Chapter 340: Heartbreak pain

After talking with Han Ji, Lu Zhanke quietly entered the ward to see Ai Changhuan, because now her nerves are fragile, so she must go to bed early every day, and the medicine will make her sleep longer, and her memory is like this Slowly disappeared in the deep sleep.
Lu Zhanke lay down beside Ai Changhuan gently, reaching out to take her into his arms, pinching her shoulders with great distress, and saying, "You are getting thinner every day, are you unhappy because you are hospitalized?"
Ai Changhuan will naturally not give him any answer.
Lu Zhanke is used to it, so he said to himself: "Don't worry, I will take you out after this week. I will take you to wherever you forget, and pick up all the lost memories."
"Chang Huan ..." Lu Zhanke sighed and continued, "How do I feel you are getting farther and farther away from me, although you are clearly in my arms, but there seems to be an invisible barrier between us What I touched is not the real you. This feeling is terrible, even worse than the three years we separated. Although we were not together at that time, but I knew that you were with me, and I still Love you. But now? Will you really forget me completely someday? "
The only answer to him was endless silence.
"If you really don't remember anything, I'm afraid ... I'm afraid I can't make you fall in love with me again ..." Just this time, he has almost exhausted his whole life, if he comes again, He really has no confidence. Sometimes the more he cares, the more he is afraid of losing. Ai Changhuan is the biggest instability in his life. He ca n’t judge with common sense, and he ca n’t restrain with reason. It seems that everything is It is under his control, but he knows that the person who really has the initiative is Ai Changhuan, who loves or does not love, approaches or leaves, and can never help him.
He couldn't imagine the day when Ai Changhuan completely forgot him, how he should face her, and how to express to her his passion for her indescribable words.
"Chang Huan, would you really forget me?" He looked at her sleeping face, eyes full of uncertainty.
Ai Changhuan gently moved in his arms, and his small head unconsciously pinched his chest, and then went to sleep again.
Lu Zhanke looked at her series of unintentional actions, and the frustrated heart could not help but come back to life: "You still love me, don't you?"
"Grandpa ..." Ai Changhuan murmured in her sleep, and then frowned frantically. It was a terrible dream. There were things she didn't want to happen in the dream, people she didn't want to see, She desperately wanted to escape, but the whole person seemed to be bound by something, making her unable to move at all. She could only stand there, listening to the cruel expression of the ugly woman.
"A woman like you, who has no respect for your father-in-law, will immediately get out of our Lu family. I want you to divorce Zhan Ke, divorce!"
"If you can give Lu Zhanke a son and a daughter, the Lu family's things, you will be eligible to use it. But, are you still born?"
"After all, you still can't bear the property of the Lu family."
She was angry, she was angry, and she struggled to retort loudly: "No, it's not like that, you're not telling the truth!"
But she couldn't say anything, the black pressure on her heart was getting heavier and heavier, and she couldn't even breathe, and struggled in vain.
Her hands waved wildly in the air, as if to drive something away, but the terrible voice lingered in her ears.
"Don't pretend to have pity and sympathy in front of me. In short, in a word, you have to leave if you get married, and you have to leave if you don't."
"Oh, can't hear? Who knows whether it's true or false? In case he wants to rely on our Lu family, so he doesn't say a word on purpose?"
She was so angry that she almost burst into tears, and the tears flowed down suddenly. The sentence deep in her throat finally broke through the captive and shouted, "Grandpa, come on, doctor, come on. Come on, please! "
Ai Changhuan struggled to get up from the bed and shouted, "Come, come here!"
"Come on ..." At the last sentence, he was already crying.
This time, her memory goes back to when Grandpa died.
Before Lu Zhanke realized that Ai Changhuan might be awake, he hurried away, but he didn't expect him to go out soon. He heard the shout of Ai Changhuan from the ward. Rushing back, pushing open the door and turning on the lights, rushed over and hugged Ai Changhuan: "Chang Huan, what happened to you?"
Suddenly being held by Ai Changhuan was still startled, but she cried after seeing that the person was Lu Zheke, and she cried heartbrokenly as she cried: "Lou Zheke ... Lu Zheke ... Grandpa ... ... Grandpa is gone ... "
"I know, I know, I'm sorry, I'm late!" Lu Zhanke held Ai Changhuan's incomparable self-blame, and at the same time his most worried thing came, Ai Changhuan's memory is going backwards, so those pains that I experienced She had to go through it again, that time it took her a full three years to heal, but this time she could n’t give her another three years, so he was really worried about her, that she could n’t afford it at all pain of.
