped him get rid of the monitoring records.
In the few days of being arrested with Gu Yan, Yun Zheng thought of many ways to escape, but all failed. He counted the days and knew that Gu Yan was suffering in it, but he didn't have any suitable method at all.
Yun Zheng even had an urge to want to die with Lu Ran's father. But the system kept telling him that it was useless. This is Gu Yan's destiny, Gu Yan is destined to have such a hit.
But even so, in the end, Yun Zheng was given a chance to turn the loop. It is said that destiny is hard to break, but the most unpredictable existence is the human heart. So in the end, Yun Zheng used the property of the Yun family to negotiate a deal with Lu Ran's father, and concluded that the best ending was to enable Gu Yanzhao to be rescued three days earlier than the previous life.
"Gu Yan, you listen to me." In the basement, Yun Zheng held Gu Yan's hand and solemnly commanded word by word in his ear: "After you escape, you are not allowed to look back, I will not call you , You will never be allowed to come back. "
"No ..." Gu Yan at this time had been tortured with unconsciousness. He could not respond to what Yun Zheng was saying, but he could sensitively perceive that Yun Zheng was planning to stay and let him leave.
No. Yun Zheng is so good, he is too late to protect, how can he let Lu Ran's father pervert touch him.
Gu Yan was short of breath, eager to refute, but Yun Zheng covered his mouth and he was not allowed to speak again.
"Gu Yan, we are running out of time. I know you are particularly uncomfortable now, but you have to remember everything I want to say next. Do you understand?"
"Huh." Gu Yan nodded.
"Good." Yun Zheng kissed his profile.
"Lu Ran's father will let you go for a while, don't, don't interrupt me in a hurry. You listen to me, we must be separated. You know I can pinch will be right, you have seen my life Isn't it? So Gu Yan you believe me. This robbery can't escape. But later, it will be much smoother. So don't come back after you leave. The Gu family is not safe now, your grandfather and father are protecting Can't live with you. Don't stay in the country, go abroad, and develop there. Don't come back if you don't have enough wings, remember? "
"..." Gu Yan didn't want to agree, but he had no strength in his body and couldn't break away. Can only stare at Yun Zheng with foggy eyes.
"Baby, you are really dead." He looked at him with such eyes, and Yun Zheng would almost relax. But thinking of the following things, Yun Zheng relentlessly reiterated again: "This is an order. If you break, our marriage contract will be invalidated, and I will never see you again, understand?"
"Understood." Knowing Yun Zheng's words could not be reversed, Gu Yan finally nodded and agreed, but his eyes were suddenly red, and he was abused into such a boy who had never cried. This time he finally cried sturdily. Came out.
"Don't cry." Yun Zheng hurriedly coaxed him, but time was no longer waiting, Lu Ran's father was anxious outside. Yun Zheng took a small key from his body and stuffed it in Gu Yan's hand.
"This is the key to my family's vault. Gu Yan, I gave you all my wealth. Remember what I said just now. I'm gone. You must grow up."
Yun Zheng finished talking, finally hugged Gu Yan, then turned and left.
He can't delay, according to the time point given by the system, Gu's family will find it within today. If he does not leave, they will miss. Only when he left, Gu's family, would come in.
Finally, it took three more days for Yunzheng to forgive him. So, with an uneasy mentality, Yun Zheng and Lu Ran's father and Lu Ran went to Xingcheng.
Finally, amnesia again due to a car accident. Until the end of the first half of the third semester of the third year, because of a fight with Cao Ming, he bumped his head and accidentally restored part of the memory of the previous life. It was the period when he was almost shot before being framed by Lu Ran.
After that, it is now.
A huge amount of information comes one after another in the mind. When Yun Zheng recalled the experience of the two worlds, his head began to become extremely painful. As for Gu Yu, who kept holding him comfortably, Yun Zheng didn't respond at all. Just mechanically digesting these messy messages that suddenly flowed into my mind.
It wasn't until a long time that Yun Zheng really straightened out his thoughts and became sober. At the same time, he heard the system ask in a cheerful voice: "Congratulations to the host, memory is restored, the predetermined conditions are unlocked, you can use the Koi talent to bring your own skills, and change your life."