Chapter 52:

Singapore?
Why hesitated for a moment: "General Manager Gu, are you going to Singapore?" He used to travel to Singapore with his boss, and he has a good impression of that place, clean and peaceful, high level of civilization, and most people speak Chinese.
Gu Qingpei nodded: "Want to change the environment, Wang Jin still has an industry in Singapore. I can take care of him in the past. You should have nothing to be lingering about here? Would you like to go with me? The treatment is absolutely satisfactory to you. . "
Why rub your hands silently.
"You can think about it, think about it, and contact me anytime."
"When is Gu going to go?"
Gu Qingpei took a sip of wine, and his expression was sad and frustrated. "It's almost coming."
Why did you guess that Gu Qingpei's basis for giving up ten years of hard work in Beijing must be related to the original Lijiang. He suddenly remembered what Gu Qingpei had said to him on the phone the day of the accident, which probably meant that he should not have experienced an emotional crisis at this age.
But this kind of thing has little to do with age.
Now Gu Qingpei's changes, combined with the original words, make people sigh endlessly.
This topic made the atmosphere too heavy. Gu Qingpei changed the topic lightly, talked about why he was traveling in Europe, and joked: "It's so open abroad, have you been playing for so long. Have you ever had an affair?"
Ben was just an unintentional ridicule, but why he froze.
Gu Qingpei raised an eyebrow: "Are they really there?"
Why smiled: "I met a pretty good boy." Zhou Heyi's warm smile appeared in his mind.
"That's right, why do you make me dazzle. Which country?"
"Chinese Dutch."
"Do you have a photo?"
Why hesitated for a moment, turned on the phone to reveal Zhou Heyi's picture, and handed it to Gu Qingpei.
Gu Qingpei laughed, "Yo, handsome, he looks so cute."
Why nodded.
"Will he come to China?"
Why shook his head again.
"Very good." Gu Qingpei twitched his lips slightly. "Do you know why? I think this is the best way. Pleasure in time, get together and relax, everyone is happy, don't talk about feelings, it's all nonsense." Turned his face and looked out the window, the handsome profile was coated with a dim light, curled eyelashes trembled, his eyes were deep, as if carrying half of the world's loneliness.
"Yeah ..." Why lowered his head and smiled bitterly: "I just figured it out a bit late."
Say goodbye to Gu Qingpei, why drive a car slowly to the house, on the road, he thought a lot, but still could not make up his mind.
If he really wanted to leave, his mother would want him to go to Shencheng, and he himself ... he didn't know where he wanted to go. He has always been a decisive man, but hesitated in this matter.
Back home, he found a familiar car downstairs. He parked the car and walked calmly.
The door opened and Feng Ye came out of it.
The two haven't seen each other for half a year, and now they are facing each other, really like another generation.
Why nodded: "How did you find it?"
"It's not difficult to know where you live. The employee file you filled in with my dad that year was here." Feng Ye lowered his head, kicked the stones with his shiny leather shoes, "Just I took the liberty to run, I was afraid you would get angry."
"I'm not so angry." Why so generously said, "Come up and sit?" Over time, he was able to face Feng Yan calmly.
Feng Ye looked up, eyes full of surprise and joy.
Why went upstairs, Feng Ye quickly followed.
After entering the house, why did you say, "Sit down and have something to drink? Tea ... Oh, it's so late that you won't fall asleep if you drink tea and coffee. Let me pour you some water."
Feng stunned: "You remember."
"Remember, you are particularly sensitive to these."
Feng Yan's deep eyes followed his back.
Why poured two glasses of water and put it in front of Feng Yan: "Why did you come to me suddenly?"
"I have been looking for you for a long time, and your phone was exposed from the Internet ... Well, since then, I have been shutting down. I wanted to go to you at the time, but I think that your mood must be very bad. I still can't find you, and after checking, I knew you were abroad ... "Feng Ye frowned and looked at why," You tell me the truth, are you okay? "
"I'm fine now." Why sip, "Look, the news is over, and no one will discuss me anymore, everything is as usual."
