Chapter 43: Lonely

Chapter 43 The Center of the Chamber of Lonely Despair
"Physical fitness is really good." Uncle Blind nodded: "I tell you the truth, this secret ointment and Nei Zhuang wine are the best medicines of our Minglun martial arts school. You can't buy it if you have money, so I use it on you. Quite a lot. But Typhon training camp has better medicines than this, and there are even various surgeries to enhance potential, such as replacing some weak joints with special materials that hardly wear out."
"There is still such a thing?" Su Jie couldn't accept the replacement of his joints with artificial ones, which gave him a feeling that he was not purely "human." Of course, if it’s because of illness, it’s okay, but if you just do it for the sake of being stronger, it doesn’t feel right psychologically.
"Of course, I have explained a lot of the structure of the human body for you these days. In fact, the human body is the most fragile, the most vulnerable, and the unrecoverable place is the joints. The most important thing is the knee joint. Many martial arts practitioners have more or less knees. There are few problems. Even those professional fighters who have the most scientific training system will inevitably be injured." Uncle Blind seems to be recalling something: "The human body is simply too fragile, so be careful everywhere. People practice martial arts. In fact, it is a process of crossing the river by touching the stones. It is necessary to cross the river, but it cannot be too radical. To master the most ingenious balance, it is not just hard practice to obtain it. This is the golden mean."
"Remember." Su Jie nodded.
"If you have time, I can teach you a lot of medical anthropology, but time is too tight." The blind uncle actually wanted Su Jie to be his student.
"Yes, school is about to start. I do have to go back to school to handle a lot of things." Su Jie also has arrangements for his future: "I will go back and see if I can complete the suspension procedures, and then come here to train. In fact, the college entrance examination is for me. Said that it is not very difficult. Even if you go to participate now, you can still be admitted to a key university. It's just that the parents and elder sisters, and the teachers and school leaders of the school will not agree."
"Humans are always entangled in mundane things, and will not abandon things and cause exhaustion, just like a monkey picking buds and valleys and gain nothing in the end." Uncle Blind suddenly said with a solemn voice: "Su Jie, if you didn't abandon everything and beg for help The courage of you, I would never want to reach the highest level."
"I don't think so." Su Jie shook his head: "In fact, things in the human world are extremely complicated, and people must be in it. If you abandon everything and pursue something, it is actually an expression of incompetence. The true highest state is In the most complicated mundane world, one is comfortable, free and easy to deal with various relationships. In fact, there are such figures in both Buddhism and Taoism, Taoism is Zhuangzi, and Buddhism is Vimalakirti. The eight hexagrams in the Book of Changes are combined with each other to form As long as the various appearances of the world and everything are in it, it is impossible to escape. I think that to escape and cut is not cut. On the contrary, if it is not cut, it is cut."
"Boy, do you understand this by yourself? Do you still know the Book of Changes?" Uncle Blind was taken aback.
"I understood it myself." Su Jie nodded: "I think everything in life must be handled with my own wisdom and handled satisfactorily, so that your heart is in a state of carefree and free, not because of the external environment. Come to influence my own mind, even if all the bad luck in the world is blessed on me, when it comes to me, I can also be able to turn dangers into danger and take it easy. This is the true way of a saint."
"Su Jie, your level of thought is higher than mine. It's hard to imagine that you have realized it yourself. But you have to know that the best way to get caught up in mess is to cut it off quickly, and you choose to go. Untie them one by one, it's very tiring." Uncle Blind said.
"I don't think this is numbness, but water. The only way is to get acquainted with water." Su Jie really thought so deep in his heart.
Oudley asked him to read the Book of Changes and comprehend China's oldest and highest wisdom, and he really saw some ways. Then I learned by analogy and read some ancient books, such as Zhuangzi, Laozi, and some short stories from Buddhist scriptures, and I have my own philosophy of life and life.
This can be regarded as forming his own outlook on the world and life.
There are many troubles in life, he must face it actively, solve all the troubles one by one, and put himself in a state of freedom, instead of giving up and avoiding.
Thinking of this, he felt a sense of comfort in his heart, and he was in a kind of "freedom" experience all the time.
"Don't talk about your future achievements, just talk about your attitude towards life, you have surpassed me. Face life and kung fu with this mentality, you will get a lot of unexpected things." Uncle Blind said: "There is also In a few days, your electrical stimulation has come to an end, and then I will do a course of psychological training for you."
"Psychological training?" Su Jie was somewhat puzzled.
"After this period of massage, acupuncture and electric stimulation, your body has reached a peak. The rest is to slowly recuperate. But your mental quality needs to be further strengthened. Although you can endure pain, you still have to endure one thing. Things can make your mental quality one step closer." Uncle Blind said.
"What are you going to endure next?" Su Jie asked.
"Lonely." Uncle Blind said: "Well, can you join this training."
"I'll join." Su Jie thought about it and nodded: "I want to see what is more unbearable than pain."
"Actually, there are many things that are harder to bear than pain. Loneliness and despair are harder to bear than pain. The pain of electrical stimulation is actually the first lesson of agent training, and the training I am giving you now is the first lesson of agent training. Lesson 2. Now that you agree, don’t go back, put on your clothes and come with me."
