Vol 4 Chapter 67: Confession of half face

study,
Wang Ke changed his body suit again, which is a must.
The white coat in a normal hospital may have been in pursuit of neatness and cleanliness in the beginning. In fact, over time, it has formed a bond of dependence between the doctor and the patient. When the patient sees the doctor in a white coat, he often feels To feel at ease.
Otherwise, when you went to see a doctor, you saw the doctor who was treating yourself with yellow hair, Matt Jeans, ripped jeans, and stud earrings. Can you rest assured him to see the doctor?
Psychologists need to pay more attention to these details. Their treatment of their customers often starts from the first time they meet with the customer.
He sat half-faced in the position where the previous monarch had sat, tilted his legs, and played with Wang Ke's pen on his desk.
After Wang Ke sat down, he stretched his hand to support his frame, and said:
"Let's get started, can you talk about the problems you have encountered recently?"
"I'm a little confused."
Haha, there are a lot of confused people recently...
"Can you be more specific, which aspect of confusion?"
"I just don't know what I should do, tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, what I should do at that time, I don't feel anything at all here."
"Are you alone?"
"I think I should have been used to being alone for a long time."
"A lot of people think this way, in fact, it's just self-hypnosis for themselves."
"Is it?"
"Most of the cases are like this, and this situation is more common in some prisoners.
Because it has been confined to a small area, both the range of activities in physical space and the range of activities in external information have been greatly compressed;
This is a sense of depression that normal people can hardly bear, but reason tells them that they cannot escape from this status quo in a short time, so emotionally, they begin to hypnotize themselves.
This is actually a kind of physical and psychological self-protection measures. You know, humans are actually the most adaptable species in the world. "
"Prisoner? Can you tell that I was imprisoned for a long time?"
Asked half-faced with interest.
"I have contacted many detainees and those who have been released after serving their sentences. Some of their characteristics have received similar feedback from you."
"Is their situation the same as mine?"
"Persons in prison often show a strong sense of incompatibility, and emotions tend to become extremely sensitive. Those who have served their sentence have spent a long time and finally formed a way to live in prison. After the model and self-protection mechanism, they suddenly left the environment, which naturally caused a great uncertainty of self in the social life, that is, the confusion you said in your mouth."
"Oh."
"Have you ever seen "Shenchenke's Redemption"? The old cloth in the small hotel chose to commit suicide after he was released from prison. This is an extreme expression of extreme habit and rejection of the outside world's "pond".
Of course, you don't need to care about this issue. After all, Lao Bu has spent 50 years in prison. It can be said that the life of the prison has been regarded as the vast majority of his life.
He doesn't think he has been living in jail. Instead, he is released. For him, it is a real one-imprisonment. "
Wang Ke subconsciously went to find his pen, but found that on the half-faced hand, Wang Ke could only pick up a ballpoint pen on the table and asked:
"Excuse me, how long did your life in prison last?"
"Specifically, don't remember too clearly, one or two thousand years."
"..." Wang Ke.
"what happened?"
"No, it's really long."
"It's okay, as you said before, maybe when I'm used to it, I don't feel how painful that time was."
Wang Ke took out the paper towel and gently wiped the sweat on his forehead.
"Sorry, I'll turn on the air conditioner. It's still too hot in summer."
Wang Ke got up and turned on the air conditioner, then went out again, poured in two cups of tea, and handed a half to his face.
"So, you now want to solve this state of confusion, don't you?"
Shaking his head with half a face, "I'm really not very concerned about being confused or not, or in fact, I'm not nervous about how I should live next."
"Ok?"
"For thousands of years, I have been thinking about a question, that is, why do I exist."
"This is more of a philosophical question."
"No, some people think about it, it's disease-free, but I'm different. I really felt it personally."
"I listen to you."
"How were you born?" asked Wang Ke with a half face.
"You were born to your parents, right, your parents will always be with you..."
"I am an orphan."
"Oh, politely, should I say sorry to you now."
"Yes."
"That's welcome."
"Thank you."
