Chapter 104: Confession

Lin Yuxun spoke very seriously, and Cheng Hao suddenly wanted to laugh.
Because of a movie, the words "I support you" were once a confession.
But he did not expect that someone would say such a thing to him.
Cheng Hao was a little funny, but Lin Yuxun was annoyed.
Just now Cheng Hao asked "Are you going to abandon me", which made him a little anxious, and even said "I can support you" when he was anxious to explain.
But as soon as he finished speaking, he regretted it.
Cheng Hao is a big man and he certainly doesn't want to hear such words.
Lin Yuxun quickly said: "Cheng Hao, even if you can't punch in the future, you can also be a boxing trainer. Also, the medical conditions are getting better and better, maybe you will be fine at all."
Cheng Hao smiled: "Yes, I have many choices, so you don't need to worry."
Lin Yuxun nodded earnestly: "I'm not worried."
In fact, he really didn't worry too much about Cheng Hao's future.
But this week, he couldn't sleep at all.
He couldn't forget how Cheng Hao was shot that day.
At that time, he thought Cheng Hao would die, but now, he always worried that if he closed his eyes, Cheng Hao would have an accident.
He couldn't bear such a thing.
Cheng Hao sighed again at the sight of Shanglin Yuxun.
He has eaten very well these days. Although he doesn't sleep well and has nightmares, he always lays in bed every day, not tired at all, and Lin Yuxun is different.
He can't eat well or sleep well, but for a week, he lost weight.
If he goes on like this, his body will not be able to hold it.
"So, since you don't hate me and don't worry about my future, is your confession worthwhile? Will you stay with me?" Cheng Hao asked.
Lin Yuxun stopped and looked at Cheng Hao with disbelief: "What did you say?"
Cheng Hao smiled: "I asked if you would like to be with me."
"I'm willing!" Lin Yuxun said without thinking, and suspected that he had heard it wrong: "You're telling the truth? Didn't you lie to me?"
"Why should I lie to you?" Cheng Hao said.
This week, Cheng Hao has been considering whether to promise Lin Yuxun's confession.
On the day he was shot, he realized that Lin Yuxun was important to him, and he was even more important to Lin Yuxun.
Lin Yuxun can even spare his life.
Therefore, Lin Yuxun really valued him and cared about him very much. This was a very sincere feeling.
Before that, he always hoped that Lin Yuxun could give up and like other people, but this was by no means his original intention. If he really thought so, then he should not contact Lin Yuxun at all, but he could not do it at all.
He actually hoped that Lin Yuxun liked himself.
In this case, why did he refuse?
Lin Yuxun liked him. He also liked Lin Yuxun. They could be together.
It's not unforgivable for men to be with men, isn't it?
What's more, he was all alone, Lin Yuxun had no parents, and they wouldn't encounter obstacles, even children ... didn't they have Danny?
As long as he and Lin Yuxun are together, the wife and children he wants will be there immediately, and after he becomes a boxing trainer, he can directly lead the retirement life that he expected in his whole life.
Thinking about it this way, the confusion that he couldn't continue to punch has completely dissipated.
Of course, he would want to agree with Lin Yuxun's confession, and there is another reason, that is Lin Yuxun's recent mental state is really bad.
This should make Lin Yuxun happy.
Cheng Hao is not too young. He is in love and hopes to be together for a lifetime, so he made this decision after considering several days.
But for Lin Yuxun, this is a bit incredible.
"Would you like to be with me?" Lin Yuxun felt like he was hit by a pie falling from the sky.
Cheng Hao is willing to be with him ... There are such good things in this world?
Isn't he dreaming?
"Actually, I have always liked you very much, but I was not sure if it was love before. Now I am sure. I want to be with you forever." Cheng Hao said: "What about you?"
Lin Yuxun was stunned. He stunned for a while before he said, "I want to be with you all my life?"
Having said that, Lin Yuxun still felt incredible, and Cheng Hao would like him! He has an unworthy mother. He has lived in a poor community since he was a child. He does n’t know anything, has no interest, and is still a man ... Cheng Hao likes him?
Cheng Hao always knew that Lin Yuxun was very insecure. When he did not agree with Lin Yuxun before, many words could not be said, but now he should give Lin Yuxun some sense of security.
Cheng Hao said: "Yu Xun, have I told you that you are handsome?"
Lin Yu seeks: "You said."
