Chapter 59:

Song Juhan did not sue. It was an ordinary fight, which did not cause serious consequences. Zhou Heyi was still a foreigner. The police educated him and released him.
Why did he pick him up.
Zhou Heyi stepped out of the police station and saw why he was so embarrassed that he didn't talk down.
Why looked at him for a while and reached out and touched his head: "Stop doing this stupid thing."
Zhou Heyi kicked the stone with his foot and whispered, "Is he serious?"
"... okay."
Zhou Heyi seemed relieved: "He deserves it."
"Whether he deserves it or not, you can't use crime to solve the problem."
Zhou Heyi slowly raised his head, his eyes were red. "Sorry, brother, I'm giving you trouble."
"Forget it."
"You are several years older than me, so I have always wanted to be very mature, lest you think I am naive." Zhou He smiled bitterly, "this image is completely ruined."
He was helpless, but he didn't have the slightest strength to educate Zhou Heyi: "You think too much, I won't blame you, I just hope you can eat a maggot and a wise man, when you do things in the future, you have to think about it first. . "
Zhou He nodded.
"Well, I'll take you home, your friend is worried about you."
Zhou He whispered softly: "Song Juhan ... how could you easily let me go, did you go to him?"
Why was he silent for a while: "No, it's not a big deal at all, I asked a friend for help."
They got in the car. Zhou Heyi leaned on his seat, pursed his lips slightly, his eyes fell on the gate of the police station not far away, his eyes were very dim.
Why did you suddenly realize that Zhou Heyi should be a bit scared. After all, he was in his early twenties, and he had never experienced such a thing, and he was not on his own site. Even if he didn't show it on the surface, he should be panicked.
Why did you reach out and squeeze his neck, and said softly, "He Yi, it's all right."
Zhou Heyi turned his head to look at him, his eyes were a little sloppy, and he was so docile and pathetic like a puppy.
Why sighed softly.
"So brother, if ..." Zhou Heyi's voice choked. "If I don't go to the United States, can I stay here if we stay together."
Why frown slightly, his eyes full of pity: "He Yi, go to school well, you have dreams, goals, these things are more important than your feelings, you will encounter more in new places Person, you will soon forget me. "
Zhou Heyi shook his head: "I won't forget you."
Why smile a little: "I will never forget you."
When he sent the person home, Zhou Heyi hugged him and kissed him as if he had devoted all his enthusiasm and affection before finally letting it go. He said sadly, "Brother, you are the most gentle, The best man, Song Juhan doesn't deserve you, you must be far away from that lunatic. "
Why just say lightly: "I will."
Zhou He gave him a deep look before getting out of the car. He didn't even dare go back, and hurried upstairs.
Both knew that they would not see each other any time soon.
Seems like nothing has changed, but in fact everything has changed.
Why did you stop there for a long time, waiting for the heavy sadness in my heart to pass, I restarted the car and returned home.
Why did you arrive home and saw Suu Gong already cooked Su Su? Su Su saw him happily pounced over: "Brother, why did you come back so late, I still want to go to see mom with you."
"I'll take you to see my mother again tomorrow." Why squeezed her chin, "Did you listen to the teacher today?"
"Yes, the teacher keeps boasting that I am good."
"Have you eaten?"
"After eating, what about brother?"
"I have eaten."
Why hold her on the lap: "Susu, brother to discuss something with you."
"what?"
"Brother is going to accompany a friend tonight, will you sleep well?"
Susu glared, and immediately shook her head: "I'm afraid."
"I will accompany you to sleep and then go. You are a big girl. Sleeping alone is nothing."
Su Su flattened her mouth, reluctantly: "Who are you going to accompany?"
"A friend was injured."
"Are you hurt more than your mother?"
"Not the same as mother, but also needs someone to accompany."
Susu reluctantly said, "Then you have to wait for me to go to sleep."
"I will. When you get up tomorrow, I will be back and I will buy you the burdock noodles you like."
"Okay." Susu looked at why, and whispered, "Brother, it would be nice if we knew each other earlier."
Why couldn't help laughing.
"Don't laugh, really, I like you so much, I wish you would be by my side when I was born and grow up with me."
Why touched her head: "It's not too late."
Susu buried her head in his neck socket and smiled happily.
Why did Susu fall asleep before quietly leaving home and drove to Song Juhan.
He couldn't tell if he was numb or calm, in short, he was calm now. When he finds that there is no retreat and irreparable, he will use his life-long calmness to face any difficulties. Panic is neither his character nor useless.
Now he is going to face Song Juhan.
If there is really a power in the world that can change a thing beyond recognition, then he and Song Juhan have already experienced it. He witnessed first-hand how he and Song Juhan have come to this unfortunate day, but it is difficult for him to get such a Zen-like name, but he cannot understand why. He was a victim and a bystander, watching his relationship rot at a ridiculous rate, but powerless.
He hoped that Song Juhan would stop before long. In that case, he would let himself forget all the unhappiness of the past, and only leave the pure beauty of having liked someone.
Unfortunately, it's too late.
At Song Juhan's house, he took out the key and opened the door—the key he had never accepted.
When the door was opened, Song Juhan just sat up on the sofa and looked sleepy, apparently waiting for him, and complained, "I'm here so late."
"Coax my sister to sleep." Why stood in front of Song Juhan, waiting for the next "instructions."
Song Juhan took his hand and let him sit on the sofa, gently arching his gauze-covered head into his arms: "I've been waiting for you, but I didn't eat."
"What do you want to eat."
"I'm too hungry and don't want to eat anymore." Song Juhanhuan hugged his waist and said softly, "You don't have to worry about your mother's affairs, I will help her and give her peace of mind."
Why do you look at the night view out of the window? "OK."
