Chapter 70:

Love is only a part of life. For different people, some have a heavy proportion and some have a light proportion.
Gao Tianjie belongs to the latter. She may be fascinated by this great beauty today and forget about it if she is busy tomorrow.
After all, this is not an important thing to her.
His parents are open-minded, his brother-in-law is gentle, his friends are reliable, he has a house, a car and a job, and even his young assistant for many years has 18 martial arts.
What does she want in love?
Feelings are interoperable to a certain extent. Those who are too demanding of love, affection or friendship are likely to be an urgent pursuit of substitutes in the heart, and they want to find a kind of emotional supplement that can cover the missing.
But Gao Tianjie doesn't lack these. She is firmly supported by many feelings, and she doesn't long for romantic relationships or marriage life.
She is a person who has the capital to abandon the "template of a happy life for ordinary people" and live her own life.
Of course, as a Yan dog, Gao Tianjie will normally have good feelings.
Seeing a beautiful junior who is crying will be moved, holding the big beauty's soft little hands will be moved, and even seeing a black cat with little pride and paws.
It's just that she stays at the stage of "seeing sex" and will not start the next stage, and then let her heart move gradually to love.
Does Yang Ran know this?
Of course it is impossible. In the one-man show, the person hiding in the corner has a sharpness and sixth sense beyond imagination, and he will not miss any clues.
It can be said that Yang Ran's inferiority and hesitation are largely due to his ability to see that love is dispensable for Gao Tianjie.
As the opposite of Gao Tianjie, Yang Ran probably just couldn't ask for it, so he put his hope on another kind of feeling, instead of being too stubborn.
When I was young, I grew up amidst domestic violence. I have seen my father roaring, and my mother's anger when he was so drunk and beaten. No one would say to Yang Ran, my child, I love you.
They would just grab Xiao Yang Ran's ears and curse, "Little bitch, I have given birth to you, so I will use money to honor us in the future, don't you know!"
Before entering the university, Yang Ran was often ridiculed and hurt because of his overly delicate and weak appearance. The more remote and closed places, the less able to accept everyone's diversity.
"Mother", "coward" and "little stalker" are not only Yang Ran's parents who always talk about it, but many neighbors in the neighborhood laugh at him that way.
A man must be dark and strong, and a woman must be delicate and beautiful.
Yang Ran did not look like a man, and his skin was whiter than that of a girl. Like the little eunuchs played on TV, some children would imitate adults and maliciously ran over to pull Yang Ran's pants, and then laughed out loud.
Sometimes the customers who came to the store to make clothes would joke with Yang Ran's mother, saying that it's no wonder Yang Ran was able to help in the store since he was a child. This look is suitable for taking needles and thread.
"I've really lost my life for eight years and gave birth to such an uncultivated one." My mother would not help Yang Ran speak, and would often laugh at him with guests.
Yang Ran came to the store to help. That was right. She gave birth to Yang Ran and Yang Ran owed her.
Often at this time, the mother would drink heavily, and then came back to angrily insult Yang Ran, gaining pleasure and comfort by bullying and controlling her son.
No matter how failing parents, they can still show off their children, just talking about the situation in Yang Ran's family.
The only motivation for Yang Ran to take the university entrance examination so hard was that he hated the place where he was born and raised himself, and wanted to find an excuse to escape.
But in many cases, the interaction between character and encounter will turn into a vicious circle.
The injury of others to Yang Ran made him close and alienated, even a little gloomy and indifferent, in order to protect himself.
But this kind of repulsive appearance makes it difficult to have normal social interactions and friends, to get kind help and warmth, and it becomes easier to be isolated and excluded by others.
In school days, boys gossiping and doing evil, the overall lethality is stronger than girls.
Because besides they like to make some "jokes" that no one else finds funny, they may also be irritated by Yang Ran's "non-cooperation" and feel that Yang Ran is shameful, and they rise to violence.
By no means just stop at the level of talking.
Yang Ran's own character is soft but not hard. It is okay for others to speak well. If the yin and yang are weird or intentional, they will really be hardened, even if they are pressed and beaten by others, they will not bow their heads stubbornly.
Even if Yang Ran is a piece of rice cake, it is probably the kind of brick rice cake that freezes into a rock and can crush others' heads.
After stumbling and stumbling, he finally sent himself to the university, far away from the quagmire environment of his hometown. In the new environment, Yang Ran actually didn't understand how to get along with others normally.
Long-term precautions and full of vigilance made Yang Ran always seem out of place and even a little weird when facing new classmates, as if a "heterogene" outside the crowd, unable to integrate into the group to absorb warmth.
And these little poor people who are alone are easy to be targeted by some malicious-minded guys, mocking these "alien" and even the daily routine of these small groups to maintain relationships.
When Gao Tianjie met Yang Ran in the fellow villager's meeting, Yang Ran didn't follow the big group to eat and sing K, but he stayed in the corner but was followed by a few guys.
They sang and joined forces, deliberately preventing Yang Ran from coming off the stage and making fun of him in embarrassment.
"What are you guys doing? If they don't drink, why do you persuade them?" The unfettered senior sister stretched out her hand and patted the hands of the few people, pulled over the younger junior and asked what they were doing.