"Yes, I said, I always think you are handsome and smart. It is my honor to like me." Cheng Hao said: "I have been hesitating before, I did not promise you, just because I was afraid that you did not really like it I just rely on me for gratitude ... but this time around, I plan to be selfish. Even if your feelings for me are due to gratitude, I don't want to let go of you. "
"My feelings for you are not grateful. I was born to like men by nature, I ..." Lin Yuxun blushed. He didn't dare to say that in recent years, his dreams were all about Cheng Hao, and he would take a secret photo Photos, collected videos of Cheng Hao punching.
He did a lot of things that made him self-disgusted.
"That's fine, I love you, and you love me." Cheng Hao said.
Lin Yuxun's breathing suddenly became sharp, a face flushed suddenly.
Cheng Hao said to him, "I love you."
Before meeting Cheng Hao, no one had ever told him I love you. After meeting Cheng Hao, Danny wrote "I love you" on the paper and gave it to him, but Cheng Hao never told him.
Lin Yuxun just felt that his heart was beating faster and faster, and his head was a bit unconscious ... He suddenly planted it forward, just on the bed.
Cheng Hao: "..."
Knowing that Lin Yuxun lacked a sense of security, Cheng Hao was prepared to talk to Lin Yuxun more. As a result ... Lin Yuxun passed out?
He confessed, and then the subject passed out?
Cheng Hao reached out his left hand and rang the bell on the bed.
"Hello, is there anything I can help you with?" The nurse came quickly.
Cheng Hao said: "My friend passed out." He previously introduced Lin Yuxun to use his younger brother, but now it seems not appropriate, it is better to use friends.
These days, Lin Yuxun has remained in the hospital. The nurse also knew him. Now he saw him fainted, and hurriedly called for a simple examination.
"Sir, your friend should not be dizzy, but is asleep. Don't worry, he will be fine." The nurse looked at Cheng Hao with a smile.
Lin Yuxun's eyes were full of blue and black, and the whole man was too thin. He had never showered and his hair was very oily ... Seeing him, he was too tired to fall asleep.
"Thank you," Cheng Hao said, and asked the nurse to put Lin Yuxun on his bed.
The ward of this hospital is single, and the bed is also one meter five, even if he is very large now, it is no problem to lie side by side with Lin Yuxun.
Lin Yuxun was lying next to him, and when he turned his head, he could see his bad face and greasy hair, but Cheng Hao suddenly felt relieved.
All the water he was going to hang today has been hanged, and nothing will happen next ... Cheng Hao closed his eyes and fell asleep.
Cheng Hao slept well last night. He didn't fall asleep now. When some sound came from the ward, he woke up.
Here came Old George, Arabella, and Danny and Claude.
These days, the old Georges did not stay in the hospital all the time, but they were there most of the day, they were not there before, but it was because Danny was going to be checked.
That gunshot made Denny's cochlear implant a problem.
"George, you're here." Cheng Hao opened his eyes and yawned in a low voice.
Old George also lowered his voice: "Yes, I'll bring you food ... Tony is asleep?"
Cheng Hao nodded.
Old George said: "He must be tired. He couldn't sleep well before."
"Cheng! Cheng!" Just as Old George was talking to Cheng Hao, Claude cried: "Cheng, you don't have to be okay." Afraid that Claude had trouble in the hospital with his hands and feet, old George still The first time he took him to the hospital, he was inevitably a little excited.
Crowder's cry was really loud. As soon as he cried, Lin Yuxun bounced on the bed and opened his eyes immediately.
As soon as he opened his eyes, he looked at Cheng Hao: "Cheng Hao!"
Cheng Hao glared at Claude and wanted to hit someone a little.
Lin Yuxun finally fainted ... No, he fell asleep and was awakened by Claude.
"Cheng!" Crowd cried again.
"Cheng Hao, are you okay?" Lin Yuxun had already got up and looked worriedly at Cheng Hao: "I'll call the doctor!"
"No." Cheng Hao took Lin Yuxun's hand. "Claude just cried by the way, don't care about him."
Lin Yuxun felt relieved when he heard Cheng Hao say this, and was a little annoyed: "I shouldn't fall asleep, I ..."
Lin Yuxun said, suddenly remembering the previous events.
After he fell asleep, he had such a dream.
That dream was really wonderful ... Cheng Hao promised to be with him!
Lin Yuxun sat on the bed, and the whole person was a little dazed.
Seeing him like this, Cheng Hao smiled and said in Chinese: "You are not asleep, you are fainted. I confess to you and you faint. This is really surprising."
Old George, they didn't understand Chinese, but Cheng Hao and Lin Yuxun spoke Chinese, and they didn't care.
