Chapter 73:

Just as Xia Rou came to him with a sweet smile as usual, Cao Yang was thinking, why did he always endure?
He has a capable father and a mother with a background. From his youth, he lived happily. When you are an adult, you just want to be your own, the people you want, the things you want, and the things you want. Never, don't be patient.
What's more, his character has never been given up without trying.
However, the face with a sweet smile gave him the answer.
It turned out that he endured, restrained... because of her.
Fear of scaring her, afraid of hurting her, afraid that she could not accept and alienated him.
However, all these concerns were lost to the strong feeling of "he is about to lose her" this evening.
He watched as the little bird ran to him briskly, but his footsteps gradually slowed down, his face showing a shy look, stopping outside the step before him.
Ever since, Xia Rou ran to him, pulling his arm and looking up at him. Today, because of another man, she and he opened a step away.
The length of this half arm made him intolerable. And he knows that if he does not pull her back, later... the distance between her and him will only grow bigger and bigger.
He stared at her.
Her lips are delicate and light, and just after being kissed, they are slightly swollen and look more attractive.
This tempting addition is born because of other men!
Cao Yang feels that she can't bear it anymore!
His blood is tumbling, and he will endure it, and it will probably explode.
He suddenly shot, pinched her chin, bowed his head and kissed her!
As soft as he thought. As sweet as he had tasted in his dreams.
Cao Yang bite the lip, sucking, licking.
Those repressed desires, boiling blood, those who can't sleep when they think of people in the downstairs room seem to have a place to go.
He tightened his arms and held her slender and soft body in his arms.
Although he is close to her, he has never been intimate in physical contact to such an extent.
Her body is petite and soft, as if he is trying harder, he will break the waist slightly if he is not careful. He is tight, but he is careful.
But she seemed to be stiff and her body lost her reaction.
When he opened her teeth, looking for her tongue, and tangling with it... the girl in her arms began to struggle.
Cao Yang was stagnant for a moment, then tightened her arms and held Xia Rou tighter so that she could not resist.
He sucked her soft tongue and rubbed her lips. Her lips are fragrant and sweet, like a sweet spring, moisturizing his thirsty burning throat.
He was indulging in it until... he felt wet on his cheeks.
Cao Yang's body was stiff, leaving Xiarou's lips and looking down at her.
Xia Rou did not close her eyes from beginning to end. She held her hands against his chest and leaned back slightly. Look up at him.
His shadow was reflected in the black pupil, and tears fell on his cheeks.
In the pupil, Cao Yang seems to have seen his collapse.
He stiffened for a while, let go of his arm... Xia Rou stepped back and got out of his arms.
Two people are a step away.
Xia Rou’s eyes were shocked and stunned.
Nothing.
Then slowly, she stared at Cao Yang, her cheeks began to pale.
Cao Yang saw something called "broken" in Xia Rou, and his heart sank.
He moved his lips and wanted to call her, but he didn't make a sound.
He took a step forward.
Xia Rou took a step back.
Still a step away.
After Xiarou called out "Big Brother", they have not said a word, they have already turned upside down.
Xiarou’s face was white and scary, and her body even began to tremble slightly.
She very much hopes that Cao Yang can explain it. She can tell her that he was drunk and made her a mistake. What happened just now is just a somewhat embarrassing misunderstanding.
But Cao Yang just looked at her in silence.
He told her in silence that there was no excuse, no explanation, what she saw and felt... that is true.
The kind of humming sounds have been ringing in Xia Rou’s mind, slamming and subverting the whole world.
A lot of memories and pictures, such as the flood that opened the gate, generally flashed in my mind.
The gaze that she always had incomprehensible, the sighs that sounded behind her, those who sighed at the back of her neck.
And he gave her every care, care, love, tolerance...
Chaos.
It is impossible to tell which ones are past lives and which ones are this life.
Which are Cao Yang, which are... Big Brother?
When the fog is chaotic, the fairyland is beautiful. Once it is dispersed, the reality is presented... Xia Rou can't bear it.
She turned and ran!
Cao Yang stood silent in the night, watching her rush to escape from him. Did not chase.
For a long time, he took a deep breath. Turn around.
Not far from the roadside, there was a girl who looked at him with a taxi door.
Cao Yang ignored her, got on her own car and drove away.
The girl left the taxi and stood there looking at the black Land Rover disappearing. She bit her finger, hehe, hesitating.
Xia Rou ran all the way.
The lights are dim and the trees are shadowy. On the way to the dormitory, there were occasional students, who looked at her with horror.
In a short distance, she ran to the lungs to explode.
When she got to the dormitory downstairs, she stopped, bent down to hold her knees, and gasped. Looking back at a faint campus ramp.
He did not catch up.
She sat down on the stone bench downstairs, leaned over and breathed.
