Chapter 221: Please don't leave me
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Loving You Is Hurtful
- 爱哭的小魔王
- 1690 characters
- 2021-03-03 03:06:24
She clung to her hands tightly, her hands trembled unnaturally, and the panic in her eyes almost made Fu Haochen's heart trembled.
It was at this moment that Fu Haochen suddenly understood how important he was to Luo Enxi.
Fu Haochen and Luo Enxi walked forward quickly.
Fu Haochen couldn't help being anxious, because when He Xia Nuan was taken away today, there was already a clear blood mark on her neck.
Fu Haochen didn't know exactly how serious the injury was, so he didn't know much about it.
And today, He Xia Nuan must have been frightened. Fu Haochen thought, clenching his fists.
But as soon as he squeezed his hand, Fu Haochen felt the pain in his injured shoulder.
Fu Haochen let go of his hand somewhat dejectedly.
Is it because his ability is really not enough?
Why can't he always protect the people around him?
Why do people around him always get hurt?
Fu Haochen was a little angry, and the frequency under his feet became faster.
Wang Xiaobo once said that all human suffering is essentially anger towards his incompetence.
Fu Haochen hated this kind of powerlessness.
He wants to protect, and he wants everyone around him not to receive any harm.
But Fu Haochen didn't know that his current anger and worry were actually hurting Luo Enxi.
Luo Enxi watched Fu Haochen go faster and faster, and in the end even she had to trot to keep up.
Luo Enxi got more sad as she walked, and harder as she walked.
This short distance up and down the stairs made Luo Enxi feel like she had passed through the Seventh Heaven and the Eighth Prison, separated by the Red Sea, thousands of rivers and mountains, no matter how hard she tried, she walked very hard and couldn’t keep up. The pace of Fu Haochen.
He was so worried for He Xia Nuan.
He still has wounds on his body.
It hurts, it hurts.
Luo Enxi breathed heavily, trying to relieve the pain in her heart.
Fu Haochen saw that Luo Enxi's breathing was getting faster and faster, and he slowed down.
"...I'm sorry." Fu Haochen said. He thought it was because he was impatient to walk so fast that Luo Enxi was too hard, so he gasped like this, "I'll go slower."
After looking back, Fu Haochen discovered that Luo Enxi's eyes were slightly red.
"What's wrong, En Xi!" Fu Haochen was taken aback and asked quickly, "Are you not feeling well?"
"No." Luo Enxi suppressed her choking hard and said, "Let's go quickly."
What is she talking about?
Why didn't she say that she was uncomfortable, now her heart was so painful that she was about to die, just enjoying Fu Haochen's care and keeping him by her side forever?
Luo Enxi was amused by her thoughts, but after laughing out, the smile was a bitter smile.
She can't do it.
She really can't do it.
For his own sake, for his own selfishness, Fu Haochen can only have himself in his world.
But in this way, they are still mixed with others, and it is really painful and painful.
Fu Haochen looked at Luo Enxi worriedly, then stretched out and took Luo Enxi's hand.
"Be sure not to force yourself." Fu Haochen said softly.
Luo Enxi looked at Fu Haochen and found her nose sour.
Can you just hold your hand like this and never separate.
Fu Haochen, don't let me go, okay?
Don't choose others, okay?
Fu Haochen took Luo Enxi to the temporary ward of the emergency department and soon saw He Xia Nuan.
He Xia Nuan had been looking around and saw Fu Haochen for the first time.
Of course, I also saw Luo Enxi next to Fu Haochen, the hand holding them tightly.
He Xia Nuan's eyes narrowed, but she soon concealed her past without a trace.
Fu Haochen walked quickly to He Xia Nuan's bed.
"Xia Nuan, how are you?" Fu Haochen asked.
He Xia Nuan's neck was wrapped in a thick bandage.
The epidermal tissue of the neck is damaged, but it is not a major problem, as long as you don't exercise vigorously, and then wait for the wound to heal.
But when He Xia Nuan had just bandaged, he specially asked the doctor to wrap herself thicker.
For this result.
He Xia Nuan looked at Fu Haochen's unbearable worry with satisfaction.
"Why is it so serious?" Fu Haochen frowned, and stretched out his hand to caress the bandage on He Xia Nuan's neck. With a thick layer, Fu Haochen's hand trembled.
He Xia Nuan was a born actor, and the moment Fu Haochen stretched out his hand, tears fell from her eyes.
"Hao Chen..." He Xia Nuan choked.
"What's the matter, don't cry, it hurts?" Fu Haochen immediately put his hands down, feeling helpless, and then wiped He Xia Nuan's tears.
Luo Enxi looked at her right hand that was let go.
Let go... Let go.
Luo Enxi felt a sudden pain in her heart.
Fu Haochen let her go.
Luo Enxi watched Fu Haochen wipe He Xia Nuan's tears, and suddenly felt that she was the one who was isolated from the entire world.
