Chapter 41:

Why looked at Song Juhan's domineering look of "you don't promise to end today", a tiredness hit me.
He suddenly figured it out.
What he has always wanted is at his fingertips, why should he refuse? Why not try it and see if it is as good as you think. Try Song Juhan for a few months and how long you can endure him.
He guessed no more than three months.
Song Juhan was born without the concept of unity, and his background and family did not teach him this. When he grew up, he faced so many temptations. Whoever talked to him about "unity" must be sneered at. The promise of "not talking to others" is merely to temporarily cope with your own conditions.
As for Song Juhan's "serious together", it is very pleasing, but he cannot go to his heart. Because once he truly believes that they are together, his possessiveness will completely devour both people, dragging himself into ruin.
Why do you reach out your fingers and gently slap Song Juhan's chin and say, "Okay."
Song Juhan suddenly smiled. He knew, he knew why he could not bear him, why he has been too calm and calm, and occasionally making such a noise, it can be considered not to be affectionate--interesting. He likes to see why it is different from the past, so he particularly likes bullying in bed, just to make this man show an expression that others cannot see.
"But ... since you promised me, you have to keep your promise." Why is the dark pupil like a bottomless lake, "If you sleep with someone, we will end it completely."
Song Juhan said arrogantly, "I promised you, and I will do it naturally." He pressed his head for some reason, pressing his head, and gently covered the flap.
Why did I blink my eyes and felt that the kiss was a bit bitter?
The scene seemed similar, right, not six years ago.
But at that time, he used the name of "playing to play" to stay with Song Juhan. This time, he was serious ... seriously planning to "playing with play".
Because the first to destroy the agreement must be Song Juhan. As long as he accompanies the play to complete the last journey, Song Juhan has no reason to force him to stay. It is also at the last moment, but his long-term desire.
Song Juhan didn't go back at last, forcibly hugged him until dawn, and then sneaked away. Fortunately, that day, Sun Qing returned to Shencheng to handle business, otherwise she would definitely run into it.
With the end of the spring break, the popularity of the news finally began to dissipate, and fans and reporters around the hotel door were also gone.
Why not stay at home for almost three weeks, and one day finally got up the courage and decided to go for a walk.
He put on his overcoat and sunglasses, and when he came downstairs, he met the guests who took the elevator, and he felt an unstoppable guilty conscience.
Walking slowly down the street, he found that no one paid special attention to him. He tried to take off his sunglasses and saw the scenery of early spring more clearly. This is the most beautiful season of the year in Beijing. It's a pity not to look at the coldness and vitality.
Pedestrians are woven, but there are no imaginary pictures that are pointed and turned off. The computer and TV are turned off. It seems that the whole world is clean. No one knows him. Minds reads on an already outdated topic ;.
Why can't help laughing at himself?
He went to dinner, watched a movie, and then went to a cafe to read a book. At the same time, he called his boss and wanted to talk to him about his resignation alone.
That afternoon, he had a meal with his boss. He was open-minded and calm, and without a few words, ended his nearly seven years of career in Nanchuang.
Even if he had made enough psychological preparations, why was he still sad? His youth and sweat in Nanchuang ended helplessly at this moment, how can he not be distressed.
The boss said that the company would give him double the year-end bonus, plus pay for three months more, whether it is to look at the face, or to affirm his hard work all these years, or thank him for walking so cleanly, In short, the company did not treat him badly.
Why ask Chen Shan to help him clean up the office, handle the resignation procedures, and take over the work with the person who replaced him alone. It is impossible for him to go back.
He suddenly remembered Gu Qingpei. When Gu Qingpei was gone, he had eaten countless meals, so imposing and promising. And he couldn't even talk to his former colleagues individually, and didn't even have the courage to go back to the company to take a look.
All of this "thanks" Song Juhan.
After leaving office, why did he call Gu Qingpei and wanted to make an appointment?
Gu Qingpei, who had been actively trying to dig him, was in a bad condition at this time, saying that something had happened with the company and he apologized to him one after another. Obviously everything is now unknown.
Why are you a little worried? Ask Gu Qingpei what happened, Gu Qingpei refused to say.
With Gu Qingpei's character, it can be difficult to do this, and it cannot be concealed. It must not be a trivial matter, so why not ask again, but comfort it. Although he was planning to go to Gu Qingpei, he didn't want to join the post right away, just because he could rest for a while, and then wait and see.
