Chapter 91: Everything on earth is gone (2)

The autumn light was victorious outside, and I wanted to get out of bed. It was really uncomfortable to lie down for several days, but Hui Ju always prevented me from wanting to get out of bed and walk around. I asked her why, but couldn't tell.
In fact, I understood it in my heart. I saw the blood shed by myself that day. That child should have left with that blood.
"Hui Ju, help me up." One foot fell on the ground as I spoke.
Hui Ju hurriedly ran over: "Miss, I can't help you, you can't get out of bed."
I ignored her and stood up by myself, a little vain and weak at my feet, but I was already overwhelmed.
"Niang Niang, you can't." Hui Ju walked to my side and took my hand, her eyes were firm and worried.
I shook my head: "Hui Ju, no matter what it is, this palace just wants to go out and get some air."
I spoke and looked around this exquisite room. Those gorgeous appliances were shining brightly under the sunlight from the windows, but I didn't want to appreciate it.
Hui Ju still held my hand, and a trace of displeasure and sadness rose on my face.
"Hui Ju," I looked at her white hands: "My palace just wants to go out and breathe." Although my words were calm, the firmness in my mouth was irresistible.
Hui Ju's hand could not help but let go. She looked at the sky outside and gritted her teeth: "Manny, it's cold, I'll get you a dress."
Snow-white inlaid gold silk tribute silk brocade dress, another moon-white velvet cardigan painted with light lotus, and finally a big red cloak. My hair was just rolled up with a white brocade ribbon, and a few pearl hairpins, but I felt overwhelmed.
Finally, I understood why Hui Ju didn't allow me to go out, or even get out of bed. But also secretly sighed that he was already like this.
Pushing open the door, he was surprised to find that there were five steps outside the hall, one guard and ten steps one post.
I didn't care. Looking at what Hui Ju was talking to a leader-like person, I fiddled with the ruby ​​hanging from the bottom of the my shawl, and looked at the clear blue sky high beyond the red wall.
By the lake, I stood silently next to a willow tree, and there was an endless expanse of water in front of me.
Yangliu Yiyi, the long willow branches flicked the calm water. On the water is the reflection of the ethereal blue sky, and there are patches of clouds. It is late autumn, although the chrysanthemums are all over the land, complicated and bright, but there is also a slight bleak air. The wind is already cool and thin, Konoha Xiaoxiao, and the Nanyan screams.
Hui Ju stood not far from me and looked at me quietly. I knew her eyes were sorrowful, but my eyes were not.
I have been standing quietly, without speaking or moving, watching the sun gradually sink, the lake is stained with a warm orange color, the white clouds have also turned into crimson clouds, the sky on the other side, but It was dark blue, and the star was sinking.
This afternoon, I have been thinking about everything that happened.
From entering the palace to meeting Shen Xiyao, he gave me the honor of the sixth palace, which no one can match. I can feel that his love for me is not because of my background, but from his sincerity.
Why did he kill his father? Is it just because you don't want the imperial power to fall away? However, my father did not fully control the political affairs, and for my reasons, the relationship between the two has been greatly eased.
Of course, after reading so many historical records, I naturally know the harm of my relatives. It was sooner or later that Shen Xiyao started to remove the Ling family.
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but shiver. My father is dead, and the rest are my three brothers. I assassinated Shen Xiyao. If he pursues it, then my family will not be able to escape.
My heart is getting deeper and deeper, and I feel very confused. I always feel that there is something wrong with all this. It seems that this problem is like a gauze curtain, which is almost within my reach, but I can't touch it. At the same time, I deeply blame myself for my recklessness and stupidity.
Today, although I am in this fairyland on earth, the road ahead is like this fairyland, an isolated island with no way forward or backward. I know that the assassination of the emperor has only one death throughout the ages. However, I can't guess that Shen Xiyao didn't intend to put me in prison but put me on Pengdao Yaotai. His behavior made me deeply disturbed.
The fear grew deeper and deeper, and the hand holding the tree tightened. Just as a cool breeze blew violently, I shivered, watching the ripples on the water, and my heart was extremely cold. I just ask that my family should not be too much involved. For this, I am willing to pay any price.
I couldn't help but put my hand on the lower abdomen, my heart was tingling, here, there is no longer my flesh and blood. The tears fell silently.
The surrounding atmosphere is suddenly a little weird, although I know that Hui Ju's eyes are always on me. I also know that there are guards all around here, which is not the Pengdao Yaotai when I came. But at this time, I felt a kind of solemnity.
Forcing myself not to look back, I watched the sunset sinking from the reflection on the water, watched the night fill, and felt the colder and colder wind hitting my body. Then, I saw another figure appeared in the reflection.
