Chapter 222: Can you forgive me for my loss

Fu Haochen looked at Luo Enxi standing behind him, with an obviously disappointed expression on his face, and he snorted in his heart.
He wanted to reach out and grab Luo Enxi's hand, but He Xia Nuan was still holding his waist, and Fu Haochen couldn't reach out for a while.
"Xia Nuan..." Fu Haochen wanted He Xia Nuan to let go, but couldn't say it for a while.
"Haochen, please, I...I'm really scared." He Xia Nuan looked at Fu Haochen pitifully, shivering in response to the situation.
Fu Haochen immediately relented.
In any case, He Xia Nuan was injured this time because of him. Fu Haochen felt that He Xia Nuan's request to stay with her was understandable.
He Xia Nuan had already had a mental illness, but this incident must have caused her a lot of shock.
It goes without saying, not to mention that He Xia Nuan must have never experienced kidnapping. Today Song Kai took a gun when he left. Who knows how Song Kai threatened He Xia Nuan on the road?
You must have suffered a lot of wrongs, right? I was living a good life, but I encountered such a thing.
It's He Xia Nuan's misfortune to meet himself.
Not only can I not promise her happiness, but I can't even guarantee her safety.
Fu Haochen felt the guilt in his heart reached a peak.
Fu Haochen sighed.
"Haochen, Haochen, please, don't leave me alone..." He Xia Nuan held Fu Haochen's waist tightly and didn't let go, as if he was afraid that Fu Haochen would run away.
He Xia Nuan is not stupid, she will not ignore Luo Enxi like Fu Haochen. On the contrary, Luo Enxi is her focus.
Luo Enxi's face was not so good since he first came in, and after Fu Haochen hugged herself, Luo Enxi's face became even more pale.
I don’t know when He Xia Nuan’s happiness comes from Luo Enxi’s sadness and misfortune. This situation has only worsened after Fu Haochen drove her out. He Xia Nuan is thinking every day now how to make Luo Enxi Xi was sad, how could Luo Enxi pay the price.
So of course He Xia Nuan was happy to see Luo Enxi's face looking bad, and He Xia Nuan proudly held Fu Haochen's hand harder.
He Xia Nuan kept begging Fu Haochen, she knew very well that if Fu Haochen stayed this time, Luo Enxi would definitely be both sad and embarrassed.
She believed she was so pitiful, and Fu Haochen would definitely not refuse her.
"Okay, don't be afraid, I'm here to accompany you, be good, I'm here to accompany you." Sure enough, Fu Haochen rubbed He Xia Nuan's hair, his tone full of gentleness that he didn't even notice.
Even if He Xia Nuan had left herself, it seemed that she could not change her habit of relying on herself for a while.
Fu Haochen thought with a headache, he still had to change He Xia Nuan's habit as soon as possible, otherwise he was destined to be parted in the future, and he would not always be able to protect He Xia Nuan like this.
But perhaps Fu Haochen can wait for He Xia Nuan to slowly change, but Fu Haochen has not considered whether Luo Enxi can wait.
Luo Enxi was stiff in place.
She hadn't spoken yet, just waiting, wanting to see how Fu Haochen would answer.
Luo Enxi kept yelling in her heart not to agree not to agree. Several times, she even couldn't restrain her heart and shouted out this sentence.
But she still held back, and wanted to see what choice Fu Haochen would make.
Standing here, standing behind him, how would Fu Haochen choose?
Will you leave yourself behind?
At this moment, Luo Enxi suddenly realized that she was waiting very fearfully.
She was very sad to find that she was not even sure who her husband would choose at this time.
It must be hers, right?
She was so expecting that she was so disappointed at the moment the answer was revealed.
The feeling of despair filled Luo Enxi's heart for an instant.
She was so desperate that she trembled.
Luo Enxi suddenly felt a desolate indifference in her heart.
In the end, Fu Haochen chose to stand on He Xia Nuan's side.
Even if he is injured, he still wants to stay with He Xia Nuan.
What kind of affection should this be?
Luo Enxi couldn't imagine it, because she had never experienced it.
She suddenly remembered that she had seen a movie.
The actor is an actor. He was emotionally injured. When he was at his lowest point, he took a TV series that was particularly inconsistent with his temperament and personality.
The reporter asked him why, and he replied with a faint smile. The plot in the movie where his lover shielded himself from the knife was particularly attractive to him.
It's just because he wants to feel what it's like when someone is willing to shield you.
Luo Enxi thought, she might be similar to this actor.
She also wanted to experience what it was like to be put first by her lover no matter when and where.
She didn't want to experience the feeling of being abandoned after being behind.
This is too painful and painful.