"But you left Nanchuang."
"Well, yeah, I don't want to make them embarrassed." He smiled. "Nan Chuang is also interesting enough and gave me a big bonus."
"Why, you have sacrificed too much for this relationship."
Why shrug one's shoulders, and before hearing the same thing with acupuncture, now I can calmly hear my ears: "So am I not sober?"
"That's great," Feng Xin said comfortably, "I know that there will be this day."
Why nodded: "I know that."
"What are you going to do next?"
"Not thinking about it yet."
"Come here," Feng Yan said earnestly.
Why? I laughed aloud: "Everyone thought I had a hard time finding a job, but I didn't expect me to be in demand."
Feng Yong's elbows were against his thighs, his long fingers crossed, and he stared at why: "Why, has anyone dug you? No matter how much he pays you, I double it."
"It's not a question of money. I don't think we are suitable for working together." Leaving aside the embarrassment between him and Feng Ye, if Song Juhan knew and didn't know how to make trouble, it would cause a headache.
Feng Yi sighed, his expression was very lost.
Why isn't my heart feeling good: "I don't mean anything else, but too much happened ..."
"I understand." Feng Ye smiled bleakly. "Why, I understand that you don't want to see me and you don't want to contact me again. I also want to respect you and make you invisible, but I still can't bear it. Living ... I always think about what would happen to us without Song Juhan. We were so close together. We used to be such good friends. Without Song Juhan, we would not be very happy. "
Why lower your head and not speak.
"After I came back to see you, I couldn't take it anymore, especially when I saw Song Juhan didn't cherish you at all. I regret not staying with you at the time, maybe everything will be different."
"Feng Ye, Song Juhan and I are not your fault. Although you concealed one of my most important things and made it impossible for me to accept it, I am now relieved and you do not need to blame yourself."
"But I can't let it go." Feng Yan took a deep breath, with hidden pain in his eyes. "I always think of you and think of us. I rarely regret things in my life, only on you, I have a lot. Many regrets. "
Why don't you know what to say. He also regrets many things, but if you think about it carefully, he thinks that there are choices, sometimes there are no choices, and what regrets can change.
Feng Ye looked at the cause with affection: "I have been thinking for a long time. I don't want to regret today for a few years and use the rest of my life to regret every decision made or not made in the past. So, why." He solemnly Say, "Give me a chance, I like you, and I want to be with you."
Why are you stuck? He thought Feng Ye was out of concern and came to tell him the old. How could he never imagine that Feng Ye would suddenly confess to him.
In his impressions, Feng Ye has always been away, suddenly cold and hot, he can not understand what Feng Ye is thinking, but he does not feel that Feng Ye likes him, more, it may be the obsession of the year Right. He pondered for a moment: "Feng Ye, I don't think you like me, you just don't want to lose to Song Juhan."
Feng Jian's eyebrows tightened tightly: "Why do you think I'm as childish as Song Juhan? Maybe I thought about it in the past, but now you just attract me. You are better, better and more attractive than that time. . I admit that Song Juhan made me very reconciled, but I was not reconciled, not because I lost to him, but because I failed to protect you and not have you. "
Why ca n’t his body recede until his back reaches the back of the sofa, he shakes his head and feels a little embarrassed: "Feng Ye, to be honest, I can't accept you, there is too much between us ... I can't forget s things."
Feng Ye smiled bitterly: "Why are you so cruel? You can't bear to be euphemistic?"
"Sorry, but I think this kind of thing, the clearer the better."
"You're right, I admire you even for that." Feng Yan shook his head and smiled. "You haven't changed at all, even Song Juhan hasn't changed you. Great. "
"You are wrong. Song Juhan changed me too much."
"No, you left him now,‘ you ’are back.

Why do you stumble, "He" is back?
"Why, turn over Song Juhan's page, your life should start a new chapter."
"My life has indeed turned pages, but I ... I can't love others anymore." Why smile a little, "Feng Ye, don't waste time on me."
