Chapter 2012: Dreamed she was dead

Ji Jinchuan sat down next to the bed and caressed her cheek: "Every year will be a little busy, and Shao Heng's busy schedule is so bad that I have to share some of it for him."
Shen Youran asked: "Isn't that what happened?"
He shook his head and gave her a reassuring eye: "It's fine."
She sniffed and looked at him with suspicious eyes: "Are you smoking again?"
"Pull one or two." Ji Jinchuan didn't expect her to become so sensitive after pregnancy, and there was a hint of smile across her eyes. "Go to bed quickly, it's already late."
"Then you should rest earlier." Shen Youran looked at him and closed his eyes.
Ji Jinchuan sat by the bed for a while, and when she was completely asleep, she got up and entered the bathroom.
He came out after taking a bath, went to bed and laid down, kissed Shen Youran's lips, and closed his eyes.
Probably day after day, night dream, night dream, in the second half, he had a nightmare, and then he was frightened.
He sat up suddenly, gasping for two breaths in a hurry, cold sweat permeated on his forehead and neck, a strand of broken hair posted on his forehead, and his face was pale and pale.
After a short delay, he turned to look at Shen Youran beside him, seeing her safe and sound beside him, and took a long breath.
He opened the quilt and got out of bed, walked over to open a drawer, took a box of cigarettes and lighters from it, and went to the balcony.
Carrying a cigarette on his back on the balcony, he took two breaths, and the white smoke spit out of his thin lips and was blown away by the cold wind.
Thinking of the dream just now, he shivered violently. The cold sweat on his back soaked his pajamas and was a bit cold in the cold wind.
Just now he dreamed that Shen Youran had a hard time to die, and a lot of blood was flowing from her body continuously, as if it would never end.
He smoked two more cigarettes fiercely, as if to out the dysphoria and fear in his heart.
For thirty-five years, the only thing he had been afraid of was that Shen Youran would never return to him, would not ask him and Nono, and now he was afraid of the day when she gave birth.
He smoked a cigarette in a few bites, and took out another point.
This time he didn't rush as fast as before, but slowly.
It was already deep winter, and the wind in the night was like a knife, but he didn't feel anything, as if the whole feeling had been paralyzed with the nightmare just now.
After a box of cigarettes was smoked, the horizon was already shimmering, afraid of being discovered by Shen Youran. He took a shower in the bathroom, washed away the smell of cigarettes, and changed into a pajama and went to bed.
Because there was something in his heart, he had never fallen asleep, with one hand under his head and his eyes staring at the ceiling indifferently.
Shen Youran sleeps at nine every morning, and Ji Jinchuan is waiting for her to get up every time.
She has been pregnant for nine months and is inconvenient to do anything, and because she is a twin, her belly is bigger than ordinary people.
Ji Jinchuan got dressed and went out of the room. After a while, he came back again, followed by Wu Ma.
As long as it's about Shen Youran, Ji Jinchuan is hands-on. Only if one person can't do it will let the servant help.
He and Wu Ma helped Shen Youran get dressed, helped her into the bathroom, and washed down the stairs.
Xie Suling and others have already eaten breakfast and sat chatting on the sofa.
When she saw them come down, the housekeeper quickly went to the kitchen without her command.