: Long-lost testimony of the ticket - how to do it without human rights?

I haven't asked for a monthly ticket for a long time. Come and ask for one today!
Well, this is a point, and then start to talk nonsense.
When I chatted with my friends a few days ago, I said, "If you are happy, it’s one day, and unhappy is also a day..."
He must have thought that I would say: "It is better to be happy."
But this is not my conclusion. I said, "I would like to be unhappy and do something."
Think about it afterwards, it’s a terrible idea!
It’s bad enough for a person to be happy and not happy. Being happy and not wanting to be happy is simply awful.
Go away, you happy, I want to seduce me!
It must be a problem with my head! When did it start? I have read too many books that I shouldn’t read, and then I can’t fool myself. Still unable to integrate into the crowd, to deliberately keep a distance from the crowd.
There have been many people in the society. The way to judge whether a person is a loser is very simple. It is enough to talk to him about fate. As long as he said "everything is life" is similar, then it did not run.
I have also met many successful people. It is also very simple to judge whether he is smug or not. It is enough to talk to him. If he categorizes everything as himself, he believes that all losers do not work hard, and they don't have to listen to anything else.
I think I can't do this.
When I failed, I thought that this was definitely a possibility of success. I didn't do it. Of course it was my ability problem.
When I think about success, if I don’t have the right luck, I can’t do this step, the great fate!
Then failure is all incompetence, and success is mostly luck.多么I am a sensible person, turning every failure into self-torture, and every success is very disappointing.
Is it not to be fooled by fate if you are against yourself?
In fact, everyone just wants to make themselves feel a little more comfortable, maybe I am a smart fool.
But I just thought, when one day I was defeated, others asked me what was going on, I can say, "Oh, because I am incompetent."
Rather than boring answers such as sinisterness, social darkness, fate arrangements, and so on.
So for this "great" goal, I constantly struggled with myself, stepping into the mud again and again, struggling with pain.
In the mud, the heart is like a frenzy, and the moon is empty...
Others still think that you are faulty, let's put a good day, but don't know what is tangled.
Yes, my mother is wrong! At this age, I still refuse to believe that "only plain is true" and nonsense.
Even if all the chickens in the chicken circle told me that eating rice mites and sunbathing is a good day, I have to climb the roof and take off like an eagle.
Even if I can't make an eagle in my life, I will never admit that eating rice mites and sunbathing is a good day. When the sky is on, let it torture me forever!
Do your best, and be safe. If you are not doing everything, how can you be destined?
Well, this is my testimony, this is a deduction. R1152