Is it superfluous?
Luo Enxi couldn't control her eyes to look at Fu Haochen and He Xia Nuan, and she couldn't control her own thinking to think wildly.
"It hurts especially..." He Xia Nuan said, buried her face in Fu Haochen's arms, and hugged Fu Haochen's waist with both hands.
Fu Haochen was a little embarrassed for a moment, but He Xia Nuan burst into tears immediately.
"Hao Chen, what's going on! It scared me to death!" He Xia Nuan shouted, tears constantly falling.
Seeing He Xia Nuan crying so hard, Fu Haochen felt that she might be really frightened. He didn't have time to think about other things for a while, and He Xia Nuan quickly attracted all his attention.
"Okay, Xia Nuan, it's okay, it's okay." Fu Haochen hugged He Xia Nuan's shoulders and whispered comfortingly.
Unspeakable guilt surged in Fu Haochen's heart.
In his memory, he seems to have been hurting He Xia Nuan.
First, she abandoned her and indirectly caused her to lose her children, and then fabricated countless lies to deceive He Xia Nuan, who had always believed in him unconditionally, and then cruelly asked He Xia Nuan to move out and cut off He Xia Nuan. The last thought was to let her go all alone, and finally it was now again. He Xia Nuan suffered such a serious injury because of him.
"Haochen, I'm really scared..." He Xia Nuan's tears were all wiped on Fu Haochen's front.
The weather was already warm, and Fu Haochen put on a hospital gown. He Xia Nuan’s tears touched his skin through the clothes, and the temperature of the tears was cool, but Fu Haochen felt that he was in pain because of the hot tears.
He was sorry for He Xia Nuan.
"Xia Nuan, I'm sorry, let you encounter such a thing..." Fu Haochen said with a sigh.
"I almost died, why is it like this..." He Xia Nuan cried tired, and said tremblingly.
"It's all my fault, it's all my fault..." Fu Haochen said, patted He Xia Nuan's shoulder lightly with his hand.
He really blames himself very much.
He cannot protect the people he wants to protect.
"There won't be any more things, Xia Nuan, there won't be any more things." Fu Haochen comforted He Xia Nuan, and he was making his vows?
Luo Enxi looked at the two people who were hugging each other tightly, and the people on the other beds in the multi-person ward were talking quietly.
"Hey, is this a couple?" one of them said.
"It should be." Another person said, "Ah, I don't know what happened to it that would hurt my neck."
"No." The person who had spoken before continued, "But the man is not better there. He still lives in the courtyard. I didn't expect that his girlfriend was also sent."
"Oh, it's really good fortune to trick people." Another said.
"Who is this man and this man coming with?"
"Who can it be? Relatives should be."
Yes, it's really good luck.
Luo Enxi suddenly laughed softly when hearing these people say so.
Good luck makes people.
As Fu Haochen's wife, she is just a "relative" in the eyes of others.
He Xia Nuan and Fu Haochen seemed to be real lovers.
Luo Enxi suddenly felt like a "authoritarian fan".
Is it because they always feel like this to others?
She is just a dispensable existence.
When the three of them were together, she seemed out of place, destroying the atmosphere between Fu Haochen and He Xia Nuan.
Luo Enxi suddenly felt a little unstable on her feet.
This feeling is like she is the third party.
At this moment, Luo Enxi wanted to shout out, he is my husband, and I am his wife!
Luo Enxi opened her mouth, his mouth bitter.
She suddenly felt that this idea of her own was really stupid, so stupid, so stupid.
She actually needs to emphasize this kind of thing to others, just like a little girl whose beloved candy is about to be taken away by others.
As if she was about to lose him.
Luo Enxi shivered.
He Xia Nuan's crying has gradually stopped.
Fu Haochen has been gently touching her hair, calming her emotions.
He Xia Nuan has always been a person who knows how to attract other people's attention, so when Fu Haochen and He Xia Nuan are together, they are rarely distracted.
So when he came this time, he almost forgot Luo Enxi who was with him.
Luo Enxi stood quietly and looked at the two people who had been hugging each other.
Quietly, almost standing like a stone sculpture that no one cares about.
Luo Enxi always wanted to know whether even if the seas were vicissitudes of life, the seas were dry and the rocks were rotten, he could only keep chasing Fu Haochen's side like this and could only look at him like this.
But he will never be able to catch up with him, and he will never be able to move forward with him.
Forever, there is no way to be the person by his side.
"Hao Chen." He Xia Nuan spoke suddenly with a strong nasal voice. "The doctor said, I won't be discharged until tomorrow. Can you accompany me here?"
Fu Haochen stiffened, and then suddenly he remembered Luo Enxi who had been standing behind him.
Fu Haochen turned around immediately.
Luo Enxi was standing behind him, not far away.
But Fu Haochen suddenly felt that the distance at this moment had become far away.
He seemed to be unable to catch Luo Enxi anymore.