Vol 3 Chapter 474: Salted fish is an attitude

What is the experience of sitting face to face with yourself?
It’s not quiet,
It’s not like looking at each other,
Not even a thousand words,
Zhou Ze found,
When I look at myself in front of this,
It's really uncomfortable to watch!
I want to smoke him,
I really want to beat him,
even,
I want to kill him!
Zhou Ze struck a spirit,
Are you crazy?
Why is there such an idea?
If you stab yourself in the last life with surgical forceps, the self in a white coat is to help him out, but also to help himself out;
Killing Xu Le and using a whip to remove the moving mountain ape monkey is purely to vent his anger in his dream and to indulge.
So why do you now have the urge to kill yourself in front of you again?
and,
This impulse is unthinkable,
The thought is getting heavier when I think about it,
Like there are countless voices in my heart,
Encouraging and bewitching yourself,
kill him,
Kill yourself in front of you,
Just kill him,
You will be at ease!
Anyway, it is a dream,
Kill him,
Just a dream, just a dream, but a dream!
kill him,
Give it a try.
The disturbing thoughts will soon squeeze Zhou Ze's mind,
Zhou Ze grasped his head with both hands and dropped down,
Let his forehead constantly hit the coffee table in front of him.
"Bang! Bang! Bang!"
"what happened to you?"
The person in front of me put down the newspaper, and asked with some curiosity, while at the same time looking at the blame with blame, how did I put a mental illness in?
"I'm fine."
Zhou Ze raised his head and subconsciously reached for the coffee in front of him.
"Snapped!"
Zhou Ze's hand and his own hand caught together,
Without any ambiguity,
There are no other ideas,
There is no purple halo of shit,
Zhou Ze is clear,
It was the opposite self who did not want to let himself drink his coffee!
Tete knows him!
"Ha ha."
Zhou Ze let go of his hand,
The person on the opposite side hurriedly picked up the coffee and drank it without fear of being hot.
"........." Zhou Ze.
It's really flat,
Why haven't you found yourself so punished before?
call,
After the dream is over, find an opportunity to beat Lawyer An,
It's estimated that this product has been holding a grudge against me for a long time.
"What do you want to do?" the opposite self asked.
"I don't want to do anything."
Zhou Ze patted the coffee table,
But he made a "clang" sound,
Looking down,
Why did you suddenly hold a dagger in your hand?
"Wow!"
Zhou Ze dropped the dagger,
Road:
"Sorry, misunderstanding, misunderstanding."
"Misunderstanding?" The opposite self looked to the right.
Zhou Ze also looked to his right,
I found a machete under the right foot against my leg,
A very exaggerated chopper,
With a patterned ring, the workmanship is quite delicate.
"Wow!"
Zhou Ze kicked the knife away,
"This is also a misunderstanding, really a misunderstanding."
The machete fell to the ground, cracking a tile.
The opposite self looked at the crack,
Frowning slightly.
"I pay for tiles."
"Oh." The other person nodded. "Are you trying to kill me?"
"........." Zhou Ze.
I didn’t find it before,
I was so smart,
I deserve it.
"You kill, hurry up." The opposite self re-entered "Ge You Lie" again, picked up the newspaper, and motioned to Zhou Ze to hurry.
Are you so desperate?
Zhou Ze stood up,
He is restraining his inner impulses,
This inexplicable impulse to try to kill myself,
Road:
"I didn't want to kill you."
Zhou Ze spread his hand to show his sincerity,
Then I found myself holding a "round" rope.
"........." Zhou Ze.
"I won't resist." The opposite self said, "Really, because I know what I am."
Zhou Ze put the rope on the coffee table,
This is my dream,
That’s why it’s so bizarre,
That’s why it’s so absurd,
This is a dream!
Open your eyes,
His eyes were instantly covered with blood,
I really can't control myself,
why,
Why does the urge to kill the opposite one become stronger and stronger?
Opposite himself put down the newspaper,
Get up,
Left the sofa,
Came to the door,
Road:
"Go out for a walk together? Give you some time to brew and kill me."
Zhou Ze also got up and went out with him.
The original "opposite self" walked in front of himself and became the "front self", while Zhou Ze followed behind, and the two were only five steps away.
As long as Zhou Ze wanted,
You can kill him from behind at any time.
South Street,
There has always been a lot of people in prime locations,
Even in dreams.
The two are in tandem,
Walking through the crowd,
No communication,
Not even eye contact.
This made Zhou Ze all angry.
The front one is too lazy to even deny the will to explain?
Too lazy to struggle?
So lazy, so Buddhist,
Then you should die!
The brain is hot,
Zhou Ze’s nails on his right hand grew out, and he rushed directly to the very close distance behind himself.
just,
When it is about to be inserted,
The one in front stopped.
