Chapter 44:

As the weather warmed up, Song Juhan also returned to the public's vision little by little, but at the beginning it was not work, but charity and vanessa with Vanessa everywhere, occasionally interspersed with his relationship with the actress Zhang Xiaoli News with "candid" photos.
Song Juhan only had one romantic relationship in his life, when he was studying music in America in his teens, and dated the daughter of the pop godfather. The two were quite old and good-looking, and both came from famous families. Such feelings are doomed to be immature and long lasting. Now that the money has been divorced and remarried, Song Juhan has been "single" even though his scandal has not been broken.
The media are speculating whether Song Juhan will openly share his feelings with Zhang Xiaoli and fight back against homosexual rumors. After all, in addition to his extraordinary beauty, Zhang Xiaoli also has a prominent family background.
Every time Song Juhan looked at the report, he sneered: "These photos were taken by someone to pay for it. After taking it, she thought that the angle was not good. She was short and blame the camera."
Why didn't I say anything.
Song Juhan hugged him hard: "It's all fake, she's the signing artist of our company, don't you mind?"
"do not mind."
Song Juhan kissed him vigorously and coquettishly said, "But I want to see you more jealous."
"... you wouldn't think."
Why did I feel a little uncomfortable after taking a long break, but like he said, he couldn't find a job in Beijing in a short time. He thought about starting a business, but felt that his communication skills were problematic, and it was more difficult. So he planned to talk to Gu Qingpei for some suggestions.
Unexpectedly, something happened to Gu Qingpei at this time.
After leaving Nanchuang, why did he still have contact with Chen Shan? On this day, Chen Shan mysteriously called him and said that Gu Qingpei had an accident. He therefore hesitated in his heart, and asked with some fear: "What, what? "
"I only learned today that Mr. Gu was also gay, no, everyone now knows."
"... What do you mean?"
"Popular photos of Mr. Gu and a man were sent to his new company's corporate mailbox. There are too many people who know Mr. Gu. Now the industry knows all ... Do you want to see them? I have them too."
Why he was shocked, he took a deep breath, still feeling his body trembling, he trembled: "I don't see it." He couldn't understand the shame and embarrassment of being judged in public.
"In fact, it was not sexually explicit, only the chest was cut upwards, but Gu's face was exposed, and another person was covered."
Why do you think with your knees that you can guess what is going on? The one who is covered must be Hara, so the person who distributes the photo is likely to be Haru Lijiang who deliberately retaliates. Yuan Lijiang has a red background and is very conservative. How can he tolerate such a scandal by his son.
Chen Shan sighed, "Gu is so pitiful. He is such a good person and so deserving of face. What can he do now?"
"Chen Shan, you deleted the e-mail and urged other people in the company to delete it. I will call Sun Dong and ask him to stop these things from spreading in Nanchuang. If you know who keeps circulating these things in the company, tell me. Mr. Gu has made great contributions to the development of Nanchuang. If the rumors are allowed to discredit his private life, where does Nanchuang's corporate dignity read ?;
Chen Shan solemnly said, "General Manager He, you are right, I will let them all delete it."
He hung up the phone, why his hand was still shaking, he could not imagine the mood of Gu Qingpei at this moment, the man who was always full of spirit and confidence, and the man who appeared delicately and elegantly in public at any time, suffered such humiliation ...
He changed his breath and calmed down and called the chairman of Nanchuang. Sun Dong appreciated him all the time and felt very helpless and unfortunate about his departure. At this time, he heard the contents of the call and filled with indignation to ensure that those photos would not be circulated inside Nanchuang. He also asked about his situation by the way. .
Why do you understate that you are still resting.
Dong Dong was silent for a while and said, "I know you are not good at finding a job right now. Nanchuang has a lot of branches around the world. I can't let you in for domestic companies. You can pick any one from abroad. But our The main business is energy. There may not be positions with you, but as long as you want to go, it is not a problem to arrange a position for you. "
He said gratefully, "Thank you Sun Dong, I will think about it." Although he did not plan to go abroad, he was moved by the old leader who still cared about him.