After a few deep breaths, I slowly calmed down. She rubbed her hands back and scattered her hair, covered her eyes, and then covered her face.
She stayed on her knees, leaning down and covering her face. I don't know how long it took before I let go and stay in the night...
It was not until the coolness of the night that it was cold, and her body was numb, and she stood up and went into the building.
Roommates still don't have a boyfriend, and life on weekend nights is as simple as usual. When Xia Rou came back, the three girls were lying down and talking in black.
"Hey, is the date coming back?" They teased her.
Xiarou smiled and smiled, took off the bag and went into the bathroom. After washing, I heard Zhuang Xiao call her outside: "Xiarou, your cell phone is shaking!"
Xia Roo went out and took out his mobile phone from the bag. Still shaking, Wei Wei.
Xia Luo stared at the photo of the caller's avatar, sliding it on, and flashed into the bathroom.
"Xiarou! Are you okay?" Wei Wei’s voice sounded a little anxious.
"Nothing..." Xiarou tried to make his voice sound less fragile. "It's alright……"
"That... after I left..." Wei Wei seems to be hesitant, and tempted to ask, "What happened?"
Just now, he just got home and received a call from Zou Yue.
After hesitated for a long time, Zou Yue decided to call Wei Wei and told him what he saw.
Between Wei Wei and Xia Rou, she is undoubtedly standing on Wei Wei's side. But she is a girl with a straight personality, and she does not discredit Xia Rou. She just told her what she saw.
"...She doesn't seem to be willing. I don't think she is too scared. Later, she didn't say anything to the man. She ran back to school. Then the man drove away." "she says.
"Okay, I know, thank you." Wei Wei said.
In front of Zou Yue, he remained calm.
In fact, my heart is over the river.
Xia Rou is a very eye-catching girl. Even if she was in contact with him, the classmates around her knew it, and they couldn’t stop the confession of the boys posing in the dormitory building.
But what Xiarou likes is that she never squats and does not hang her spare tire. She always refuses the boys in a cold and calm way.
Although Wei Wei will be slightly jealous, he is actually proud and rest assured.
But this time, he is not so relieved.
He is a smart-minded person who has drawn a lot of information from the details described by Zou Yue. He intuitively felt that the soft kiss between her men was not so simple.
He actually wants to settle down. When he goes to see her tomorrow, he will ask her about it.
But he didn't hold it.
He thought that after he had just kissed her, another man kissed her and he couldn't help himself. I want to hear Xia Rou immediately tell him what is going on.
When Xia Luo heard Wei Wei ask this question, he knew that Wei Wei knew what happened after he left.
She is not interested in how he knows.
She looked up at herself in the mirror. His face is pale and people look vulnerable.
Wei Wei on the phone is still young and still unsettled. If Wei Wei of another world, he would not make this call.
He will wait until he meets, looks at her eyes, and asks her face to face.
No matter how she expressed her refusal, he smiled and his eyes were stunned, letting her know that he would not give up easily.
The younger Wei Wei, the Wei Wei who is familiar with her... is still very different.
Xiarou suddenly felt powerless.
In these years, I don’t know how many times, she repeatedly and repeatedly re-examined past lives and examined herself. She consciously opened the fog, saw through, and understood.
She denied the inferiority, stubbornness, silence, and love of the horns. Every time I encounter a problem, I face the choice, and I will use the previous world as a reference to make a different choice based on Cao Yang’s will.
As it turns out, she is not only doing the right thing, but doing it very well. She has re-experienced a girlhood, life is getting brighter and brighter, that is, she is also completely different from her previous life.
Not only did she become cheerful, open-minded, but most importantly, she gradually gained confidence.
But all of this has collapsed tonight.
She thought she had read it through, but tonight, she saw a completely strange Cao Yang. One tore off the "brother" mark, purely just as a man Cao Yang.
Wei Wei’s voice was still heard in his ear.
"Xiarou? Xiarou?" He called her.
Xia Roi closed his eyes.
Wei Wei...
she said,
You make me quiet...

The phone was silent for a long time, and Wei Wei said something awkwardly: "Okay."
Xia Rou sat on the toilet lid and hugged his knees.
She used to be optimistic that she missed too much in her previous life. In this world, she would make up for those who missed it.
But now, she suddenly thought... In the other world she had lived, what exactly did she miss?
Lying in bed at night, she turned over and over.
Zhuang Xiao shouted in the darkness: "What's wrong with you? Don't turn over, I can't sleep."
She "hmm" and turned over again, no longer moving.
The messy memories and pictures are full of brains, chaotic, silent, but full of noise.
She suddenly remembered that he appeared in her apartment that day, looking serious, saying that he had something to tell her.
However, because of the sudden appearance of Cao An, he could not say it.
That day, he divorced.
Come to her immediately.
What do you want to say to her?
In the end...what do you want to say to her?
She can't know anymore.