Chapter 1194: What can a person be humble (below)

In Yixunyu's dry cough, Kassar came back to his senses, remembering that he was just having a small chat, not an inflammatory speech to pull the blind.
Although some thoughts were still unfinished, Kasar stopped his meaningless rendering.
Just like those who reflect on their past like a saint in the dead of night, they will only put on false masks and habits again the next day to survive, and life will only continue to run on the right track as before.
The topic was once again pulled back on track.
"Like countless people, this guy has spent his whole life in compromise. Even if he wears a crown, wears a colorful robe, and holds countless powers in his hands, he is still constantly compromising. Because for him, Compromise is his only way of survival."
"I only saw cowardice, cowardice and fear are the cause of the evil results." Yi Xunyu said.
"That's just the appearance, a state that is shown after constant compromise. I know what you mean, even if a wolf without claws in the wilderness dared to scream at people, the worst result of a person facing suffering is nothing. It's a death."
"Correct."
"But if I tell you, his birth was the result of a political compromise. His mother was an apologetic for the defeat of a war, and his father, surrounded by thousands of children and grandchildren, never had a trace of affection for his descendants. In his birth At that moment, he was deprived of the right to extend the offspring under the name of "the blood of the defeated country is insulting to the descent", and his mother personally operated the knife. In his life, the family relationship experienced from his mother was distorted. , I saw the mother’s numbness to compromise the most, and felt the ignorance of other people. The first word I learned in my life was
I’m sorry
. When I sit on my knees, I don’t even sit on my knees. Many. Obviously noble, but living inferior to the prisoners in the dungeon-even if the prisoners have time to let go, but before the age of ten, his scope of activities will always be only a dark and humid room, and the food will always be monotonous. And there is no change, even the power to say is hard to swallow, because he has never tasted other food..."
Kasar's words paused, "The little wolves in the wilderness dare to roar, and there is still the wildness of the she-wolf's blood as a heritage. But if the ears of the she-wolf are all soft, do you think that the little wolves nurtured by this she-wolf What will happen?"
Soft ears?
Then the wolf is not a wolf, but a dog.
"carry on."
Yi Xunyu touched his chin, recovered from thinking, and said calmly.
"Of course, his life has been the same since he was a child. Under such circumstances, he will not be angry at bullying, humiliation and humiliation, because it is a daily life for him. And no matter who he meets, he subconsciously His reaction was to hide aside, and then always say "I'm sorry". Children have the instinct to learn, and he has become the same person as his mother without knowing it."
"Well...so, without interference from external forces, I don't believe he can become a king." Yi Xunyu said with a yawn.
"Of course, as you think, I am the external force. Although I don't want to interfere with the progress of this period of history, but because I am really interested, I can't help but intervene a little."
"The content of the transaction?" Yi Xunyu, who is familiar with Kasar's evil interest, asked directly.
"I signed a contract with him, and I let him sit in that position, hold the world power, enjoy the glory and wealth, and even exhaust the glory that a mortal can get in a lifetime. As for the price, what do you think it will be?"
"...As far as the principle of equivalent exchange is concerned, even if all of his is used for exchange, I don't think he can afford the price."
Yixunyu gave his own evaluation.
"Equivalent exchange is of course important. Unfortunately, in the contracts I have signed, few points seem to be really equivalent. Because I find it interesting, so benevolent is just to ask for his'everything' and tell him a fixed The time of collection." Kasar said.
This means that after the transaction, this guy's life will have a clear countdown.
"Getting what you need is not an equivalent exchange."
"Yes... wait, is this the line I want to say?"
"Continue?" Yi Xunyu made a please gesture comfortably.
It was definitely not for a small response, she was not such a stingy person.
"Well, in short, I used a series of methods that ordinary people can barely accept to make him sit in that position."
Speaking of this, Kasar's words turned a corner,
"Do you know where he goes most often after becoming an emperor?"
"where?"
Ixunyu subconsciously thought of various places of enjoyment.
"Bookstore."