At first, out of courtesy, Cheng Hao spoke English with Lin Yuxun when others were there, but later they became familiar with Old George, and Cheng Hao didn't care about it.
Even if someone else is present, he occasionally speaks Chinese with Lin Yuxun, and he always feels that there are some words in Chinese that are more expressive.
At this moment, Arabella was taking out the food from the lunch box brought by him. Claude was still pumping. Danny stood beside the bed, holding Cheng Hao's hand with his little hand, and Lin Yu Xun Already froze.
When he woke up, he thought that the previous things were dreaming, but now Cheng Hao's words ... Isn't he dreaming?
Was everything true before?
All that is true, even if he passed out when Cheng Hao confessed to him?
Lin Yuxun's expression changed and changed, a face flushed.
"Tony, why is your face so red? It's too hot when you sleep?" Arabella looked curiously at Lin Yuxun.
Lin Yuxun opened his mouth, speechless.
Everything before was turned out to be true. Now, as long as he thinks about it, he subconsciously forgets everything else, and he even feels that he will faint again.
He encountered such a wonderful thing.
Cheng Hao couldn't help laughing when he saw Lin Yuxun like this.
Arabella brought a lot of food to Cheng Hao, including a whole, poached chicken.
Of course, Cheng Hao likes to call it chicken soup.
The hospital actually prepared meals for Cheng Hao, but Cheng Hao was not enough to order the meals. If he wanted to be full, he would have to rely on the old George and Arabella to bring him food.
At this moment, Cheng Hao took the fork with his left hand and slowly ate the chicken soup in front of himself.
Lin Yuxun sat next to him. He felt a bit unconscious, but he knew what he should do ... He helped Cheng Hao to tear the chicken off the bone and put it in Cheng Hao's bowl to make Cheng Hao easy to eat. a little.
Chicken soup is tonic, and so is chicken. Cheng Hao now needs to eat foods that are digestible but rich in protein.
Cheng Hao said, "Keep a chicken leg and eat some chicken soup."
"I don't need it," Lin Yu sought.
Cheng Hao looked at Lin Yuxun and said in Chinese: "I like you to be a little fat and comfortable to hold."
There were a lot of people in the ward, and Cheng Hao said something like this ... Lin Yuxun's movement stopped.
Cheng Hao said in Chinese: "If you are not obedient, I will say this sentence in English."
Lin Yuxun silently put a chicken leg in his lunch box and scooped in some chicken soup.
Seeing that Lin Yuxun had left his share, Cheng Hao ate all the remaining chicken and chicken soup. Of course, he also ate some extra bread or something.
When he was finished, Lin Yuxun was still drinking soup and eating the egg sandwich brought to him by Arabella.
He couldn't eat anything a few days ago, he couldn't help worrying about it, and was afraid that Cheng Hao would have another accident, but now he didn't have time to think about those things, and he ate too much without realizing it.
"Tony, you look much better now! What you did before is really worrying." Arabella saw Lin Yuxun eating a lot of things and laughed: "I'm really afraid Cheng is good, but you are sick . "
"I will eat well in the future." Lin Yu seeks out, Cheng Hao likes him to be fatter, he must eat more ... Of course, not too fat, too fat and not good-looking.
"That's it," Arabella said. "Cheng Hao is fine, you don't have to worry too much."
Lin Yuxun nodded.
At this time, Cheng Hao was talking to Old George.
Cheng Hao directly said that he already knew his physical condition, and asked the old George to tell him the truth outside.
Old George sighed and spoke.
Cheng Hao encountered an accident this time. There was no reason for the company to cancel the contract, nor was he prepared to terminate the contract. However, the resources that had been given to Cheng Hao before were definitely not available. Cheng Hao did not need those resources.
At the same time, recently, the company took a bit of hype over it and increased Cheng Hao's reputation.
Old George said: "According to the company, they hope you can take a few ads after you are injured. In addition, they also want you to stay in the company and become a boxing trainer in the future."
"I will." Cheng Hao said.
"Cheng Hao, you don't need to be discouraged, even if you can't punch in the future, I believe you will definitely become an excellent boxing trainer and train a powerful boxer." Old George said.
Cheng Hao laughed: "Of course, Gibbs still wants me to inherit his boxing training hall!"
Old George said: "Yes, he called me yesterday and said he would come to see you and train you to become the best boxer trainer."
After speaking, Cheng Hao and old George laughed together, and the atmosphere in the ward suddenly improved.
Old George said: "Cheng Hao, you are really great. I have always worried that you will be uncomfortable."