Feng Yan shook his head and said seriously: "In the final analysis, it is just a relationship, it is just a love affair, would you think too seriously? Maybe another year and a half, you really do n’t care. He is here, you are under 30, how do you know that you will not fall in love with others. "
Why laughed, but at the end, the voice was a bit bitter: "I have always comforted myself so much, Feng Ye, we do have some tacit understanding."
He always wanted to convince himself of these comforts, but he knew very well that these seven years were not just a relationship for him, but the result he got, and it was not just a broken love. He has been completely hollowed out from the inside out. If the heart is dead and people can still live, it is probably his current state.
He tried hard to find a little happiness, some work, a kind of existence value, so that he had a reason to live, but he knew that he actually lost interest in everything, didn't care much about it, and even he didn't care about the future Any expectations.
He was just alive, trying to avoid pain to live.
Sometimes I think deeply about why he loves Song Juhan so much, and he is unwilling to let go of the tormented seven years, maybe because Song Juhan is the brightest and most flashy of his bleak, grey life With bright light, Song Juhan possesses all the characteristics he envied, has a very different and wonderful life from him, has ideals, talents, and an infinite future.
When he went to school, read, and worked numbly, and lived a good life step by step, Song Juhan showed him how extraordinary life can be, and gave his always indifferent heart a strong, surging heart. . That's right, for the first time, he loves so much, wants something so much, wants to be close to him, and so eagerly looks forward to their common future.
It is no exaggeration to say that Song Juhan lightened his life, because like, longing and expecting, these things are so beautiful, so beautiful that he feels that with these, he can be regarded as a person with flesh and blood and a living value. He just couldn't let go.
However, Song Juhan was too bright and too hot. What he was holding was a red-hot soldering iron. The pain was so extreme that he had to let go.
Only at that moment, he also gave up the color of the whole world.
It's not just a relationship, it's not just a broken heart.
Fortunately, without color, he can live, it is nothing more than boring, at least he no longer needs to experience the pain.
Feng Ye looked at the loss in his eyes, and he felt uncomfortable: "No matter what, you can't sentence yourself to death-torture, people like Song Juhan are not worth your life. I have done too much to regret This time, this time, I will not flinch. Why, let me chase you again. "
Why sighed and shook his head: "Feng Ye, I don't want to let you down, I ..."
"Why." Feng Yan said firmly, "This is my decision. I chose it myself. Even if you let me down, it's not your fault."
"I might leave the capital."
Feng Ji a moment: "Where do you want to go?"
"It's not set, but I want to change my environment and find a new job."
"Are you worried that Song Juhan entangled you?"
Why frowned: "How do you know ..."
"I know Song Juhan has gone to France." Feng Yue said calmly, "I also know he must be looking for you."
Why did he turn his face and said, "Why can't he go to work." Anyone doesn't want to be investigated, and Song Juhan is annoying enough.
"Because he can't bear you."
Why turn around and look at him.
"I guess right?" Feng Yan smiled coldly, "I'm so glad to see Song Juhan also has today."
"You think too much, he just ..."
"Why." Feng Xie interrupted him again, "You don't know at all how charming you are. But you can no longer trust Song Juhan, he will never be single to you, he will only bring you countless pain of."
"I know." No one knew Song Juhan better than him.
Feng Yi could not help but smile again, his eyes were a bit vicious, "Song Juhan, I expect him to eat bad results by himself."
Why shook his head: "He can't last long."
"If you are worried that Song Juhan is entangled with you before you want to leave, then leave this matter to me to deal with it, I will go to Song He and vanessa."
"Song Juhan doesn't listen to anyone, it's useless. And ..." He reasonably said, "My own business, I solve it myself."
"Why don't you be so stubborn, I can ..."
"Feng Ye." Why looked at him seriously, "I will do my own thing."
Feng Yi sighed and smiled bitterly: "Song Juhan didn't cherish a person like you, he will regret it forever."