I hung up the phone, so I called Gu Qingpei, and it turned off.
He grabbed the key and coat and drove to Gu Qingpei's house, but he rang the doorbell for a long time. No one answered, and he had to return home in sorrow.
After returning home, he suddenly remembered something. He called Nanchuang's personnel director, called her for Gu Qingpei's emergency contact, and finally got a call from Gu Qingpei's father.
The phone was quickly connected, so why did he say carefully: "Hey, uncle, I'm Gu Qingpei's friend."
"Oh, Qing Pei's friend, hello how are you, why do you have my phone?"
"He turned off his phone. I had an urgent call for him, so he asked the company for your phone."
"What's the matter, isn't it?"
"It's nothing, work." Why is he a little relieved, obviously Gu Qingpei's father didn't know anything, "Can you contact him?"
"He just came home yesterday." The old man sighed. "Surely there was a problem at work. He has no energy after he came home. I have never seen him like this. Did he do something wrong? Will he be fired? ?"
Why did I feel sore for a while: "No, he didn't do anything wrong. Can I say something to him?"
"Okay, you wait."
There was a knock on the other side of the phone, and the old man said softly, "Qing Pei, your friend is calling. You can pick it up."
For a long time, the old man asked, "What's your name?"
"Why."
After a while, Gu Qingpei's tired voice appeared on the phone, "Why."
Why listen to his voice, I feel very uncomfortable: "General Manager Gu, are you okay now?"
Gu Qingpei smiled bitterly: "Obviously not very good."
"May I help you?"
"Help me call Sun Dong and ask him ..."
"I've hit reads ;."
Gu Qingpei called out a breath: "Why are you always so reliable?"
"That's right, what else can I help you with?"
"It's nothing, no one can do this for me. I hope my parents don't know now."
Why was he silent for a while: "General Manager Gu, at the beginning of this year, I encountered something similar to you. When you comforted me at the time, I still remember that I was not very comfortable and did not have your eloquence, but I I can repeat it to you sentence by sentence, as long as you can cheer up some. "
Gu Qingpei smiled: "The first time I heard such a comforting, but very effective, thank you. In fact, I understand the reason, I just need time to adjust, during this time I ... I am too bad, but Don't worry, these frustrations won't beat me. "
"That's good, you're better than me, I believe you."
"No, you are stronger than me." Gu Qingpei said softly, "I just like being alone for a year and I can't survive it anymore. I don't dare to imagine how you lived in those seven years."
Why do you stumble, suddenly a sore nose.
He didn't know what happened. After so many experiences, he couldn't help crying only when he knew the past of Song Juhan and Feng Ye. At any other time, he couldn't bear it anymore, but because of Gu Qingpei's words The words were painful.
"I really failed." Gu Qingpei laughed at himself, "I did not experience emotional frustration at an age where I was not afraid of losing anything, and I was able to recover from everything, but I was defeated at this age. It was really ... life."
Why did you take a breath and said dumbly: "It's fate."
When he hung up the phone, why was he in a bad mood? He was full of anger, but he didn't know who was angry. He saw himself in Gu Qingpei a few months ago. At that time, how much anger, helplessness, frustration, and pain he felt, he didn't even want to think back.
Fortunately, Gu Qingpei, like him, was able to carry it, and he passed it.
It's just the scar of my heart that cannot be healed in a lifetime.
Why did he sit there for a long time, until the doorbell suddenly rang, and he was so shocked that he returned to God. He thought it was Song Juhan who came and opened the door, but the people standing outside the door let him hold him back.
It was a woman. She wore a pair of huge sunglasses and almost covered half her face. Even so, she could see her delicate features.
Why is she vaguely familiar: "Hello, may I ask who you are looking for."
She took off her sunglasses and revealed a pure and beautiful face. Her eyes were as bright as autumn water, and her black hair was lined with white and tender skin.
Why is it recognized that it is Zhang Xiaoli, the heroine who is spreading a scandal with Song Juhan.
