Chapter 113: Why she abandoned her

Soon, the door opened, and a middle-aged woman came to open it.
Yes, she is her mother! Li Zhuoen recognized her at a glance, because she saw a black birthmark in her left ear. She dreamed exactly the same! And although she could hardly see her appearance in the dream, she still had some vague shadows, which was exactly the same as the woman in front of her!
"You are Dawn?" The middle-aged woman was obviously excited when she saw her, and the tears in her eyes began to flash.
"Huh!" Li Zhuoen nodded hard.
"Zuo En! My daughter!" The middle-aged woman heard her promise and burst into tears, saying, she reached out her hand and wanted to hug her.
Seeing that she wanted to hug her, Li Zhuoen took a step back.
"Why abandon me then?" She looked at her, tears flowing down.
She used to think that as long as she could find her family, the first thing she would do was to walk over and hug her. No matter what happened before, she wouldn't care about it. Unexpectedly, she really couldn't let go of the day, but they couldn't let go of them and left her in the orphanage so ruthlessly.
"Zuo En, you listen to your mother saying that her mother also had distress at the time!" The middle-aged woman saw her back, crying even more sadly.
"Do you have any great dilemmas that made you have to leave me in an orphanage?" Li Zhuoen said more and more wronged.
"You come in the house, I'll tell you more, okay?" The middle-aged woman said to her with a begging voice.
"I think we'll go ahead and talk about it." Cen Yuhao also persuaded her, after all, it was in the aisle, and there were many pedestrians, and it was not good to hear it.
"This is?" The middle-aged woman said here, only to find a man standing beside her.
"He is ... my husband." Li Zhuoen hesitated a moment, still introduced him to his mother.
"You are even married!" She obviously felt a little weird.
"Hello! My name is Cen Yuhao!" Cen Yuhao greeted her politely.
The middle-aged woman saw that he was a bit strange, but at this time her mind was on Li Zhuoen, and she didn't ask much, so she continued to say, "Let's both come in and sit down!"
Li Zhuoen was still standing there hesitantly.
"Come in! Haven't you been waiting for this day?" Cen Yuhao took her shoulders, as if to encourage her, and put aside his unhappiness just now.
She glanced sideways at the man standing next to her at the moment, and suddenly thanked him for being with him at this time.
Well, no matter what, she listens to her explanation first.
"Zuo En, Yu Hao, please sit down!" The middle-aged woman greeted them into the room, enthusiastically.
Li Zhuoen was silent and sat down on the sofa.
"Can you tell me the reason why Zhuo En was placed in an orphanage?" Cen Yuhao knew that Li Zhuoen really wanted to understand the problem.
"I have always had a bad relationship with Zhuo En's father." She said, and began to recall the past.
Twenty-six years ago, she met Li Hongde and soon fell in love. Li Hongde talked eloquently and pleased her. Soon after, she found out that she was pregnant. That person was Li Zhuoen. But after pregnancy, instead of being taken care of by Li Hongde, she began to reveal his true colors, smoking, drinking, gambling, and she even discovered that he was carrying her drugs and looking for a show.
She asked him for a question, and he grew stronger, saying that she was pregnant and could not meet his physiological needs, so he could only find other women to vent. She said a few more words later, and he slaps her in anger.
Later, he evolved into punching and kicking her. In order to raise money for drugs, he began to reach out to her for money, and he scolded her without giving it.
She was afraid and wanted to leave him, but he put her under house arrest and threatened that if she found her to escape again, he would kill her!
She gave birth to Li Zhuoen in resentment, fear, and punches. After giving birth, she hoped that Li Hongde could see her daughter's affection and live a good life with her, but he did not expect him to see her as a daughter, and even worsened her even though she was still confinement and forcibly happened with her. Relationship, also threatened to kill his daughter sooner or later.
She was afraid, and while he was drunk once, she picked up the child in her arms and ran out. Worried that he would catch up, she ran and looked back.
Worried that her daughter would follow her, and if he finds it, he will kill her exactly as he said. Helplessly, she put her at the door of the orphanage, so that at least she could survive.
She later went to the United States several times. Once you go, it's more than two decades.
"Even as you said, why haven't you come back to recognize me after so many years?" After listening to her explanation, Li Zhuoen couldn't understand that everything had passed for so many years, and why she hadn't come to her once.