"Most people, in this life, only follow one line of life, but there are some special cases, such as me, I am two lines, and the latter is much heavier than the former.
As I slowly became stronger, I realized more and more that, in fact, my existence is just a puppet.
Do you understand this feeling? "
Wang Ke closed his eyes and thought for a while, saying:
"Personality split?"
Half of his face smiled and said: "You are indeed a good doctor."
Wang Ke smiled.
The two clients I received today are extremely distinguished, but unfortunately they cannot be used for publicity or promotion, otherwise they will be forced to see a psychologist.
"My existence is like a dog. The owner sleeps in the house, and I, creeping on the steps behind the gate, when someone comes, I growl a few times, and a thief comes over the wall at night to steal things. I have to come forward.
probably,
That's what it means. "
"Ok."
"But I really hate that kind of life, that kind of existence-state.
I want to live for myself, and I want to live a real self. "
"you made it?"
"Yes, it succeeded. Not only did I leave the house, I also swept away the wealth accumulated by the sleeping master for thousands of years."
"Congratulations."
"Thank you."
Next, there was a long silence.
Wang Ke took a sip of tea, and at the same time felt that he could contact a few colleagues after dawn and went to chat with them.
Half face continued:
"But when I left the house and breathed the fresh air, I was a little lost.
I feel that the outside world is huge, but it is more like a bigger room and a bigger cage. "
"You haven't gotten used to it. In fact, you only need to be alone for a while, or go to communicate with people, and try to integrate into a public life. This mentality can be effectively relieved."
"Unfortunately, you were not born yet."
"I'm very sorry."
"It's ok."
"You continue."
"Next, I have to find something to do. I have been living in the shadow of that person, so I just wanted to prove myself.
I will go to name his enemies and those things that are left in the sky and underground one by one. "
"Actually, you want to consolidate the value of your existence through this comparison, because you were originally dependent on him. Now, only by proving that you are stronger than him can you reflect your sense of value existence."
"It sounds pretty confusing, but probably, that's what it is."
"and then?"
"Then, I named a lot of names and wiped out a lot of old things. At that time, unlike Immortal slaves, there were only two or three kittens left. At that time, there were still deep hidden Fairy."
"........." Wang Ke.
"It's just that afterwards, I was too confident. To be precise, I never understood the word "fear" as if I was born lacking this link.
We were trapped by their design. Although I killed a lot of them, the rest was also seriously hurt by me, but I was still suppressed by them.
It's like this..."
Holding a pen in half of his face, he cut it against his own face.
"Click!"
The original intact face was cut into two halves and the lips were divided into two halves, and he continued to talk.
"........." Wang Ke.
"I don't have a name, but I know that salted fish keeps calling me half a face. The reason is that I have existed in the place where the seal was left for thousands of years in the way that half of my face exists."
"It's very painful, right?"
"It's okay to get used to it~EbookFREE.me~ It was during that time that I learned to talk to myself."
"Ok."
"Actually, I have enough to survive, because that person has a lot of dogs in the future. I am the most dazzling one in the dog villages of all dynasties, because I did it and let them look up."
"Congratulations."
"Thank you."
"Actually, you have already realized yourself, though, a bit bumpy."
"I know what you mean. In that environment and under that condition, I have already lived out of myself, really not losing money, really not losing money.
I have always thought this way. I have always felt that I lived a wonderful and inspirational life, and occasionally aftertaste, it is quite interesting.
But until this time after coming back from the resurrection, I suddenly thought of a detail, which I haven't noticed before.
This detail has plunged me into... deep confusion. "
"What details?"
"Will your children run away from home?"
Wang Ke looked up and looked at the ceiling above, saying:
"occasionally."
"Will she take all your property when she runs away from home?"
"How is this possible, she at most, take away her pocket money."
Half face grasped his face with both hands,
"Slap",
Squeezed the face that had just been cut back.
"........." Wang Ke.
Immediately after,
Half face up,
Walked to the desk,
Threw the pen on the table,
Road:
"Things are like;
That night,
When I want to run away from home,
Suddenly saw,
The key to the warehouse,
Was thrown in front of me. "
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