Chapter 94: What to believe in you

"Why have I paid so much for so many years, and still can't get even a little trust from you?" Luo Enxi finally couldn't help but said, her voice choked for a while.
She was willing to trust Fu Haochen in everything, but Fu Haochen was unwilling to trust her in anything.
"Why can't we live a good life together?" Luo Enxi's tears flowed silently down her cheeks.
When Fu Haochen saw Luo Enxi's tears, he felt a little heartache, but when he thought of the content in the photo, he felt bored for no reason. His face became colder again, "Live well, you dare to tell me a good life?"
He tried so hard to live with Luo Enxi, he even wanted to live with Luo Enxi in the second half of his life with a sense of guilt towards He Xia Nuan!
Fu Haochen quickly became faint with anger. At this moment, he regretted it. He couldn't understand why he wanted to give up He Xia Nuan, who loved him so much, and chose Luo Enxi to accompany him for the rest of his life!
"Said that I want to raise my body at home and give birth to a child, then turn around and kiss me and another man, is this what you said to live a good life!" Fu Haochen grumbled and roared.
"Fu Haochen, how can you make trouble so unreasonably! How many times do I have to say that Senior Gu is just my friend!" Luo Enxi couldn't listen anymore.
"I'm making trouble unreasonably? Senior Gu, ha ha, Senior Gu, it's really intimate!" Fu Haochen gritted his teeth, "I think it's just a villain who covets you!"
"How can you say that to him! Fu Haochen, what on earth want to do!" Luo Enxi was aggrieved.
"Yo, this hurts? Then you go find him! Don't show up in front of me again! Get out!" Fu Haochen shouted at Luo Enxi.
Hearing this, Luo Enxi was stunned, and then he heard his words clearly, her nose was sore and swollen, she blinked, and the tears in her eye sockets flowed down, and she was finally able to see clearly. Disgust in Fu Haochen's eyes.
So obvious, so unforgettable.
Just like the eyes she saw day and night over the years, without a trace of emotion.
Fu Haochen let her go.
Luo Enxi's heart was completely broken, dripping blood.
Everything in this family suddenly became so strange.
Maybe she was the only one from beginning to end, silently trying to save this marriage.
She has been looking forward to Fu Haochen's love and has been working hard.
Maybe in Fu Haochen's eyes, she was like a ridiculous clown.
Luo Enxi suddenly discovered that there was no place for her in this home.
Every inch of air in this home seemed to mock her ridiculous expectation.
Luo Enxi couldn't stay for a minute, she rushed out.
At the moment when the door was opened, Luo Enxi heard Fu Haochen yelling behind her, "Get out! Never come back again!"
The door was closed.
Luo Enxi finally resembled a homeless ugly duckling again, seeing all the good Fu Haochen had to her, it was nothing but a bubble.
Luo Enxi walked aimlessly on the street, letting tears wet her face.
She couldn't stop crying, she couldn't stop crying.
She didn't wear a jacket when she went out, shivering in the streets in the early spring night.
Luo Enxi took out the phone with shaking hands and dialed a number.
Without a second sound, it was connected over there, and Xia Xiaoxi's energetic voice came.
"Hey, En Xi, how do you call me, do you miss me?" Xia Xiaoxi said with a smile.
Luo Enxi choked even harder when she heard Xia Xiaoxi's voice.
"Xiao...xi," Luo Enxi desperately asked herself to say a complete sentence, "Xiaoxi, you...can you come here..."
Luo Enxi felt that she was about to collapse, and she could no longer bear the horror that she was the only one left in the world.
"Enxi! Enxi, what's wrong with you!" Xia Xiaoxi on the phone heard Luo Enxi's cry, and immediately panicked, "Don't cry, don't cry, don't worry, I'll be over right away, where are you? What?"
Luo Enxi raised her tearful eyes and looked around. Before she knew it, she had already walked a long way.
"I'm here, I'm at the door of the Reincarnation Bar." Luo Enxi sniffed.
"I just happened to be shopping nearby. Don't move where you are, I will be there soon." Xia Xiaoxi said, and the sound of rushing on the road came from over there.
Luo Enxi squatted down on the side of the road opposite the bar, hugged her shoulders, and shrank herself into a ball.
The wound on her back seemed to be pulled in response to the occasion, and she trembled with some pain.
But the pain in the body is less than one-tenth of the pain in the heart.
She was abandoned again, somehow, by Fu Haochen.
Luo Enxi was crying and trembling. She didn't expect that Fu Haochen would find someone to follow her.
He didn't trust her so much, but she still naively thought that Fu Haochen was really thinking about living with her.
Fu Haochen must be laughing at her.
Since Luo Enxi guarded Fu Haochen's sword, all the feelings that the two had cultivated disappeared in one misunderstanding.
...
Xia Xiaoxi arrived really quickly, and on the street opposite the bar, she found Luo Enxi, who was squatting on the corner and was already crying.
"Enxi, what's wrong with Enxi..." Xia Xiaoxi couldn't see Luo Enxi being so sad, she was so distressed, she squatted down and hugged Luo Enxi, "Don't cry, Enxi..."
Luo Enxi hugged Xia Xiaoxi and got a touch of comfort in her arms.