"You won't understand," she shook her head. "That man is a demon! I'm really scared of him! I'm afraid I will be caught by him as soon as I come back. For more than a year, I really Has had enough of his torture! "
"Even if that's the case, you can at least contact me? Isn't this difficult for you?" Li Zhuo'an was already in tears. Although she could understand how she sent her to the orphanage at that time, she could not forgive her for not paying attention to herself for more than two decades.
"Zuo En, my mother admits that my mother is timid. I should come back to you earlier. Will you forgive my mother?" She said, and wanted to come and pull her hand.
"Forgive you? Do you know how I got here in the orphanage for so many years? Do you know how I felt when I was scolded by a wild child without parents? Seeing that everyone in my classmates came with a parent, how was I lonely when I was alone? Would you just forgive you, and then you could wipe away my pain for so many years! "Li Zhuoen complained .
These words have been hidden in her heart for so many years. She has never mentioned it to others. On the surface, she always looks indifferent. In fact, her heart is more eager than anyone else. If she hadn't mentioned it, maybe she would have kept these words in her heart.
"Zuo En, it's not good for all mothers. Forgive your mother for being confused! I will use the remaining time to make good compensation for you." Her words were sincere, with her deep remorse.
"Can you be confused for more than two decades? Do you know that I keep waiting in front of the gate of the orphanage every day and look forward to seeing you, but always waiting for disappointment? Eighteen years! I have waited for eighteen years, and you have never appeared once! Can you experience how it feels to wait for eighteen years! "Li Zhuoen will always hold her deep inside with her hurt The secrets were all told.
"I'm sorry, Dawn!" She didn't know what else to say to her at this time besides saying this to her.
"Why don't you pick me up early? Even if I came to pick me up in an orphanage when I was ten years old or older! But you never showed up!" The more Li Zhuoen said, the more he felt wronged.
"Mom knew it wrong, Dawn." She cried.
"I hate you. Since you didn't even want to meet me, why did you give birth to me!" Li Zhuoen said here, feeling more and more excited, she stood up and ran outside.
"Drunn!" She stood up and tried to chase it out.
"Let her be alone," Cen Yuhao said on the sofa, "how could things that have been suppressed in my heart for so long could let her be relieved all at once."
Cen Yuhao was actually shocked when she heard what she said just now. He hadn't thought about it. There was such a painful scar deep in her heart. Before, she always showed nothing, but never thought. It's all she disguised, the real she is actually more eager to get love than anyone.
Li Zhuoen, it seems I don't know you at all. Cen Yuhao remembered her expression just now, and his heart seemed to be tightened so hard that he couldn't bear the pain.
"But I'm not assured of her safety." She expressed her concern.
"Rest assured, I will arrange someone to follow her," although Cen Yuhao could n’t understand her behavior, but relieved her concerns, and then continued, "I did n’t have the right to ask what kind of thought you were then, and It is now an established fact and cannot be changed. What I want to know now is what you plan to do next. "
Honestly, in fact, he didn't like the woman in front of him, but in the face of Li Zhuoen's mother, he didn't care about her for the time being. The key issue now is to think about how to make up for her Trauma caused by Lee Zhuoen.
This wound can only be cured by her.
"I just want to do my best to make up for the harm I've done to her because of my selfishness. No matter what I do, I'm willing to." She stated her position.
"I hope you can stay and don't leave her again. Although she said she can't accept you, I know she has been looking forward to meeting you again." Cen Yuhao said.
"This is natural. Thank you for taking care of our family, Djoen!" She bowed deeply to him.
"I am her husband. Taking care of her is my obligation and the most honorable thing in my life. If nothing happens, I will leave first." Cen Yuhao said and stood up. He was worried about Li Zhuoen now. Although someone was following her, he didn't feel relieved even if he didn't see her.
"Well, can you please enlighten me more, I really want to use all I have to compensate her for her debts." She stood up and said to him.
"Okay, I will." Cen Yuhao said, took out his cell phone and made a call. A few seconds later, Li Xu knocked on the door and walked in.
"Where is your wife now?" Cen Yuhao asked Li Xu aside after leaving the room.
"Mrs. is in the bar." Li Xu returned to him.
"Come right now!" Cen Yuhao frowned as he heard him at the bar.