"I will ... I will solve all your worries, help you take care of your family, and let you live a carefree life." Song Juhan closed his eyes, his eyelashes trembled, "I will treat you for a lifetime, so don't leave I."
Why was he silent for a moment, his eyes were empty: "OK."
Song Juhan tightened his arms. Although the man was in his arms, he still had unspeakable sadness in his heart.
He knew he was abnormal, and from the day he wanted to leave him, he was abnormal. The man he thought he could have forever was always the one who was waiting for him silently behind him. The one who looked like air, when he wanted to pull away, he realized that there was no air to make him live.
Seven years, why it took him seven years to plant a seed in his heart, and then between the oblique wind and drizzle and quietness, he grew into a towering tree. He enjoyed the greatness of the tree. However, it was not found that countless roots had been deeply implanted into his blood vessels, nerves, flesh, and bones, and moved the whole body with one stroke. To remove this big tree, it was peeling and cramping, which was more painful than death.
He already felt scared, how could there be a person in this world, let him fear to lose to this point.
Why can't see Song Juhan's intestines turn around, he only knows that he and Song Juhan used to be --- raising, but now --- raising. It used to be that he volunteered, but now he is forced.
Fortunately, he should have a dog. As long as Song Juhan can stop being crazy to bite others, he alone is enough. After all, in this world, no one can adapt to Song Juhan better than him.
As for whether he hurts, is afraid, is ashamed, sad, tired, who cares.
In the evening, Song Juhan fell asleep because of why he took the medicine, he had sleeping ingredients, and he slept very well beside him, but he didn't close his eyes all night.
He looked at Song Juhan who slept peacefully several times, and looked at the unguarded appearance and the slender neck, which produced a kind of malice. Perhaps there was an easier way to end their torture, but he couldn't.
So they can only continue to torture each other.
Why did you leave early the next morning. He promised Susu to go back before she woke up, to send her to a painting class, and then to the hospital.
Sending Su Su away, he brought up the meal to find his mother, and his mother looked okay today. Chemotherapy also had an effect, temporarily suppressing the spread of cancer cells.
The two were chatting, why the cell phone rang, he looked down, Song Juhan, and he went out to answer the phone.
"Where have you been?" Song Juhan opened his door and asked.
"Come to the hospital with my mom."
Song Juhan was silent for a while: "Then you come with me, come to me, I am also a patient."
"I have to take my sister out of class at night, I have to cook for her, and coax her to sleep. I can only go to you at night."
Song Juhan didn't speak. After a while, why did he find that the phone had been hung up, he didn't care, and threw the phone into his pocket.
At dusk, he watched his mother finish the meal and went to pick up vegetarians. The two also bought some ingredients in the supermarket and planned to eat hot pot at night.
When I got home, the sky was still a little bright, and the two saw the familiar figure at the door again. They were squatting on the ground and covering their heads with hoods, but they were not scared after the last time. .
Susu widened her eyes: "Song Song Song ..."
Song Juhan raised his head, compared his index finger to his lips, and smiled at Su Su.
Susu's face suddenly turned red.
Why nothing to say, he had to open the door and Song Juhan took the big bag in his hand and walked into the room.
Su Su kept looking up at Song Juhan's neck. After Song Juhan took off his hood, he stared fiercely at his gauze-covered head.
Why can't help but say: "Did you not hear the doctor let you rest?"
"You're not here, I can't calm down." Song Juhan said for granted.
Susu cried, "Brother went to accompany him last night."
Why did her hand press the top of her head and turned her in the direction: "Changing clothes and washing your hands."
Susu was obviously a little excited, and she even jumped back to her room with a leap.
Song Juhan hugged him and kissed him: "I miss you so much."
Why push him away: "Don't run casually in the future."
"Why not, your mother isn't here, your sister likes me too, you can't come to see me, I'll come to see you."
"Are you doing anything else?"
"I'm injured now, what can I do. Being seen is even more troublesome." Song Juhan laughed. "Is eating hot pot, I will, I will cut vegetables."
Why do you pick up the bag expressionlessly and scoop into the kitchen.
Song Juhan stayed blank, his eyes flashed, but he followed.
Why did he deal with the ingredients when he was processing the ingredients, but he found out why he would have talked to him at least two times before, but now he would not say most of them unless necessary.
When eating, Su Su kept pestering Song Juhan and asked him, Song Juhan was always impatient with the children, but he was surprisingly gentle and friendly, and he was so excited that his face was hot.
Why did it take twice as much time today to coax Susu to sleep and go back to the room to see that Song Juhan had taken a bath and lay on the bed wearing his apparently short pajamas, and when he saw him entering the room, He looked at him with a smile, with a certain desire in his eyes.
Why did you close the door and say flatly, "My sister just fell asleep, you have to do it, and you are not allowed to make a sound."
Song Juhan's expression froze: "I ... I didn't want ... I didn't come to you for that."
"Why can that be." He didn't even taunt in his tone, just calmly, "I think you're still alive and well, this injury should not affect your performance."
Song Juhan sat up, and his breathing became a little rapid: "Why, I won't force you anymore."
"You said the same thing six months ago." Why stand on the bed and look down at him, "Whether you want to do it or not, just sleep."
Song Juhan bit his lip: "I was really crazy that day, and I already regretted not knowing what to do. If I were so beastly again, I would chop my stuff, and I would absolutely never Barely you. "
Why did he laugh a little, holding his corner of his mouth, but there was no smile in his eyes? He opened the quilt and went to bed with his back to Song Juhan and lay down.
Song Juhan sat for a long time and closed his eyes slowly. He lay back in the quilt and hugged him from behind. For him, even just holding it like this was enough. 2k novel reading network