Chapter 151:

On the second day that Mute spoke, when the tower was too late to react, everything was a foregone conclusion, and it was too late to repent.
When Mute was sent to the freezer, the tower yarn did not go.
I do n’t know why, she was scared. She did n’t dare to see the scene with her own eyes. As long as she did n’t see it with her own eyes, she could lie to herself that Mute was still alive, and her distressed brother was still alive, just sleeping. .
With the current freezing technology, the longest time to freeze the human body is more than 200 years. Once it is frozen, it must not be thawed halfway, otherwise it will be dead. Mute's parents chose the longest time, because they didn't know how many years it would take for the medicine to develop to the extent that he could cure Mute's disease. They thought that the more the time passed, the more developed the medical technology, so they chose to bite their teeth. Took the longest time.
What this means is clear to them.
The moment when Mute was sent into the freezer, it meant that they could no longer see their children in their limited lives.
This is the life cruelty that hasn't seen each other for the rest of your life.
By the time Tasha eased from her sorrow, Mute's parents had left this sad place, and hadn't even met her before leaving in a hurry, just let her father forward her a letter.
She didn't go to see the letter and didn't blame her aunt for leaving.
She understands, she understands. Instead, if she meets her aunt, I'm afraid her mood will collapse instantly. She thought she would be very sad, she thought she would cry very much, but she didn't, she was calmer than she thought, and she didn't even drop a tear.
Her life has returned to peace again, just as long ago, she went to school in the ordinary way and became an ordinary student, leading the most ordinary life.
The only difference was the absence of that child in her life.
Every time I walked home, as if Mute was still smiling at her; sitting in the familiar dessert shop in a daze, it seemed like I could see the child happily eating ice cream; At home, she would stare blankly at the empty sofa beside her, and many times before, Mute curled up on the sofa like a small animal and slept soundly in front of her eyes ...
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This day, on the way to school, Tasha saw the tall gymnasium. She stared at it for a long time, horrified, she walked into the empty gym.
There is no one in the gymnasium now. In the evening, when the sun goes down, the green football field also looks a little dim at this moment. She turned a corner to the stands, sat down, and looked at the empty lawn in a daze.
In the past, many times, she was sitting on the stands like today, with the shouts of young and energetic boys below, and she remembered the bright smile of the child when she was with her friends on the grass.
Now, no one can be seen on the still green grass ...
Tasha sat there, lowering her head deeply, and covered her face with her hands.
There was silence all around, so quiet that no sound could be heard.
I don't know how long it took, footsteps rang out in the stadium that had completely darkened, and the footsteps stopped from far to near, and finally stopped in front of her.
She didn't look up, a voice came from her front.
"Tasha Hassel, please come with me."
Tasha lowered her hand covering her face, she lowered her head, and her eyes fell on the ground in front of her. First, a pair of dark military boots broke into her eyes.
She slowly raised her head, looking up the long military boots and saw a strange man.
The man standing in front of her was in a straight uniform, he stood upright, like a rooted pine tree, straightened up, he looked at her, and spoke again, with an undeniably tough tone.
"Follow me, someone wants to see you."
"........."
Tasha was silent for a while and stood up.
She didn't refuse, she thought she could guess who the person who wanted to see her was.
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Yule walked into the parlor's living room, his dark military boots stepping on the silver-white metal floor.
He is a young soldier in his early twenties, a member of the ‘voyager’ fleet, and a guard of the fleet ’s commander. At this moment, he was in the [Mi'er] flagship suspended in outer space of the earth, crossed the corridor, and came to the parlor to report to his boss.
The doorknob opened automatically, and to his surprise, the light in the living room was very dim. Only one lamp was on, and the faint light barely shone on the spacious living room.
The air in the parlour was flowing all the time, kept fresh, blowing through the wall with a faint scent of wind, passing by his side. He looked forward and saw his boss standing by the huge rectangular window. Through the transparent window, he could see the dark black cosmic stars outside, and in the endless dark sky, a The huge clear blue planet is slowly moving.