"Senior Sister, it's nothing, we are joking!" The more you like to play tricks and bully others, the easier it is to rank a person with a position of ninth and power, and then you should kneel.
Gao Tianjie is a well-known senior sister. They didn't dare to provoke them, so they immediately left the scene and let her pick up the rice cake junior brother.
What is young and shy, is actually just how Yang Ran looked in front of Gao Tianjie.
Before meeting her, no one would ever help him out, take care of him and protect him, and then said that in the future, let him be with the senior sister, don't be afraid.
It was Gao Tianjie who taught him a little bit in front, so that Yang Ran could slowly imitate and find a safe and comfortable small space, so that he would have the stickiness of the rice cake.
It can be said that Yang Ran's feelings for Gao Tianjie are more than simple.
There are also thanks for getting help, memories of patient company, closeness of learning to imitate, and the reshaping of learning to love yourself and earnestly live.
Even if Gao Tianjie didn't like herself, Yang Ran only thanked and apologized for her, worried about disturbing her life, and hoped that she would not affect her mood because of herself.
"Then why haven't you called me in the past few years?" Gao Tianjie didn't leave Yang Ran's face with his hand. He pressed his fingertips slightly, saw a faint red mark on his skin, and asked him.
Yang Ran did not hide, the eyelashes were still wet, a little bit bitter, "I called, but you were very busy during that time, and I said I would talk later."
After graduating, Gao Tianjie went abroad first, and then returned after studying for a period of time. It turned out that Yang Ran's graduation project was bought with a lot of money, and he went abroad.
The time difference plus the distance make the phone calls when you have time to talk more and more slowly, and slowly, less and less.
Gao Tianjie has too many friends around, and his life is too fulfilling. In addition to designing and drafting, Yang Ran often squats in her circle of friends, and then imagines that the senior sister is surrounded by everyone and laughs, while silently becoming dehydrated. Rice cake.
It seems, it seems there is such a thing? !
With fingertips lighter, Gao Tianjie asked Yang Ran again, "Have you never liked others in these years? Haven't moved a little bit?"
There is no shortage of handsome men and beauties in the fashion circle. In foreign countries, the models are relatively young, hormones are flooded, and they don't care much about sexuality. They are definitely willing to develop relationships with rookie designers.
Even if Yang Ran is passive, he can't stop others from taking the initiative!
"I do not like."
The models are required to wear the smallest size clothes, the body shape must be a standard piece of paper, a little more meat will not work.
Yang Ran is a small piece of paper that aspires to become a tough guy and a business man. He certainly won't find other pieces of paper attractive.
"Then both men and women, there is no shortage of hot and bodies!"
Gao Tianjie couldn't help but mutter, and then saw that Yang Ran was even more aggrieved. He didn't like the excessive and burdensome body.
What can I do with rice cakes with common occupational problems?
As a designer, he has more demanding requirements for curves. The hot or figure in the conventional sense is very bloated to him. He resists the excessive attraction of the human body. The aesthetics are not on the same channel.
"...I'm a piece of paper too."
Gao Tianjie didn't know how to describe Yang Ran's answer. He silently added a sentence, and then saw his junior disciple retort, "No, you are different, and your soul is three-dimensional. Why should you limit it to superficial appearance?" "
Xing Ba, this logic is quite self-consistent, and there is no way to refute it.
If Gao Tianjie doesn't need love much, then for Yang Ran, love doesn't need him much.
From this point of view, the two are still very good, both are the ultimate singles who have been given a red card by love and don't suffer the red line.
Huatang saw that Yang Ran was not raining, so he yawned and jumped between the two.
There is no live performance under tears to watch, the evil cat might as well go to the running dog No. 1 and running dog No. 2 to play, the sweet shrimp hasn't seen the bibimbap for a long time, I don't know if I remember the little friends.
Yang Ran's gaze was naturally attracted by Huatang. He felt the weight on his arms disappeared, and he became inexplicably sad and sad, "The cat ran away."
"Yeah." Gao Tianjie replied, and then looked at the younger brother who was really good-looking crying, and reached out and hugged him.
It's okay, Huatang ran away, the senior sister can hug you.
Gao Tianjie didn't see Guo Ran, Su Ran, and Ji Ran all picking up the rice cakes, only Yang Ran was one, which explained some problems.
Emotional things are simple when they are simple, and complicated when they are complicated.
But the difference in expression does not affect the true feelings in the heart. At least at this moment, Gao Tianjie, like when he first saw Yang Ran, felt that the rice cake master was very soft and cute.
"Sister, do you like me a little bit?"
The incredible Yang Ran's arm froze, and he couldn't help but circle the senior sister carefully.
"I don't know, after all, you don't like yourself very much."
"...Qaq"
"But, you can try to be with you and like you, after all, you are really cute~"
Han Lan, who was the background in the distance, was very young, touching Huatang's ears with a gentle smile.
I always feel that good things happen easily to black cats.
Huatang is not clear, so, look at Gao Tianjie and Yang Ran, understand.
Stretching his paw to cover the eyes of Bibimbap, the evil cat knows that at this time, only the villain can look at me.