Chapter 97: Extra (6)

Shen Jiaze waited for nearly an hour outside, and Gu Xi had not yet gone downstairs. He thought about it and stopped the car upstairs.
When Xiao Wang saw Shen always coming, he immediately went up and said, "Gu Tu is tired in the past few days, is resting, need me to wake him up?"
Shen Jiaze said: "No, let him sleep for a while."
Xiao Wang was particularly intimate and deliberately led him to the door of the office. Shen Jiaze hesitated. Xiao Wang had already opened the door for him. He said: "Shen always go in and wait."
Shen Jiaze will come in.
Xiao Wang feels that he has done something big! In a sense, he really did a pretty big thing!
Shen Jiaze was afraid of waking up Guxi, so he was light-handed. He felt distressed that he fell asleep on the chair, but he did not dare to go forward and give him a more comfortable posture...
Looking at it, Gu Xi suddenly wrinkled his eyebrows, and tears spilled out of his eyes.
Shen Jiaze stunned and quickly went forward.
Gu Xi cried, why did Gu Xi cry?
The two men have been entangled for so many years, Shen Jiaze almost did not see Gu Xi crying. He is strong and mature, and he treats everything with ease, not to mention tears, even the fragile appearance.
But now...he...he cried, tears flowed fiercely, as if he had been wronged by the big day, crying in his sleep.
Shen Jiaze was so helpless that he was so numb that he was so distressed. He quickly stepped forward and hugged him: "Don't cry, what did you dream of? Don't cry... Don't cry..."
Gu Xi opened his eyes, his voice trembled, and he was uneasy. He said: "Shen Jiaze, I am very scared."
This sentence is like a heavy stone in the heart of Shen Jiaze. His brain thinking and blood are stagnate for a moment, followed by the resentment of the mountains and the sea, drowning his mouth and nose and losing his breath. Ability.
"I'm sorry..." He couldn't say the three words.
Since Gu Xi told him that he never liked Shen Qing Xu, Shen Jiaze has been immersed in huge remorse.
If Gu Xi doesn't like Shen Qingxu, what did he do?
Gu Xi always likes him, then he did not push him away?
Thinking of this, Shen Jiaze can't wait to kill himself.
Killed this self that made Gu Xi sad.
He wants to protect him in his arms. He wants to give him the best love. He wants to be with him all the time. He wants him to be happy, he wants him to be happy, he wants him to get all the good things in this world, but he actually hurts. He even made him sad...
Thinking of this, Shen Jiaze would like to hammer his head!
Gu Xi still did not come out of the mood of memories. He took off his strong outer shell and showed his softest self completely. He said, "I watched you never thought of Shen Qingxu. I like it. You, I will be fat because I was sick at the time, I ate a lot of drugs containing hormones, and then my body recovered. When the medicine stopped, I lost weight..."
He didn't even tell him about the night, but now he said to Shen Jiaze.
Shen Jiaze’s head screamed and the whole person was stunned.
Gu Xi is still talking about his own words: "Before I met you, I wanted to be a director, shoot my favorite film, do what I like; but after meeting you, I want to go to Gu, want to get the father's I want to get approval from Shen because I want to be with you."
Shen Jiaze completely froze completely, he...he...can’t imagine it.
Guxi was like a scorpion, and nothing was hidden. He continued: "You have been missing for two days. I am looking for you everywhere. I was talking about a very important project. I was brought to the company after I was absent. A huge loss. My dad was very angry and asked me where I was going. I was too anxious and just wanted to find you, so I came out with him."
Shen Jiaze hugged his hand and violently, his voice hoared to the extreme: "I'm sorry, Gu Xi... I'm sorry."
Gu Xi did not hear anything like it. He said: "I was driven out of the company. I don't know where to go. Later, Auntie helped me. He gave me money, starred for me, encouraged. I am a director. I was thinking, you are going to graduate soon, I don’t make any money, I can’t give you a graduation gift.