He saw his boss, the young and unbelievably major general who was jealous of everyone standing by the window, staring at the huge planet outside the window with the same color as the planet.
The finely lacquered black hair tips were scattered on the narrow and long phoenix eyes of the young man, and the handsome side cheeks that made people feel no matter how many times they looked were cold.
Although the lip was thin, it had sharp edges and corners, and the lines were extremely cold and firm.
The faint starlight in the universe penetrated, falling on the major general's face by the window, and the shattered shadow shrouded his eye socket, making it difficult for him to see the stare of the blue earth outside the window.
The only thing he could see was that he stood there, his eyes looking at the earth as if he could no longer see the others, as if with an indescribable fog.
"Lord Major, Lieutenant Wendy asked for an interview."
Standing upright at the door, Yule, who stood upright, shouted to his boss.
If you talk about the most respected and admired person in your life, this is the person in front of him.
He zealously admired this major general who was younger than him, not just him, everyone in the fleet, all those who had followed the major general for five years, and admired the major general from the bottom of his heart.
In the extremely dangerous and difficult five years of exploration in outer space, this man conquered all his subordinates with his own strength. It should be said that the reason why the 'voyager' fleet can return safely and make great achievements can only be achieved under the leadership of this person.
This young general is a born leader.
After Yule reported so loudly, Major General still stood still, his gaze was still looking at the blue planet outside the window.
"Let him come over."
He said that his tone was indifferent.
"Yes!"
Yule raised his hand and opened the communicator over his ear. As soon as he pressed, the blue-and-black communicator on the top of the ear turned on, and the thin microphone automatically extended to his mouth.
"Lord Lieutenant Wendy, please come to the parlor."
The second lieutenant came over quickly, and behind him was a girl whom Yule didn't know. The girl was not wearing a military uniform, looking at appearances, and walking postures were not like soldiers. They should be ordinary citizens. Yule moved a little, he remembered that Lieutenant Wendy had left the Mier ship to the earth in the morning after receiving the command of the major general, so bringing the girl over should mean major general.
After a closer look, I saw that the girl looked a little embarrassed, but she was young and beautiful, especially when she looked at the major general's eyes, with a look he couldn't tell, like sadness, but also embarrassed, that A layer of water mist gradually appeared in his eyes, and he had an ambiguous relationship with the major general.
Was it the lover that Major General had been dating before leaving Earth?
... well, it must be the lover of Major General!
Seeing Lieutenant Wendy turn away after bowing, Yule came to his conclusion.
For a long time, in front of anyone, the major general always looked cold and grim, and the expressionless expression made it impossible for him to guess his mind at all. Although rarely speak, even if just standing there, the invisible sense of oppression can make everyone tremble.
Their subordinates were respectful and fearful of this boss, and even the recalcitrant soldiers did not dare to pretend in the presence of the major general.
It's almost like a robot without emotion.
Before being conquered by the charm of this young major general, someone used to say this behind his back, but even if the person who said this has already surrendered to the major general, that person sometimes still murmurs, of course, now saying The emotion involved in this remark is completely different from before.
Thinking of this, Yule only felt itchy.
I do n’t know if your ruthless Major General, when you see your beloved again after five years, will you get out of control and will you show any emotions?
The young guard thought so in his heart, and glanced at the major general's direction secretly.
At this glance, the corner of his mouth drew a bit. He thought that Major General had leaked his emotions because of this meeting, but he saw that Major General did not look at the direction of the young girl, still standing by the window, looking indifferent, The eyebrows were as cold as sculpture, without any trace of movement.
The girl's eyes were nailed to the major general's side face, and that look was like trying to penetrate this person.
But Yule saw that Major-General did not feel the stare of the young girl staring at him ... maybe not, but he didn't care, he was still standing there, and he couldn't see the slightest emotional look at the window turning slowly. Blue planet.
The sitting room was very quiet, so quiet that Yule felt a sense of suffocation.