Zhou Ze was staggered and shook his head violently, once again restraining this impulse to kill himself.
The self in front seems to be waiting,
As if asking Zhou Ze silently,
Why don't you do it yet?
"Ha ha."
The one in front smiled,
Like mocking.
Add fuel to the fire,
Be determined,
But Zhou Ze grabbed his right wrist with his left hand,
This nail,
Just can't poke!
The self in front waited for a long time, it seemed that he was a little tired, and sat down on the road.
Facing the flow of people,
Spring blossoms.
Zhou Ze never thought that he would have such a leisurely time to watch Yunjuanyunshu.
Not afraid of death?
Is that still you?
The person in front of me really sat down like this, behind him was a telephone pole, just leaning on, there were a lot of fresh cowhide advertisements under my feet.
"Hey, there is still money here."
The self in front pointed to the corner under the telephone pole with some surprise, a hundred-dollar bill.
He leaned over to pick it up,
Turn it around,
It is a photo of a tender model, and there is a contact phone number to provide door-to-door service.
But on the back, it is a picture of a hundred-dollar bill, which is very realistic.
"Ha ha."
The one in front of me threw out the small, creative and creative little card, and let it wait for the next one.
"Are you not afraid of me killing you at all?"
Zhou Ze asked.
do not know why,
Although it is a dream,
But Zhou Ze has a strange sense of authenticity,
As if to go down with this knife,
It is possible that you will really lose something forever.
The one in front did not answer, but just sat silently, smiling silently.
This feeling makes Zhou Ze a little strange, which is not like himself. He thinks that if he changes positions, he can't sit there indifferently.
Fight,
There must be contention,
No matter who the other party is,
I will fight for my own life!
He didn't want to die,
But he wanted to live without thinking,
It seems that the two are contradictory,
But in fact there is no contradiction at all.
If you ask yourself,
At least half of the people in this world are actually alive like this.
I want to succeed, but I don't want to work hard, I like ease, but I use this as an excuse to refuse to work hard.
Suddenly woke up in the middle of the night,
I don’t think I should live like this. I have to work hard, go forward, go beyond,
But woke up the next day,
Business as usual,
It seemed as though the condemnation of the self last night was just comforting oneself in a show.
"afraid."
The previous one answered.
"Not afraid."
"Why?" Zhou Ze asked.
"Want to know the answer?"
Asked himself in front.
Zhou Ze nodded.
In front of him, he stretched out his palm, and long nails grew on the index finger.
then,
He thrust his nails into his chest.
"puff!"
Zhou Ze only felt a tingling sensation,
Looking down,
But found that his nails are inserted in his chest.
It should be the experience of an excellent surgeon,
Knowing how to poke someone seems exaggerated but not fatal.
"why?"
Zhou Ze asked, looking at the wound on his chest,
Simultaneously,
He slowly pulled his nails out.
"The answer is right before our eyes."
Zhou Ze raised his head in a daze,
front,
It’s still crowded,
But the answer,
Where is it again?
Suddenly,
Zhou Ze found himself sitting on the road,
And the other himself,
He was talking in the position where he was.
"This…………"
The other sat down beside Zhou Ze. UU reading www.uukanshu.com
"This is the answer."
"Answer..."
"Yeah, I'm afraid of death."
Answer honestly,
Because Zhou Ze himself is afraid of death.
"Because I'm afraid of death, I can't commit suicide at any time."
"suicide……"
"Yes, why would I kill myself?"
The other looked at Zhou Ze himself,
Zhou Ze is also looking at the other himself,
The two took a sigh of relief together.
Then face the street together,
Looking at the endless stream of people ahead.
"Even if the whole world abandons me, at least I am happy and sad to decide for myself."
The other said with emotion,
"This is the life I want.
I've been tired for a long time, so I want to be lazy, I don't want to do anything;
I want to live alive with a shy face and don't want to die, so I can only eat lazily.
The ease that was not available in the previous life,
Cherish this life,
Even if it ends in a day,
There is nothing to regret. "
"Do you live like salted fish?" Zhou Ze laughed.
"Yeah, when it's a salted fish, what's wrong, I don't know how many people envy and want this kind of life but can't get it."
…………
Behind the road,
Behind a cell phone film booth, a black sweater man stood there, his fists clenched, full of disbelief.
Why didn't he kill him?
Why didn't he kill him?
Not only do not kill,
And the two actually squatted together on the road teeth,
Shaking his legs while smoking,
For example, the lazy villages of the two Dashan lazy villages who didn’t want to work but ate in the sun on the dam instead of working.
This is,
why! ! ! ! ! ! !