Chapter 51:

In the afternoon, the helicopter landed on the island, which is why it was the first time to see outsiders in so many days.
He could leave here immediately, but didn't feel much relaxed.
Song Juhan's energy is unrelenting, he is not free where he goes, where can he hide, and why should he hide.
Sitting on the helicopter, Song Juhan took his hand: "You haven't been in a helicopter? It's a little dangling, don't be afraid."
"I'm not afraid." Why so calm.
Instead of letting go of his hand, Song Juhan wrapped it in both hands and held his fingers.
Why didn't I smoke it several times and finally couldn't help it: "I want to go to the toilet."
Song Ju said with a smile: "Do you see the toilet here?"
Why is it habitual to say that at this time a bit awkward.
Song Juhan grabbed his hand and put it to his lips, kissed him gently, and looked at the reason for the deep affection and longing that even he could not imagine.
Helicopters sent them to Cannes, and then they switched to civil aviation.
As soon as I got on the plane, why did Song Juhan find out that he had taken the entire first-class bag? The thought of spending ten hours with Song Juhan in this unavoidable place, he felt a headache.
The stewardess pulled the curtain and isolated them in a small cabin space.
Song Juhan halfway over the armrest, leaned on his shoulders.
Why ignore him and look down at the book.
"What are you looking at?"
"Science."
"May I sing for you?"
"..." Why did he want to refuse? But he stopped talking. He sang to Song Juhan. He had a special obsession, as if it was a very precious thing, and he couldn't bear to push it away.
Maybe it's because his first time began in the afternoon when Song Juhan sang to him. He didn't care about the first time, but the sweet moment when he thought he was loved. That was the most important thing in his youth. The best memories.
Song Juhan sang a song softly in his ear. The song was still lazy and magnetic, and he was so enthralled.
Why look at the book, unconsciously, some delusion, was stunned by the song.
After singing a song, Song Juhan pressed his ear softly and said, "I want to sing to you every day."
Why lower your head and not speak.
Song Juhan kissed his neck: "Will I chase you again? This time is serious, everything I haven't given you in those seven years, this time I'll give it all to you."
Why do you say quietly: "If you just can't stand the rejection, I can try to solve you."
"I can't stand being rejected, I just can't stand you not being with me." Can't stand you don't belong to me, can't stand your eyes to see others.
"Okay, this kind of dialogue has to be repeated eight times a day, aren't you tired?" Why closed the book, "Song Juhan, I said many times, I won't look back, you don't waste time on me again, I will Don't want to say it anymore, just do it. "
Song Juhan held his hand, "Okay, don't say, I'll show it to you."
Why not be silent.
Song Juhan said to himself: "I have recently started to participate in commercial shows. Although many people still scold me now, but nothing, I am still red. After experiencing this incident, I found that red is not red or anything. I do n’t care anymore. When I entered the entertainment industry, I just felt that I sang so well and wrote so well that everyone should listen. Now the prizes I want to win have been won, and the stage I want to stand on is also I ’ve already stood by, and everything I want to do seems to be realized. The rest is just to write better songs, but to write better songs, I do n’t need to be red, and I do n’t need everyone to like it. I."
Why listen quietly, this is the first time he heard Song Juhan talk to him about his career, which is really new.
Song Juhan gently squeezed his fingers, rubbing his full stomach: "Because not everyone understands my song, not everyone loves to listen, and not everyone, I want them to listen. I haven't found the kind of enthusiasm and impulse that I wanted to sing to others for a long time. Any performance talk is only money. "He said, and he was unconsciously caught in the memories," Do you remember the afternoon when we just started dating? I really wanted to sing it to you at that time, you have such a good mind, you must remember. "
Why the heart was tight, and his lips were clenched secretly.
"You have been looking at me, your eyes are particularly bright, and you are very intoxicated. After singing, I will let you make comments. Most people will pretend to say two things, but you are too honest. You ca n’t say anything other than good, but I Very happy. "Song Juhan whispered against his ears," Actually, I didn't intend to take you to bed so soon, but I really wanted to turn you into me that day ... "
Why did he suddenly stand up: "I'm going to the bathroom."
Song Juhan took his hand, looked up at him, his eyes were bright like a star: "For so many years, the only person who made me have the urge to sing to him is you."
Why didn't he say anything, took his hand away and turned to the bathroom.
Inserting the bolt, why took a breath and looked at himself in the mirror, his eyes deep.