Why contact the decoration company, and officially began to renovate his old house. The house is small and the construction period is expected to be no more than two months. Why are the foremen who have cooperated many times very relieved and gave him the full power of the house? He bought a ticket and went to Shencheng.
When he got off the plane and just turned on the phone, he jumped out of a row of missed calls, all of which were Song Juhan's. He returned a text message: What happened?
Song Juhan's phone quickly chased after him, "Where did you go? Why shut down?"
"By plane, I came to Shencheng to see my mother."
Song Juhan seemed relieved: "When are you coming back?"
"Not sure, let's go in two days."
"My dad didn't find someone to look at me anymore. Come back with me early."
"it is good."
"When is 'OK' coming back?"
"I'm not sure."
"Two days."
Why? "I'm really not sure."
Song Juhan snorted on the phone: "Forget it." After that, he hung up.
Why didn't you care, if Song Juhan would suddenly turn around, that would be scary reads ;.
Why get in the car, went to the hotel where I stayed last night, and ate with his mother and Susu in the evening.
Although Susu is very naughty and speaks fluently, she is unexpectedly sensible this time, not mentioning the tumultuous news a while ago, as if nothing happened, sitting in his arms and giving him Watch videos of singing and dancing and photos of skiing in Switzerland.
Until Su Qing went out to answer the phone, Su Su whispered, "Brother, is Song Juhan really your boyfriend?"
Why touched her head: "No."
Susu looked at him, his eyes were bright, and he was obviously unbelieving. After all, he had lied about Song Juhan's affairs. He probably had no credibility in this matter.
Why do you say helplessly: "It really isn't." The word boyfriend between them always seemed funny.
"So do you like him?" Susu said with longing expression, "I like him too, he is so handsome."
"Well." Why smiled, "but he doesn't like me."
Susu frowned, then frowned, and said, "He must have a bad eye."
Why was she teased.
"Brother, will you come to Shencheng after you resign?"
"I still do not know."
"Where are you from?"
Why did you think of Gu Qingpei? There was some hesitation at this time. If Gu Qingpei really couldn't go there, would he really want to come here? There are at least relatives here ...
Why shook his head: "I want to rest for a while before I plan."
When I returned to the hotel at night, I washed up and was about to go to bed, and the doorbell rang.
He shouted, "Who?"
"Room."
Why did he stumble, this voice, wouldn't be ... he jumped out of bed and opened the door.
Song Juhan smirked with a wicked smile and looked at him leisurely.
"You, how are you ..."
"It's not easy to check your hotel." Song Juhan hugged him. "Who asked you to run this far, I have to come to you."
Why are you afraid of being seen? Hurry back to the room and close the door: "Why dare you take a plane now, you are not recognized?"
"So I didn't get on the plane, the high-speed rail, and my back hurt me." Song Juhan stretched out his slender torso. "I covered my face. If I could recognize it, it would definitely open my eyes."
Why look at the appearance of Song Juhan's servants, can't say anything about it. The moment he saw Song Juhan, he did feel a little surprised.
"I'll take a bath." Song Juhan bowed his head and kissed him, said vaguely, "wait for me."
Why Mumu did not respond, until Song Juhan entered the bathroom, he sighed. He originally planned to live in Shencheng for ten days and a half months and see if he can adapt to the climate and environment here. Now it seems that he can't live for a few days.
Song Juhan took a quick bath, fell on the bed, pressed why underneath, and kissed intimately: "Did you just wash it, it smells good."
"Ok."
"It's just for me." Song Juhan chuckled and whispered-why.
Why it hasn't been done for a long time, his body suddenly feels agitated--movement, he now wants to enjoy sex.
Today Song Juhan is very patient in mobilizing the desire for any reason--desire, no one knows his body better than him, and is more able to control the ups and downs of this person.
The two of them did it all night, as if the extinguished flames were re-ignited again. Why are you in the lust-the infinite sink in the sea, and I almost lost my self ...
Waking up the next day, why he was so tired that he could barely move. He hadn't been so long for a long time --- he had passed, and the aftermath was quite obvious.
Song Juhan also woke up and gave him a kiss: "Are you hungry?"
Why can't my eyes be swollen and nodded slowly?
Song Juhan picked up the microphone at the bedside and asked the hotel to send two breakfasts.
Why was it struggling to think of it, but the moment I moved, I took a sigh of pain.
Song Juhan chuckled twice: "Tired of you ... Are you neglecting to exercise? The physical strength was better than this before."
Why didn't he want to answer? He wanted to take a bath.