Kasar gave the answer that surprised Yixunyu, "A place that he didn't even dare to look at. After that, he stayed in the library as long as he had time, reading that he had never heard of the name before. Books. Hungry and thirsty, even abandoned the soft big bed"
"This person... is not easy." Yi Xunyu suddenly narrowed his eyes.
"It's really not simple, maybe he was born with a powerful gene, maybe countless sufferings created such a monster. In short, if his life experience is not so bad, even a civilian or even a slave, he won't fall behind what I said before. That kind of end."
"Ok…"
Yixunyu turned his eyes to the still picture, and said thoughtfully: "But according to what you said, after he became an emperor, he is still the same?"
"A person’s habits are difficult to change, let alone the habits that he has maintained throughout his twenty-five-year-old life. Still take the wolf you know as an example. If you raise a wolf and a dog together, The bark is the bark of the dog, not the bark of the wolf. There is even another example of the wolf boy... You should remember the old world news, the children who were discovered by the wolf kept the wolf habit until they died."
"such as?"
"Hehe... he was the first to become an emperor and fell down due to fear at the international table, and then kneeled to the ground subconsciously. It can be said that he created the record of the most embarrassing emperor in history. For the advice of ministers, just It was a little bit fierce, and then he would choose to agree with it. This also caused the Congress to become a louder vegetable market than anyone else. On the road, he would still subconsciously make way for the oncoming people..."
It's like when a seamstress becomes an emperor, he will subconsciously find a needle and thread when he sees a hole in his clothes... After this person becomes a king, his previous habits have almost become a laughing stock.
"It's sad."
"It's fine."
Kaza looked at the still figure again, he was fat...but this lack of fatness was not because he had eaten too much, but because the toxins contained in the food had accumulated in his body, which seriously affected his health.
"Finally, the reason why he held my leg and weeped was not to pray for anything. There was nothing to give up in his body. He just cried for his compromise, and suffered for his life. I read the library. After nearly half a collection of books, he has completely awakened from the chaos. In time, he will be an outstanding king."
"It turns out that it's time, right?"
"Yes, but this is not my intention. The time has already been set, and I will not make any changes. He only woke up on the last day when death was approaching. As you said before, when a person walks in winter On the snowy ground, the clothes are scattered one by one, without a piece of clothing on the body, and then just die like that. And in this process, there will always be a moment of flashback, the person who freezes to death will forget the cold, the body becomes lighter, and the brain is unprecedented Soberness... Then, I recalled my life, and then realized it."
In the end, everything is over.
As for this person, Kasar must admit that the long-lost transaction made him experience a different feeling.
One of long boring, freshness.
"..."
After a moment of silence, Yi Xunyu knocked on the handrail and said: "You... I originally believed that you really lost the right to choose here, but now I am a bit uncertain. This memory is really not what you hoped. Did I see it?"
"This, who knows."
"From the way you speak, I think... Do you think that I have always felt inferior because of my childhood life, or treat my childhood experience as a stain of life?" Ixunyu asked still thinking.
"What do you think?"
From the beginning, Kasar's thoughts were not important, what was important was Yi Xunyu's own thoughts.
"I never felt that way."
Yi Xun Yu shook his head.
"Humble, maybe I was really humble. UU read www.uukanshu.com but it was never because of my childhood life. Because I have a special memory, and I have always had a clear understanding of what happened when I was a child. That's why , I know very well that my life seemed poor when I was a child, but I didn't really suffer any hardships, let alone experience the kind of starvation and fear of being starved to death."
"So?" Kasar understood what Yixunyu wanted to say.
"It’s my sister who really worked hard to live, the one who used her shoulders to bear the burden of life. You know, no matter how bad my life was when I was a child, at least there was a shelter on it... I’m not so ignorant and feel that the world All the suffering is directed at myself, and I can also clearly see that someone lives more tired than me... That winter, she could completely throw me down and seek a better life."
While speaking, a picture flashed in Yixunyu’s mind.
When I was young, the figure holding a knife to his wrist and gestured thinking.
That is the really humble corner of my life,
Yi Xunyu looked down on the former self, but was able to accept and understand and face his past.
What I am doing now is to keep working hard to avoid the recurrence of that scene.