Zhang Xiaoli smiled softly: "Hello, why are you?"
Why his heart was a little tight, he said blankly, "Yes."
Zhang Xiaoli drew her hair behind her ears, and she looked well-behaved, "Can I go in and talk to you?"
"A girl goes in and out of a strange man's house, it's wrong to reads;" Why instinctively resist this man, he knows she will bring him pain.
Zhang Xiaoli froze, and laughed: "It doesn't matter, I know you ... you won't be interested in me."
Why look at her for a moment and let go.
Zhang Xiaoli smiled a little, and didn't timidly face the cold noodles, and walked in shyly.
Why did you grip the doorknob hard and closed it gently.
Zhang Xiaoli sat on the sofa, looked around for a while, and finally focused on why: "Is the house newly renovated? It still has a little taste, so it ’s bad for your health."
"It's okay to stay for a while."
Zhang Xiaoli said awkwardly, "I'm not talking about me, I'm worried about you."
Why didn't he answer, and said straightforwardly, "Is there anything wrong with you?"
Zhang Xiaoli pursed his lips: "Well, you should know about me and Ju Han, and I know you, so you don't need to be nervous."
Why indifferent: "Miss Zhang, you look nervous."
Zhang Xiaoli frowned, silent for a moment, and said, "Actually, I thought about it for a long time. Should I come to see you ..."
"Who gave you my address."
Zhang Xiaoli said, "Uh ..."
"Who gave it to you?" Why stared straight at her with deep eyes.
Zhang Xiaoli's shoulders shrank: "Song gave it to me."
"You Song is really amazing," hesitated.
Zhang Xiaoli concealed her already neat hair: "I know I'm so abrupt, and you may not be very happy, but I can't ask you to meet outside, it will be recognized by fans, so I will come directly to your home . Hmm ... I think I should see you. After all, if I marry Ju Han, I want to know if I can accept you. "
Why is it struck by lightning!
marry? !!
Zhang Xiaoli looked at the reason, and said unexpectedly, "Don't you know?"
When the chest is a sword, the liver and bowel are broken.
marry……
Why clenched his fists and gritted his teeth, "You continue to say."
Song Juhan, you can always surprise me by surprise. Whenever I think you have stepped on my bottom line, you can dig a few meters down.
Your heart has been hollowed out by you, not even a trace of flesh is left.
Zhang Xiaoli rolled her eyes and still smiled elegantly and sweetly: "Ju Han said he would tell you, we plan to get engaged at the end of the year, and there is still more than half a year, so he may not have time to say it."
Why listen to the hollow voice of myself: "Then what are you doing to me?"
"Our marriage is special, with many attached conditions, but I really like him." Zhang Xiaoli smiled, "I know you have a good relationship, you should be a very good person, otherwise you would not be cold Will be with you for so many years, I think ... I can accept your reads ;. "
Why do you close your eyes and feel that the air is sticky and unable to breathe?
The little girl slaps loud slaps on his face, making him so ashamed that he can't disappear.
It turned out that Komatsu said that he was "the main room", which was not the most embarrassing thing for him. What embarrassed him most was that he didn't even consider the "main room" right away.
What this little girl thinks of him is what Song Juhan thinks of him as.
Song Juhan regarded him as a "mistress".
If it's not the right time, why would you want to laugh.
It's ridiculous, how could it be so ridiculous. The whole thing, the whole thing, was disgusting and funny.
He thought he was cautious this time and folded himself halfway. He should have gained a slight upper hand in this difficult-to-define relationship, but Song Juhan hit him hard.
In seven years, the deepest, heaviest and most painful knife.
Zhang Xiaoli observed why, and a smile flashed in her eyes. She continued: "I'm a very good person, I think we can get together, you can rest assured, I won't ask Juhan to always stay with me."
Why did Muran look at her, but her eyes seemed to have penetrated her and looked at an unknown place.