"Okay, I wiped it for you yesterday, lying down honestly." Song Juhan dragged him back into his arms, stroking his smooth back, "We won't go out today."
"No." Why did he open his mouth and his hoarse throat, remembering everything last night, his ears suddenly turned red, "My mom ..."
"Aren't you going to stay for a few days? Just say you went to see your friends today. How can you see your mother like this?"
Why did you bump your swollen head against the pillow? Indeed, how he sees people like this, I'm afraid that walking is not good.
Song Juhan rubbed his temples: "Is it uncomfortable? I'll press you."
Why is your body stiff.
Why has Song Juhan been so tender to him? This is simply embarrassing.
"I often think about ..." Song Juhan said rubbing, "what were you thinking about when you were in the detention center for a few days, and what did you think about when you promised to give me a bag?"
Why is it silent.
"Why do you think I treat you well?"
Why numbly said, "OK."
"Don't pretend, I know you have resentment in your heart, that's what you think, and you would rather vomit blood instead of saying it. You don't say, how do I know you are sad, how do you know what you want."
Why did I bit my trembling lips gently?
Song Juhan buried his face in his neck, his voice was lazy and soft, and he was really coquettish. "For so many years, I have met so many people, but only you are sincere to me, and only you don't try to read me anything ;. This time we are together, I did n’t give it to you before, and now I compensate you. So your heart, your eyes, can only rest on me. "
Why do you want to justify two sentences without knowing what to say? After realizing on many occasions that he and Song Juhan have huge differences in character and Sanguan, and Song Juhan is only interested in going to bed with him, He gave up communication.
Now even if I want to communicate, I don't know where to start.
Communication does not happen overnight. It is like a congested pipe. It is not possible to clear it all at once. He talks too little and thinks too much, not just a matter of personality, but even when he said, Song Juhan was too lazy to listen.
Now ... Song Juhan said what it is, right or wrong, it doesn't matter at all.
The hotel waiter brought two breakfasts. Song Juhan dragged it up and squeezed his nose with a smile. "Baby, do you want me to feed you?"
"No." Why is his cheek a little hot? When Song Juhan wanted to be nice to others, he was so bright that he couldn't ignore it.
Song Juhan set the breakfast on the table, walked to the bed and wanted to hug him, so he quickly got up, and as a result, his legs became soft and his body slipped down.
Song Juhan embraced his waist and laughed ambiguously: "This is not my fault." He leaned close to the ears and whispered, "Blame you for keeping me biting."
Why did you cough, barely standing still, pushed Song Juhan away, and walked to the table step by step.
The pain and soreness were really embarrassing.
Song Juhan was in a very good mood. He gave vegetables to He Qin, why he was really hungry, and drank his food.
Halfway through the meal, Song Juhan's cell phone rang. He looked at the screen, frowned, and reluctantly answered the phone: "Hey?"
Why can't I hear what is being said on the phone, but I can hear Song He's voice.
"Do n’t you keep me at home? What happened to me when I came out to relax." Song Juhan's tone was quite rushing.
"Why at home? Without notice, I'm freer than dogs now."
"Recognize what can be done, can you eat me!" Song Juhan hung up the phone, shut it down, and tossed it aside.
Why look at him.
Song Juhan took a deep breath: "Eat."
Why did you think about it and asked, "How is it over there?"
"What can I do? All work stopped and I lost a lot of money."
Song Juhan didn't care about it, but the frustration of falling from a height must be difficult, especially for people like Song Juhan who have a smooth life.
"Are you blocked?"
Song Juhan frizzled his hair anxiously: "It's true, after all, things are quite big, and the country is now catching the typical, we just hit the muzzle. My name is not on the red head document, but they are both My people, my parents gave me shelter, and there will be no public events in these months. "
"Asheng, have they been sentenced?"
"Hurry up, squat for at least half a year, basically it will be useless after coming out, but at the back of the curtain, but my dad doesn't want to use him to read .; I said he did n’t touch the thing a few times. So many people are involved, it's fucking. "Song Juhan said more and more, his fists clenched tightly.
I don't know how to comfort Song Juhan, because he is also a victim, but it is useless to blame Han Sheng, and the law will punish him.
Song Juhan looked at why, and whispered, "I shouldn't take them to you."
Why sighed: "I really can't figure it out, why did you take them to me?"
Song Juhan bowed his head and said with some guilty conscience: "Whoever let you ignore me during that time, I thought, I will take so many people with you, you will always give me face."