Luo Enxi didn't understand why, what kind of magic power He Xia Nuan had, why no matter how good she and Fu Haochen got along, as soon as He Xia Nuan appeared, Fu Haochen would inevitably get confused and obeyed.
I would ignore her again and abandon her.
Luo Enxi felt a pain in her heart, but her eyes were trembling and she couldn't shed any tears.
She didn't want to just give up. Just now, in the ward, Fu Haochen recalled such a tender time with her, didn't he?
They also promised to each other to accompany each other, didn't they?
Luo Enxi knew that this might be just a simple company, but the object was He Xia Nuan!
Luo Enxi still wanted to fight again. She didn't want to be like this, just watched Fu Haochen by He Xia Nuan's side.
So Luo Enxi took a step forward gently, not looking at He Xia Nuan, but stared at Fu Haochen closely, and asked: "Haochen, you should go back and rest. Your injury is not healed. Raise it, okay?"
Fu Haochen looked at Luo Enxi with a look of expectation. Luo Enxi was talking about letting herself go back to recuperate, but Fu Haochen always felt that Luo Enxi was more than just wanting herself to go back to recuperate. Her expression should still reveal something. what.
However, He Xia Nuan's hands on her waist tightened, making Fu Haochen no thoughts for a while to think about it. He sighed.
Of course his body needs to be nurtured, but now that he leaves He Xia Nuan alone, he certainly can't rest assured.
And he definitely couldn't bring He Xia Nuan back to the ward, and Luo Enxi would definitely not be happy that way.
Fu Haochen consciously had already thought for Luo Enxi, but didn't know that his practice of staying had actually hurt Luo Enxi.
"En Xi, I'll stay first. It's okay, you don't have to worry, I know my body." Fu Haochen looked at Luo Enxi and said, "You go back first."
Luo Enxi laughed suddenly when listening to Fu Haochen's words.
Fu Haochen asked her to go back.
Let her go back alone.
Luo Enxi looked at He Xia Nuan who was happily rubbing Fu Haochen's arms after receiving the answer, only to feel that he was going crazy.
She lived in this hospital for Fu Haochen.
She stayed to accompany the bed.
If Fu Haochen is not in the ward, what is the point of her going back?
Luo Enxi was a little bit horny, but she couldn't get out anymore.
Why, what is all this?
Could it be that Luo Enxi is such an identity, come and go when you call it?
Luo Enxi clenched her fist slightly, but separated again after a while.
Maybe she can work hard and fight for other things, but the emotional matter may not really be something she can fight for as long as she fights.
It's uncomfortable, but very weak.
Feelings can never be measured by effort.
If the other party really doesn't love you, no matter how much you give, there will never be any response.
Could it be the same with my own feelings?
Luo Enxi shook her head and forced herself to stop thinking about it.
She felt a little tired, so she turned around, raised her foot and walked back.
I never went to see He Xia Nuan and Fu Haochen, who had not separated so far.
Luo Enxi didn't want to say a word with Fu Haochen here, she was afraid that she would quarrel.
At that time, I will be like a clown, a woman who nobody loves.
Luo Enxi's family environment has cultivated her a personality that will not express her emotions deeply since she was young.
Because no one cares, so naturally you will not be hysterical.
If there is a quarrel, Luo Enxi can't help but think, will Fu Haochen really be on his side?
Probably, I will only feel that I am making troubles unreasonably.
Luo Enxi suddenly wanted to sleep for a while, so she fell asleep quietly without thinking about anything.
This is ridiculous. Luo Enxi wanted to laugh, so he laughed, and laughed with tears.
I was Fu Haochen's wife, but my husband hugged other women in front of him, and let himself come out like a clown.
What can she do if she doesn't come out?
Stay there and make your heart hurt more?
Of course she wanted to rush forward and separate the two people severely, but both of them had injuries. How could Luo Enxi dare to do it easily?
Separate them, who knows what demon He Xia Nuan is going to do.
Luo Enxi didn't want others to see that she was actually jealous and was going crazy.
Luo Enxi returned to Fu Haochen's ward, walked to the bed, and quietly looked at the sea not far away.
The floors of the ward are very high and you can see far away.
The traffic on the road not far away only stops for a moment when the red light comes out.
A love, who will stay for whom?
Man is not a machine without emotions. If you keep walking like this, you will always get tired.
When can Fu Haochen stay for her, even if only for one second?
Fu Haochen, can you think about my feelings and understand my loss?
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He Xia Nuan looked at Luo Enxi's stiff back when she walked out, the fear in her heart had long been wiped out, replaced by unspeakable joy.
Seeing Luo Enxi sad, He Xia Nuan couldn't restrain the pathological joy in her heart.