"Woohoo ..." Ai Changhuan was crying very sad, tears raging down, and Lu Zhanke could feel her sorrow completely, but he couldn't help it.
He once regretted why he hadn't been able to accompany Ai Changhuan when she was saddest and most helpless. Now her memory is backwards and everything has returned to the past, but he finds that he is still powerless and he cannot Letting Ai Ai die and be resurrected will not be able to bear all the pain and blows on behalf of Ai Changhuan. He gave her only such a hug.
But this hug was useless. The painful person was Ai Changhuan.
"I'm sorry ... I'm sorry ..." He kept saying sorry words, but these words could not express his apology one-tenth.
"Lu Zhanke ... Lu Zhanke, where did you go, why are you here now ..." Ai Changhuan slammed the shoulder of Zhan Ke, "Do you know, do you know I'm really scared, those people have been around I have debt at the door, I do n’t have that much money, I do n’t have any help, I ca n’t help anything, I ’m scared, I need you, but where are you, when I need you most, you ’re not at all By my side, grandpa is in trouble. I do n’t even have a person to rely on. Do you know how helpless I am? I think about you every minute, every second, why I ’m not here, and you do n’t agree. Have I been by my side all the time? But why didn't you come? I was hopeful at first, but gradually became disappointed, and then despair, do you know? No, you don't know anything! "
These words, she should have told Lu Zhanke long ago, but at that time Lu Zhan Ke was not with her, now Lu Zhan Ke was there, her heart full of sadness and grievances could finally be revealed, these words were hidden in her heart for three years, she almost Drive yourself crazy.
"People bullied me, even your mother bullied me, the grandpa who hurt him ..." Ai Changhuan suddenly remembered that grandpa was gone, and grandpa's death was still because of Mrs. Lu ...
She pushed Lu Zhanke away suddenly, with a strong hate in her eyes: "You go, you go, I don't want to see you!"
"Chang Huan!" Lu Zhanke was pushed by a puppet, and his back was hit the corner of the table. It was painful, but he could not care anymore. "Chang Huan, you can see clearly, I am Lu Zhanke, I am back , I will never leave you again ... "
"Liar, I don't want to believe you anymore!" Ai Changhuan was very excited. She hated Mrs. Lu, so she hated Lu Zhanke. If it wasn't for Lu Zhanke, Mrs. Lu wouldn't come over to tell her those words. Grandpa would not die suddenly, so he blame him!
Hate was the first reaction of Ai Changhuan after seeing Lu Zhanke. It took her a long time to persuade herself not to hate Lu Zhanke. At last, she found that she couldn't do it, so she had to go far away and use time. Allow herself to fade the hate slowly. After three years, when the Marine Zhan Ke reappears, she is cold and indifferent to him, but the hate is not as obvious as it is now.
But now, her memory is three years ago, very fresh, so hate is extremely strong.
"It's all because of you ... it's all because of your grandpa that he ... you go, I don't want to see you, you go!" Angry Ai Changhuan grabbed the pillow beside him and threw it vigorously at Marine Zhanke, "don't Appear before me again! "
"Chang Huan ..." Lu Zhanke tried to get close to Ai Changhuan, and wanted to calm her down, but Ai Changhuan resisted fiercely. He couldn't get closer, and his face was scratched, leaving three fingers. .
Ai Changhuan is like an enraged beast, who attacks anyone who dares to approach her.
Lu Zhanke could not, but had to leave first, calling Han Ji and Qin Zhan over.
Qin Zhan Ai Changhuan is more trusting because she remembers that Qin Zhan has been taking care of her when she was injured, and Han is not a hostile because she is a stranger.
In the end, Qin Zhan told Ai Changhuan what happened since these days. When Ai Changhuan heard that his grandfather had been buried, and he had not returned to see him for three years, he suddenly wept with guilt, and cried. It's sad, no one is persuading.
No, they had to show the video to her again and tell her that it had been a long time ago. Now she was facing a new challenge. After watching it, Ai Changhuan fell into a long silence.
Han Ji said he had a separate talk with Ai Changhuan and let Qin Zhan go out first.
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