"Shen Jiaze, that car is not unusual, but I could only afford it."
Shen Jiaze opened his mouth and found that he could not say sorry for the three words.
Gu Xi said again: "You think I don't care about you, but how do I care about you? Do you know what mood I saw when I saw the hotel? I walked home from the hotel and walked for two hours. When I entered the house, I didn't know how I came back. But I believe in you, I believe in you! I know that you will not betray me. I know that you will not be sorry for me. I will ask Xinghai to check the original. I know what is going on... Shen Jiaze, I believe in you, why don't you believe me."
Shen Jiaze’s eyes were red, and the scorpion was blocked like a cork. Even a syllable could not be sent out.
Gu Xi continued: "At that time, you were drinking, returning late, not answering the phone... I am not angry? I am very angry! But I thought that you came out of the cabinet and had a conflict with your family, so it became like this. I understand you, but why don't you understand me?"
"Shen Jiaze." Gu Xi cried and his voice was dumb. "Do you know how painful I am? Do you know how desperate I am when I am determined to break up with you? Do you know what it means to lose me?

"I'm sorry..." Shen Jiaze hugged him tightly and said awkwardly. "It's all bad for me, Guxi, it's all bad for me."
He was so distressed that he kissed Gu Xi, and the cold tears had a bitter taste. Shen Jiaze couldn't imagine it at all. He couldn't imagine what he had done, and he couldn't imagine what Gu Xi had suffered alone.
At this moment, he would rather Gu Xi not love him, at least Gu Xi will not be so sad, not so sad.
He can't see the sadness of the river. He obviously wants him to be most happy. He obviously wants him to be happy. He is obviously willing to give up everything and bless him.
But...but... Shen Jiaze really wants to kill himself!
Gu Xi fell asleep after crying, leaning against Shen Jiaze's arms, sleeping very unsteadily.
Shen Jiaze carefully picked him up and took him to the lounge in the middle.
He fell asleep like this, and his eyes would definitely be uncomfortable when he woke up. Shen Jiaze wanted to find a hot towel to wipe him, but he just got up, Gu Xi was shocked and pulled his clothes hard.
Shen Jiaze's heart really doesn't know what it is.
Being smashed and smashed and gently put together...
He didn't move any more, just holding Guxi carefully and kissing his forehead: "Guxi, please give me another chance."
For the rest of his life, he belongs to Guxi.
No matter what happens, he will trust him and will give him eternal happiness.
Although I experienced a lot and missed a lot, after they met again, both of them matured.
Gu Xi will not carry everything alone, Shen Jiaze also learned to communicate and trust.
Love is not only the nightingale and the scenery, but also Guxi and Shen Jiaze.
No matter what you are, you will find your own love.
Two years later.
Gu Xi finally did not let Shen Jiaze wait in the car, but took him to a friend gathering.
The nightingale was very pleased, knowing that Shen Shen was finally in the first place! It’s really gratifying!
The nightingale is counting on them all the way, knowing more than anyone else.
At that time, after Gu Xi died, it was temporarily put down. Shen Jiaze heard that Xiao Shu was going to get engaged. After knowing that Gu Xi was not with Shen Qing Xu, he felt that he could still be a substitute. But where does Guxi care for him? Simply looking for the nightingale to play a play, Shen Jiaze completely drove away.
At that time, Shen Jiaze also turned around and felt that Gu Xi finally hated him. He thought that Gu Xi finally got out of the shadow of Shen Qing Xu and finally no longer needed him.
After all his disappointment, he left the country, but he still didn't give up. He always felt that he was better and better. Gu Xi would look at him again.
But actually...
Shen Jiaze of Gu Xi Ai is the best Shen Jiaze.
Later, the nightingale went to Shen Jiaze to talk.
He hesitated for a long time, and told Shen Jiaze about Gu Xi’s suicide.
He knows that Gu Xi will not say this thing in his life, and the scar on his wrist has been repaired, but the ridge in Gu Xi’s heart is not necessarily over.
The only thing that can help him through that step is Shen Jiaze.
After knowing the reason for Shen Jiaze’s work as a land, the nightingale intended to tell him about it.
This is actually a punishment, the most serious punishment for Shen Jiaze.
- He almost killed his favorite person.
This is what Shen Jiaze must bear, and can only be compensated with a lifetime.
Fanwai (SunX Yu Xingzhe)