Song Juhan's tune --- Emotional skills have been practiced on countless people from the age of ten, and he must stay awake for twelve minutes.
Maybe Song Juhan really wanted to take him seriously this time, at least now, but he couldn't believe this person anymore.
The future is so long, he won't take Song Juhan's uprising seriously.
He can stand firm and passionate for seven years, and can walk away from Song Juhan's life step by step. As long as he buried the heart of loving someone far away, and then lived a free and easy life, this was enough. He would never involve himself in the bottomless pit.
Adjusted my mood, why returned to the cabin.
Song Juhan's eyes chased him all the way until he sat in his seat.
Why did he glance at him and continue to pick up the book to read.
Song Juhan's big hand pressed on the page: "Is this book better than me?"
"Good-looking." Why did he push his hand away, "I've always had something to do with the plane flying so long."
"Chat with me then."
"We ... have nothing to talk about." The far-ranging backgrounds, lives, and circles make them have few common languages, and his character is dull, and Song Juhan usually comes to him, not to chat.
"Of course, we haven't talked for seven years together."
"We have been together for seven years. When you came to me, you mostly just did --- love." Why didn't you raise your head? "What to talk about? Discuss the bed--technical."
Song Juhan's face was a bit ugly: "I went to see you because I like to stay with you ..." The more he said, the quieter he was.
"Well, I believe." Song Juhan should really like to sleep with him, at least the two agree very well in this regard.
"But that doesn't mean we don't have a common language. I know everything about you."
"such as?"
"Your family, your career, your social circle."
Why laughed: "Really, what are the reasons for my parents' disagreement? What is my position at Nanchuang? Who are the friends I usually contact?"
Song Juhan paused.
Why shook my head: "I am qualified to say,‘ I know everything about you ’, but I ’m never interested in it, so I do n’t ask, even if I talk, you ca n’t remember.

Song Juhan's eyes flashed anxiety: "I will remember. From now on, I will remember everything you say."
"Why?" He turned his head and looked at him. "You weren't such a person. Now you are forcing yourself to accommodate me, please me, and force yourself not to sleep with others. Are you upset? Juhan, I I know how painful it is to change myself for others, because I have experienced it, so I advise you not to do it. Be yourself, and I will be myself, so everyone is happy. "
Song Juhan gritted his teeth: "Are you incomprehensible? I want you, everything else is secondary. Don't tell me the truth and let me give up. I have never flinched in my life. He ’s had enough of why he calmly and rationally analyzes all of them, as if his feelings can be quantified, measurable, and manipulable. He has become uncontrollable for what it is like, and he does n’t Feeling regretful, why should he persuade him to "get lost and return"? What the is this.
Why treat him like that?
Why shrug and stop talking.
Song Juhan glared for a long time, but finally bowed his head weakly, and his dim eyes were full of sadness and disappointment.
Why is he so close to him, but he cannot hug him as much as he can.
He thought of the one who laughed at him, treated him well, and looked at him with the unique focus of the world. Think about it, think about it crazy.
How could he lose that?
Back to China, it was still daylight, why I slept on the plane, but I was still tired.
After getting off the plane, he was directly plugged into Song Juhan's car. He insisted on going home. Song Juhan was reluctant, but apparently there was something else to be busy. He could not take care of him for the time being. The phone must be available 24 hours a day, do n’t forget that your credentials are with me, do n’t run around.

Why is it cold? "Song Juhan, I didn't break the law, why should I run, don't be too aggressive."
"I didn't mean that." Song Juhan tilted his head and kissed him softly. "I was so uncomfortable during the time you left, I'm afraid you'll go silent again, where do you want to go, at least let me know , At least let me find it. "
Why not look away.
Song Juhan's eyes darkened, he pinched his chin, turned his head forcibly, and kissed the soft lips.
Why pushed him so hard: "Do you want to be bitten again."
Song Juhan touched his fingertips with Yu Wen's lips: "I'll find you."
The driver sent He downstairs. He was glad that when he was taken away by Song Juhan, he brought the key with him. Otherwise, he had nothing on his body, wouldn't he be unable to enter the house.
He went upstairs, opened the door, and returned to his home, which had been separated for three months, as if he had passed away.
What happened in these three months completely changed him from the inside of his body. He didn't dare to say that he completely got rid of Song Juhan's shadow. After all, it was a seven-year step by step, but he could already face it. Resisted.