Luo Enxi's eyes were splendid by the feasting and green of the bar in front of him.
"Xiao Xi, let's go to the bar..." Luo Enxi said weakly.
Don’t others say that if you get drunk when you are in pain, you can forget everything?
Let her get drunk too.
If you are drunk, you can forget Fu Haochen's cold eyes, and if you are drunk, you can forget Fu Haochen's loud insults.
If you are drunk, you can forget that Fu Haochen doesn't love her at all.
"Can you drink, Enxi?" Luo Enxi was not drinking well. Xia Xiaoxi knew very well that at this moment, he held Luo Enxi's arm a little worried.
Luo Enxi ignored Xia Xiaoxi's obstruction, held Xia Xiaoxi's arm, stood tremblingly, and was about to walk into the bar.
"En Xi, En Xi, wait for me, can't I go with you!" Xia Xiaoxi was very worried, and hurried to catch up with Luo Enxi in front of him.
Luo Enxi ordered a lot of them, colorful, in various colors, and then sat in a corner of the bar and started drinking.
The strong wine entered his throat, and the burning esophagus was painful, but Luo Enxi didn't seem to feel it, taking one mouthful after another.
After the first glass of wine was empty, Luo Enxi looked at the front with a sense of loss.
Xia Xiaoxi sat next to Luo Enxi, "Enxi, drink slowly. Tell me, what's the matter?"
Luo Enxi heard Xia Xiaoxi's question and stopped pouring the wine again.
After a while, Luo Enxi pulled out a smile that was uglier than crying, and Xia Xiaoxi was shocked when she saw it.
"Xiao Xi," Luo Enxi said, her voice softly as if she was sighing, "I was driven out by Fu Haochen."
"What's the matter!" Xia Xiaoxi was surprised, "What's the matter with you, isn't it okay the last two days!"
"Senior Gu is back. I went to dinner with Senior Gu. The photo was taken and sent to Fu Haochen. Fu Haochen suspected that I was cheating."
Luo Enxi smiled suddenly, the smile was particularly bleak, she suddenly stopped shaking.
Luo Enxi was discouraged by saying this ridiculous thing in front of Xia Xiaoxi.
Look, it's so ridiculous. Her husband asked someone to follow her, and he didn't even want to listen to her explanation.
"Senior Gu is back!" Xia Xiaoxi was surprised at first. She heard Luo Enxi mentioned about Gu Xijue. Gu Xijue took care of Luo Enxi everywhere abroad, which made Xia Xiaoxi's impression of Gu Xijue very good.
Luo Enxi nodded.
"Xiao Xi, do you believe me? We really just had a meal." Luo Enxi choked again.
"Of course I believe! Of course I believe you Enxi!" Xia Xiaoxi said quickly, and then after thinking about it, "Why are you being photographed?"
"Fu Haochen asked someone to follow me." Luo Enxi said.
"What!" Xia Xiaoxi was taken aback. It was a particularly chilling thing to be followed by her husband. She now knew why Luo Enxi looked so sad.
"This...is Fu Haochen telling you? It doesn't have to be that he finds someone to follow you? Maybe someone else..." Xia Xiaoxi never liked to speak for Fu Haochen, but this time Luo Enxi was so injured. Deep, Xia Xiaoxi couldn't help but want to make things better.
"He didn't deny...If he didn't do it, why didn't he explain it to me..." Luo Enxi was very sad, could it be that in Fu Haochen's heart, she is such a thing that she doesn't even need to explain? People?
"En Xi, don't be sad... Maybe things are not what you think, Fu Haochen is also true! How could he do this!" Xia Xiaoxi said angrily.
"He didn't even listen to my explanation, he just drove me out like this, as if I was a disgusting garbage." Luo Enxi curled up her lips mockingly.
"En Xi, I don't allow you to say this to yourself!" Xia Xiaoxi interrupted Luo Enxi.
"In Fu Haochen's eyes, I am such a person." Luo Enxi smiled bitterly and said this.
She originally thought it was difficult to admit it, but after speaking it out, Luo Enxi discovered that she had already felt this silently in her heart, but she had never known it.
When did the relationship between her and Fu Haochen become so irreparable?
"En Xi who won't, won't." Xia Xiaoxi hugged Luo Enxi.
Luo Enxi remained silent, and when Xia Xiaoxi let go of her, she picked up the wine glass again.
"En Xi, don't drink, you are in good health, how can you drink like this!" Xia Xiaoxi was very worried, and quickly wanted to grab the glass in Luo Enxi's hand, but Luo Enxi took it back.
"Xiao Xi, don't care about me, let me get drunk, it won't hurt so much if you are drunk." Luo Enxi put her hand on her chest, "I hurt, Xiao Xi, it hurts too much."
Xia Xiaoxi looked at such a depressed Luo Enxi, distressed, and her disappointment in Fu Haochen reached a new peak.
"How could Fu Haochen treat you like this? You just saved him and almost lost his life, but now he kicks you out." Xia Xiaoxi said more and more for Luo Enxi, feeling wronged, and couldn't help but wet her eyes.
What is this, Luo Enxi thought funny, her heart full of sadness.
Fu Haochen didn't care about her at all, so how could he care about driving her out now, whether her physical condition could bear it.