He didn't know why it felt this way, but he just felt that the heart was oppressed. He could only lower his head deeply, and watch his nose and nose to make himself a stone sculpture.
And this silence was out of control the next second he bowed his head.
"Why be late?"
The first thing I couldn't bear was the tower yarn.
"Why can't you come back earlier?"
She knew she had no reason to rebuke, she knew she was angry, but how could she not control herself.
She yelled uncontrollably at the man across from her, completely disregarding the young guard's blushing face.
"Why can't you find it a few days earlier!"
Why didn't the child leave before--
These days Tasha seems to be dreaming, and she can't see the truth. She always feels that maybe her brother will appear next to her next second and smile at her as usual.
And at this moment, the presence of this person forcibly brought her back from reality to escape. At this moment, she clearly understood that she had lost the reality of that child forever.
The mood that broke her in a moment, and the grief deep in her heart broke out at the moment when she saw this person, and she unreasonably vented all her grievances to the person who could see her.
She herself felt like she was crazy. She dared to yell at a high-ranking major general like this, but her grief had completely lost her mind at this moment. She remembered how Mute was lying on the bed watching the silhouette of the man in the TV and smiling at her side ... she felt so sad that she couldn't help herself.
"It's all because of you! Because you--"
"This is Major-General-you are too arbitrary!"
Watching the boss shout at the guard who was frightened and turned pale, he held down a tower yarn that he had seen as a madwoman.
The tower yarn that was pressed down to the ground suddenly didn't roar anymore. Perhaps the impulsive roar had exhausted all her strength. She was pressed by Yule, her face was against the cold metal ground, and she felt that the ground was cold like ice, and the chill penetrated into the bone marrow, so cold that her bones were shaking.
The sitting room was quiet again, and the major general who could not see the expression did not speak, and the tower yarn lying on the ground lost his voice again. Only Yule's rapid breathing sound due to nervousness echoed in the room.
I don't know how long, footsteps sounded in the quiet room. The heavy military boots made a dull tapping sound on the metal floor, shaking the eardrum of the tower yarn. She was pressed to the ground, her face against the floor, and she only raised her eyes slightly.
She saw the black boots standing in front of her eyes, wondering what the major general did to the guard who was pressing her, and Tasha felt that she was pressing her hand loosely. She took a breath and slowly raised her upper body, but did not raise her head.
I don't know why, she didn't want to look up, she didn't want to look at that person's eyes. Because she still remembers that in the past few years, Mute has always smiled and told her with a bright face, this person's eyes look good, like the blue earth like a starry sky, that is him The best looking eyes I've ever seen.
She sat silently on the ground like this, her head bowed, and her messy scatter fell on her cheek, making her look a little embarrassed.
The room was still quiet, and the young major-general stood in front of her just like that, still silent.
She suddenly felt very weak.
Mute has disappeared by her side forever. What's the point of her being angry even now?
"... he saw you."
Tasha said her look had calmed down.
"On the day you came back, on TV."
She calmly passed the word Mute said to the man.
"He said, sorry."
Tasha finally heard the man speak, and the voice of the man was cold with metal, so deep that it gave an invisible sense of oppression.
The man said, "I don't forgive."
Suddenly, the tower raged in anger, and she looked up sharply, glaring at the man.
As soon as she looked up, she met the man's gaze.
At the moment opposite to those eyes, her chest tightened, her mouth opened, and what she wanted to ridicule was all in her throat and she couldn't say any more.
The major general stood in front of her and looked down at her. The fine black hair was scattered in front of his eyes, and a deep shadow fell in his eye socket. His eyes seemed to have the cracked frozen sword.
"I won't forgive," he said.
The man said it again and turned away.
The corner of the dark cloak that rose as she turned around passed the horns of the young girl kneeling on the ground.
"Yur, send her away."
"Yes!"
The stunned guard responded in shock, and he took a step forward, grabbing an arm of the tower yarn and forcibly pulling it from the ground. Frightened that the girl was going crazy again, he held tight. But he was tense in white, and he let him pull up, without any struggle in the tower gauze, and he was pulled out of the door blankly.