"In the beginning I was really uncomfortable, but then I figured out that I still have loved ones, and those who love me, and I will definitely live happily." Cheng Hao said.
Old George heard Cheng Hao say this and agreed very much.
Lin Yuxun's heartbeat turned faster again.
How did he feel that Cheng Hao had other meanings?
Lin Yuxun thought so, his palm suddenly felt a little itchy, he lowered his head, and saw Cheng Hao scratch his palm.
Not only that, Cheng Hao also said in Chinese: "I mean you."
Lin Yuxun's face turned redder.
Arabella was even more depressed: "Tony, why is your face so red?"
Lin Yuxun felt that he could not stay in this ward: "I'll wash my face."
Lin Yuxun washed his face, Cheng Hao looked at Danny: "Danny, I miss you so much, do you miss me?"
Danny nodded earnestly. "Think."
"Then give me a hug," Cheng Hao said.
Danny climbed to the bed and hugged Cheng Hao.
When hugging, his body shook a bit.
Cheng Hao knew that it was not only him and Lin Yuxun who were scared before. Danny was also scared, but now ...
Cheng Hao patted Danny's back: "Danny, don't be afraid, I'll be fine."
Danny buried his face on Cheng Hao's left shoulder and wept.
As soon as Lin Yuxun came out, he saw this scene, and there was an urge to tear his brother off his body.
He did, too.
Lin Yuxun stepped forward and hugged Danny.
Danny is very sticky to Cheng Hao, but Lin Yuxun is his brother and he has always been dependent on each other. Lin Yuxun must be more important to him, but Lin Yuxun usually does not express his feelings so, so he and Lin The embrace between Yu Xun or anything, he and Cheng Haodu have not.
Now Lin Yuxun took the initiative to hug him ... he hugged Lin Yuxun and wept.
At this time, Claude looked at Cheng Hao eagerly: "Cheng, let's hug?"
Cheng Hao refused without hesitation: "No! You will crush my wound."
Crowder was immediately depressed and began to look at the others.
He looked around and finally looked at Danny: "Danny, let's hug." With so many people here, only Danny would probably hug him ...
Danny and Claude had a good time. He came out of Lin Yuxun's arms, hugged Claude, and played with Claude again.
Cheng Hao doesn't need the old George here. They have been staying there, and they have other things to do .... After sitting for a while, the old George took Arabella and they left.
Only Cheng Hao and Lin Yuxun were in the ward.
Before the old George was there, Cheng Hao said that, now no one ... Lin Yuxun felt a little hot again.
Cheng Hao doesn't mind using words to express his feelings. He knows that Lin Yuxun likes to listen, but before he has time to say something, someone will come to see him.
This is Gibbs.
This week, one after another, many people came to see Cheng Hao, including journalists and some people he knew, such as Galton.
Compared to these people, Gibbs came late.
This is also for a reason. Gibbs, who is not too young, has not been in good health recently. He has been very uncomfortable a few days ago. He came here this time and planned to have a check-in by the way.
Gibbs sat here with Cheng Hao and then left. He repeatedly expressed his welcome to Cheng Hao, but did not say that he wanted Cheng Hao to be a boxing trainer, probably because he was unhappy.
One was only nineteen years old and won the gold glove championship. It can be said that the promising boxer asked him to be a boxing trainer, which was actually cruel.
The income of a boxing trainer cannot be compared with a professional boxer.
The two are probably the difference between a dance teacher and a star.
Cheng Hao smiled and agreed to Gibbs.
He did feel a little uncomfortable.
He had been a boxing champion in his last life, but actually had luck.
He already had a lot of dark injuries in his body at that time, and no one expected that he could win the game and become the champion of boxing.
He did not knock down the opponent, but he hit the opponent more often, and the referee awarded him a win.
Even if he only got the wBo's gold belt, he was still lightweight and even only once ... The gold content of this boxer was quite average.
He always hoped that he could take a few more gold belts of boxing organizations and become a boxer with higher gold content.
Moreover, when he took the road of boxing that year, he encountered a lot of discrimination. Many people think that he is a yellow man and has no ability to be a boxer.
He did not beat those champions.
The difference in weight can even make those heavyweight boxers hit him with a punch.
He really hopes that he can be a well-deserved boxer, and let those who think that the yellow race is not a heavyweight boxer ... but it is no longer possible.
But he is no longer young, and it is not unacceptable.
After that ... if he can only be a boxing trainer, he won't make much money. In the future, he must find a way to make money, and it is best to develop a sideline.
He doesn't even have a house now.