: At the very center of the desert...

Originally this single chapter should be issued yesterday, ready to take a long vacation, the state of this two months is very poor, I really feel tired. For a lifetime, I have never felt so alone, such as trekking in the center of the desert, in a sandstorm, I gradually forgot my partner, forgot the enemy, and forgot the goal.
Take care!
Where should there be?? Obviously, how can you not think of it?
It’s ridiculous to say that I have always loved loneliness. I prefer to live away from the crowd and stay alone. However, it is not easy to get along with yourself.
Perhaps you should give up being a perfectionist, and you will not be in a labyrinth in every episode. If you are afraid of taking a step, you will make irreparable mistakes, so you will not be ashamed. In the hesitation, miss more.
Got it, you have been making mistakes, but you have been reluctant to admit it.
I have tried many times to read the books I have written. This one, the previous one, the last one, but I can't do it, too much delay. Never remember the so-called childhood, the so-called youth, I do not know why, only the pain is particularly profound, never healed, so that some doubts, really have a happy laughter? Simply give up!
Anyway, I can write a great novel as a compensation, but if I can't do it? If you repeat the same mistakes? What can I use to compensate? Already so unbearable, how can we show weakness to anyone?
It is better to close your eyes and confuse the illusion, and not to open your eyes and see this broken world, the broken one. Like a child who is willful and stubborn, in the mall, squirting, rolling, crying, I just want that toy!
But damn, obviously know that in this way, nothing can be obtained! Stand up, stop crying!
Although I have said it countless times, I have to do it as a job, but it is really difficult. Unconsciously, I have pressed too many things, personal dignity and value, and the meaning and proof of existence. Is this morbid?
A few times I want to delete this text. When it is painful and helpless, isn’t silence the best response? Why bother to endure shame. However, there are answers to one hundred diaries that can't be found, and one that can't be answered in a thousand times.
So you need to use this way to make a break, in front of thousands of people, admit that they are weak.
"Well, my third-rate author will often write a plot that is not wonderful!"
However, even if you make mistakes, you still want to go on.
Hello, answer me, is anyone listening? Anyone waiting? If one is alone, it will still not be able to go!
Try to brave the courage, accept all these fallacies, face this reality, cross the desert, and find the dream! To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the starting point (wm) to vote for the recommended ticket, the monthly ticket, your support is my greatest motivation. Mobile users please go to mqpdancam to read.