"Isn't it cold?" His voice didn't have much emotion at this time.
I was taken aback and turned stiffly, Shen Xiyao's majestic face was close in front of my eyes.
"See the emperor." I bowed deeply. He didn't help me. Although I saw his hand stretched forward, he still retracted it.
"Well, get up." His voice rang above my head, and I slowly stood up, afraid to look at him.
He lowered his head deeply, and in front of him was a pair of Yunlong Going Sea Gold Boots and the golden hem of the dragon robe. I only stared at the two black spars of the longan on the boots, my chest undulating. For a long time like this, I almost felt the surrounding air freeze. Finally, the corners of the golden robe shook, and I heard a faint sigh, and then raised my head, Shen Xiyao had already walked away.
I sighed lightly, and before my hanging heart settled, I heard Shen Xiyao's voice: "Aren't you leaving?"
The person was startled, and took a difficult step under his feet to keep up with him.
In the main hall of Yuanying Hall, there is a tall candle burning with a light mint fragrance. Shen Xiyao sat on the first poplar wooden chair, tilted his head slightly to listen to what Zhang Dehai was saying. I was standing outside the hall with two tall guards in front of the door. I slightly adjusted my hair that was a little messy by the wind, took a deep breath, and walked in.
Behind him, the vermilion door was "banged" and shut, shutting off everything outside. My heart fell quickly in the sound of that "bang".
"See the emperor." I took a few steps forward, and bowed down at a distance from the tall first seat.
It was complete kneeling, with fear of the unforeseen future, and escape from the long-awaited ending. I fell deeply on the ground, my hair scattered on both sides of my cheeks, and I saw the smooth white marble. His horrified eyes appeared on the ground.
It was quiet, so quiet that I even heard my own heartbeat.
I dared not look up, but said in a reluctantly calm voice: "The sinner Ling Xuewei sees the emperor."
"Yeah." Shen Xiyao's voice came from a distance, with a little unnaturalness.
I didn't dare to move, I was still kneeling like that.
"Get up." His voice sounded, without a trace of emotion, but it seemed to be suppressed for a long time.
I looked up at him, far away, in the main hall where Duanhexiang was burned, his face was in the white mist, I couldn't really see it. I only felt a torch-like gaze falling on me.
For a long time, apart from the wind outside, there was nothing else in the main hall.
"Why?" his voice came, breaking the silence that seemed to last forever. Although his tone was calm, his voice was full of disappointment and sadness.
I heard the voice suddenly raised my head, my hair wrapped around my face, I stretched out my hand to pull it away, and between my fingers, I saw Shen Xiyao's slightly pale face. He stepped off the throne and came to me. My heart tightened for no apparent reason.
"Why, I ask you again, why?"
I closed my eyes, took a deep and slow breath, and then opened it suddenly, facing Shen Xiyao's dark eyes.
"Because..." I said word by word: "Because I hate you."
Shen Xiyao was visibly startled, and then lowered his head slightly: "You hate me, why do you hate me, I treat you..."
He didn't go on, but I could feel his sadness.
"You know, this crime of killing the king is to punish the Nine Clans?" Shen Xiyao suddenly took away the sadness on his face, leaned forward and looked at me, with a hint of suspicion in his eyes.
"If you are smart, it is impossible not to know." He narrowed his eyes, and a flash of light flashed: "Or are you Lingjia... have any intentions?"
I looked up at him, my eyes were full of questions, and the corners of my mouth could not help but a sneer appeared: "I am the Ling family, the world is known to be the most loyal family of Daxi. If there is a different heart, I fear this world will not be what it is today. It's so peaceful."
My eyes stared straight at Shen Xiyao's face: "On this, you, the emperor, know better than me."
He tilted his head, his eyes narrowed, and then shook his head slightly: "Then I will be even more confused." He said with a smile.
I looked at him with a sneer: "The emperor, it's not what happened to my Ling family, but you, the emperor. You know what you have done."
I looked at him, he knew what he did.
However, what makes me strange is that the doubts on Shen Xiyao's face are getting heavier and heavier: "What did I do?" He muttered.
Well, even if he doesn't want to admit it, it doesn't matter. I have come to this point, I have committed the crime of killing the king, what is the point of all defenses?
"I..." Shen Xiyao said in a melancholy tone: "I am very disappointed in you. I... can't help it."
He glanced at Zhang Dehai next to him, and Zhang Dehai walked up to me knowingly.
I looked up and watched Zhang Dehai take out a sacred decree to read it out. I smiled slightly and closed my eyes.