"Well ... aren't you looking for a job right now? If you don't want to give up, I can help. How about you being my assistant? The remuneration is driven by you, so you can often see Juhan, He won't be distracted at work because of you ... "
Why did he look back at her, and suddenly smiled stiffly: "Okay, after sixty years of annual salary, fourteen months of salary plus year-end bonus, forty hours of work per week, three times of overtime pay settlement, legal holidays Plus ten days of paid leave. "
Zhang Xiaoli's face became uglier the more he heard it, and he stumbled, "The assistant star ... has no fixed time."
Why indifferent: "In this case, you may not be able to hire me."
Zhang Xiaoli tightened her skirt and slowly stood up: "In short, I just want to get to know you first and hope to get along well in the future, so don't bother, I will go back first."
"Walk slowly and don't deliver."
After Zhang Xiaoli left, why did he collapse on the sofa, covered his chest hard, and panted hard, so that he could barely resist the suffocating pain.
He trembled and grabbed the phone, and sent a message to Song Juhan: Are you coming tonight?
Song Juhan quickly returned a line: it will be here in a while, baby wait for me.
Why looked at the dazzling word "baby" and finally laughed uncontrollably, the choking laughter echoed in the empty room, looking extremely cold.
When Song Juhan arrived, why had he taken a cold bath and dressed in neat house clothes? It looked the same as usual.
Song Juhan put his hand on the table and put it on the table: "A very good bird's nest from a friend, I will supplement it for you. Why haven't you eaten fat recently?"
Why look at Song Juhan, carefully and fully.
Song Juhan was seen by him a little hairy: "What happened to you?"
Why did you open the door and say: "Zhang Xiaoli came to me today to read;"
Song Juhan froze and stared, "Who?"
"Zhang Xiaoli, your gossip girlfriend, or should you say, your fiancee?"
Song Juhan's face suddenly changed: "Why did she come here! What is she talking nonsense!"
The expression of why is like a frozen rock, without a flaw: "She said that you are getting married at the end of the year, and she wants to know me in advance."
Song Juhan was so violently thundering, he said angrily: "It's so stupid-forced, isn't her head flooded!"
"It's the address your dad gave her."
Song Ju was so cold that he pulled out his cell phone, thought of something, and threw it again. He went to the front of it and said impatiently, "Things are not the same as what you think. Don't just think about it, listen to me."
Why calmly say, "I listen to you."
Song Juhan plucked his hair, his face was somber: "I have a bad reputation now, and my dad hopes to suppress the rumors of homosexuality, so he asked her to gossip, and next step was to get an agreement to get married. He hoped I could have a child Close your heart ... "
"Oh, you have to have children." Why can't you feel yourself? He spoke to Song Juhan mechanically, but the soul seemed to be out of the body, watching this farce coldly.
"You can't accept it, let's be a test tube baby, I won't touch her." Song Juhan said more and more guilty, why the numb expression made him flustered, "Why I haven't touched her, I don't like her , I promise you will definitely do it. Actually, it doesn't really make any difference whether I get married or not, it's just a name. "
Why nodded.
"Then ..." Song Juhan was nervous, "Do you ... mind?"
Why look at Song Juhan, with a faint smile: "I don't mind."
It turned out that when the heart died, I could feel no pain. that's nice.
Song Juhan breathed a sigh of relief: "I knew you didn't want to embarrass me. I promise you, whether you marry or not, I only have you."
"it is good."
Song Juhan kissed him tenderly, then hugged him tightly: "I feel most at ease with you, you have been with me for so many years, I can't live without you."
Why smell the faint scent of Song Juhan's hair, a bit sloppy.
He seemed to experience a handful of death, the kind of energy and hope that had been lost, and nothing left in front of him. The end of life in his imagination was like this. He didn't even bother to say a fierce word.
That night, they frantically made love—Song Juhan ’s passion for why, surprised and exhilarated, tormented him for a whole night, and the two of them were exhausted and fell asleep together.
Why did they have a beautiful dream. In the dream, they returned to high school. He glanced at Song Juhan from a distance, and Song Juhan didn't even know him. He secretly jumped to see his idol. That felt good.
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