Chapter 202: I am not me, you are not you

It has been four months since the breakup was confirmed.
In these four months, Luo Junning and Quan Jeonli seemed to have completely become strangers. They had no contact or even met once. Both of them seemed to have completely disappeared from each other's world.
Kwon Jeonyul doesn’t know what Luo Junning thinks, but she knows that she often thinks of him, perhaps because of his tenderness, or for his considerateness, and even once imagined what it would be like to be alone with him again. A scene, will it be when she has found the balance between dream and love and returned to him?
The best wishes will always be pierced by the cruelty of reality.
Quan Jeonli looked at Luo Junning with complicated eyes. This big boy looked a little more mature than four months ago, more attractive, but also made her more heartbroken.
"Yeoni, let's go." Luo Junning sighed inwardly, but a smile on his face.
The familiar smile made Quan Jeon-li seem to be back when she was in love with Luo Junning. She nodded instinctively. When she was walking with Luo Junning on the path in the community, she regretted it a little. She really didn’t want to face it now. Luo Junning.
But after the two left, a figure appeared beside the car, looked around, the figure hesitated, and small steps followed the two who had not disappeared from sight.
...
Luo Junning and Quan Yoo Li walked around like a couple, and it was only when Quan Yeo Li asked questions that the unspeakable atmosphere was broken.
"When did you guys get together?"
"The night of Christmas Eve." Luo Junning glanced at Quan Jeonli and seemed to say something inexplicably, "Fourteenth day."
Fourteenth day.
An ordinary number, Kwon Yoon-li bit her lip. She knew the meaning of this number. It turned out that on the fourteenth day of their breakup, the big boy had already come together with his good sister, and now, it has even developed. They haven't developed a degree of intimacy in one year of love, what is this?
"why?"
"Because you like it, because you like it, so we are together."
"I'm not asking this." Quan Jeonli stopped suddenly, raised her head for the first time, looked at Luo Junning squarely, and said word by word: "Why do you treat me so cruelly?"
Luo Junning was silent for a while, and sighed: "Jeoli, does it make sense to say this now? We have broken up, and I am still Xiuyan's boyfriend. You are her good friend. I don't want to get along with her because of You make her embarrassed because of your reasons, so all the past is over, okay?"
"Why?" Kwon Yuri said these three words stubbornly, tears flashing in her eyes.
Luo Junning fell silent, and his left hand inserted in his trouser pocket tightly pinched the ring that was originally used to propose to Quan Jeonli, tightly, as if to be embedded in the flesh.
Quan Jeonyul tried to look up her head in order to look directly at Luo Junning’s eyes and to prevent her tears from sliding down. She didn’t want this big boy to see her own weakness, but she didn’t want her to be weak now, which made people feel distressed. It wasn't that Luo Junning had made the decision. If he had not taken on Jessica's responsibility, perhaps he could not help holding Quan Yeolli into his arms and giving her the most gentleness she could.
"Why? What is it for?"
"Am I so much worse than Sika? I just don't want to give up my dream, you are leaving me, what about Sika? She is still practicing now, fighting for her debut, even older than us Some people work hard, don’t you ask oppa whether she chooses her dream or you?

"Is it because you can't ask, and you are afraid of being abandoned again, or because you think she is better than me, so good that you can ignore the reason why you left me?"
Kwon Jeonyul's voice trembled, suppressing the desperate little beast.
Luo Junning's heart was very painful, as if it had split.
When he was in love with Kwon Yoon-ri, even before he fell in love, when he was tutoring the girl and serving her coffee, he never saw this girl have such a side, crazy, painful, incomprehensible.
It's all because of yourself, right? !
It’s because of me that the carefree little girl who was at the beginning has become what she is now. It was only a year of short-term happiness, but it caused her to suffer so much now. Maybe she shouldn’t have appeared in the first place. Okay, isn't it?
Thinking of this, Luo Junning's heart suddenly calmed down, his original decision became firmer, and the hand holding the ring eased.
Quan Jeonyul did not get Luo Junning’s answer, and her emotions became more excited, but instead she quieted down strangely. She just looked at Luo Junning coldly, with a trace of indifference in her eyes that she had never experienced when we broke up. Is it the last step? Because she has completely handed herself over to you, so you can tolerate her to pursue her dreams with this affection, right?"
The cold voice pierced Luo Junning's heart directly.
Luo Junning didn’t know why Quan Jeonyul misunderstood that he and Jeong Soo Yeon had broken through the last step, and instinctively wanted to explain, but looking at the indifference on Quan Jeonyul’s face, he felt a pain at the same time thinking about his own decision, and then a face appeared on his face. With a faint smile, his voice became a little frivolous: "So you already know it."
Quan Jeon-li looked at Luo Junning quietly, and this answer broke the fluke in her heart, "Because I have got everything from her, including her body, so she will indulge her so much? Because of this, she will give me the gentle Is she?"
"Men, they are always more forgiving to their own women." Luo Junning shrugged and smiled slightly, "Actually you can do the same, right?"
"How can I, you and Sika are already..." Quan Youli stared at Luo Junning fiercely, her eyes full of incredible and disbelief.
Luo Junning didn’t give Quan Jeonyul too much time to react. He took out the ring from her bag, smiled and shook it, and said,
I’m here to see you tonight, just to restore the feelings between us. In fact, I have been I regret that it is still this ring. As long as you come back to me, you don't need to agree to my marriage proposal."
Kwon Jeonyul asked in a trembling voice, "Are you planning to break up with Sika?"
"Why do you want to break up?" Luo Junning was puzzled, and quickly smiled, "The relationship between you and me has nothing to do with her, doesn't it?"
Two boats on foot?
Quan Jeonli was full of horror at this time. She couldn't believe that in just four months, Luo Junning had completely changed a person, completely unknown to her, so that she did not realize the pain in his eyes at all, and did not realize tonight. Everything that happened was abnormal. When she reacted, Luo Junning had already put the ring on her palm.
Seeing Luo Junning's familiar face, Quan Jeonli suddenly realized that after four months, she was no longer herself, and he didn't seem to be him anymore.