Next, he should consider his future life.
He called his mother and said that he had returned to China and he could go with Susu at that time. His mother was very happy and asked him how he was playing.
All he could say was good.
Hanging up the phone, he called Gu Qingpei again.
He listened to that beep stupidly, and the moment he was connected, he was very nervous.
"Why are you back home?" Gu Qingpei's voice sounded very peaceful.
Why is he secretly relieved: "General Manager Gu, I am back, how are you?"
"Oh, I changed to a friend's company, it's okay." Gu Qingpei apparently avoided a bit of emphasis.
Why do you know that Gu Qingpei ’s situation will not be very good. After all, those photos have been spread throughout the business circle, and they have offended Yuan Lijiang. There is almost no foothold in the capital. But Gu Qingpei was not so easy to bring down. He seems to be okay now, and he feels relieved a lot. He said, "That's good. When will I have time to meet?"
Gu Qingpei paused: "Tonight, I want to talk to you."
"Okay, see you tonight."
Why clean up, wrote an email to the housekeeper in Paris, asked him to send his luggage back, and then wrote another one to Zhou He.
He apologized to Zhou He in the letter and thanked him for his company during this time. He deliberately spoke kindly just to alienate the relationship between them.
During this time, he often thought of this enthusiastic and cheerful young man, and the warm and wonderful experience that he brought to himself during that time, even though it was just an adventure in the journey, it also had special meaning to him, like, It is like a farewell symbolizing him and the past, and a farewell of the era called "Song Juhan".
If he had never met Song Juhan, he might like someone like He Yi last week and live a simple and happy life, but he has exhausted all his ability to love, and there is no extra, which can be shared with others.
After trimming it, why drive to Gu Qingpei.
The two were still in the quiet little bar that he used to visit. As soon as he entered the room, Gu Qingpei was still sitting on the sofa in the corner. a lot of.
Why did he sigh in his heart? He didn't know when he would see the spirited Gu Qingpei again. He admired, admired, and liked that kind of Gu Qingpei.
"Why." Gu Qingpei waved at him with a smile.
"Gu Gu, I haven't seen you for a long time." Why sat down opposite him, pretending to say easily, "You look good."
Gu Qingpei smiled: "Ah, there is no shortage of food and clothes, nothing will happen if you want to drive."
"It is indeed Gu Gu." Why really admire his calmness.
"How about you? How are you playing in Europe, but you are tanned."
Why laughed: "I've run a lot of countries, I'm too tired to play, so I came back."
"You'll find out too long, it's still home."
"Indeed." Why nodded, "You said on the phone, did you go to your friend's company?"
"Well, Qingda Real Estate."
"Oh? Wang Jin's company." Qingda Real Estate has a good reputation in the industry, and why he has dealt with it. He is very happy for Gu Qingpei. "That's good, Mr. Gu is indeed Gu.
Gu Qingpei smiled lightly: "In fact, I wanted to start a business, but now the state is not right, just because Wang Jin needs some help from me, I went, and it's fine, let me settle for a while.
"This is the best." Why raise up the glass, "Congratulations to President Gu."
"Thank you," Gu Qingpei toasted. "I saw that you are also born, so this glass of wine, respect us two."
"To our two."
They drank in one drink.
Why look at Gu Qingpei's tired eyes: "General Gu is very busy at work, pay attention to his body."
"Rest assured, I'm working harder now, but I'm working hard."
Why paused: "How are you and Hara?"
Gu Qingpei froze, then smiled indifferently, "It's divided."
Why nodded: "Okay."
"A young master born with a golden spoon, it's not easy to understand the hardships of others." Gu Qingpei shook his head. "We have too many Kan children who can't get through, and we're still relaxed."
"I understand." He couldn't understand.
"Relaxed ..." Gu Qingpei whispered, not knowing who to tell.
Why look at Gu Qingpei's embarrassed expression, it is very unpleasant.
Gu Qingpei quickly returned to his usual appearance. He shook his glass slightly: "Why, what are you going to do next?"
"I haven't figured it out yet, but I plan to leave Beijing." Here he finds it difficult to find a job that he wants, and he doesn't want to be too close to Song Juhan. Especially after going out for a lap, he found that he could overcome his fear of entering a strange environment, so maybe he was really right to try it.
"Leave?" Gu Qingpei stared straight at him. "So, do you want to go to Singapore with me?"