Why can't we laugh or cry.
Song Juhan remembered: "That house, why aren't you a household?"
Why was he silent: "No need."
"What is unnecessary?"
"Live anyway."
Song Juhan wasn't very happy: "I can't live there anymore. I'll give you a set of jump floors in the city center. Now I'm going to wear some soft clothes. After I go back ..."
"No need." Why looked up at him with clear eyes, "I have resigned from Nanchuang and intend to move back to my parents' house."
Song Juhan frowned: "How many years is that old house? Are you older than you?"
"I renovated."
"I seem to have seen you there once before, aren't they? It's small and broken. It's all residential areas and mixed fish and fish. Why do you live in that kind of place? If you don't like living in the city, I'll buy one for you in the suburbs. villa."
"Ju Han." Why look at him seriously, "House, car, clothes, watches, these things are irrelevant to me. Taking things from you, I feel uncomfortable, I have always felt uncomfortable, just I was afraid you were upset, so I didn't say anything. "
Song Juhan showed an incomprehensible expression, "Why are you almost thirty, as for what kind of play-what kind of love, let alone what these are. I Song Juhan never treats his own people, don't treat This matter is too important. "
Why calmly say: "I'm also a man, not to mention I don't need anyone to feed, can you understand that's it, I won't live in your house again."
"Why are you so stubborn!"
Why continued: "I'll drive your car first. Depreciation can't sell for a few bucks anyway, and you definitely won't want it, no need to waste it."
Song Juhan was annoyed: "Who cares about a car, why are you and me so clear!" Although he reconciled with him for some reason, he always felt that there was something missing between the two. No, it should be said that it was much less. thing. Why is it more silent than it was before? Except on the bed, he did n’t even look at him straight, but he did n’t know what to do, but when he questioned, why would he use words and eyes? , Action, and other expressions, tell him "nothing."
It's nothing? Nothing to fuck!
What he wanted wasn't such a reason, but the previous one. The only reason he was obedient and considerate was gentle, but the more he wanted it, the harder it seemed to grasp it, apparently combining countless times, clearly within reach. He still felt why he was far away from him, little by little, but firmly away from him.
The sense of weakness made him deeply angry reads ;.
Why do you bow your head and take a sip of soup, and said lightly, "It's better to be clear."
Song Juhan broke his chopsticks: "What the do you mean? Do you want to draw a line with me?"
Why was he silent: "You said to be serious together, didn't you?"
"Of course."
"Then we start on an equal footing."
Song Juhan taunted, "Why isn't it unequal where I let you live better? Your thoughts are so desperate."
"Maybe." Why not be bothered.
Song Juhan realized the feeling of fist hitting the cotton again. He gritted his teeth and saw why he really wanted to bite.
Why? "Let's eat, the dishes should be cold."
Song Juhan rolled his eyes and said, "Don't eat anymore." After finishing talking, he went to play mobile games on the sofa.
Why looked at Song Ju's chilling back, hesitated, or walked over and stroked his back: "Come and eat."
Song Juhan looked up at him, his eyes were angry and wronged: "I'm for your good, why are you so ignorant?"
"I know."
"You know a fart, you just purposely opposed me."
"I don't mean it, let's eat."
Song Juhan hesitated for a moment, still returned to the table.
Why look at Song Juhan's childish look, some want to laugh.
Song Juhan said angrily, "What are you laughing at? You feed me."
Why chopsticks and scrambled eggs were brought to his mouth.
Song Juhan opened his mouth and ate in.
After a few bites, Song Juhan's mood was much better.
Song Juhan has such a character. His temperament comes quickly, eagerly, and ruthlessly, but he goes fast.
Why do you often feel that Song Juhan is a child who hasn't grown up inside? He has a child with unique innocence and cruelty. Even if he hurts others, he doesn't know, care, and avoid taboo.
The two stayed in Shencheng for five days. When they went to accompany his mother and sister, Song Juhan stayed in the hotel and sent a message urging him to return.
Those days were really sweet and sweet. Song Juhan is hard to express his tenderness and romance, so why do you know that Song Juhan can not only love each other, but his ability to fall in love is so great. When the two first met, Song Juhan was able to get him to sleep overnight. Unconscious, after many years, he once again experienced the invincible charm of Song Juhan.
But this time he no longer feels dizzy, he is soberly enjoying, enjoying Song Juhan's goodness, he feels so happy, what he longed for so long, is really good.
Although he didn't want it so desperately. 2k novel reading network