Pushing the girl out of the door, Yule was relieved.
He was going to go out immediately, but the second he was about to step out of the door, the ghost was terrible, and he glanced back.
In the dimly lit meeting room, there was only the figure of a major general.
Yule saw Major General again standing in front of the wide glass window, and raised his hand on it.
He saw the major general lower his head slightly, and his forehead rested lightly on the cold glass.
Suddenly a breeze blows the finely-painted black hair, and the hair rises, so the shadow of the hair covering the eye socket of the major general also passes by.
That second, Yule saw the major general's eyes.
His heart beats violently.
He didn't know what it was for.
It was too late to think about the situation before him, and the girl who had been quietly pushed out by him suddenly ran forward. Yule was shocked and immediately caught up.
Tasha ran forward, and her mind was blank at this moment, only the eyes that had just met her just kept flashing in her memory.
She didn't run long, just stopped for a few steps.
She thought she was running away, trying to escape from the man, not because of fear, but because of depression, a depression that made her breathless.
Tower yarn stood against a metal wall, breathing shortly, and she gasped slowly, sliding down to the ground against the wall.
"……hateful……"
Sitting on the cold metal floor, she looked confused, slowly raised her right hand and fastened her chest, hard and hard, because at this moment there was a kind of sourness deep in her chest that made her almost unable to breathe. Feeling pain.
She sat on the ground, leaning her head, and tears fell from her red eyes.
why?
She raised her hand, covered her face, and her tears soaked her fingers.
The harder I rub it with my hand, the more I drop.
She gritted her teeth without making a sound, but she couldn't control the falling tears.
Why is reality so cruel?
She suddenly remembered the teenager who came out of the water a long time ago when she saw her.
A wet teenager looked down at the tenderness of the child in his arms.
It was one of the best pages in her memory.
[I do not forgive. 】
The man said to her like that, with that expressionless face, so cold tone, and that cruel language.
She thought she should be angry, refute, and ridicule her back, but at the moment she met the man's eyes, she couldn't say a word.
She thought she shouldn't look into that person's eyes.
She couldn't describe the person's eyes, she just knew that as long as she saw that person's eyes at the moment, no matter who it was, she would never have the heart to say another word in front of that person.
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The pain that really penetrates the bone marrow need not be said.
But it can be seen by everyone.
Even ignorant bystanders can clearly see.
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Yule stood, watching the tower of tears silently sitting on the cold ground with his knees curled up. He was a little at a loss and a little at a loss.
His mood at this moment was very complicated. When he left the parlor, the ghost was terrible. He glanced back.
That glance made his heart beat violently for a moment.
He couldn't tell the feeling of the glance he saw, but his heart was so heavy now that he felt inexplicably uncomfortable. Although he knew nothing about it, he seemed to understand the reason why the girl was crying after leaving the place as if to escape.
...
At that time, he saw the major general standing quietly by the window, and his outstretched hand pressed against the cold glass.
He saw the major general's forehead pressed against the glass window, and his fine hair ends scattered in front of him, casting a light shadow.
At the moment when the hair was swept up, in the glimmer of the stars passing through the window, he saw the stare of the major general looking at the blue planet outside the window.
He had never seen such a soft look from the major general's eyes.
He had never seen that kind of softness that made people feel as though they were looking at him with care.
[Will not forgive. 】
The young guard remembered the cold tone of the major general when he said this.
But Yule felt that perhaps he would never hear more sad words in his life.
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I am still asleep.
When you wake up, I have become dust.
If you can't reach you with your hand, the so-called life and death are no different from death.
【Sorry. 】
I do not forgive.
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After a long, long time, one day finally, the cold glass cover slowly opened, and the cold white mist spewed out of the glass cabinet.
The white mist diffused slowly, revealing the juvenile pale-skinned skin covered by it.
The eyelashes moved slightly, and the dark eyes slowly opened in the hazy mist.