Uncle Blind stood up.
Su Jie wiped his body and followed Uncle Blind outside the school. This is a disused warehouse. There seems to be something stored in the warehouse. It has a very large space and a basement.
The basement is very sturdy and divided into many rooms, empty, very breathtaking, like a horrible place in a movie scene.
The dim lighting adds a sense of horror to this place.
Damn it!
Uncle Blind opened a pure iron door with a key, and a room of about ten square meters appeared inside. The room was empty and there was nothing, but there was a toilet in the corner. But the ground is soft, it seems to be some kind of membrane, and the surrounding walls and ceiling are also membranes.
The only use of this film is sound insulation.
Entering the room, closing the door, no sound can be heard, my heartbeat and breathing are completely amplified, it seems that I am alone in this enclosed space.
"This is a real soundproof room. The materials used for decoration can isolate any sound from the outside and absorb the noise inside. People will be absolutely quiet here, and of course it will bring absolute loneliness. The training I want to do is Locking you in this will make you feel despair and loneliness." Uncle Blind's voice in this room became very strange, it seemed to be that kind of evil doctor.
"No, it's simply closed?" Su Jie asked.
"Don't underestimate it, this is the dual suffering of psychological and physical. You don't seem to have much now, but after a while, you will know how powerful it is." The blind uncle said in a negative test: "You have decided whether or not, decide. I'll go out."
"Good!" Su Jie nodded.
The moment Uncle Blind walked out of the room and closed the door: "Su Jie, you have to know that this place is desolate and no one can find it in the basement. If I leave without telling anyone, you will die here completely. Nobody knows......."
Then the door closed.
This iron gate is basically impossible to destroy with manpower.
When Su Jie heard the words of Uncle Blind, his heart shook.
He clearly knew that Uncle Blind was frightening himself and causing psychological pressure, but he couldn't help thinking about the bad side.
This is an abandoned warehouse. Few people come. Even if you enter the warehouse, you can hardly find the basement. Even if you find the basement, there are many rooms in it, and it is difficult to find your own room.
My voice cannot be heard.
If Uncle Blind didn't come to open the door, he would really be trapped here.
Once this emotion came up, it couldn't stop, and it expanded.
boom!
The lights in the room also went out, there was no light in the whole room, and it was invisible to the eyes. Although Su Jie's eyesight was very good, he still became blind in a room where there was no light, and he could only explore it with his memories.
"No, calm down." Su Jie immediately felt a strong darkness and despair rushing toward his face.
He didn't wear a watch, didn't bring a cell phone, didn't bring anything, and couldn't watch the time, which made his heart more anxious.
Breathe, breathe...
He simply lay down and slept with the corpse method.
Because after the massage, it is time to sleep.
When he woke up, he opened his eyes, and it was still dark, the whole person was still in the room, and he didn't know when it was or what happened outside.
"It should be three o'clock in the morning, because after I practice the corpse method and go to bed, I basically work and rest normally, and I wake up on time every day." Su Jie tried his best to keep his calm, because he found a lot of births in his heart. Anxious emotions.
There was no light, no sound, and no one to bother, and the words of Uncle Blind made Su Jie's fear and despair spread.
In an instant, he had a feeling of going mad.
"No, this is loneliness and despair. It's really hard, it's harder than pain." Su Jie forced a calm and didn't think about these things: "Just practice Kung Fu."
He pulled back and prepared to practice, but suddenly stopped: "If you practice Kungfu and sweat, you can't take a bath here, let alone eat, and consume physical strength. This is absolutely impossible. If there is enough water and food here, Even if you keep me locked up for the rest of my life, I won’t be bored. UU reading www.uukanshu.com can practice all kinds of kung fu with peace of mind. But now there’s nothing here, and practice won’t work."
Fortunately, there was a toilet. After he had excreted, he lay down again to do a big corpse method.
But the anxious mood lingered, and even the big corpse method was difficult to calm down, and he lost his usual calm state of mind.
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{I saw a lot of book friends who left messages asking whether this book will write about fantasy cultivation and some super-future technologies. I'm here to tell you that this book is realistic, and all practice will be explained by scientific methods. Anthropology, psychology, etc. All martial arts moves are absolutely something to say, and all cultivation techniques can be found. There are also artificial intelligence and technology, which are all coming out of the society now. For example, the backflip robot I mentioned in the book. You can search on the Internet. The Boston dynamic robot backflips and can’t hang it. A robot dog that automatically opens the door. After I saw it, I thought it was too science fiction now, and we might be witnessing an era. In addition, it’s needless to say that the Alphago of artificial intelligence kills all professional Go players. There are also building modules to analyze martial arts movements, playing ball, kicking and other sports. The intelligence has already come out. Those moves are effective, and which ones are not. The effect is clear at a glance. As for drugs, there is too much news about new doping for athletes in the US. What will it look like ten years later, twenty years later? I can't imagine. Recalling that twenty years ago, my rural village used the kind of shaking phone, the big brother, the brick mobile phone, tens of thousands of dollars, who can think of it now? All in all, this book has nothing beyond the age. }